Forbidden, Until Now

Literotic asexstories – Forbidden, Until Now by AUWriter,AUWriter
By auwriter

A short note to my readers. I do not write “porn”, I write stories. This is not wall-to-wall action. It is erotic fiction, and any sex scenes in this are between consenting adults, over the age of 18

Chapter 1

Lily ran up to meet Ethan when he walked through the door. IT was her seventh birthday, and everyone was there before him.

“You’re late!” she said to him, angered by his tardiness. Ethan laughed, “I am sorry, little miss. I had to work”

“Work is more important than me?” She huffed, turned on her heel, and strode off back to the party. Ethan laughed, as Ron came to greet him.

“She sure told you!” Ron said.

The two shook hands, and walked toward the other guests. Ethan knew them all, they had been gathering for years now for Lily’s birthday and other events.

Ethan watched Lily from across the room, her laughter filling the air with a melody that warmed his heart. Her smile was radiant, lighting up the dimly lit room like a beacon of joy. As he approached her, he couldn’t help but notice how much she had grown since the last time they had seen each other. Her once chubby cheeks were now more defined, and her eyes held a spark of curiosity and intelligence that mesmerised him.

Lily came to sit on Ethan’s knee, and gifts were given to her. It had become custom that he be her “chair” for moments like this on her birthday and at Christmas. They played together, opened her new toys and Ethan always made sure everything worked. As people often forgot batteries for the toys they bought, Ethan never attended a party for Lily with a supply of various-size batteries.

To Lily, he was the smartest man she knew. He must be, he thought she was the best girl on earth, how could he be dumb?

Lily giggled as Ethan tickled her, her laughter filling the room with pure joy. She looked up at him with adoration in her eyes, seeing him as a hero who always made her feel special and loved. Ethan felt a warmth in his heart, grateful for the bond they shared and the innocence of their relationship.

The aroma of freshly baked cupcakes wafted through the air, mingling with the sound of lively chatter and soft music playing in the background.

Lily leaned against his side, her tiny hand resting on his knee as she chatted animatedly about her new toys. The flickering candles on the birthday cake cast a warm glow over the room, creating a sense of coziness and family that Ethan cherished.

As the evening progressed, Lily snuggled closer to Ethan, her eyes wide with excitement as she recounted stories from school and giggled at her own jokes. Her innocence and pure joy were like a balm to Ethan’s soul, reminding him of the importance of unconditional love.

As the night wore on, Lily’s energy began to wane, her eyelids drooping with fatigue. Ethan gently lifted her into his arms, feeling the light weight of her body against him. He carried her to her bedroom, tucking her in with care and tenderness.

Ethan gazed at Lily’s sleeping form, her innocent face peaceful in slumber. A soft sigh escaped his lips as he brushed a stray lock of hair away from her forehead, his touch gentle and tender. In the dim light of the room, he felt a deep-rooted sense of protectiveness that bound him to her.

Ethan stood there for a moment, gazing at Lily’s peaceful form as she slept soundly in her bed. The soft glow of the nightlight cast gentle shadows across the room, illuminating her features in a way that made his heart ache with tenderness.

Ethan had no children and rarely kept a girlfriend for more than a few months, but Lily was a special little kid, and he loved her as if she were his own.

He left her there in peace, and walked back to the waning party. It had been along day, and he had a 2 hour drive to get home, so he walked up to Ron and Grace, Lily’s parents, and said “I just put her to bed. She was wrecked. You can deal with bath time tomorrow” smiling.

They thanked him, and he made his farewells to all, walking to his car, and beginning the drive home.

Ethan drove through the winding roads of the night, the soft hum of the car engine providing a soothing background noise as he navigated his way home. The moon hung high in the sky, casting a silvery glow over the landscape, illuminating the familiar sights that passed by his window like fleeting memories. Thoughts of Lily lingered in his mind, her laughter and innocence still echoing in his heart. He was certain that one day she would get over him, he would not be her “best friend” forever, but he loved the attention he got from her at this early age, and was content with that.

Chapter 2

Ethan was the first to arrive, and was ushed to the pre-booked table by a waitress. His girlfriend, Sarah walked with him. Sarah was pretty, not stunning, but Ethan had been with her for 9 months now, almost a record for him.

It was not long before Ron, Grace and Lily turned up. Lily ran to greet him, leaving her parents at the door. She grabbed him and hugged him as he sat in his chair.

“13 now!” he said, as she released him.

“I am getting old,” she said, laughing.

“You are! Your dad will have you married off and working before you know it”

Ron and Grace arrived at the table, and greeted Ethan. Lily turned to them and said “She is here again” indicating Sarah.

Ron chastised her, “Lily, you apologise. Sarah is more than welcome here. She is with Ethan, and Ethan can bring whoever he wants to our family gatherings” Lily looked toward Sarah and said “I’m sorry.” then turned and sat on the other side of Ethan, pushing her chair a little closer.

Ethan turned to Sarah, and added “Sorry Sarah, I think Lily gets a little jealous of any time I spend with someone other than her on her birthday”

Sarah smiled, she had felt the same hostility from Lily when they first met, so it was no surprise. She had seen the dynamic between Ethan and her, and understood Sarah’s little girl crush on her boyfriend.

The night went smoothly, even Lily seemed to find a better attitude, until the end.

Ron said, “You guys staying over?”

“We are staying in town, but didn’t want to impose, so we got a room at a motel.”

Lily stared at him, then Sarah. She turned to Grace and said “I know what they are going to do and they don’t want us to hear them!”

“Lilly!” Grace said. “That is way out of line”

Lily just turned her head toward Ethan, and said “Well, you are, aren’t you?”

Ethan had noticed Lily getting a little obnoxious the last time he had been here, at Christmas when he introduced Sarah to them, and saw it again here. He said “Lily, I don’t know what is going to happen when we leave here. Perhaps we will, maybe we will go to sleep, but neither is your concern darling. You will always be my best friend, but I am allowed to have other friends too, friends of differing natures. That is life, but I will always be here for you. The friendship we have is special Lily, and it will always be, but I don’t stop you from having friends, do I?”

Lily looked at him, put her head down, and apologised. “I don’t want to lose you,” she said

He leaned over, and ruffled her hair, “You never will Lily, I’ve always been here, I always will be”

Ethan turned to Sarah apologetically, who was quietly observing the interplay between him and Lily. He took her hand and smiled. “Are you ok?” he asked, sincerely. “I don’t want you feeling uncomfortable.”

Sarah squeezed his hand and smiled back. “I’m fine, really. I can see how special Lily is to you. It’s sweet, actually.”

They had always been grateful for Ethan’s presence in their lives, and his relationship with Lily, but Lily was acting in a way she had never done before.

Ron and Grace shared a look between them, feeling relieved as Lily settled down once more. The dining room emptied out slowly, and the waitstaff began to clean up around them. Sarah and Ethan exchanged glances, sensing the slight tension in the air but also the genuine affection between him and Lily.

Over the next couple of weeks, Sarah noticed that Ethan spoke to Lily more frequently than usual when they were together. She would call him and it seemed as though their bond was becoming stronger, and Sarah couldn’t help but feel a pang of jealousy.

Ethan told he she was silly, that Lily was only calling him to chat because she got a new phone for her birthday and had only a few friends with phones.

Lily called him to talk about boys, to tell him about the new boy at the school who was interested in her. They talked about clothes and makeup, which of course Ethan had no idea about, but he listened. As time went on, Lily spoke about their plans fir Ethan to catch up with them for summer at the beach. He felt it was all pretty normal, nothing strange at all, but Sarah began to detach from him.

They would sit in silence during dinner, and there was no passion or chemistry between them, just polite conversation. “Lily is getting between us Ethan, and I know it sounds irrational, and I know it makes me seem like some crazy woman, but I feel like she is doing everything she can to break us up. ”

Sarah said, her voice trembling slightly.

Ethan looked at her, still trying to process everything that happened since the birthday dinner. He had never seen Lily behave in such a manner towards him before. Although they had grown closer over the years, he never believed that it was any more than a close friendship.

He shook his head, “Lily and I have a bond, one that has been cultivated over the years. It’s a bond between a godfather and his goddaughter. Nothing more, nothing less. ”

Sarah sighed, looking toward the TV and saying no more.

It was only a few weeks later, just short of their first year anniversary, that Sarah told Ethan she was leaving.

“Leaving?” he was perplexed. “Why?”

“Lily” was all she said.

“What are you talking about?” Ethan had had enough of this talk.

“You talk to her more than you talk to me!”

“She is a kid!” he exclaimed

“She doesn’t think so. And you are being hoodwinked, but I am not staying to watch anymore. Tomorrow, I will be gone”

The silence was thick, and Ethan struggled to find words to say, standing frozen in shock. He felt a wave of pointless anger wash over him, but he knew there was nothing he could do to change anything at this point. He looked at Sarah, who was now regretfully staring back at him, and thought to himself that he should have tried harder to communicate with her.

“I’m sorry, Sarah. I didn’t realize it was like this. I’ll talk to Lily and set some boundaries. I never meant for this to happen.”

But his apology fell on deaf ears as Sarah was already packing her bags and preparing to leave the apartment. Ethan stood there in shock, unsure of how things had spiralled out of control so quickly.

Days turned into weeks, and Ethan found himself struggling to get back into his usual routine. He couldn’t stop thinking about Sarah and what he could have done differently. He was sad she was gone, but was he sad she was no longer there? It was a strange question, but he had begun to dislike the way she challenged his relationship with Lily. Lily, as strange as it may sound to others, was as important to him as if she were his own daughter. He would not let any woman come between them.

As the days went by, Ethan’s thoughts returned to his once tight-knit group of friends, and the close bond he shared with Lily. The pain of losing Sarah had faded, but he was left with a lingering sense of unease. He couldn’t shake the feeling that perhaps Sarah had been right. Lily was calling a lot, and talking for longer. He did need to cut back, for her sake. She needed to spend more time with her friends, and develop relationships with er own age group.

Ethan picked up the phone and dialled Ron’s number, hoping to get some insight into what was happening with his daughter. After exchanging pleasantries, Ethan dove straight into the point of his call.

“Hey, Ron,” he began. “Is everything okay with Lily? She has been calling a lot lately. She sounds okay, but it is, like, almost every day now”

There was a pause on the other end of the line, and then Ron replied cautiously, “We’ve noticed it too. She’s been distant, cold even. I don’t know what’s gotten into her. Has she said anything to you?”

Ethan mulled over the question, trying to recall whether she had said anything that might be a red flag, but came up empty. Finally, he admitted, “I can’t remember anything out of the ordinary. Do you think it is a boy.”

Ron sighed, “Lily’s been behaving oddly towards everyone, not just you, Ethan. Maybe she’s going through some kind of adolescent rebellion phase. Or perhaps there’s something else going on that she isn’t ready to share with us yet.”

Ethan couldn’t help but feel a pang of worry. “Tell me if anything else comes up, okay?”

“Will do. Thanks.” Ron ended the call.

When Lilly called the next day, Ethan spoke to her about he life as best he could, asking her if there was anything she wanted to talk about”

She said no, but he persisted

“Is it a boy Lily?”

“A boy?” she asked.

“Is there something going on between you and a boy? Is that why you are a little different when we talk?”

She hesitated, before saying “Well, yeah, there is one boy, I guess”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“Not really,” she said. “He isn’t interested in me. He is a bit older and thinks I am a kid. But he doesn’t know I am not a kid anymore, but I can’t convince him”

“Then he is a fool, he would be lucky to have you” he said to her.

“Thanks. I hope he sees it one day”

“I’m sure he will”

“It’s just that, he is dating someone else, and I think they are pretty serious, and it hurts.”

“I get it kid, it sure can hurt. But just wait it out, they may not last, and you may get a shot at him after all”

She giggled. “Thanks Ethan, I hope so”

She ended the call.

Weeks passed, and Ethan’s thoughts of Sarah grew faint and infrequent. He went back to his daily routines. The calls between he and Lily were still frequent. Lily would tell him about her world, and he would talk about his, though never about Sarah. He didn’t even tell Ron he had split up with her, not yet. Even though he didn’t have to tell them the reason for the split up, it felt a little wrong to him.

Sarah had made accusations against Lily, and he didn’t want to think about it or discuss it with Ron or Grace, so he just let the topic stagnate.

Chapter 3

Three years had passed, and the disappearance of Sarah had been noted by all, but very little was said about it. Ethan had been there for all major events in Lil’s life, her first boyfriend, her school events, and summer beach holidays where it became most apparent she was growing into a young woman, and the whole while, nothing had changed in their relationship. Lily was ecstatic when she learned Sarah was out of the picture, and Ethan had never mentioned any of his other girlfriends in the interim, none were what he would call “family-friendly”

The Christmas Lily was 16 they went to the beach, as they had done most years, and spent a week frolicking in the waves and on the sand. Ron, Grace, Lily and Ethan. They were inseparable, always together. When Christmas morning arrived, Lily came in early to wake him hup. She said “Mum and dad are outside on the porch, come on, it’s Christmas morning. Get up lazy” she had yelled at him before running out to her parents.

Ethan got up, went to the bathroom and quickly changed from his pyjamas, which he never wore at home, into some shorts and a T-Shirt, before heading outside to the family.

As they sat drinking coffee on the porch Lily began gathering presents. They had all been inside under the tree, but it was much cooler out here, so this year, she was playing Santa.

She handed out gifts to everyone, based on the labels attached, before sitting on Ethan’s knew as had been the custom for as long as she could remember.

Ron said, “Lily, perhaps you are getting a bit big to sit on poor Ethan now”

“He doesn’t mind, do you?” She asked, turning to face him.

Her face was stunning, she was really maturing into a beautiful young woman, and he was surprised she still wanted to be around him and her parents, she could have any boy she wanted. Her body was no longer than of a child, she had been developing noticably for the past 4 years. She was small but well-developed. Ethan was certain there would be a line of testosterone-fuelled boys at her school, or even here at the beach, who were lining up to be with her. But she was content with her family, and he guessed in that was a good thing.

He replied, “You are not too heavy yet” and she wiggled back a little further, getting comfortable, and stayed where she was.

Ethan almost immediately knew he had made the wrong decision. As she slid backward getting comfortable in her satin pyjamas, he felt himself ‘waking up’. A combination of no girlfriend for a few months, morning, and a beautiful girl in his lap. Girl, is the operative word.

He thought it had gone unnoticed until Lily added “I think Ethan is happy for me to sit here”

He was gobsmacked. Had she felt him? Did she know she did that to him?

He shifted uncomfortably in his seat, moving himself a little away from her, but she adjusted herself to follow him.

No one else noticed, and Grace and Ron handed their presents to Lily as she sat in her customary gift-receiving seat. Ethan was desperately regretting not putting underwear on this morning before coming out here, perhaps that might have made it less obvious to Lily, who he was certain was playing it up.

As well as the loose-leg satin pyjama shorts, she was wearing a matching camisole which from Ethan’s vantage point, afforded him a view of the small pert breasts at times when she moved. This was NOT what should be happening here, but how would he tell Ron or Grace? How could he ask her to move? The moment she moved it would all become obvious to everyone. He had to find a way to keep his erection hidden.

Lily, with a mischievous smile on her face, continued to fidget, completely aware of what was going on. Ethan felt a rush of conflicting emotions: surprise, discomfort, and something that he couldn’t quite put his finger on. The situation was so unexpected and bizarre that he found himself at a loss for words.

As his mind raced, searching for a solution, the phone rang. Lily sprang up from his lap to answer it, and Ethan couldn’t help but think of this timing as a fortunate coincidence. He grabbed one of the gifts he had been given, and put it in his lap, using it as a cover for the erection he needed to hide.

The phone call was brief, and Lily returned to the porch, saying “It was Uncle Mark. They said they would be here soon” Grace stood immediately, and said “Come on Ron, help me get some breakfast ready. We have the bacon and eggs to get cooked before they get here.

They both left, leaving Ethan alone with Lily. She walked up, kissed Ethan on the cheek, and said, I think we both enjoyed Christmas gifts a little more this year, don’t you?” she then, giggling, ran off inside to get dressed.

Ethan sat a little while longer, waiting for the blood to normalise in his body, rather than all being in his erection!

He was finally able to get up and rush to his room, where he had a cold shower, and dressed once more, this time remembering his underwear. His thoughts were all over the place.

What was Lily thinking, doing that to him?

And why in front of her parents?

What was he going to do with her for the next week?

He was trapped and didn’t know how to handle this. It was most unexpected.

Lily’s behaviour was becoming increasingly bold, and Ethan felt a strange mix of excitement and discomfort. He had always seen her as a little girl, but now, she was turning into a beautiful young woman, and it was making him feel things he never thought he would.

As the day went on, Ethan found himself stealing glances at Lily whenever he could. He couldn’t help but admire her youthful beauty, her radiant smile, and the way she moved with such grace. It was getting harder and harder to deny her attraction, and he struggled enormously with it. He should not be feeling this!

Lily took every opportunity over the following week to display herself to Ethan. Her bikini was kept on long after their time at the beach, so that every time he looked at her there was skin showing, her small tight bikini bottoms barely covering her, causing Ethan to question whether she shaved, given that he could see no pubic hair, and with that cut of bikini, he should have, yet even that though troubled him, because he shouldn’t even be looking there so closely, yet he was. Her stomach was flat and well-toned, unlike so many girls her age these days.

Her top concealed her breasts adequately, but it did nothing to hide the perfect shape, small and obviously very firm, as the night air would sometimes cool, her nipples became more apparent.

Lily knew everything she was doing and revelled in teasing him. When her nipples became erect one night, she deliberately squeezed past him in the hallway, rubbing them against him, then smiling. On one occasion she even touched his penis while passing by him slowly in the hallway, wrapped only in a towel that she opened as they passed, her small cleavage clearly on nakedness save for her tiny amount of pubic hair displayed briefly. When he was distracted by this, she grabbed his penis, and said, “oh, you DO like it.” As she walked away, she called back cheekily over her shoulder, “it felt nice didn’t it?”

Ethan went to bed aroused every night, and woke up with an erection every morning. Lily had taken to coming into his room and waking him, laying with him on his bed, talking to him. He could not get up for fear of her seeing his erection, and kept his arms on the sheets by his side, pulling them firmly so she could not get a hand beneath them if she tried.

Finally, the week was over, and they went home to their respective houses.

He was finally free of the situation, at least for now. But it was not long until the phone calls started again, though the tone had changed significantly to those before the beach holiday.

Ethan reminded himself for the hundredth time. Lily was his best friend Ron’s little girl, and even though she was sixteen now and had grown into what one could only describe as stunning, he was still overcome with a powerful surge of emotions whenever he was near her. He was stuck between his duty as a family friend and the strong connection he felt toward her. But she was still a child!

For the next 2 years, Ethan tried to stay away from Lily as much as he could, but whenever he tried to get out of a family event, Ron would call him, ask what was wrong, and talk him into coming. He would go through the same uncomfortable moments, though at least Ron had said no more lap sitting, so that helped a little, but Lily, always full of surprises, had greeted him on her 17th birthday with a very deliberate, though it appeared accidental kiss on his lips. She was discrete, and no one else noticed, but it was very deliberate, and lingered longer than a hello should.

Ethan spoke to her, quietly, saying “Lily, it’s not right”

“But it feels so right. It has always been you. Remember the talk we had about the boy who was with someone else, who didn’t notice me? That was you!” she said.

“It has always been you”

They walked outside into the garden, just talking, “Lily, I am 20 years older than you and your father’s best friend. It can’t happen”

“Do you not find me attractive?”

He paused, knowing he couldn’t lie, “You know I do. You have seen it yourself,” he said.

“And felt it” she smiled. “And it feels wonderful?

“Lily, please, enough. I won’t be able to come to see you if this keeps up. I really will need to distance myself?

“But you don’t want that” she said, smiling.

“You know I don’t, but I don’t want to ruin everything for you, me and your family either”

“So you won’t take my virginity?” She asked.

He felt like he had been punched in the stomach. He just stared at her, though he felt himself grow, or more accurately, he realised he had grown, without remembering when it had happened.

“Lily” Ron called, breaking the moment. Ethan was eternally grateful for the call “Bring Ethan in, we are about to eat”

Lily answered, then turned to Ethan, “Saved by the bell again, huh? We will finish this conversation”.

They went inside, ate, and Ethan made an excuse about work, and why he had to leave early. Lily pouted but seemed okay with it.

“Bye Ethan I’ll call you,” she said as he was leaving.

He murmured, avoiding eye contact as he hurriedly bid her goodbye. He drove home with his mind racing, trying to process the explosion of emotions he had just experienced. Was it possible for things to progress beyond friendship with this woman who had been a part of his life since her birth? Was he capable of being with someone 20 years younger than him? Surely it was a forbidden fruit, but the temptation was strong.

As the days turned into weeks, Ethan found himself overwhelmed by thoughts of Lily.

Chapter 4

Lily had continued to call Ethan, over the course of the next year her calls were sometimes just chatty, other times more suggestive. One night she called, and as he answered she said “Ethan, I am so horny right now.”

“Lily, not appropriate. I can’t do this, not tonight. We can’t go down this path. There have to be boundary’s,: though he so desperately wanted her to continue, he had to put a stop to it.

“How about you hang up, deal with what you have going on, and we can talk tomorrow”

Lily was not pleased, but said goodbye

Lily didn’t call tomorrow, or the next day, and Ethan was fine with that, the space was just what he needed. Ethan breathed a sigh of relief. He was relieved to have set a boundary with Lily, but still, he could not shake the thought of her. It had now been over a week since he last heard from her, and it was driving him crazy. He wondered if she was okay.

The next afternoon, Ethan received a text message from Lily. It was a simple hello.

‘Hey, how are you?’. It said.

“I am good, you?” Ethan responded with a short and sweet reply, trying to maintain the boundary he had set while still keeping the lines of communication open.

He went back to work, sitting alone in his office. He had a meeting in 5 minutes, so he didn’t need a long protracted text session at the moment. He added to his text,

“Just about to go into a meeting. Can we chat later?”

There was no reply. Two women walked into his office, and sat opposite his desk. The meeting began.

A few minutes onto the meeting, Lily texted again. He looked at it briefly, expecting it to say “Okay” or something similar.

Instead, it was a photo of Lily sitting on her bed in lace lingerie, and nothing else, the text said “I’m horny”

While maintaining his composure, and listening to the woman opposite him talking he texted back to her,

“Lily, no!”

The next message said

“Very horny”

he ignored it.

“Very wet, wanna see?”

Once more, he put the phone down.

His erection was so big in his pants he felt it might lift the desk!

The second woman was talking to him about her proposed marketing strategy for the new product the first woman had been telling him about.

Ethan struggled to concentrate on the conversation, as his mind was still on Lily’s provocative texts. The phone buzzed once more, and he glanced at it under the desk. Lily had sent him a photo of her breasts, now sitting above the lace bra.

Another, this one, of her laying back, a small, pert breast with perfectly smooth skin in one hand, her nipple pinched, her long blonde hair covering the other breast.

Once more, this time, her hand within her panties, her finger obviously touching herself.

Ethan could not bear it, he put the phone in the drawer, and did his best to continue on with the meeting.

He could hear it buzzing repeatedly in the drawer, and so could the women. “Do you need to deal with that?” one asked.

“We can come back,reschedule if it’s important” the other said.

He looked gratefully at them, and said, “Would you mind? Sorry, just family stuff”

They agreed, set another date for a few days away when they were all free again, and left the room. As the last one left she asked “Door open or closed?”

“Closed please” he said, before getting up to follow her across and lock the door before retrieving the phone from the drawer.

Lily was relentless. She was determined to seduce Ethan, and she soon sent him another picture of herself. This time, she was holding a pair of scissors, and the look in her eyes was intense.

Ethan’s heart raced as a wave of tension washed over him. He knew she was pushing her boundaries, testing him, but already, he was weak. He could feel his resistance crumbling, and he knew what was coming next.

Ethan hesitated for a moment, wondering if he should continue to resist or succumb to the temptation that had been building between them for so long. But as he looked down at his rock-hard erection threatening to burst through the fabric of his pants, he knew there was no turning back now.

He decided this was happening, whether he wanted it to or not. He did not have to participate, she was leading the way with er texts and photos, he just sat, alone, in his office, though he did release his erection from his trousers. He didn’t want the mess of anything happening within them.

bzzz

He looked again, the screen now unlocked.

“Still a virgin. Will be until you take it from me”

bzzz

a video, this time, or Lily cutting through the crotch of her lace panties, lifting the material from her part shaved pussy. She had a small amount of very neatly trimmed hair on her pubic mound in the shape of a triangle, her lips were bare. Ethan could see, as the camera zoomed in, her legs crossed at the knees left her open, her lips were puffy, her legs crossed at the knees showed her open, and very wet, based on the glistening visible in the video.

He swallowed hard, the lust quickly growing as he watched in anticipation.

Lily tore the remainder of her panties off, tossing them aside, and he could see the even better, her moist folds. His own arousal already displaying precum, which glistened in the dim light of the office. Night was falling, and he could hear as others in the office were packing up for the week and leaving. This is not how he expected to spend his Friday night.

He inhaled deeply, imagining the scent of her arousal, and the salty tang of her juices.

It had gone quiet after that last video, and he thought she must have finished, or changed her mind.

Then once again, bzzz

He grabbed for the phone, desperate to hear from her now. After all, she was over the age of consent. Then he realised, this was not the consent laws, this was a different thing altogether. She was not yet 18.

Reluctantly he opened the message, expecting to find something incriminating there, and deciding already he no longer cared. But it was not, it was a few words.

“Did you forget me?”

He replied, the first time since before the meeting,

“No, why would you think that?”

“Because you didn’t wish me happy birthday? she texted.

Shit! He had forgotten. Well, to be fair, not forgotten, he did have his present for her in the car, and he was going to Ron’s on the weekend for her birthday, but he had forgotten it was her actual birthday today.

“Happy Birthday! ” he texted. “I was planning to call you, but something distracted me”

“I am 18 now” the text said.

“I know that. You are an adult Lily, welcome to adulthood”

Ethan responded. He felt torn between his desires and his responsibilities. He knew he should not be indulging in these sexual fantasies with Lily, especially not on her 18th birthday, just hours ago she was still a minor, but he couldn’t help himself.

Lily continued to send him explicit photos and videos, each one more daring than the last. Ethan watched as she touched herself, moaning softly as she brought herself closer to climax. He could see the moisture glistening on her fingers as she spread her legs wider, giving him a better view.

Ethan’s cock was already aching, and he had to adjust himself in his chair to relieve the pressure.

He knew he shouldn’t be doing this, but he couldn’t help it. He was drawn to Lily, and he was powerless to resist her charms. He watched as she brought her fingers to her mouth, tasting herself with a lascivious look on her face.

“Fuck, Lily,” he muttered under his breath. “What are you doing to me?”

Instead, she sent another message. This one contained a video of her, this time lying flat on her stomach on the bed. Her ass was in the air, her long legs spread wide. Ethan could see her wet slit. He wondered what those lips must taste like, if they were as soft and warm as they looked.

Ethan could feel his erection pressing against the underside of the desk. He moved his chair out, and took it in his hand, his heart racing. “Fuck” he mumbled, reaching down to adjust himself, trying to find some relief. It had been a few months since he had cum, and the pulsing was threatening to erupt into orgasm with him barely touching himself.

He could hardly think straight as he watched Lily’s body writhe in pleasure, her fingertips dancing over her clitoris, her moans echoing through the office. Ethan gripped the phone tightly, his heart pounding in his chest as he witnessed Lily’s masturbation show.

Slowly, she moved her fingers faster and faster, her face turned back to the mounted camera, contorted with pleasure. “Oh fuck!!!” she cried out, bucking her hips as wave after wave of orgasm coursed through her body.

Ethan, who had been watching the entire time, let out a deep groan as he squeezed and pulled his cock protruding out of his pants. He watched as Lily worked her fingers faster and faster, her body writhing in pleasure. He could feel his own orgasm building, pushing him closer and closer to the edge.

He knew he couldn’t last much longer. He needed to release the tension and desire for her that had been building inside of him since that time at the beachouse. He let out a deep moan, feeling his cum shoot out of his cock, landing on his shirt and his desk, landing everywhere except where he wished it had gone, deep inside Lily.

The waves of pleasure coursing through his body were overwhelming, and he leaned back, closing his eyes and enjoying the feeling.

The phone, silent for a few moments, flicked to an incoming facetime request. It was, of course, Lily.

He answered, she had dressed again, though he could see the room, the ruined panties on the bed, and Lily stood there, holding the phone. He was still sitting at his desk, thankful he was not standing himself.

“What is that on your shirt?” she asked,with a cheeky grin. “Did you spill your lunch?”

“Something like that” Ethan said, embarrassed, though he didn’t know why, after everything he had seen of her, he should feel quite comfortable talking about anything.

Lily opened her blouse, she was not wearing a bra anymore, exposing her naked breasts to the camera. pressed against his screen. Her nipples were hard and Ethan could imagine taking them into his mouth, one at a time. He felt his cock twitch in response.

“Will coming down for my birthday?” she asked.

“I am” he replied, surprised at the turn in conversation.

“I told mum and dad I am staying with a friend tonight,” she said.

“And are you?” he asked, remembering he hadn’t recognised the room or the bed she had just been on.

“No, I got a hotel room for the night. ” she offered her voice a sultry purr.

“Who are you meeting there?” he asked, already feeling a little jealous.

Lily paused for a moment, unsure of what she should say, or more to the point, how she should say it. Finally, she said “I was hoping it might be you”

He didn’t answer at first. His brain was screaming at him to run away, to drive the other direction, to not see her for her birthday, to never see her again, but his brain was not doing the thinking, and his cock finally answered through his mouth, “Yes,” he finally said, his voice shaking slightly as he tucked himself back into his pants, and put his suit coat on to cover the stain on his shirt.

He grabbed his keys and walked out of the office out of the office. while still talking to her.

He walked down the hallway, and he could hardly believe what was happening. What just happened, and what they were planning for later. Was this really his life? Was he actually going to have sex with his best friend’s daughter?

“What should I bring?” he asked.

“I think you know what I want” Lily replied, her voice loud on the speaker. He quickly grabbed his air pods, and connected the phone to his ears for some privacy.

Lily’s face filled the screen, a sly smile appeared on her face.

He chuckled nervously, feeling his pulse quicken as she spoke. This was it, he thought. He was actually going to go through with it. He was going to have sex with Lily, his best friend’s daughter.

“Are you sure about this, Lily?” he asked, his voice low and steady.

I am the one who has been ready for this since I knew what sex was” she replied. “It is you who have taken so long to come around to it”

Ethan couldn’t argue with that. He had always known that Lily had a crush on him, but he had never wanted to betray his best friend Ron by pursuing his daughter. He had convinced himself that it was a fleeting crush, and that she would grow out of it. But now that she was 18, he no longer had any legal excuses. And the fact that she was so determined to have him only made him want her more.

“Okay, I’ll come” he finally said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Lily’s face lit up with excitement.

“I’ll bring a condom” he said.

“First” Lily replied, “I am sure one would not be enough, and second, I have been on the pill since I was 16. Mum made me do it, and I was happy to, because I was going to fuck you!” It was the first time he had ever heard her use that word, and he was more excited than concerned.

“What about STD’s?” he asked.

“I trust you” she said, “and I am 100% sure I have none” then giggled. “I can’t get them from masturbating, and that is all I have done my entire life”

He said nothing, the thought of unprotected sex with her, feeling her naturally, was even more arousing, but again, the ethics. He decided, fuck the ethics. He was about to sleep with the 18 year old daughter of his best friends, he has no ethics!

“I am on my way now. Just going home to get some clean clothes, and I’ll head down. See you in about 2 and a half hours” he said, looking into the phone.

“And I will be just over there” she said, pointing the phone camera toward the bed. “It is a little used at the moment, but I don’t think you will mind”

“I think that will be fine” he said, getting into his car.

“See you soon” he said, terminating the call. Still confused by how this had happened, and what he was about to do, he certainly wasn’t having second thoughts. Tonight was the night many things would change. He didn’t know how they would go, he didn’t know anything, except that he had to have her, he had to be inside her, as soon as possible, for as long as possible.

He put his foot down in the car, and sped off.

Chapter 5

He got out of the car, and walked towards the motel room. He scanned the lobby quickly, there was no sign of anyone, which made him happy.

He knocked on the door to the room she had booked. She had chosen the room based solely on it’s number, 69 marked on the door.

How predictable, Ethan thought, trying to suppress his laughter. He couldn’t help but feel amused by her naive attempt at seduction. He thought, naive as it may have been, it was long, and it was very well planned and in the end, she had succeeded.

Lily opened the door, wearing only a cotton robe that barely covered her breasts and left nothing to the imagination. She had a seductive smile on her face and a playful twinkle in her eyes as she invited him in with a come-hither gesture.

Ethan, now standing in front of her, dressed casually in clean clothes, felt like he was a rabbit caught in the headlights.

He couldn’t take his eyes off Lily’s alluring physique, her firm tender breasts that too small to bouncing beneath the negligible thin cotton of her robe, pressed firmly against it. He felt a sense of unrestrained desire course through every fibre of his being, and it quickly intensified as Lily took hold of the knot of her robe and pulled it open, revealing her naked body to him.

Standing naked in all her glory, save for the robe draped around her shoulders, Lily stood before Ethan, confident and seductive, with her long blonde hair cascading down over her shoulders to cover her small but full, round breasts.

She had looked amazing in the videos, but nothing had prepared him for her in the flesh.

Lily was a stunning young woman, with the most elegant and feminine body Ethan had ever seen. Her skin was soft and silky to the touch, and she smelled of jasmine and vanilla. Ethan couldn’t help but be drawn to her, like a moth to a flame. He momentarily reflected on the danger a moth faces, when attracted to a flame, but quickly put it out of his mind.

Lily took Ethan by the hand and led him to the bed, her emerald eyes gleaming with a mischievous grin. She sat on the edge of the bed and ran he fingers across him, feeling his taut muscles beneath his clothes, seeing his penis throbbing beneath the fabric of his pants. Not the first time she had seen it through his clothes, but the first time she was going to see it exposed, touch it, feel it, put it in her mouth, take him into her body, possess it. Her long legs on either side of him wrapped around his and pulled him closer to her.

She slowly, ever so slowly, unbuttoned his shirt, opening the front of it to feel his stomach and chest for the first time. He let out a deep sigh of pleasure as she touched his bare skin, her fingers gently gliding over his abs and pecs.

She leaned in to kiss his body, her lips touching him for the first time, she let her tongue escape from her lips, sliding it across his abdomen, raising her head to take his nipples into her mouth as her hand touched his raging erection still secured by his trousers. He hands went behind him, taking his arse into them, feeling it, squeezing it, and pulling him toward her.

Her tongue sent wild shivers through him, and she was pleased. She wanted to dominate him in these early stages, before he took control over her. Lily trailed her hands down his sides to the buttons of his pants.

She undid them, feeling the weight of his hard cock in her hands as she pulled his pants and boxers down.

“Oh, Lily” Ethan groaned, as he felt her hands wrap around him, stroking him slowly. Her soft hands and thing fingers felt like heaven against his aching erection.

She moved her fingers down to the tip of his shaft, where precum was waiting. She spread it across the head, and slowly began to pump him again, twisting her wrist with every stroke.

Ethan could feel himself getting closer and closer to the point of no return.

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to hold out for just a little longer. But Lily’s hands had longed too long, he was going to cum, and she felt it, quickly dropping her head to take him in her mouth, giving him a long, slow suck, sliding her mouth down his entire length in one steady movement. He couldn’t help but let out a loud moan as he came hard, his warm cum spurting against the back of her throat, his cock jerking in her mouth, as she withdrew him from her, flicking her tongue against his head as exited the warm wet mouth. He shuddered, and looked down at her. “There are tissues over there” he said, noticing them on the night stand.

Lilly swallowed, “What for?” she asked. He shuddered again.

“Oh fuck, Lily,” he gasped, still trying to catch his breath. “That was amazing, but too soon.”

“Not soon enough” she said, I have been waiting 5 years for that!”

Lily grinned up at him, looking proud of herself.

“I thought you were a virgin?” he said, kneeling between her long legs.

“And I am” she replied, now stroking her fingers through his hair. “The only thing that has penetrated me has been my own fingers. A few boys have played on the outside with their fingers but never inside”

“Did they not complain about not getting in?” Ethan asked.

“Not after I did that to them” she said, meaning what she had just done to him.

“I don’t think they cared much for fucking me after that.”

Ethan chuckled and shook his head. “Well, they were clearly idiots then,” he said, leaning in to kiss her again. The kiss was deep and passionate, and he could feel himself getting hard again.

He reached down to touch her, running his fingers over her soft, silky skin. She felt incredible, and he knew he couldn’t wait any longer.

“Fuck me Ethan, please?”

“Is there a rush?” he asked, looking up into her beautiful young face from his position on the floor between her legs.

“Yes, I need it”

“And you will get it, in time” he lowered his head to her, flicking his tongue over her cute little triangle of pubic hair. Normally preferring shaven, he was happy she had a little hair to play with, perhaps because it didn’t make her feel like a child, at least not here.

Lily sat there, watching him as he teased her, his tongue following the shape and contour of her lips as he explored this beautiful young woman before him. He pressed a finger between her lips, wanting everything all at once. He wanted to taste her, he wanted to touch her, and he desperately needed to fuck her, but he had to pace himself, though he could not remember feeling this aroused in his life.

All these years of her sitting in his lap, of her teasing him, coaxing him to take her, he had been telling himself it was wrong, it was not something that would happen, he now realised it had been a fantasy for at least 3 years, and even that thought still disgusted him.

Ethan looked up at her, her long blonde hair framing her face like a halo, as she bit her bottom lip and looked down at him. He could see the excitement and need in her emerald eyes and he knew there was no turning back now. He let his tongue protrude from his mouth, and sit at the entrance to paradise, just moving it slightly, his touch feather light.

She moaned, and reached behind his head, pulling his face into her. He allowed this, while he moved his tongue further up, finding her sweet little bud of arousal, and flicking his tongue against it. She bent her body over his head, pulled him hard against her pussy and as he flicked her clitoris she screamed in ecstasy, waves of pleasure washing over her, shuddering as he continued to lick her too-sensitive bud but never wanting him to stop.

Her hips bucked forward, her legs wrapped around his neck, her hands squeezed her nipples, and she came again, hard, though not as intense.

She fell back on the bed, spent, but Ethan was not done yet. He slowly rose from his knees, and climbed on top of her.

Her inexperience thought he was simply coming up to be close, but then she felt it, as his rigid dagger touched her sex. It felt so much bigger than when it had been in her mouth, and she stiffened at his touch.

He leaned up and kissed her deeply and tenderly, his right hand moved up to cup her small and firm and beautiful breast, he could not think of enough adjectives to describe it. He squeezed it gently and she moaned into his mouth as he rolled her nipple between his thumb and forefinger, the small peak hardening and tingling with lust.

“I won’t hurt you Lily” he said, gently. “We can stop right now if you want”

“God no!” she gasped, “Though it feels so big”

“It’s only because you have never felt a penis there Lily, I promise you it will go in comfortably, it is no bigger than what you had in your mouth”

“My mouth has been putting things in it all my life. This is kinda new to me!” she giggled. “My finger is the biggest thing that has been up there Ethan, I’m scared”

He stopped, and rolled onto his side “Then we stop right here, and we never do it until you feel ready”

She looked at him, full of love, put her hand between her own legs, and came up with glistening fingers. “If I am not ready now, when will I be?” she asked. “I have never been this wet before, even dreaming of you”

“Only if you are sure Lily”

“I need it Ethan, I need to feel you inside me, I need to have you take my virginity, I need to feel you cum. If it hurts, I still need it”

Ethan rolled on to his back, pulling her on top of him. His cock was shuddering even at the feel of her thin smooth thigh grazing against it. He positioned her, sitting on his pubic bone, his cock resting against her arse crease. She wiggled backward when she felt it there, and giggled again.

That giggle… he thought…

“Let’s try this” he said, taking her by the waist, and lifting her, she followed his lead. “Sit on me, on my cock. Just sit on the head, nothing more, ready?”

She obliged, lifting herself, and taking her own weight on her legs, steadying herself with her arms on the top of his legs behind her. “Like this?” she asked.

Ethan nodded, “Now you are in control. I promise I will not move, I will lay here. You lower yourself until you don’t want to anymore. Feel me as I enter you, and focus on the sensations. If it hurts, stop. I won’t force you”

She slowly lowered herself onto him, allowing the head to almost penetrate her, just the tip, but she paused. His promise not to move was becoming difficult to fulfil, but he had promised her.

Again, she moved, stopped then tried again. “It is tight Ethan, but it feels so good” she panted.

She had his head almost entering her, from the pressure she felt he must surely be in by now and she reached down to feel he had hardly entered her, yet it was becoming painful, she could feel a pressure build within her as she tried to stretch further. Pushing her hands down, she stopped again, pulling back just a little.

“Ethan, I don’t think I am big enough, it won’t fit” she seemed distressed.

“It will darling, just not yet. Take your time, or we can stop, and try again another time”

“NO! she said, “It has to be now, I have waited so long!”

“Then be patient, just move a little when you ready” he said, “here, let me”, and with that, he helped hold her weight, as he withdrew slightly, and re-entered, the head of his penis just pushing against her, the wetness making thesmall moves so arousing, only moving millimeters, but the tightness and wetness nearly pushed him over the edge. Lily was hot, she had never been this aroused, and she said “Stop, let me”

Ethan froze, relaxing his hips to the mattress as he felt himself slip out before Lily took over, and followed him, replacing him where he had been.

“It’s my hymen, isn’t it” she said, disgusted in her childish self.

“Most likely, and that’s okay too. Sometimes it is harder for some girls. We can just do what we have done, I was so close to cuming in you before you stopped me”

“Really?” she asked. “But you are not really even in me”

“Did you not feel how good it was”

“Yes”

“Then of course, it must be good for me too”

“Let’s do this” she said, lowering herself down on him once more. Her face grimaced as they reached the same point as before, only this time, she was not backing out. She was too turned on, too wet, too desperate, as was he.

This time Lily pushed through the pain, felt him hit the barrier of her hymen. She clenched her teeth, and briefly closed her eyes, feeling a wave of tension wash over her, as the membrane stretched and broke under the pressure of his hard cock.

She felt something she could only describe as a pop, there was a brief stinging sensation, as she slid down the rest of the way., screaming with pain, pleasure and delight.

He had taken her virginity. Her beautiful Ethan had claimed her as his own, she had waited for this for so long, and it had happened, he was inside her. She put her hand between her legs and felt for him, he was fully inside her. Lily, filled with a combination of pride, shame and satisfaction, felt tears flowing down her face. She had lost her virginity to the man she had loved since childhood, the man who had resisted for so long was now buried between her legs.

Ethan saw her weeping, and felt a sudden pang of guilt. Had he crossed a line that would damage their friendship forever? He felt his cock twitch inside her, and wondered if he had gotten carried away in the heat of the moment. He didn’t think he had, he thought he had remained painfully still.

As the pain had hit her she had pulled back, but only for a second, before plunging back down on him again. No pain, just a residual tenderness. Again and again, she slid up and down, Ethan, reassured she was not crying from sadness, began to meet her every thrust.

It took only moments before he called out to her, “I’m going to cum, are you sure you want it inside you?”

“I need it inside me!” she said, louder than perhaps she should in a motel room.

Three more thrusts and he filled her, pumping what feels to him like endless spurts of cum deep inside this most beautiful, young tender girl.

As he came, the feeling of him pulsing within her pushed her, too, over the edge, and crashing waves of orgasmic bliss crashed over them both simultaneously, fuelling each others pleasure at the same time.

The intensity was unlike anything she had ever felt, causing her to scream with pleasure as she fell forward against him, his cock still buried deep inside her.

After a moment, they both lay panting on the bed, her sweaty body pressed against his. Neither spoke for some time, as they lay in each other’s arms, not wanted to disturb the beautiful moment they had just shared. Suddenly, Lily popped up on her elbows and looked down at him.

“Ethan, that was amazing,” she said, with a sweet smile on her face.

As she moved, his now flaccid penis “plopped” from inside her, splashing her juice and his cum on their legs and arses. “That was something else,” Lily said, panting and laughing. She had always dreamed of this moment and it was nothing short of amazing. Her heart raced as the hormones raced around her body, and she felt completely alive.

Ethan smiled up at her, a look of pure contentment on his face. “Yes, my dear, it was.” He reached up to brush a stray hair from her face. “Did it hurt? I mean, did I hurt you?” He had a look of genuine concern on his face, and Lily couldn’t help but find it adorable.

“No, Ethan, it didn’t hurt,” she reassured him, reaching down to lightly caress his chest and stomach. “In fact, I’m not sure if I’ve ever felt so alive.”

Ethan’s expression softened at her words, and a small smile spread across his lips. “That’s good to hear,” he said, his eyes never leaving hers. He took a deep breath, and then, without another word, raised his head and captured her lips in a kiss that sent a jolt of electricity through her entire body.

He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her closer to him as he deepened the kiss. Lily moaned softly, feeling his tongue slide against hers as she opened her mouth to him.

She could feel the heat of his body against hers, and she pressed herself closer to him, feeling his semi-hard cock pressing into her stomach.

Ethan’s hands moved down to her ass, grabbing a handful of each cheek and squeezing them gently. He could feel the warmth radiating from between her legs, and he knew that she was ready for him.

She looked at him cheekily, before saying “Again?”

After being asked so sweetly, how could he say no? He smiled at her, and said, “My turn to be on top”

The night was filled with lovemaking and discovery, tomorrow would be filled with dealing with Ron, and working out how this new twist on the relationship fits into the friendship he had with his best mate. Ethan hopes that, though strange, even repulsive, Rom and Grace might learn that Ethan has only ever wanted what is best for Lily, and this is nothing different.

Lily still isn’t thinking about tomorrow…