xxx story: Two Lost Souls – Chapter 2A
by T. Foxal
Please read Two Lost Souls, so you have a better understanding of Pete and Sandy. Both went through divorces and were there for each other during those bleak times, but only as friends. Although they may have lusted for one another, they never acted on that until both were free.
After sharing their first night of taking their friendship to a new level, with some of the most sensual love making the two have ever encountered, then waking to each other and showing their naughty, animalistic side earlier in the morning. Pete and Sandy somehow managed to leave the bed, and make breakfast.
Sandy went and used the bathroom first, and came out wearing a pink satin robe, that stopped at her knees. She winked at Pete and told him that she put a new toothbrush out for him to use, then said she was going to start breakfast.
Pete asked, “Where shall I put the toothbrush when finished?”
Sandy replied, “In the holder, next to mine silly.” Then went downstairs. Unlike Pete’s house, which is a Bungalow, Sandy’s in a traditional Colonial style, with 4 bedrooms, with a living room, family room, dining room and kitchen on the first floor.
While Pete got ready, Sandy had started making the bacon, and stood at the stove and thought about last night and this morning. She thought about how he looked, with his defined pecs, and abs and his muscular arms. Oh and that impressive cock he has, which was much bigger than Bill’s. She thought back to the two men she ever had sex with before last night.
Her first time was with her high school boyfriend, and that was ok, and then Bill. Who, back then, and many years during their marriage was a tender lover, always looking to make sure she enjoyed their lovemaking. They loved sex and experimented in many ways and places. But, as the years wore on, Bill had lost some interest in her, especially the last few years of their marriage.
Like many women, Sandy blamed herself. Granted, she tried to keep the weight off, but as she grew older, into her 40’s, she could never escape the little bulge in her tummy, and her boobs started to sag.
She also thought how she was this prim and proper woman, outside the bedroom, but at times, loved letting loose in it, and being naughty and talking dirty to Bill, which he really did not care for so much. Always afraid the kids would hear them.
Sandy then thought about this morning, especially after last night, when the love making was so real, and could not believe that Pete got her to orgasm twice, which was highly unusual for her. But her thoughts about this morning alarmed her. Did she go too far. Did she let down her guard and now Pete thinks of her as some slut? These were questions gnawing at her.
When Pete was done with his teeth and washing his face, he donned the satin pajama bottoms, and padded downstairs. He first went to the window and looked out at the drive and street, and saw that there had to be a good 6 more inches of snow on the drive. He thought to himself, “I’ll go plow right after we eat, then see what this gorgeous woman would like to do today.”
Pete then walked up behind Sandy, placed his arms around her mid-section and lightly kissed her neck. Sandy stiffened at that, but then relaxed. But Pete felt the stiffening, and then released her.
“Breakfast will be ready in a few. Why don’t you set the table for us, while i finish up here.” Sandy said in a pretty monotone voice.
Pete did as was asked, but he now worried that what they had experienced, last night and this morning, was weighing heavily on Sandy’s mind. He thought he would talk with her later about. “Why spoil what we shared, so soon after it happened.”
They ate in pretty much peace, with not too much talk between them, except for Sandy asking his plans for the day. Pete told her he really didn’t have any, except for clearing the drives, which he was going to do after eating.
After eating, Pete helped her with the dishes, then got dressed and headed home, after a light kiss on the lips from Sandy, and start the plowing.
It was still snowing as he got the tractor going and started down his drive.
As he plowed, all he could think about was Sandy, and the beautiful time he spent with her. He had yearned for her for the past few years, but would never act on that. One, because of her still married to that asshole he now saw that Bill was. And two, because they did share a special friendship, that he was so afraid would end, if sex was introduced.
“Damn. Did we fucked this up last night, by what we did?” he asked himself. He hoped not. He knew she was concerned about the age gap, but screw that. He cared deeply for Sandy, probably as deep as he has ever cared for any woman in his life. “I could easily fall in love with her. Hell, I think I am already and have been for a long time now. She had seen me at my worst, during the divorce, and I had seen her too.” Pete thought as continued his snowy, cold job.
Sandy had just finished her shower and was back downstairs, still in only her robe. She stood at the window, when she heard the tractor in her drive. As she stood there and look at Pete plowing, she thought, “Oh God. Why did we have sex. Not just sex, but love making. It was great, and he is so tender, and loving, oh Christ, so sexy to look at. What in God’s name does he see in me.?”
She continued looking out at him and wondering, was this a mistake? Could she allow him into her soul? Could she actually love a man again. “Oh Christ, I think I am already in love with him. Damn, why do we have to have so many years separating us. Life is so unfair.” Then she made up her mind that they needed to talk, and put an end to this, before either got hurt any further, and this will hurt.
Sandy was still staring out the window, when Pete shut down the tractor and came in. He took off his coat and boots and laid them in the laundry room and stepped into the kitchen.
“My God, it is cold out there and the snow just keeps coming. I am sure I’ll have to do this again tonight or tomorrow morning.”
Sandy did not face him, but asked, “Like some coffee?” Of course Pete said yes, but her could tell from her posture, something was wrong.
Sandy finally faced him when she handed him the cup of coffee. She had tears running down her face and Pete asked, “What’s wrong?”
Sandy grabbed his hand and led him to the couch. “Let’s talk.” Sandy took the opposite end of the couch from Pete, for fear if she was to close, she couldn’t say what she wanted to say.
“Look.” she started, “Last night was so special. I have never felt so connected to a person, and felt so strong about a person, well, since my wedding night.” Pete started to say something, but Sandy put up her hand to stop him.
“Let me get this out before you say anything.”
“It was perfect last night, at least for me. You made such tender love to me and I felt we belonged together like this. But then reality hit me this morning. Pete, I am much older than you. I’m 51 and in a few months, 52, and you are going to be 38. Hell, I haven’t even gone through menopause yet, but that is coming, and it is not something I am looking forward too.”
She sniffled then “I can’t even imagine what that is going to be like. But I know my older sister went through it recently and she was a bitch. The hot flashes, and the bitchiness, and oh yeah, the diminished sex drive. Why in god’s name would I want to put you through that.”
Pete’s eyes were starting to well up. He knew she was ending this before it even got any traction to start.
“Do I have feelings for you? Oh God, if you only knew. I’ve had them for a very long time, but never acted on them, only because you were my friend, hell, best friend and confidant, and I never wanted to lose that.”
Tears were flowing out of her eyes now, as she continued. “Then, last night, when you entered me, you awakened something deep inside me. I felt so loved and connected to you, but I know now, that should not be. Look at me, I’m hot mess right now. I am fat, and feel unattractive, and think in 10 years, when I am 61 and you are 47. I may not even want sex, or at least not as frequently, like I yearn for now. You deserve someone younger, prettier, and much sexier than me.”
Sandy then bowed her head and was holding it with her hands, to cover her crying. Pete moved to be next to her, and try and comfort her.
As he held her close, tears were starting to run down his cheeks, “May I speak now?” Sandy nodded her head.
“First off, our age gap means nothing to me. I have never once considered it. And, I don’t plan too either. I was raised Catholic, like you, but when the marriage started failing, and then when she left, I question God on many occasions, and why he did this to me. All during my marriage, I never strayed, not once. Hell, I never thought of any other woman then. I thought I had my perfect mate.”
“Then, through the years, you were always, and I mean always, there for me. You listened to me, offered me advice, but most of all, you were my friend, whom I consider to be my best friend. Just so you know. Many times, during a week, I think of you. How your day is going, what you had planned. I even wondered if some man came into your life, and got a bit jealous. You also know I have not dated much. I am so scared to let down my guard to people. You are the only person I have done that with, since April.”
Sandy was now looking at Pete, as he continued. “Then last night, I made love to the woman I care most deeply about. We did not have sex. We did not, excuse the expression, fuck. We made passionate love to each other. This morning too, we made love again. Yes, it was a bit more boisterous, and naughty. But a couple should be able to open up like that, when they care deeply, like we do, for one another. I loved that you were like that this morning.”
Pete stroked her face. “But, if this means losing you as my friend, then I will back away, but still be there for you, no matter what. Do I want more? Oh Hell yes. I want to date you. I want to fall madly in love with you. I want to spend every minute of free time with you and explore life together. That’s how I feel. But, I can put that aside, if I am going to lose you and your precious friendship.”
Pete stood, bent over and kissed her head. Sandy had her face buried in her hands, crying, as Pete went back to the laundry room, put on his coat and boots and left. He was hurting, and he knew deep down that this was probably the last time he would see her for a long time. As he walked out the door,
Sandy fell to the couch and bawled her eyes out. “Oh Damn. Why did I have to hurt him so bad”
After showering, Pete put on some old sweats, and decided to catch up on work, to get his mind off of what took place not even an hour ago. He could not understand how you could go from the glow of love making, and even the terrific sex they shared this morning, to losing your best friend.
To Pete, this hurt even more than April leaving him. Maybe it was because it happened over time and he was expecting it. But from last night, until this morning, boom, gone in a flash, and it hurt. Pete wept, but tried to be strong and vowed not to let another soul into his heart. He knew now that Sandy owned that heart.
Sandy, likewise, tried to busy herself, to try and cope with what happened earlier. She was like a mad woman, cleaning the whole house. She too, like Pete, was dressed in old comfortable sweats, that no persons, except her kids and ex, had ever seen her in.
Around noon, her front door opened and her daughter, Annie stood there. Annie took off her coat and boots and came up to her mom and kissed her, but then noticed her mom’s puffy, red eyes, so she knew something was wrong, in a big way.
“Mom? What is wrong? Did that rotten father of mine make you upset?”
Ever since she found out about her dad, she had nothing but ill will towards him. She won’t’ see him or accept any phone calls from him. He hurt her mother badly, and she will never forgive him for that.
“No” said Sandy. “It wasn’t your father. Not this time. I haven’t heard from him since we signed the papers last year.”
“Then what is it Mom? Please tell me.”
Sandy loved her daughter and they had always been close. Sandy knew her daughter preferred women, to men, but she did not care, she was her daughter and would back her decisions in life.
“I did something really stupid last night and then this morning. I hurt my very best friend in the world.”
“Pete?” Annie said. “You know?” Sandy asked.
“Oh Christ Mom. I have known for a long time. You both are in love with one another. I see how he looks at you and I know how you look at him. It is so written on each of your faces.” What happened?”
Sandy let a tear form in her eye. “I fucked up. We made love last night for the first time. And trust me, it was love making too. We didn’t fuck. He was so gentle and caring, and made sure I was pleasured the whole time. Twice as a matter of fact and I orgasmed twice in both sessions. Then I awoke him this morning with my mouth and did it again, though this time, I acted a little unlady like.”
“Oh wow Mom. a little too much info there, but ok. So what’s the big deal? Shit. He is one sexy guy and if I was into men, and older men at that, I could see myself with my legs spread for him.”
“Annabelle.” Sandy retorted. “Just saying Mom.” Annie replied, and chuckled a little.
“But our age difference could come into play. I am 14 years older than he is and how is he going to feel about me in 10 to 15 years?” I couldn’t stand to lose him because I am old, and fat, and unattractive to him. I lost your dad to a younger woman, and I surely won’t want to go through that again.”
“Holy shit Mom. I hope I look half as good as you do, when I am your age. You aren’t fat. I’ve seen you in a bikini. Most of my friends think you are hot, actually, and you know what, you are. If you feel fat, then you can do something about that. Go to a gym and start working out, just to tone yourself. What does Pete say about this.”
Sandy was crying now and having a hard time speaking. Annie hugged her mom until she calmed down.
“Pete says he doesn’t care about our age difference. And maybe it doesn’t bother him now. But what happens when I have to go into an old folks home. Then what?”
Annie had to laugh. That made Sandy start to laugh too. The comment warranted that. Annie regained her composure and said.
“Mom, if he truly loves you, then I doubt you would ever be in a nursing home. I can see Pete taking care of you, no matter what. But if it is the sex part, then buy a case of lube, and screw each others brains out there. Just make sure some other old biddies don’t take aim at him.” then chuckled.
“Oh Annie? What am I going to do now? I know I have hurt him badly. You know, he asked me just before we got on the bed, if I truly wanted this. If it was going to ruin our friendship, and we both confessed to being best friends to each other, then we should stop. And now, I have fucked that up royally. I am sure he doesn’t want to see me again.”
“Mother. If that man truly loves you, he will accept you back, not only as best friends, but even on a deeper level. He is in love with you. Maybe now is not the time to say those words, but showing it, is far better than saying it. Open your heart to him, and I bet he will open his to you.”
“How did you get to be so smart, when it comes to relationships?”
Annie chuckled and said, “I’m hardly smart. Hell, I don’t have anyone to call my own, though I wish I did. So…. After I leave, go clean yourself up, because you do look like a hot mess. Then march your pretty little self over to Pete’s and tell him how you really feel, and not the negative stuff. I mean how you really feel. I think he is a wonderful guy and is good for you. 100 times better than that slimeball sperm donor Bill.”
Sandy smiled. “I see your hate for your father has not diminished, but he is, and always will be your father.”
Annie shook her head, no. “Only on the birth certificate. In my mind, he lost that title when he ruined our lives by his cheating. He didn’t just cheat on you, he cheated on the whole family too, and I can’t ever forgive that. If left to me, I’d cut his dick off and shove it right up his ass, so he could fuck himself.”
Sandy laughed and shook her head. She had those same thoughts, but never expressed them to her kids. Bill Jr. never said a word throughout the whole ordeal, but Sandy knew he also disliked his father for doing what he did.
Annie then went to the kitchen and made them lunch, and as they were eating, her curiosity got the better of her. “Mom. I got to ask. Is he hung nicely? I mean I have seen him when they used to come over to pool party’s and god, he is a hunk.”
Sandy just smiled at her daughter, then said, “Honestly. God, What a dream. At least 7 inches and fat. I have never been filled like that before. I was in heaven, and knows exactly how to use it.”
After lunch. Annie got dressed for the outside, came up to her mom and hugged her tight. “Mom. Promise me you will go over there right after I leave, and make this better, no matter what comes from it. At least give it your best try.” Sandy nodded her head and kissed her daughter goodbye.
Pete was getting tired of doing the paperwork, although he knew it would save him time, come Monday morning. He was having a hard time concentrating on it. He was still pretty down from what Sandy told him this morning.
He got up from his office table and looked over at her house. As he stared at her bedroom window, his mind retraced the previous night, and then again what happened this morning. It was great. He could feel her and how she opened up to him, but then, in an instant, threw up a wall, that he doubts he’d ever take down again.
Pete saw that Annie was over there. “Oh great. Now she’ll know and probably hate him too, for making advancements on her mom.” he thought. “How could I have let this happen. I knew better. Now I have lost the only friend I could ever care about.” His mind was reeling, as he stared out the window.
As he was still staring, he did notice Annie leaving. His thoughts turned to what could have been said. At the same time, Sandy was up in her bedroom looking out her window too, staring over at Pete’s house, wondering how he was.
As she stared, she thought, “Oh fuck. How am I going to fix this. He probably hates me now.”
Sandy stood for another minute, then went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. She brushed her shoulder length blond hair out, then put it in a ponytail. Brushed her teeth and said to herself, “Screw it. If it is meant to be, then he should see me at my worse. If this doesn’t scare him off, then nothing will.” Her eyes were still puffy and red, but nothing she could do about that now.
Sandy found her boots and without putting on a coat, went out the back door, and across the back yard, through a path that Pete had plowed out earlier.
Pete was in his kitchen, getting a glass of juice when there was a knock on his back door. He looked through the window and saw it was Sandy. “Oh great. Wonder what else she is going to say now.” As he was thinking this, he opened the door and let her in.
Pete turned and started walking into the kitchen, as Sandy removed her boots. Sandy then grabbed him by the arm, once she was in the kitchen, and pulled him hard into her, wrapped her arms around his neck. Her lips smashed against his and kissed him hard.
As she kissed, she talked too, along with some crying. “I am.. So sorry… I was.. Scared.. I don’t want us to ever.. Be without each other.. You mean… the world.. To me… Take me.. too.. your bed.. And make.. Love… to me.. If you.. Really.. Want me…”
Pete’s mind was reeling now. Did she really mean this? Was she going to go half cocked again, and then bolt? He didn’t care now. He only knew he was in love with her, and he believed she was with him. It was to early for love, he thought, but was going with it.
Pete picked her up, and cradled her in his arms. When he did that, she let out a little squeal. He took her to his bedroom. A place no other woman has been too, except his ex. But that was years ago and he had since got new furniture.
Pete set her down so she was standing before him. Neither talked. They both had lust in their eyes. He removed her top, and saw she was not wearing a bra. He threw the top to the floor and caressed her breast and kissed both nipples. Then Sandy removed his sweatshirt, and kissed his chest and nipples.
Pete moaned as she did this. Then her hands slip under the waistband pushed his sweatpants and boxers to the floor, exposing his manhood to her. She cooed when she saw hard he was. Pete then pushed her sweatpants down to the floor and saw, again, no underwear. He started kiss her mound, put she pulled on his head, and then grabbed his hand and took him to the bed.
She lay there, exposed to him. Pete hovered over her and wanted to lick and suck every inch of her, and started on her chest. As his lips met her nipple, she tugged on his arm.
“Oh Pete, Please, I need you inside me. You can have me all later. Eat me all night if you will, but right now, I need to have you inside me, make love to me.”
Pete kissed her lips, as his swollen member found her extremely wet love hole. As he entered, very fiber of their beings tingled with electricity. Her vagina accepted his girth, and her velvety walls sucked his manhood inside her. Their lips met and stayed connected as they began to make love again.
Although Pete thought they lasted only minutes together, it actually was thirty minutes of slow love making. Sandy orgasmed again twice. Pete could feel goosebumps on her body as she came. Their arms were locked around each other, and both times Sandy came, her legs were tightly wrapped around her man. When Pete finally came, he pushed deep inside her, and groaned softly into her mouth, as his seed spread deep into her depths.
As his oragsm subsided, he started to move off of her, but Sandy would not allow it. “Please. Stay there. I want you inside me as long as you can. I want to feel your body wrapped with mine.”
They stayed this way for a good ten minutes, before he gave her relief from his weight, and rolled to her side. Pete turned on his side to look at Sandy, and she turned on her side to face him. They lay there staring into each other’s eyes.
“Sandra.” Pete started to speak, but Sandy put a finger to his lips. “Please” she started to say. “I am so sorry I hurt you this morning. I hurt you, and I know it. I could see the hurt in your eyes, like the day that your ex moved out. That almost killed me. I was so scared, so very scared of the what if’s. What if we don’t fall madly in love. What if, over time, you grow tired of me, and so on and so on. It took a 28 year to make me see the light.”
“Peter, I know I am not young and vibrant, like I used to be, but if you can accept me for who I am now, then I want to explore this relationship with you. I want to give you my heart and my soul, hope you will never hurt it, like has been done in the past. But I also know, you are not like that to begin with. So if you want me still, I am all yours.”
Pete leaned into her and kissed her lightly on the lips. “Sandra. Understand, I was taken aback this morning, and it did hurt. I wanted nothing to harm our relationship as friends, and so when I asked last night if you truly wanted what we experienced, I really thought you did. Had I know you were going to react this morning to the way you did, I would have got dressed and left.”
Sandy started to say something, but this time Pete put his hands to her lips.
“I also wanted to fight for you this morning, but felt you needed time to think this through. I will reiterate, your age is nothing to me. We are two human being who care deeply for one another, and who I know I will fall deeply in love with, because I am already there and have been for some time. I will do all that I can to be the man you always wanted in your life and not look back and wonder and of the What If’s.”
Sandy had tears running down her face again, and Pete got nervous. “I’m sorry now, for making you cry.”
“These are tears of joy Sweetheart. Just remember, I am not April and will never take you for granted, nor ask for more than I give. It’s going to take me some time to get used to this new life and open up fully to you. To me, the love making is awesome, and I am sure our wild sides sexually, will be explored, but right now, I just want to lay with you and drink in what we have started to share.”
“Oh Sandy, please know, the love making, and the sex is just icing on the cake to me. If it stopped right after today, I would never complain, nor stray, for as long as I know you will be by my side, that’s all I can ask for, or want. You are the only person I can, or want, to commit too.”
Sandy cupped his face and kissed him passionately. Their tongues tangled together as the kiss drew heated, then backed down to a lingering kiss.
“By the way Lady. You looked awfully sexy in those sweats.” then chuckled. She lightly slapped his shoulder and said, “You ass. I looked a fright. But I wanted you to see me at my worst. If that didn’t scare you off, nothing will. Let’s nap and then figure out dinner later.”
“I already thought of that. Actually had planned on taking you to that little Italian place near the plaza, say around 6ish.” She smiled and said, Sounds like a plan”, then they wrapped each other up, in their arms, and fell asleep.
Sandy awoke about two hours later, feeling refreshed and relaxed. Pete was still sleeping and Sandy lay there watching him sleep. She felt better about what happened just a few short hours ago. She could actually picturing herself waking up this man all the time. But time will only tell. She gently slipped out of bed, that made Pete stir just a bit, but did not wake, and dressed and went home.
Pete woke a little later to find her not there, but a note was on the pillow.
“You were sleeping so contently, that I did not want to disturb you. Come over whenever you are ready to go to dinner. I will be ready”
Pete just smiled and got out of bed. He decided to shave and then shower again. He also shaved around his groin area, since Sandy really enjoyed that look. He actually did too. He was also glad that Sandy only had that small strip on her body. He really did not like pussy hair while feasting on a pussy.
Sandy meanwhile, called her daughter and filled her in on what had transpired. Annie was so glad for her mom, and told her just trust your instincts, and when the time is right, say those 3 little words.
Then, noticing it was after 4pm, Sandy decided she need to get ready. She opted for a bubble bath and she would wear her dark green cocktail dress, even though she had no clue to what Pete would wear. It did not matter to Sandy. She wanted to look sexy for him tonight.
As she stood in the bathroom and looked at her naked body, in the full length mirror, she thought about what Annie said, about working out to tone her body. So she made a mental note to join one the next week.
As she bathed, she then started to shave her legs. Her thoughts turned to Pete and his hairless cock region. She thought that was so sexy, and really appreciated the the no hair in her mouth as she sucked his gorgeous cock. Oh she loved giving head. It had been a long time since she had done that. Bill always enjoyed it, but as their sex dwindled, it became more of a chore for her and all he wanted was to stick it in, cum, and go to sleep.
As she did her thighs, she looked at the landing strip and decided, “If he can be bald, then so can I” and shave off the strip. She knew her daughter was bald and Annie said it feels so good like that, and makes her feel sexy. As the last of the hair was removed, and all the other area was smooth, her fingers played a little with her pussy. She was extremely wet now.
Her thoughts turned to this morning, when she awoke Pete with a blowjob, and then 69 with him. God what a tongue he had. Tonight, she was going to be naughty, she made up her mind. She thought, “We have made love three times now, but tonight, I want him to know, we can play naughty and fuck, and suck each other. I want him to know he is driving me crazy and I want fucked hard. Oh I miss being fucked hard, and lord knows, he has the tool to do it with.” She laughed to herself, thinking his cock was a tool.
As her fingers found her slit and she slowly stroke it, and rubbed her clit, she wondered if he ever played with himself, like she has on many occasions. She has cummed so many times thinking of him, just like she did on New Year’s Eve when they talked at midnight.
After cumming again, she got out and got dressed and ready for her big date. She was nervous. Almost like the night of her prom. Which was eons ago, which also happened to be the night of her losing her virginity.
It was now 6pm, and Pete was dressed. He decided that this was special and wore a suit for the occasion. He too, was very nervous. It was their first official date, although over the years, they had spent dinners together. He also decided it was best to take his SUV, since it had 4-wheel drive. He pulled into her yard, got out, and went to the door and knocked.
When Sandy open the door and let him in, he was awestruck at her beauty. Her dress looked so elegant, yet sexy on her. It had a plunging neckline, that tastefully showed some cleavage, yet much to the imagination, and the string of pearls, only accented it. The hemline stopped mid-thigh, coupled with the black nylons, really made her legs pop.
“You look absolutely beautiful Sandy.You take my breath away.”
Sandy blushed and said thank you. “You look very handsome tonight. I wasn’t sure what you would be wearing, but you did not disappoint me at all. God you look sexy”