My downward spiral to a becoming a slut Chapter 4 by brokenwing

The next morning I somehow convinced my mom to let me go to Scott’s for breakfast. We had a really nice breakfast and a good visit with his mom. As soon as breakfast was over she said she had to go to her mother’s and asked him if he needed anything. Scott told her he didn’t and away she went. No sooner then he heard her drive off he grabbed my hand saying, “Come on.” He pulled me by the hand and up the steps we went to his room. He brought me inside and closed the door behind me. No sooner then it latched and he kissed me long and deep. When he broke the kiss he started to undress me. “Scott what are you doing,” I asked. “I need you,” he said hungrily. Within a few seconds he had me naked. He then quickly pulled his covers back and picked me up laying me on the bed and then he started to undress. “Scott I don’t think we should be doing this,” I said feeling unsure. “Why? I’ve been waiting for you to be ready and you are now and there’s no need to wait anymore,” he stated. Next thing I knew he was in bed with me kissing me again. A few moments later he was lying on top of me kissing me and preparing for love making. I let out a soft grunt as I felt him push into me still a little sore from losing my virginity. Like everything he did Scott seemed very skilled at it and soon he was fully inside me moving in and out. While I was still a little sore I have to admit after a while it started to feel better and I allowed myself to let go more as I realized how nice it was to be alone with him. I told myself not to just lay there and slowly began to move my body and my hands around his body and after a while it was feeling more and more natural to me and even romantic. It didn’t last very long though as soon I felt him cum inside my body. Last night I had not noticed how intimate a feeling it was to feel someone release the fluids from their body deep inside yours. As he was finishing he kissed me gently several times on the lips and even a sweet kiss on the nose. After his last squirt as usual I felt his hips push hard against me and his upper body pin me down. For the first time I think I really liked how it felt. I could feel his size and his strength and I felt very loved and safe. It was a few minutes later before he rolled off of me onto his side. Then he pulled the covers back and was looking at my body. He used one finger to trace around my naked body and it almost tickled but felt really nice. “What,” I asked him? “You’re just so small and beautiful,” he answered and began to trace his finger around my body over my breasts and around my nipples. He gently traced around the areola and pushed on the nipple and seemed to examine me so closely. I realized that it seemed to be the first time that our play wasn’t rushed. His fingers also played with my belly button and then eventually went to my sex. Every other time he ever had touched me there or fingered me there he had been so rough it didn’t feel good at all but this time was different. He rubbed me gently and playfully and before long he had me very aroused. Even when he fingered me for the first time he was gentle and patient and it wasn’t like he was trying to jam his finger inside me as far as it’d go. Instead he moved it gently and smoothly and before long I was letting out soft moans. It felt so good I was closing my eyes and I was a little surprised when I felt him get back on me but soon he was inside me again and this time he was slower and more deliberate. This time it felt like love making and it continued to arouse my body. Because he had cum inside me not too many minutes ago, it took him much longer this time. It stretched out our lovemaking and I felt like two people in love. I know it felt better to me then anything we had done so far and I was a little saddened when again I felt him cum. Not because he had cum but because it was going to be over. This time when he finished he didn’t push aggressively against me like usual. But instead he seemed to collapse exhausted on me but that felt so special to me. He laid his head on my shoulder and was snoring in a matter of a few minutes. I laid there as still as I could just feeling his body with mine, listening to his breathing and snoring. I felt closer to him then I had ever before. It was almost lunch time when he woke up and he looked up at me and smiled and told me he loved me. He then got up out of bed and tugged me with him to his bathroom and turned on the shower. We showered together which I enjoyed very much. I think he was too spent to do anything sexual we just washed each other and then dried off. We got dressed again in his room and he made his bed again before we went downstairs. He fixed us sandwiches and chips and we had a nice lunch. After lunch he asked me had I been to the zoo and I had not been in a few years and told him so. So off to the zoo we went. As we walked around the zoo we held hands and Scott made me laugh so much. He would imitate every animal we saw and act as silly as an eight year old boy. He even did it in front of little kids and their mothers making faces and animal noises. We only ran into two people he knew from school but I didn’t care this was the most natural I ever saw him act truly his own personality not performing for another jock or a popular teenager at school. I had a wonderful time. I hated when the day ended but I knew I needed to go home and he dropped me off before dinner. I felt like I was on cloud nine.

That evening I had so much time to think and be alone and listen to music. I realized that things had been going so fast. It was a little scary to me how much my life had changed just in a matter of a couple weeks since school had let out. The first couple of weeks of the summer, I was Tori the little girl who rode bikes and played Barbie dolls and hide and seek and talked crap about my favorite TV, movie and music stars as if I would actually do something with them if chance brought them in my path yet that was the furthest thing from the truth. Then after seeing someone I had known most of my life again, but this time actually getting to know him I realized I changed who I was from Tori the little girl, to a sexually active teenager, well almost teenager in a little over a week. I felt like maybe I had found the love of my life. Not only had I found a boyfriend but I had found a boyfriend who was very popular in my future high school. I mean this guy would go to college and even likely be very popular in college and little Miss Tori, me, was his new girlfriend. How crazy life could be. Making love that morning made me feel so much better about things. I mean, we really bonded, and I felt closer to him then I ever felt with anyone else even maybe closer then with Sherri and my mom or dad. I felt really stupid for having been so hard on him the last few days. I mean, yeah he had asked me to do some pretty crazy things but this was a guy who could have any girl in school and he chose me. Heck even my sister had him on her wall of fame, so why was I being so hard on him cause he had asked me to do a few. . . well more grown up things. If I wanted to be with a soon to be senior I needed to act more mature and stop being such a baby. That day gave me the strength to get past my worries and more determined to better myself and my social standing in my next school.

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The next morning I got a call from Scott inviting me to go to a matinee play at the local theater. Elizabeth the elected head varsity cheerleader for next year was in the play and had scored free tickets for Scott. So after lunch I put on a nice summer dress with a pink floral pattern and sketti straps and white strappy sandals. Scott drove us to the theater and we watched the play and Elizabeth was very good in it. She was quite an actress and I think we both really enjoyed the play. After the play Scott and I went backstage to meet Elizabeth. I actually knew her name, knew she lived in the area but I had never been even close to being part of her click and had no interaction with her at all. I’m not sure if my sister had even spoken to her before. But here I was waiting backstage to congratulate her for a good show. We had to wait almost 45 minutes before she was able to see us with taking off all the makeup and visiting with family and friends and the cast. But finally we got to go into her dressing room. Elizabeth was an incredibly beautiful girl. I have to admit that in my life few other females intimidated me just with their looks but Elizabeth actually fell into that category. She was tall, about 5’10 had long jet black hair, beautiful brown eyes and tanned olive skin. She was always dressed neatly in designer clothing and carried herself very well. Recently I had heard in the rumor mill that she had not dated a single boy from the school all of the last year but instead was maybe dating some college guy from an Ivy League university. When Scott introduced me to her, I tried my best to look her in the eyes and she never once took her eyes off of mine. Her handshake was very firm, almost like a guy’s but of course her hand was much softer. She exuded confidence and I felt my heart pounding in my chest. She signed my play program (hey you never know if someone will someday be famous). She seemed very nice and Scott invited her to join us for an early dinner and she accepted.