Literotic asexstories – There was an Accident by cageysea9725,cageysea9725 This novel is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
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“There is no love like the love for a brother. There is no love like the love from a brother.”
– Astrid Alauda
Chapter 1
Todd was confused. He wasn’t even sure his name was Todd, but it felt right, in his mind.
He didn’t remember anything. Well, not anything, really. He knew he was a he, but beyond that, nothing.
He heard some faint beeping that sounded far away. He didn’t think he was anywhere in bright light. His eyelids looked dark, but he couldn’t open them. He couldn’t move anything. He tried to yell, but nothing happened.
That incessant beeping was annoying, and distracting.
He tried to sit up, move his arms, move his legs, and shake his head; nothing moved. He couldn’t feel them move anyway.
Why couldn’t he remember? He wasn’t sure, but he thought he could only lie there. He wasn’t even sure of his posture.
Now he was scared, and the beeping seemed to pick up its tempo. He couldn’t remember anything, but he was pretty sure this wasn’t normal.
He heard something else. Papers being flipped?
He remembered papers and the sounds they made.
“Hm. It could be an involuntary response, or he could be waking up, or it could be nothing at all. Keep an eye on him, nurse, and let me know right away if there are any other changes.”
It was a deep male voice. The voice sounded far away, like in a different room.
He knew what a nurse was. If there was a nurse in the room, that means there’s probably a doctor nearby. Maybe the male that the voice belonged to was a doctor.
If there’s a doctor there, does that mean he’s in the hospital? Had something happened to him that he doesn’t remember, or was this just him? Was he a vegetable? He remembered what a vegetable was, both the kind you eat and the kind you pity.
He felt something! Warm and soft, on his…was it his wrist? He concentrated, but couldn’t tell. He felt like his body was there, but he couldn’t move it, and he couldn’t really even feel it, except for the soft warm thing that might have been on his wrist.
“Well, Todd, we don’t know why, but your heart rate seems to have gone back to normal.”
It was a female. Maybe she was holding his hand? Or, probably checking his pulse with her fingers on his wrist. She was probably the nurse the voice that was probably a doctor was talking to.
He tried to say ‘hi’. Nothing happened.
He heard a soft scuff that sounded like shoes on a floor. They too seemed far away. He listened. There was only silence, except for that damn beeping.
“At least I’m not a moron. I know what a nurse is, and a doctor, and a hospital,” Todd thought to himself. He wished he could say it, but thinking was better than nothing.
Probably.
Chapter 2
“It’s not a good sign or a bad sign. There will be involuntary movements. It doesn’t mean he has any control over them, and it doesn’t necessarily mean he’s waking up.”
It was the voice that probably belongs to a doctor. Todd remembered thinking about stuff, being in a hospital. The doctor’s voice, the nurse, the beeping. The beeping was still there. The doctor still sounded far away.
It seemed time had passed though. And he could see light. Not a light, but his eyelids didn’t look black. It wasn’t his eyelids. Maybe he could see something. Was it the ceiling? He didn’t think his eyes were focused on anything. He tried to focus them.
Nothing changed.
A blurry face filled his vision, then a bright light flashed across one eye, then the other. He couldn’t make out any features on the face before it disappeared.
“His eyes react to the light. That’s a good sign.”
“Is he brain damaged?”
It was a female voice, but not the voice that was probably a nurse. Maybe a different nurse? He thought he knew that they come and go.
“We can’t know that. Not until he wakes up. We do know he has brain activity, and it’s what we would hope to see, considering the circumstances,” the probable doctor’s voice said.
He wanted to look around and see who was there, but nothing moved. He tried to blink his eyes, but nothing happened. He still couldn’t really feel his body, but kind of knew it was there.
He did know, however, they seemed concerned about his brain, and he wondered what happened to him.
Chapter 3
It was dark again. Since Todd couldn’t see anything but blackness, he assumed his eyes were closed again. Even though he couldn’t see anything, and they didn’t seem to focus, he decided he liked it when they were open.
He was fairly certain now that he had been asleep. He didn’t really notice going to sleep, but since he had not heard anyone leaving, and he had not noticed when his eyes closed, his mind must have gone to sleep. He didn’t have any idea how long he had been asleep.
He wondered what year it was. He wondered how to tell one year from another.
He knew what days were, but didn’t know what day this was, or what day it had been when he arrived here. If he had arrived, and this wasn’t just how he had been his entire life.
He wondered how old he was.
“Three plus three equals six. Three minus three equals zero. Three times three equals nine. Three divided by three equals one,” he thought.
He could do math. Simple math. He had to have learned it somewhere, surely. People aren’t just born knowing that, even simple stuff like that.
“A squared plus B squared equals C squared.” He knew geometry!
“Five cubed equals one hundred twenty-five!”
He was pretty sure he had not been like this all of his life. That was a relief. Or it wasn’t. That means something happened, and now he’s like this.
Why had he chosen math to test himself? He thought that was a good question, but didn’t really know why.
Chapter 4
It was a little less dark. He must have been asleep. The beeping was still there, and still sounded far away.
There was a different sound. Todd listened.
Somebody was humming. Somewhere. It sounded far away, so did the splashing.
There was splashing. Something moved off his chest. He could feel it. More splashing, then he felt something warm, and wet, on his chest. He wanted to look, but his head wouldn’t move and his eyes wouldn’t open. Somebody was still humming. It wasn’t good humming, and he wondered if it was supposed to be a song.
He wanted to smile, but didn’t think he would. He thought he was getting a bath, a sponge bath. He wanted to think there was a brunette nurse with big boobs about to pop out of her white uniform top, giving him a sponge bath.
He must not be a little kid. A little kid wouldn’t want a buxom, sexy nurse playing with his body.
“Oh, well, that’s a good sign, probably. Seems you like your bath today.”
She might sound sexy, or maybe it was just the imagination that made her sound sexy. He felt something that felt good pressed against something. Was it underwear? Or just a sheet?
Everything seemed to be getting further away.
“No!” Todd wanted to shout, but nothing happened, nothing changed. He felt himself falling asleep.
Chapter 5
“stable enough to move out of ICU. He’ll still get the best care, but he might respond better if he can have visitors more often.”
Todd knew the voice. It was Probably the Doctor.
He felt his body, and everything hurt. Not excruciating pain, but it still hurt a lot. Everything he felt hurt.
“Is he in pain?”
It was a female voice. Todd was pretty sure it was the same voice that asked if he was brain damaged. Surely a nurse would know if he was in pain. Maybe this was somebody that knew him. A visitor?
“We’re still managing his pain, but have reduced the dosage considerably,” Probably the Doctor told the female voice.
“Like hell you are,” Todd said, without saying it. His mouth still didn’t work. Nothing worked.
“Make sure he’s not in any pain, Doctor,” a new male voice said, confirming the first voice was a doctor.
He could tell it was light in the room. His eyes were open. He noticed he could see something. It was white on white, but there was a line across it. It was the corner where the ceiling met the wall! His eyes were focused! He tried to move them, but they wouldn’t budge.
A face blocked his view. He tried to focus on it, but couldn’t. He thought it was a female. He could make out the halo of curls surrounding the face. The face didn’t stop, but moved to block out his entire vision.
He felt the warm lips on his cheek.
“We love you, Todd.”
The face moved away and there was another behind her. It could have been a man. He seemed to stare, then he turned and followed the female.
He heard far away footsteps, then silence. Except for the infernal, ubiquitous beeping.
They must have been visitors. Todd wondered who. Their voices didn’t seem familiar.
Todd thought it was a waste. His eyes were open, and he was awake, but nobody was there.
Chapter 6
The beeping woke Todd up. He thought it woke him up. He wanted to blame it, but knew it was always there, so he probably just woke up on his own. His eyes were closed. He still hurt, but now it was just a dull throb all over.
He could tell he was reclined completely. He could feel the weight of a blanket from his feet to the middle of his chest. That was new. He could feel its texture against his feet and the backs of his hands.
He tried to move stuff: his feet, his hands, his head. He got the same response. Nothing moved.
He wanted to sigh, but knew that would be pointless. He was bored, and had no way to relieve that feeling.
The beeping was all there was to keep him company. He wondered if he could speed it up.
He tried to clench all the muscles in his body, and hold, but nothing happened. The beeping maintained the same rhythm.
He tried to open his eyes, and got the same result.
Was he in the same room? Something had been said about moving him, but it all felt the same. He knew that didn’t mean anything. He could barely feel his body, and knew there was no way he could tell anything about his surroundings.
Except for the beeping. It still sounded just as far away.
Chapter 7
Todd’s eyes were open. He was sitting up. He was sure he was still in bed because he could feel the blankets on his feet and gathered at his waist. He was wearing something on his chest.
Silence, almost. He could hear voices. They weren’t discernible, but low and mumbling. He didn’t think they were even in his room. There was no beeping.
He could see through what looked like a fuzzy, out of focus open door, and beyond was a counter. He could see it! There were computers showing behind the counter top, and there was a woman sitting at one. It was in focus!
He tried to focus on the doorway, but couldn’t. His vision remained focused only on the counter. He tried to move the rest of his body, but nothing moved.
A woman approached the nurse. She had curly blond hair to the middle of her back, and a really nice ass under her tight blue jeans.
She leaned on the counter with her elbows and raised herself up onto her toes as she spoke to the nurse. Todd couldn’t hear her, but they both turned and looked at him. The blond was young, Todd guessed around twenty. She was cute, too.
The blond moved away from the counter, toward him, and was soon just an unfocused blob. She filled the doorway, and he could tell she walked through, then stopped.
“Hey,” she said softly, then approached Todd’s bed and disappeared as she stepped to the side. He liked her soft voice.
He heard a far away scraping sound. The blond blob filled his vision then disappeared again.
“How are you Todd?”
Then she giggled. It sounded like music to him.
“Sorry, I know you’re not fine. You don’t have to answer me. They told me it might help you to have people you know talk to you. I’ve missed you. I wish this had happened to me instead of you.”
She knew him. Was this little cutie his girlfriend? He didn’t recognize her, but he couldn’t picture anybody in his mind. He didn’t remember anybody. He didn’t know anybody, not parents, not friends, not this girl. He kind of assumed the female voice that had asked about his pain was his mother, and the male with her was his father, but he didn’t know. Their voices didn’t ring any bells, and this girl’s face and voice didn’t either.
Her crying sounded far away, just like all the other voices. Then he felt a hand slip into his. It felt warm and soft and it gently squeezed him. She smelled pretty.
He wanted to tell her not to cry. He would fight hard to get better, so they could be together again. He was sure this was his girlfriend. He hadn’t had any other visitors, except his parents, and she seemed so sad that he was like this.
She cried for a few minutes, holding his hand.
“I’m sorry for crying, Todd. You know I love you, and I’m just really sad you’re like this.”
She loves him!
She started talking about school. It sounded like college. He wondered if they went to school together. She told him about some people, and what they were doing. None of the names sounded familiar, so he wondered if they were her friends, or his friends, or their friends.
She never let go of his hand, but as she spoke, she sometimes touched his forearm or shoulder with her other hand. A few times she put her hand on his chest. He really liked the way her touches felt to him. He quit listening to what she was saying, and just listened to the sound of her voice and felt her touching him.
Suddenly she stopped her rambling.
“Todd?”
His eyes were still focused on the counter in the hallway, but he felt his hand shift, and he thought he could see her standing next to his bed.
Her unfocused face filled his vision, then turned to look away.
“Todd? What…” She sounded concerned.
“Bye!”
She kissed his cheek and he could see her blob move to the door and out.
He felt that same feeling he had felt getting a sponge both, centered just below his belly. He wished he could move his head and look to see what seemed to have frightened his girlfriend away.
He wished he remembered her name, or anything about her. He just couldn’t remember anything though.
Chapter 8
Todd was awake again. His eye lids were dark, and closed. He listened. There was only silence. There weren’t even any muffled voices.
He remembered his girlfriend talking to him. Her closeness made him happy. He hoped she came back soon.
He came to the conclusion it was night time now. Everything was so quiet, and the darkness made him think there were no lights on in his room, and maybe even the door was closed.
He felt alone. He wondered if he would ever get better.
He tried all his parts, but still, nothing worked. He wanted to cry, but not even that worked.
Chapter 9
“We don’t know. It’s up to Todd at this point. We can continue to treat his body, but there’s not anything we can do to force him to wake up,” Doctor said patiently.
“I think they’re doing all they can, honey,” Possibly Dad said softly.
Todd wished his eyes were open. They seemed far away still, but he had figured out they were close by and everything sounded far away. He liked that they were there.
He heard crying, and it sounded female. Possibly Mom was there too.
“Bye bye, son. We love you,” Possibly Mom whispered, and he felt a warm kiss on his forehead.
She called him son. It was his mom.
Why didn’t her voice sound familiar?
Now Todd knew his mom’s and dad’s voices, but still not their faces. He knew his girlfriend’s face though. At least from a distance. He knew what her butt looked like, from a distance too. He liked it.
He heard his parents leave, and he was alone again. He really wanted to tell somebody he was in here, and wanted to get better.
He wanted to go back to sleep, but apparently he wasn’t in control of that either. He was bored, but had to entertain himself until his brain went to sleep again.
Chapter 10
“Hey, Todd.” It was his girlfriend’s voice. She didn’t sound far away. She sounded like she was standing right at the foot of his bed.
Todd’s eyes were closed though, so he couldn’t know for sure. She could have been talking right into his ear to sound that close.
“I’m sorry I’m so late, but I was at work.”
She sounded like she was beside him now. He could tell she had been at work. She smelled like pizza. She must work at a pizza place. Todd wanted some pizza. How did he eat now? He had not eaten since he came to the hospital, that he knew of.
“I’m sorry for leaving so fast last night, too. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t tell anybody about your, um, you know, your erection.” she barely whispered the last word into his ear. He could feel her breath on his skin. She didn’t sound far away at all now.
“And I didn’t know what to do. I was embarrassed, ’cause I didn’t know what to do, and because I left so fast. You shouldn’t be embarrassed by it though. It just happens. Probably an involuntary thing, anyway.”
Todd wanted to tell her it wasn’t involuntary. It was because she sounded so sexy talking to him. He just wanted her.
“I thought about it a lot today, and decided what I should do if it happens again. Anyway, work sucked tonight. The tips weren’t good, and there were a couple of parties…”
Todd quit listening to the words, instead just listened to the sound of her voice. She was holding his hand again.
Chapter 11
“Damn it!” Todd thought as soon as he understood he had gone to sleep while his girlfriend was there, and had missed most of her visit. He wondered what she had decided to do if he gets an erection again while she’s there. He knew it wasn’t if, but when. She was so sexy, he had no doubt that it would happen.
Todd’s eyes were open. He almost missed that fact. The room was dark. It must be night. He listened, and heard just some muffled voices from really far away. His door must be closed too. He assumed there would always be lights on at the counter where the nurses sat.
He was bored, so he thought about his girlfriend. He could see in his mind her face when she turned to look at him, and her butt in her jeans as she leaned onto the counter. He wondered if she was as good looking naked, and how far they had gone before whatever happened to put him here happened.
He could feel his erection, and wished she was here. Would she help him out, or would she be too embarrassed to do anything about it in the hospital?
Chapter 12
“has caused some mild bleeding. It’s nothing to be worried about right now, but we’re concerned. We’re administering some very mild antibiotics to avoid an infection.”
It was Doctor speaking. Todd wondered what they were talking about.
“Frequent erections? Is that normal?” Mom asked Doctor.
They were talking about him getting erections. His erections caused mild bleeding? He wondered how that happened.
“He’s a young man, so it’s not terribly unusual. That fact alone isn’t cause for concern, but to avoid continued irritation, and reduce the chance of an infection, we’ve removed the catheter. He will be wearing a diaper to contain his urine output. He already wears a diaper to contain his feces, so it won’t be a big change. The nurses will just need to change him more often. It’s just a mild inconvenience.”
Todd understood. He had a catheter. He didn’t know until now that was the case. Apparently he had too many hard-ons, and had chaffed himself raw, on the inside.
It struck him suddenly. They didn’t sound far away anymore. He could pinpoint each voice’s location in the room. Doctor was standing by the door, and Mom was beside his bed, on his right.
He was excited. Maybe this meant his condition was improving.
Chapter 13
It was dark in the room, but Todd could see light from the doorway. He was reclined, but his eyes were open. He could make out the shadow of the texture on the ceiling.
“Hi Todd,” his girlfriend’s voice sounded sweet from the doorway a few minutes after his brain had woken up. The room had darkened a bit before she spoke, so he knew she had stood in the doorway for a second or two.
He tried to move his eyes, but they still weren’t working like that. He hadn’t been successful yet in controlling any movements.
He saw her blond hair come into view, as she stepped to his side. She smelled like flowers, and her hand felt warm on his arm.
“They told me your head is getting better. I hope it’s true and they’re not just trying to make us feel better.”
She sat down next to him. He could still make out her hair in the dim light, though it was out of focus and right at the edge of his sight.
“Everybody at school asks about you. I don’t know what to say, other than you’re improving. I hope it’s true. I really miss you. Everybody does.”
Her hand was still on his arm, but he wanted her to hold his hand.
“Oh, excuse me,” a voice said from the doorway. “I need to check his diaper. It’ll just be a minute, if you want to step into the hallway.”
“I can stay.”
Oh great. He was going to have his diaper changed while his girlfriend watched. He noticed her hand slip into his. She must really love him.
“Well, that makes it a little easier to clean him I guess,” the nurse’s voice said.
Todd knew he had an erection. He couldn’t help it. His girlfriend was looking at him, and another woman was touching him.
His girlfriend giggled, just a little.
The nurse moved him around and got his old diaper off, cleaned him, front and back, and got a fresh diaper in place. Her hands on him felt good to him, in spite of the awkward situation and latex gloves.
“I guess we’re gonna see how brave I am now,” his girlfriend whispered in his ear after the nurse left.
She stood, and he could hear soft footsteps move to the door. He heard it click as it closed, then the footsteps returned to his side. Todd could see her hair lean over him as his covers moved down to his knees. His gown lifted up and over his thighs and hips, then he felt fingers pull on the Velcro fasteners on his diaper. He thought they were shaking a little bit.
The warm fingers were definitely shaking as his girlfriend wrapped them around his hard erection and pointed him toward the ceiling. He wanted to groan as they slid along his length to the base and held him there.
There was a soft pop right before he felt something cold and wet hit the head of his penis, accompanied by a very soft squirting sound. Another, louder, pop followed, then her other hand quickly covered the head of his hard cock and slid down over his shaft.
She had brought lubricant.
The strokes of her hands on him felt glorious. She was grasping him firmly at the base with one hand while the other moved up and down his length and over his head. He wished he could move his hips to match her rhythm, and let her know she was doing it right.
His balls were starting to churn, and he knew his orgasm was close.
“Oh fuck. I’m going to make a mess.” His girlfriend’s voice sounded desperate, but Todd had no control over his body as his orgasm started.
Her hands moved to the base of his erect, about to erupt cock, and he felt something slide over his head just as his cum spewed out the end. He saw her hair, at the edge of his vision almost disappear out of sight toward his crotch.
She had caught his ejaculation in her mouth, and it felt like molten silk around him.
“Sorry. I didn’t know what else to do, and didn’t want a huge mess to clean up,” his girlfriend whispered as she straightened up.
“I didn’t mind the taste though.”
She tucked his shriveling penis back into his diaper, fastened it and straightened out his gown and covers, then sat back down beside him.
“I hope it was OK with you that I did that for you.”
Todd wanted to smile and tell her it was amazing, and that Doctor should prescribe that to aid in his full recovery.
“If it’s not OK, just tell me, and I’ll stop.”
Then she giggled.
She held his hand and talked. He had no idea what she was saying, but her voice sounded so heavenly in his ear.
Chapter 14
“classmates are calling several times a day. Everybody sends their wishes and hopes you’re better soon, sweetheart,” Mom was saying as Todd woke up. His eyes were closed, but it seemed to be daytime, and his room lights were on. He was reclined.
His mom was holding his hand. It felt nice, but not as nice as his girlfriend. He wanted to tell her he was in here, but still nothing worked for him. It was so frustrating, being trapped in his body and having no way to communicate.
The blowjob last night was still fresh on his mind. Maybe it was last night. It was the last time he was awake, but he had no way to know if it had been a few hours or a few days ago. Or weeks, or even months.
His mom prattled on, Mostly the same kind of things his girlfriend told him. He tried to listen now, but he was bored.
Chapter 15
“a minute from now, or tomorrow, or next week, or month. Maybe next year. We just don’t know.” Doctor was speaking. Todd’s eyes were closed, and he was reclined. He didn’t know who Doctor was talking to, but he could see light against his eyelids, so he assumed it was one or both of his parents.
Doctor sounded like he was struggling to keep his tone steady, his frustration bubbling just under the surface.
“We’re just frustrated, and worried,” Dad spoke softly.
“I understand, but we’re doing everything we can for him at this point. It’s all up to him now, we believe.”
Todd heard the scrape of shoes on the floor cross to the doorway and fade into the hallway.
He felt a warm kiss on his forehead, then a hand squeezed his shoulder before the pair of footsteps followed Doctor’s.
Chapter 16
The room was dark. Todd could tell from behind his closed eyes. Being awake with his eyes closed was so frustrating. He thought about his girlfriend, and wondered if she had been there tonight. He didn’t feel like he had an orgasm recently, so she probably had not been there. He wondered if he had missed any that he had not been awake for.
He could hear the passing of footsteps and voices from the hallway, and knew it wasn’t very late. He hoped he didn’t go back to sleep before she arrived, or he came.
Todd went through his body parts, trying to get them to move. He thought it felt like he was so close, yet none even twitched. He couldn’t feel anything move, anyway. He didn’t know why he wouldn’t just wake up. Doctor said they were doing everything they could. His mind seemed to be working fine, just not his body. Nobody had said anything about a spinal injury, or anything, for that matter, except they worried about his brain.
“Hey, Todd.” It was the sweet voice he had been waiting for: his girlfriend. He really wished she would just say her name for him, so he could try to remember that, if nothing else.
Tonight, he couldn’t even see her outline. His eyes were closed, and all he wanted to do was try to see her face. And come, of course.
He heard her soft footsteps move to the side of his bed, then he felt her hand gently caress his crotch. He was hard the instant she had said his name though.
“Oh, were you waiting on me?” she whispered before returning to the doorway. He heard the latch click softly closed.
“I think you like my visits. I wish you would tell me,” she was hoarsely whispering.
Todd felt his covers pulled down and his gown lifted while she continued.
“I think it was a waste of effort and lube how I was doing it before. I mean, your cum ended up in my mouth anyway, so I might as well just use that instead of my hands. I hope you don’t mind.”
He wished he could tell her he didn’t mind that plan, not one little bit.
Her fingers didn’t shake at all as she unfastened his diaper and exposed his hard cock.
“You’re so big and hard. I guess that’s how you tell me how much you like me.”
Her tongue felt like velvet as it circled his bulbous head.
“I’ve never done this, so I might not be as good as some girls. Hopefully it will be good enough for you.”
Her lips slipped over him and engulfed his cock in warm, wet, heaven. He was groaning, but only inside his head. He really wanted to thrust his hips up into her eager mouth, but he couldn’t.
“Mmm,” she groaned around his penis as his head got to the back of her mouth and started its path backwards.
He wished he could see her blond hair bobbing in his lap as her tempo increased. She claimed to be a novice, but her lips and tongue seemed to be made of magic. If this wasn’t good, he didn’t think he could handle a good blow job. He didn’t actually know if he had ever had a blow job though. She said she had never done this before.
His girlfriend bobbed her head on his cock several times, then ran her hot tongue over and around his shaft a few times before pulling it back inside for some more ups and downs.
The moans in his head turned to grunts. He didn’t want it to end, but his climax was quickly approaching.
A few bobs later, then a swirl around his head with her talented tongue, then back down his length and he exploded against the back of her mouth. To him it felt like he came for almost forever before his cock stopped spitting cum into her mouth.
“Wow. I need to wipe my face now. I couldn’t swallow fast enough to get it all,” she growled as Todd felt her push herself away from his deflating cock.
Todd heard his girlfriend come back and sit down beside him.
“That was delicious, Todd. I hope my therapy is helping you get better. I miss you so much.”
He felt her hand slip into his as her face rested against his chest. He could feel her curly hair brushing his chin as he heard her first whimper.
She cried on him for what seemed like a long time before he went to sleep again.
Chapter 17
The next two times Todd woke up, his eyes were closed, but he could tell it was day time from the light on his eyelids and the seeming busy sounds from the hallway. He was sitting up once, and reclining the other, but neither time had anyone been in his room.
His life sucked. The only thing that made it worth waking up was the fact that so did his girlfriend. And she was way better at it than life was.
Chapter 18
“You weren’t waiting on me tonight? What’s wrong Todd? You didn’t like what we’ve…um, I’ve been doing?”
Maybe her voice woke him up. Or maybe he almost missed her visit. It didn’t matter, he was awake now.
“OH! There you are. Maybe you were thinking about something else.”
His girlfriend was standing beside his bed, and her hand was resting on his crotch. He could see her delicate fingers in full detail and color as they rested along the length of his expanding erection.
His eyes were focused on his crotch! He tried to move his eyes, but they were stuck there. He could see her, from the waist up, in sharp detail. She wasn’t the center of his vision, but close enough.
She was smiling at him. Her pretty blue eyes sparkled. She was wearing a polo pullover just a tiny bit too small for her, and her breasts were pressed firmly into the material on the front. The shirt had a logo: “Smiley’s Pizza”.
He could read. He added that to his mental list of skills which now included math, geometry, reading, and getting an erection.
He watched as she returned to the door and softly closed it. Her butt under her short skirt was truly a work of art, and he was a little disappointed when she turned around. His disappointment was replaced with elation when he saw her breasts again. She was a little out of focus at the door, but he could still tell how amazing her body was. This girl has a body to die for, that’s for sure. And she was his girlfriend.
She returned to his bedside and went through the steps to uncover his raging erection for her to work on. She leaned forward, in perfect focus, and just before her mouth touched him, she looked over her shoulder and smiled at him. He almost came from the dazzling smile she flashed at him before swallowing him into her mouth.
“Mm, you’re so hard, Todd. I’m pretty sure you like this, but I’m a little frustrated.”
She pouted her lips as she looked at Todd.
“All this foreplay, and I don’t get any reward. Does it seem fair?”
Todd’s girlfriend let go of his throbbing cock and stepped back. He couldn’t believe she was stopping. It wasn’t his fault.
Todd couldn’t really see what she was doing. She was right at the edge of his vision, and he couldn’t move his eyes to look at her. He thought she had bent down, then moved a little. He had no idea what she was doing until she held her panties up in front of him.
“I’ve never done this either, but I think I deserve a reward for my hard work, don’t you?
She dropped her panties in the middle of Todd’s chest, then climbed onto his hospital bed to straddle him.
“We have to be really quiet for this. You might not have a problem with that, but I might. Wish me luck!”
She raised herself up and reached between her legs under her skirt. Todd felt her grasp him and point his hard cock straight up, then slowly lower herself onto him.
He felt his head slide the length of her wet pussy and lodge against her entrance. She was so wet and hot there was almost no friction.
His girlfriend held herself there, motionless.
“Ohhh, Todd, your cock feels so good right there,” she whispered.
She slid him up and down the length of her gash again, then positioned his cock against the entrance to her pussy again.
“I feel you pushing against my virginity. This is for you.”
She thrust herself down onto him, burying his length inside her in one motion.
“Ugh, fuck,” she groaned, and bit her lower lip. Todd saw a few drops of blood trickle down her chin as she held herself pressed to his pelvis.
Todd’s girlfriend was panting, pushing her pelvis against his. He could see the tension ease from her face slowly.
“God, that hurt, but I’m ready now.”
She began to rise and fall on him, slowly at first, but picked up speed. The narrow hospital bed wasn’t very conducive to fucking in this position, but he couldn’t be counted on to be successful in the missionary position, so he chose not to complain. He didn’t really think he would have even if he could.
His girlfriend wasn’t a virgin anymore, and she had decided to give her virginity to him.
He felt like the luckiest man in the world.
As she increased her tempo, the bed started to bounce and move a little under the strain. His girlfriend leaned forward and pressed her chest to his.
“I’m gonna cum, Todd. Cum with me, please. I’m ready, cum inside me,” she pleaded in a hoarse whisper against his cheek.
Her encouragement brought that familiar feeling. His balls started to churn and boil, and he thought he felt his hips press up against her thrusts.
“I’m coming, Todd!” she hissed.
His balls felt like they exploded and spewed cum into his girlfriend’s hot pussy, painting her insides with hot sticky cream.
Todd wished he could tell her how great that was, but all he could do was stare ahead of him blankly.
She awkwardly climbed down off the bed, and looked at Todd. She still had a few drops of blood on her chin from biting her lip. Her hair was a mess, but she still looked beautiful to Todd.
She smiled at him. Her face was in front of him, and she was almost in focus. Her eyes widened slowly, and her smile disappeared.
“Damn!” she hissed, and lowered her face.
“I didn’t think about a condom! Why didn’t I think about a condom until now? Fuck!”
She grabbed the front of Todd’s hospital gown in her first and glared into his eyes.
“Fuck. I didn’t think about a condom! I gotta go, Todd!”
She grabbed her panties and climbed into them on her way to the door. She turned to him once before turning the handle and disappearing into the hall.
Chapter 19
Todd was awake for a split second before his eyes slowly opened and focused on the ceiling above him.
He didn’t remember watching his eyes open or close before. This was new.
His eyelids felt heavy. He wished they were closed now. He wanted to sleep. His eyes closed slowly.
He could feel his respiration increase. This was really new.
He opened his eyes, and moved them from the ceiling to the doorway. They focused first on the doorway, then the nurses station down the hall.
He closed them again, then opened them.
He opened his mouth and tried to speak, but his throat hurt, and a growl was all he could muster.
He turned his head. There was a stand next to his bed with a cup on it. He was thirsty, and tried to reach for the cup. His arm hurt, but it moved just a little bit. He was too weak to move it further.
His hand felt something next to the bed, and he moved his eyes to look at it.
There was a box with buttons. Arrows adorned the buttons, all pointing different directions, but at the top was a large button marked ‘Call’. He moved his finger to it slowly and pushed it. It required all his strength, but he felt it click under his finger.
A woman soon stepped inside his door and looked at him. He looked back at her. He tried to say “Help” but nothing came out. His lips moved, but made no sound.
“Oh god!” the woman said quietly and rushed to his side. She had a cell phone to her face, and started speaking into it.
“Doctor, Todd’s awake.”
“Yes, awake. He’s moving and trying to talk.”
“OK.”
“Todd, relax, the doctor will be here in a minute.”
She poured a tiny bit of water into the plastic cup, and moved the straw to his lips.
He struggled with it. He couldn’t press his lips around it, or suck. He was just too weak.
The nurse took it back. She held a finger over the end his lips had been on and lifted it from the cup to his lips.
He felt a few drops of liquid on his tongue, and he swallowed.
He tried to ask what was happening, but “Whaa…” was the only thing that came out before he had to stop.
“Don’t try to speak yet. The doctor will be here shortly.”
Chapter 20
The doctor made it. It seemed like seconds to Todd.
He was scared. He could move, but barely, and even that effort was painful.
The doctor poked and prodded. He had nurses scurrying around them, taking his blood pressure and temperature.
“Todd, don’t try to talk now. Move as little as possible. Can you blink?”
Todd blinked his eyes. He could tell it was a slow blink, but he could do it without too much effort.
He nodded his head. It was a great deal of work. Why did he feel so weak?
“OK. I’m going to ask you some questions. Blink once for yes, twice for no.
“Do you understand?”
Todd slowly blinked once.
“Do you know where you are?”
One blink.
“There was an accident. Do you remember it?”
Two blinks.
Do you remember anything?”
Two blinks.
“Do you know who you are?”
Two blinks. He knew that wasn’t exactly true, but it was mostly true.
“Can you whisper?”
One blink. He meant he could try to whisper. He hadn’t tried that. He had only tried talking.
“Doctor?” Todd whispered, barely audible. It worked. He had only used his lungs, without his vocal chords.
“What do you remember?”
“Waking up unable to move.”
“In the hospital?”
“Yes.”
“What do you remember before that?”
“Nothing.”
“Nothing?”
“Nothing. I don’t know anything before waking up, unable to move.”
“You were in an accident. You’ve been in a coma.”
“How long?”
“That’s not important right now. I need to make sure you’re going to be fine, and then you can talk about how you got here. OK?”
“Yes.”
Todd was swarmed with doctors and nurses for what seemed like hours. They did scans and tests, asked him questions, most of which he had no answers for.
“Todd, your family is here. They’ve been here every day to visit you while you were unconscious, and they want to see you. Do you think you’re ready for that?”
“Yes,” he whispered. He still didn’t feel up to the strain of using his voice.
“OK, I’ll be right here with you. I’ll bring them in.”
The doctor stepped out into the hallway, but Todd could still hear his hushed voice.
“Todd woke up a few hours ago. We’ve been doing tests and checking him out while we waited on you to arrive. He seems strong enough to see you, but he has amnesia. He remembers absolutely nothing from before he woke up in the hospital. He doesn’t remember any of you, or his life. Are you ready?”
The doctor returned to his room, and three people followed him in.
There was a man and a woman. The woman was still crying, just a little bit. The man smiled at him. His girlfriend was standing beside and a little behind the man. She looked beautiful to Todd. She was smiling at him, and he gave her as big a smile as he could muster. He loved her, and was glad she was here.
“Todd, this is your Dad and Mom, and this is your twin sister Kim.”
Chapter 21
Todd knew he was staring. He knew his mouth was open, and he could feel the flush on his face.
“Todd, sweetheart, are you OK?”
He could see the woman who was just introduced to him as his mother approaching his bed, but couldn’t tear his eyes from his girlfriend. She wasn’t his girlfriend though; she was his sister, his twin sister.
He didn’t remember anything before waking up in the hospital, but he was certain the things Kim had done to his comatose body were the things a girlfriend would do, not a sister. She had done things with his body that were so intimate, so carnal, that no sister would do those things.
He was certain of that.
Kim was smiling at him, but her eyes were pointed at the floor. They had moved the second his eyes found hers, but he could still see the flush on her cheeks.
“Son, I can’t tell you how good it is to see you awake.” He recognized the voice of his father, without looking.
Todd had cataloged voices. His mind had been trapped inside his coma long enough to recognize voices even when his eyes were closed.
Kim didn’t move from the doorway, but his parents were now standing beside him, next to each other.
Todd slowly looked away from Kim to look at first his mom, then his dad.
He moved slowly. That’s the only way he could move, and the simple task of turning his head was hard for him.
The one thing he wanted to know most was how long he had been here, in the hospital. This was information nobody seemed willing to give him.
His mom was holding his hand. His dad had one hand on top of his mom’s, and the other around her shoulders. Mom was still crying, indicated only by her tears, but she was smiling. Dad’s face held a look of pity, and Todd didn’t think it looked good on him.
He was looking at his parents for the first time in his life. That’s how he felt. They were strangers to him. He had no memories of these people.
They looked tired. Todd wondered if it was because of him, and their vigil for a son who had basically been dead for god knows how long.
“He’s had a tough day. He should rest now,” Doctor said in his clinical voice.
“I…” Todd whispered.
He almost said “need to pee”, but remembered he was wearing a diaper.
“I am happy to meet you.”
It sounded stupid, but to him, he had just met them.
“We’ll see you tomorrow, son.”
Todd watched his sister’s gorgeous ass as Doctor ushered them out.
She was whispering, but he could still hear her say “I need to go to work” before they were gone.
“Doctor.”
He paused in the doorway, then turned to look at Todd when the family was gone.
“My diaper is wet.”
Chapter 22
Todd was disappointed when the nurse of his imagination didn’t come in a few minutes later. She wasn’t a brunette hottie with big boobs popping out of her tight nurse’s uniform. She was actually quite a few years older than in his fantasy and was wearing loose scrubs.
Her reddish-brown hair was pulled back into a ponytail. She smiled at him and her dark brown eyes twinkled.
“Welcome back, sleepy head.”
Todd thought he could detect a very faint accent. She looked Hispanic, and he made another entry in his mental checklist of skills; he could recognize ethnicity.
Todd closed his eyes and smiled weakly at the nurse as she pulled the sheet down to his knees. It had been a tough day for him, and he was tired.
The nurse chuckled softly as she worked, and Todd opened his eyes a tiny bit. She was looking at his face. If he hadn’t been so tired, he probably would have blushed as he felt his penis stiffen while she worked the wet cloth around it.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
“No problem. I’m used to your reaction.”
Chapter 23
Todd woke up to a dark room. It wasn’t completely dark. A sliver of light streaked in through the almost closed door. His bed was reclined so his face was pointed at the ceiling as he wondered if today had been a dream.
He slowly moved his hand and found the remote for the bed, and raised the head about a quarter of the way up.
Nope, he could still move himself, albeit slowly and with lots of effort. His body was awake, and it wasn’t just passively a place to keep his mind.
He heard voices in the hallway, and footsteps passing back and forth in front of his door, so he knew it wasn’t very late.
Todd looked around his room. There was enough light to make out a couple of uncomfortable looking chairs on one side, pushed against the wall, and a dark television mounted where the corner met the ceiling.
He didn’t feel like doing the work it would have required to look behind him.
There was a light rap on his door, and before he could think about saying anything, it swung open.
The silhouette of a man appeared and entered. As he approached, Todd could make out details. He was a guy wearing scrubs.
“You’re awake. I’m just here to check your vitals. How do you feel?”
“Weak.”
“Any pain?”
“Only when I try to move. If I had anything to laugh about, it might hurt then too.”
The man didn’t have any response to Todd’s weak joke. He checked Todd’s pulse, temperature, and blood pressure, silently writing on his chart after each check.
“Good night.”
“Wait,” Todd hoarsely croaked out. His throat still hurt some when he tried to talk above a whisper.
The nurse turned and looked quizzically at Todd.
“Does the TV work?” Todd whispered.
The man returned to the foot of Todd’s bed and checked the clipboard, the one he had made notes on as he checked Todd’s vitals.
“Sorry, it doesn’t. Maybe tomorrow somebody can get it working for you.”
Todd didn’t really believe there was a note in his chart about whether or not his TV worked. Apparently, they didn’t want him watching it, yet.
The nurse stopped suddenly in the doorway as he was leaving.
“Oops, sorry,” a female voice squeaked, its owner outside Todd’s line of sight. He recognized it.
His sister was there.
The nurse stepped into the hallway and a female silhouette replaced his in the doorway. The light from behind her turned her blond hair into a halo around her darkened face.
“Hi, Todd,” she said softly as she closed the door behind her.
He struggled to suppress his erection as she crossed the room and flicked on a lamp behind him. He realized it was futile, and gave in. He glanced at his crotch, but his diaper had him trapped firmly inside.
“Hi, Kim.”
“How are you feeling?” still speaking softly as she smiled sweetly at him, her brother.
“Weak. And confused.”
The legs of the chair scraped across the floor as she pulled it next to his bed. Her hand felt warm and soft in his as she sat down.
“I can understand that. I can’t even begin to imagine what’s going on in your head right now.”
“Probably not.”
“I’m so happy that you’re awake. They say you’re going to be fine, but it’s going to be a long time still before you get out of here.”
“That’s the first I’ve heard of my condition,” Todd whispered. He wasn’t going to use his voice, yet.
“Oh. Maybe I wasn’t supposed to say anything about that yet. I’m sorry.”
She smelled like pizza tonight, again, but that didn’t keep Todd from remembering how her lips, and her pussy, felt around him. His erection wasn’t going away any time soon. He tried really hard to put those thoughts, about his sister, out of his mind, but gave up.
“It’s OK, I guess.”
“We’ve all come to visit you every day. Well, OK, I missed a few days here and there, ’cause of work, mostly. I really missed you, Todd.”
“You were at work tonight,” he stated.
“Yeah.”
“A pizza place, right?”
“Yeah, but I thought you didn’t remember…”
“I remember what pizza smells like, and you’re making me hungry.”
Kim blushed a little bit, and giggled.
“Sorry.”
“I don’t eat now, though, do I?”
“Not really. Through a tube,” she lifted a tube beside him, just enough for him to see it disappear under his sheet.
“You really don’t remember anything before you woke up today?”
“I don’t remember anything before I woke up, but that wasn’t today.”
Kim’s brows furrowed into a look of confusion.
“You haven’t moved…”
“I don’t know how long ago, but my mind woke up, and I was in the hospital and I couldn’t move.”
Kim’s eyes were wide now. Todd could see her cheeks redden.
“What…” she whispered, almost silently.
“I was asleep, my mind was asleep, most of the time, but I remember things from when it was awake.”
“Things? Like, what things?”
Kim’s grip tightened on his hand, and her entire face was bright red now. Todd could see her chest rapidly rising and falling with her quick breathing.
“Voices, when my eyes were closed. Fuzzy faces when they were opened. People coming and going, talking, doing things in my room.”
Her grip on his hand relaxed, along with her face, and her blush faded somewhat.
“That must have been terrible,” she said, her voice more relaxed now.
“I remember things when you visited me, at night, like tonight, alone.”
Her eyes grew large again and her face blushed bright red again.
“Todd?”
“The way you touched me, I thought you must be my girlfriend.”
“Oh my god,” Kim groaned. She looked at the floor, and released his hand.
Todd looked at the top of his sister’s head. He could see her shoulders heaving. He couldn’t hear her sobs.
He tried to reach for her, to comfort her. He didn’t mean for her to cry. He couldn’t hold his arm up, and when his elbow moved off the bed, his hand dropped below the bed and landed on her knee. He gently caressed her.
“Kim.”
Slowly, Kim raised her face to look at her brother. Tears still streamed down her face, and her open mouth gasped for breath between sobs.
“I’m so sorry, Todd,” she was able to moan out. “I didn’t know you were awake, and definitely didn’t think you’d remember!”
“How long?”
“Some hand jobs, like maybe a dozen, then a few blow jobs, and last night…”
“I meant how long have I been here.”
He thought he remembered all the times she had touched him. Obviously his mind had been asleep for quite a bit, though.
“Did I just admit something you didn’t remember?” She was crying harder now, her face cradled in her hands.
“I remembered. Some of it anyway.”
“Almost six months…I wasn’t supposed to tell you. They said not to.”
Todd had been in the hospital for almost six months. He was shocked. He also didn’t even remember everything that had happened since his mind woke up. He was having trouble wrapping his head around this information.
“Do you hate me?” his sister whispered.
“Do I have a girlfriend?”
“Todd, oh my god, Todd…” Kim moaned.
He could imagine. She had left him, because he was in a coma. He had a girlfriend, before whatever happened that put him here. She wanted a real, live, person, and Todd didn’t fit the bill anymore.
“Did she even visit me at all in the hospital?”
Kim was sobbing uncontrollably beside her brother. He could hear her pain.
He wanted to hold his sister’s hand, to comfort her, but didn’t have the strength to lift it from her knee.
“Kim.”
“God…please…don’t…make…me…say it!” Kim moaned between sobs.
Todd closed his eyes. He didn’t remember his girlfriend. He wasn’t sad, or hurt that she left him. He didn’t blame her. He had been a vegetable for almost six months. He understood how hard it would have been for her.
He wasn’t paying attention to anything except what was in his mind. He was used to that.
“Todd, you’re wrong,” Kim whispered. He still heard the tears and pain in his sister’s voice, but she wasn’t sobbing.
Todd slowly turned his head toward his sister. Tears continued to stream down her face as she looked in his eyes.
“A drunk driver…” her voice cracked as she spoke, “she didn’t survive.”
He closed his eyes again and leaned his head back against the pillow. His girlfriend hadn’t left him. She died in the accident that put him here. He had no memory of the girl. His tears were for his sister. She loved him, he heard her say it. She had to bear the pain of that for both of them.
“Todd,” her whisper interrupted his thoughts. “I did what I did because, well, I hoped it would help. I thought you would get better. Like I said, I visited you almost every day. The only thing that kept me away was if I worked late.
“Almost every day I would come and sit beside you and hold your hand. You never changed. Sure, sometimes they had you sitting up, sometimes laying down. Sometimes your eyes were closed and sometimes they were open. The first time they were open, I ran and got a doctor, but they said it was involuntary, so I checked. I waved my hand in front of you and you still just stared straight ahead.
“A couple of months ago I heard Mom and Dad talking. They were talking about you getting, um, erections,” she just mouthed the last word. “I had just noticed it myself, like that day or the day before. They were going to put a diaper on you instead of a catheter. It sounded like this was a new development, so I paid closer attention when I visited.
“Of course, your new, um, attire, made it more difficult, but after a few visits, I could tell. Your bulge, you know, under your diaper, was bigger, a lot bigger, sometimes. If it wasn’t big when I got there, it was always big when I left.
“When I came with Mom and Dad though, it never got big like that, So I did an experiment. The three of us showed up together, but I drove separately. I stayed when they left, and you got hard pretty quickly. I felt like it was just for me.”
“I thought you were my girlfriend,” Todd whispered. He didn’t remember that incident, but he knew what he thought. He remembered the conversation he heard about his erections and change to wearing a diaper.
“I was right? You were hard for me?” Kim smiled, and blushed as she looked at her brother.
Todd nodded his head. He was a little ashamed to be admitting that to his sister.
“And this,” she patted his crotch, “is hard for me now?”
“Kim, you’re my sister!” Todd groaned. The pressure of her hand on his erection, even through the diaper he still wore, made him stiffen even more.
“I don’t mind if you want to pretend I’m not. I don’t mind, you know, being your girlfriend.” Her voice was low and he could feel her breath on his ear.
“Kim, you’re my fucking sister!”
“Part of you seems to think that’s the best kind of sister: a fucking sister,” Kim growled into Todd’s ear, and her soft hand slipped inside his diaper and wrapped itself around his hard cock.
Kim released his hand from hers and pulled his sheet down. She looked in his face as she lifted his gown and ripped open the velcro holding his diaper closed.
“You’re going to get caught!” Todd mumbled.
She glanced up at the wall behind Todd’s head.
“Nobody is coming in for another hour and eighteen minutes. We , you and I, won’t get caught. Unless you think you’re going to last that long inside my pussy,” Kim said breathlessly.
Kim leaned toward his face. “What’s it going to be, Todd?” She kissed him in a very unsisterly manner.
Her tongue danced with his while she stroked his hard cock in her hand.
“You want me to be your sister now? Or can I be your girlfriend? I don’t think it’s a coincidence you woke up the day after we went all the way for the first time, do you?”
“God, Kim! Is it true? You were a virgin until you took it away with my cock?”
“Oh, you caught that? Yeah, you were my first, and I was glad I could give it to you.”
“Did you remember a condom this time?”
“You really were awake, weren’t you? Yes.”
Kim bent down beside the bed and looked like she was fishing around with her arm, still stroking him with her other hand.
She smiled at Todd as she held up a small square package.
“Do you want me to put this on you before I slide your hard, throbbing cock deep inside my always eager, dripping wet pussy?”
Todd nodded his head. He could hardly believe he was agreeing to fuck his sister. It didn’t matter how fantastic her ass looked in blue jeans, or how much her smile and voice turned him on, or even the fact that he had no memory of her from before the accident, she was still his sister. His beautiful, hot bodied sister, and she was getting ready to climb onto him and fuck him.
Kim put the condom package on the tray next to Todd’s head, then turned and swirled her tongue around the head of his cock. He twitched in her hand.
“Mm, it seems like some of your muscles have been getting exercise,” and she slid him between her lips and took most of him in her mouth.
Kim pulled her shirt and bra up to her chest, revealing his full round breasts to Todd for the first time.
“I hope my therapy I’m going to be giving you every chance I get is going to make you strong enough to come home soon. I can hardly wait to do this in a real bed, while we’re both naked.”
“You’re beautiful,” Todd whispered as his sister took his throbbing cock between her lips.
Without stopping her oral therapy, Kim pushed her pants down and kicked them off her feet. The wispy blond hair between her legs matched the curly locks on her head, and he could see the gleam of moisture on her lips behind the hair as she climbed onto the hospital bed.
“I couldn’t think of anything else since I felt you inside me last night, except doing this again. I’m so glad you’re awake for it this time,” Kim whispered, then lowered her tight pussy to his cock, and took him inside her.
“My god, Kim…” Todd groaned.
“Do you like being inside your sister?”
“Fuck me.”
Kim leaned forward and pushed her nipples against Todd’s chest, and kissed him passionately as she rocked herself on his hard cock inside her.
Todd’s mind reeled in pleasure, their heavy breathing and the low squeak of the bed beneath them were the only sounds in the world.
“I’m gonna come, baby,” Kim moaned into his mouth.
Todd tried to thrust his hips against his sister, but could only manage a weak twitch. He wanted to fuck her hard.
Kim’s body twitched above Todd, and he tried again to push up into her tight pussy.
“Fuck, I’m coming,” Kim groaned and bit her lip.
Todd felt her pussy tighten, then throb around his cock buried inside his sister. His balls churned then lurched as his cum exploded and burst against the walls of his sister’s tight, hot pussy.
Kim sat up slowly, then smiled at her brother.
“That was even better than the first time. I…Fuck!” Kim spat out the last word as her eyes focused on the unopened condom package.
“Fuck fuck fuck,” she swore as she climbed down off the bed, still staring at the package on the tray table.
“What? What’s wrong?” Todd asked. He sounded scared, even to himself.
“I brought it, and fucking forgot to use it,” she said as she held up the unopened condom for Todd to see.
“I gotta go, Todd,” Kim spoke quietly as she pulled her pants on.
“Sorry, Kim.”
“Not your fault. It’s OK, probably. See you tomorrow night. I love you, and that big erection you get just for me,” she whispered before kissing her brother on the lips and hurrying out the door.
He was sweating and breathing hard by the time he managed to get his diaper fastened closed and the sheet pulled up over his body. In addition to using a condom when she fucked him, she had forgotten to cover him up before she left.
Chapter 24
“Todd?”
“Todd?”
“Todd.”
“Todd!”
“What!” Todd tried to shout, but it came out as a half strangled squeak. He tried to sit up, but felt like he was buried in sand too deep to push himself out of.
“What?” he whispered, but not at whatever demon from hell was calling his name, but what he was feeling.
He had been dreaming.
He was running and dancing on a beach, hand in hand with a beautiful blond girl. Her long, straight hair flowing behind her as they moved together, laughing.
His mind almost refused to remember reality, but it came flooding back as the cobwebs of slumber and dreaming were swept away.
He wanted to go back to sleep, to continue the dream. Reality sucked too much for Todd.
“Todd, it’s breakfast time.”
He slowly turned his head to look at the nurse. She was holding up a pouch filled with clear, light brown liquid and a tube coming out one end.
“Breakfast?”
“You need to eat something. Liquids only, to start with. You’re not going to get your strength, or muscles back until you can eat solid foods, but you need to start with liquids. Your body wouldn’t react well if you ate anything solid just yet.”
“What’s it taste like?”
“I’m supposed to say strawberries,” she told him, but continued in a whisper “did you ever eat paste when you were a kid?”
“I don’t remember ever being a kid.”
“Oh yeah. Well, it’s not good.”
“Great.”
“Try to drink at least half of it. You may not keep it all down. Baby steps for right now.”
She smiled as she set the pouch on the tray next to his head, adjusted his bed, then held the end of the tube to his lips.
“You can squeeze the pouch just a little to help, so you don’t need to work so hard right now. Take your time.”
“Thanks…maybe.”
The liquid was thin. Todd wondered if the slight sweet taste behind the heavy nasty taste on top was strawberries. It tasted kind of pink, and he wondered what a strawberry looked like.
“Are you here just to supervise, and make sure I don’t dump it under my bed?”
“Not really. Take your time.” She was still smiling at him, but remained standing next to him.
Todd pressed his hand down onto the pouch, and swallowed a big gulp of the nasty fluid. He reasoned that the quicker he got through, the sooner it would be over and he could do more important things. Like sleep, and maybe dream.
He threw up.
The mess down his chest, across his lap and onto his upper legs seemed to contain more fluid than he had swallowed.
“That’s why I’m standing here,” the nurse told him, as she stepped into a doorway behind him. When she returned a few seconds later she had clean bedding and a fresh gown in her arms.
“You need to go slow. Your stomach hasn’t had anything in it for…a while, and needs to get used to it.”
Todd noticed her hesitation when she came to saying how long.
“Six months.”
“Somebody told you,” the nurse nodded. It wasn’t a question.
“Can I see a mirror?” The question just came out. Todd hadn’t thought about it until he heard himself ask. He didn’t remember what he looked like.
“Not right now. You need to finish your gruel, and then we need to get you up and take a tour of the hospital.”
“You’re afraid it will make me throw up if I look at myself when I’m supposed to be eating?”
He actually was worried now. He was sure his injury involved his head, and was imagining how disfigured he might be from it.
Kim had not seemed to find him repulsive looking, but she had several months to get used to it before he woke up.
“No, Todd. It’s just that you have more important things to worry about than your pretty face,” she replied with a smile and wink.
Chapter 25
Todd managed to consume about half the pouch of his breakfast, the fast he was breaking had been about six months long. He had managed to keep the rest of it down, after considering what he had vomited, and only gagged a few times.
“Good job, Todd. How was it?”
“Mm, yummy,” Todd replied sarcastically. “You were right, not good.”
“You did good. You kept most of it down. How are you feeling?”
“Just like it tasted, not good.” Todd’s stomach was feeling like it didn’t want to have anything in it.
“You’ll be fine.”
The nurse left without saying anything else, and Todd closed his eyes.
“Nap time,” he told himself.
“Todd, there’s no time for a nap now,” the nurse announced when she returned a few seconds later.
Todd opened one eye and scowled in the direction of her voice.
He opened his other eye. She was flanked by two men, also dressed in scrubs, and one of them was holding the handles of a wheelchair.
“Am I going somewhere?” Todd said with trepidation in his voice. The only thing he knew was this room, and the view directly outside his door.
“You’re getting a tour!” the nurse told him. He could hear excitement in her voice.
Todd knew he could barely move himself. The memory of his arm flopping off the bed last night when he tried to comfort Kim played in his mind. He couldn’t envision getting out of the bed and into that wheelchair.
Having two men was overkill. The men approached his bed and one of them, the smaller of the two even, scooped him up with an arm behind his back and the other under his knees, turned, and gently put him in the chair.
Todd hadn’t considered really examining himself until the man lifted him off the bed. He gave himself the excuse that it had only been a day since he could move himself, and that day had been filled with doctors and nurses, his family, and sex with his sister.
His legs looked like sticks. He could see the bones of his shins and feet. His skin seemed stretched around his bones. His gown clung to his thighs and hips, and he looked like a skeleton under it.
Todd’s head rolled back against the chair and he closed his eyes. His head was spinning, and he felt like he was going to throw up again.
“Todd! Todd, keep your eyes open,” the nurse ordered.
He opened his eyes, but made no effort to raise his head. He saw spots, everywhere, and everything looked dark, in spite of the room’s lights being on.
“You’re dizzy. Your heart is fine, but it’s struggling right now to pump blood to your extremities. It hasn’t had to do that for a long…for six months.”
His vision cleared as she spoke, but he still felt light-headed. He tried to raise his head, but only managed to get it almost off the chair before he had to let it rest again.
“Oh, this isn’t fun,” he whispered.
“Just like your stomach, Todd, baby steps.”
Todd started to close his eyes again.
“Keep your eyes open. It will help with the dizziness.”
The nurse snapped a buckle closed on a belt around his waist.
“Ready?”
“I don’t know. You tell me,” he replied weakly.
Chapter 26
The tour wasn’t as much fun as Todd had hoped. The nurse walked beside him as he was wheeled through a seemingly endless maze of hallways. She chattered constantly, without really saying anything interesting, and eventually he quit listening to her words.
He had no idea how long they wheeled through the hallways. To Todd it seemed like days. He wanted to look outside, but the only windows they passed were small, and too far away for him to get a good look out.
His dizziness never completely went away, but it did improve, slightly. He was glad when they finally returned to his room and he was lifted back onto his bed. He was exhausted.
Chapter 27
Todd wasn’t happy when the nurse woke him, mostly because he hadn’t been able to conjure the dream of being on the beach again.
“Lunch time!” she said after his head cleared from sleep.
“Oh good. What do we have now? Strawberry flavored crap, or another delicacy?”
“Banana this time.”
“Banana,” Todd mumbled slowly. That was a strange word.
He closed his eyes and said the word again in his mind. He pictured a boat, a large sail boat with several sails. He hoped that wasn’t a banana; he couldn’t imagine a boat tasting better than strawberries.
“All I taste is crap,” he told her after his first sip.
“Yeah, banana isn’t my favorite either.”
“Am I getting another ride after lunch?”
“Not today. Baby steps. Maybe you’ll get a morning tour and an afternoon tour tomorrow, but probably not.”
“I didn’t really enjoy the tour anyway.”
“It will get better, I promise, Todd.”
He hoped she was right.
“Anyway, there’s a woman here to see you. She’s been waiting. Do you feel like a visitor?”
“A woman? Who?”
The nurse shrugged. “Do you feel like a visitor?”
“Is it Kim? My sister?”
“No, I don’t know who she is. If you want me to, I’ll tell her you’re not up to it.”
“You do know my sister, right?”
“Yep. Everybody knows Kim. Lovely girl.”
“I guess I can see her.”
Todd was curious.
“Hello, Todd,” the woman said firmly from his doorway soon after he finished his lunch. She was dressed in a loose tan blouse buttoned up to her chin and a dark brown skirt. Her skirt wasn’t exactly tight, but form fitting, and stopped just below her knees. Todd saw few, if any, curves on her body. Her posture was very straight, and her feet, inside dark, high heeled shoes, were perfectly lined up beside each other.
“Hi?”
“I’m Zahra Muzainah.”
“Hi.”
Her name sounded exotic, but her voice didn’t have an accent. She spoke just like everybody else. Maybe a little deeper than the other women he knew, but not foreign.
“May I sit down?”
“Sure, I guess.”
Todd watched her as far as he could without moving his head, as she strode toward the chairs against the wall.
His bed was inclined about halfway to the upright position. He would need to turn his head almost completely to the side to look at her, and he didn’t feel like it.
“Sorry, can you move your chair? Like maybe next to the foot of the bed. It’s hard for me to move much.”
“OK, sure.”
He did cut his eyes toward her as she struggled with the chair. Her dark red fingernail polish at the end of her long, graceful fingers as they wrapped around the arm of the chair looked sexy to him. She had a nice butt poking out behind her. Her knees were together and feet splayed out, pointing inward in her high heel shoes while she struggled to move the chair. His penis twitched in his diaper.
She looked different than the people he knew. Her hair was solid black with straight bangs just above dark eyebrows and black eyes, and it swayed back and forth in front of her chest as she struggled with the chair. Her skin was more light brown than the pink he was used to seeing.
“Thank you,” he whispered as she got the chair positioned at the side of his bed, further away than Kim sat, but not as far as the foot of the bed.
She sat down and crossed her legs. Her skirt rose up over her knees as she brushed her hair back behind her shoulders. She appeared to be older than Kim, but by only a few years. Todd thought she had very nice legs.
Todd could feel his penis thicken inside his diaper.
“I’m sorry. Zahra, is it?”
“Yes, my name is Zahra.
“I don’t remember anything from before, um, I got like this. Do I know you?”
“We’ve never met. How are you feeling?”
“Um, OK, I guess.”
“That’s good. I’ve been following, well, your recovery. In the news.”
“Thanks. Why?”
“I wanted to meet you, and maybe talk just a little.”
“I mean, why did you follow my recovery?” He really wanted to know why the news involved him, but maybe a total stranger wasn’t the one to ask that.
“I have, well, a vested interest in it, I guess you could say.”
“We’ve never met. Why would you have any interest in my recovery?”
“Because your condition, and prospects for recovery, have a bearing on how much of my inheritance I will be sharing with you.”
Todd studied her face. It sounded like English to him, but very little of it made sense.
Zahra stood, and looked around the room.
“This isn’t as easy as I thought it would be. I thought there would be a window I could look out of when I had this conversation with you. I didn’t want you to have to look at me.”
Her eyes were on the floor as she took a tentative step toward Todd.
“My father was driving the car that hit you and Kelly.”
“Who is Kelly?” Todd wondered to himself. It took him a second, then he realized Kelly had been his girlfriend. He hadn’t known her name until Zahra said it.
“They, my parents, had been celebrating. My grandfather was a rather wealthy man, back in Qatar, and his estate had just settled.”
“My father didn’t usually drink. He was a Muslim, but my mother wasn’t, and over the years she had influenced him to break his traditions more and more.
“They were both extremely intoxicated.
“I’m really sorry, Todd,” she whispered.
Todd nodded. He thought he should be angry at her story, but he wasn’t. He didn’t miss Kelly. He didn’t remember her. He didn’t know what his life was before what he knew now.
Zahra raised her eyes to Todd’s face. He saw tears glisten on her light brown cheeks.
“Your mom is a white woman?”
Zahra cocked her head quizzically.
“Yes. She was.”
Todd nodded again. That explained her features and complexion. She was half Arabic, and half white.
Her word choice then struck him.
“She was?”
“They both died. He immediately, but she died the following day.”
“Nobody has told me anything about the accident, except it was a drunk driver.”
“My parents only had to go one mile on the freeway to get home, but in that mile they got to over a hundred miles an hour, crossed through the median and hit you and Kelly head on. They were only half a mile from home. He shouldn’t have been driving at all, but they almost got home.”
“I’m sorry for your loss,” Todd consoled her.
Zahra stared at Todd.
“Seriously? You’re sorry for my loss?”
She sat back down, and covered her face in her hands.
He could hear her sobs.
Todd watched her cry. When he noticed her knees were open and that he could see up her skirt, his erection grew to full size and throbbed inside his diaper. He felt a little uncomfortable but couldn’t stop staring between her legs at her white panties.
Zahra leaned back and let her head hang back over the top of the chair back, still covering her face with her hand.
“I wasn’t going to cry,” Zahra moaned.
Todd reluctantly tore his gaze from her light brown thighs and white panties.
“I don’t really feel like I’ve lost anything. My life consists only of this bed. I don’t remember my girlfriend. Kelly? I can’t miss a life I don’t remember. You shouldn’t feel bad for me.”
She sat up and pushed her knees together. Her black hair was a little disheveled and her black eyes were rimmed in red.
“I can see what you’ve lost. I saw the pictures of you in the papers and on TV. There were videos, a cross country meet, home video of you and Kelly. You’re not even the same person now.”
“What? My pictures were in the papers and on TV? Why?” Todd couldn’t imagine what she was describing.
“It’s kind of a thing. The accident, the aftermath, your coma, Kelly’s funeral…It’s been a shit storm of anti-Arab hate.”
Todd tried to shake his head, but he was too weak.
“I don’t get it.”
“An Arab was drunk. That Arab was driving a car. That car, driven by a drunk Arab, killed a blond haired teenage white girl and maimed a blond haired teenage white boy.”
Zahra stood up and smoother her skirt over her thighs. She took a few steps toward Todd, then turned away and walked behind her chair. She seemed to be looking into the hallway outside his room.
“People hate Arabs because one of them hit a couple of kids while he was driving drunk? Is it a rare thing for people to drive drunk or something?”
“No.”
Zahra stood motionless. Todd felt a little uncomfortable. He didn’t know why she was here, and he didn’t know what to say.
“You don’t hate me, Todd?”
“I don’t have a reason to hate you, do I?”
“Some people would.”
“Zahra, I don’t even understand why you’re here.”
“Todd, thank you for listening. Maybe one day you will hate me, but I hope not.”
Zahra turned and looked at Todd, and smiled through the tears still running down her cheeks.
“Good bye, Todd.”
Chapter 28
“Dinner time, Todd.”
It was a new voice that woke him. He didn’t remember dreaming, but tried to hide his disappointment. He opened one eye to look at the person bringing his crap flavored meal.
This was a younger woman than any of the nurses he was familiar with, and quite plump.
“So what flavor crap do you have for me?”
“Peach tonight. It’s delicious though.”
“So it’s better than strawberry and, um, what was the other one? Some weird name. I don’t remember.”
“Cherry? Fruit Medley? Banana?”
“That’s the one. Banana. What’s banana?”
“Long, yellow, fruit. Or is it a vegetable? One of the two. It’s what monkeys eat.”
“Monkeys eat them, and you’re trying to feed them to me?”
“People eat them too.”
“What’s a monkey?”
Chapter 29
Todd woke up slowly, and opened his eyes. His room was dark except for the lamp behind him. When he turned his head to look around the room, he found Kim curled up under a blanket in a chair beside his bed.
She was asleep.
He felt a smile blossom on his lips. He wished he hadn’t made her wait on him, but was happy he got this chance to just look at her. Her curly blond hair hung loosely over the blanket across her shoulder, and a few strands draped across her face. His mouth watered a little bit at the sight of her pink lips, barely parted around just a tiny hint of her top teeth. He wanted so badly to kiss them, but knew he couldn’t reach.
Todd slowly let his eyes roam down her body under the blanket. One hand clutched the blanket to her chest, her delicate fingers peeked out, and wrapped around a wad of the soft material. He could make out her knees pulled up, not quite into a fetal position, and one bare foot seemed to be trying to escape toward him.
She was the most beautiful creature Todd could imagine. He knew he had little to base his assessment on. She was the only girl he knew.
Besides Zahra.
Todd frowned.
Why had she intruded on his thoughts? Her face came into focus in his mind. She was staring at him, tears running down her cheeks and past the corners of her open mouth. Even then, she had a pretty face.
He had not enjoyed her visiting him, neither today nor tonight in his memory.
“Todd? Are you mad?”
Kim’s voice chased Zahra from his mind, and his eyes moved from her pretty little toes, now pulled up under the cover, to his sister’s blue eyes.
“No, Kim, I’m not mad. Why did you think that?”
“You were frowning.”
“I was just remembering…something.”
“Oh my god! You remember something?” Kim sat up in the chair and the blanket fell down her body into her lap.
“No…no. Not like that. Something from today.”
“Oh,” Kim sighed, her disappointment obvious on her face.
“Do you know Zahra?”
Kim’s eyes widened, then quickly narrowed into a scowl.
“Yes. I mean…I know who she is, I don’t actually know her. We’ve never met, but I’ve seen her…around.”
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