Pete stood, bent over and kissed her head. Sandy had her face buried in her hands, crying, as Pete went back to the laundry room, put on his coat and boots and left. He was hurting, and he knew deep down that this was probably the last time he would see her for a long time. As he walked out the door,
Sandy fell to the couch and bawled her eyes out. “Oh Damn. Why did I have to hurt him so bad”
After showering, Pete put on some old sweats, and decided to catch up on work, to get his mind off of what took place not even an hour ago. He could not understand how you could go from the glow of love making, and even the terrific sex they shared this morning, to losing your best friend.
To Pete, this hurt even more than April leaving him. Maybe it was because it happened over time and he was expecting it. But from last night, until this morning, boom, gone in a flash, and it hurt. Pete wept, but tried to be strong and vowed not to let another soul into his heart. He knew now that Sandy owned that heart.
Sandy, likewise, tried to busy herself, to try and cope with what happened earlier. She was like a mad woman, cleaning the whole house. She too, like Pete, was dressed in old comfortable sweats, that no persons, except her kids and ex, had ever seen her in.
Around noon, her front door opened and her daughter, Annie stood there. Annie took off her coat and boots and came up to her mom and kissed her, but then noticed her mom’s puffy, red eyes, so she knew something was wrong, in a big way.
“Mom? What is wrong? Did that rotten father of mine make you upset?”
Ever since she found out about her dad, she had nothing but ill will towards him. She won’t’ see him or accept any phone calls from him. He hurt her mother badly, and she will never forgive him for that.
“No” said Sandy. “It wasn’t your father. Not this time. I haven’t heard from him since we signed the papers last year.”
“Then what is it Mom? Please tell me.”
Sandy loved her daughter and they had always been close. Sandy knew her daughter preferred women, to men, but she did not care, she was her daughter and would back her decisions in life.
“I did something really stupid last night and then this morning. I hurt my very best friend in the world.”
“Pete?” Annie said. “You know?” Sandy asked.
“Oh Christ Mom. I have known for a long time. You both are in love with one another. I see how he looks at you and I know how you look at him. It is so written on each of your faces.” What happened?”
Sandy let a tear form in her eye. “I fucked up. We made love last night for the first time. And trust me, it was love making too. We didn’t fuck. He was so gentle and caring, and made sure I was pleasured the whole time. Twice as a matter of fact and I orgasmed twice in both sessions. Then I awoke him this morning with my mouth and did it again, though this time, I acted a little unlady like.”
“Oh wow Mom. a little too much info there, but ok. So what’s the big deal? Shit. He is one sexy guy and if I was into men, and older men at that, I could see myself with my legs spread for him.”
“Annabelle.” Sandy retorted. “Just saying Mom.” Annie replied, and chuckled a little.
“But our age difference could come into play. I am 14 years older than he is and how is he going to feel about me in 10 to 15 years?” I couldn’t stand to lose him because I am old, and fat, and unattractive to him. I lost your dad to a younger woman, and I surely won’t want to go through that again.”
“Holy shit Mom. I hope I look half as good as you do, when I am your age. You aren’t fat. I’ve seen you in a bikini. Most of my friends think you are hot, actually, and you know what, you are. If you feel fat, then you can do something about that. Go to a gym and start working out, just to tone yourself. What does Pete say about this.”
Sandy was crying now and having a hard time speaking. Annie hugged her mom until she calmed down.
“Pete says he doesn’t care about our age difference. And maybe it doesn’t bother him now. But what happens when I have to go into an old folks home. Then what?”
Annie had to laugh. That made Sandy start to laugh too. The comment warranted that. Annie regained her composure and said.
“Mom, if he truly loves you, then I doubt you would ever be in a nursing home. I can see Pete taking care of you, no matter what. But if it is the sex part, then buy a case of lube, and screw each others brains out there. Just make sure some other old biddies don’t take aim at him.” then chuckled.
“Oh Annie? What am I going to do now? I know I have hurt him badly. You know, he asked me just before we got on the bed, if I truly wanted this. If it was going to ruin our friendship, and we both confessed to being best friends to each other, then we should stop. And now, I have fucked that up royally. I am sure he doesn’t want to see me again.”
“Mother. If that man truly loves you, he will accept you back, not only as best friends, but even on a deeper level. He is in love with you. Maybe now is not the time to say those words, but showing it, is far better than saying it. Open your heart to him, and I bet he will open his to you.”
“How did you get to be so smart, when it comes to relationships?”
Annie chuckled and said, “I’m hardly smart. Hell, I don’t have anyone to call my own, though I wish I did. So…. After I leave, go clean yourself up, because you do look like a hot mess. Then march your pretty little self over to Pete’s and tell him how you really feel, and not the negative stuff. I mean how you really feel. I think he is a wonderful guy and is good for you. 100 times better than that slimeball sperm donor Bill.”
Sandy smiled. “I see your hate for your father has not diminished, but he is, and always will be your father.”
Annie shook her head, no. “Only on the birth certificate. In my mind, he lost that title when he ruined our lives by his cheating. He didn’t just cheat on you, he cheated on the whole family too, and I can’t ever forgive that. If left to me, I’d cut his dick off and shove it right up his ass, so he could fuck himself.”
Sandy laughed and shook her head. She had those same thoughts, but never expressed them to her kids. Bill Jr. never said a word throughout the whole ordeal, but Sandy knew he also disliked his father for doing what he did.
Annie then went to the kitchen and made them lunch, and as they were eating, her curiosity got the better of her. “Mom. I got to ask. Is he hung nicely? I mean I have seen him when they used to come over to pool party’s and god, he is a hunk.”
Sandy just smiled at her daughter, then said, “Honestly. God, What a dream. At least 7 inches and fat. I have never been filled like that before. I was in heaven, and knows exactly how to use it.”
After lunch. Annie got dressed for the outside, came up to her mom and hugged her tight. “Mom. Promise me you will go over there right after I leave, and make this better, no matter what comes from it. At least give it your best try.” Sandy nodded her head and kissed her daughter goodbye.
Pete was getting tired of doing the paperwork, although he knew it would save him time, come Monday morning. He was having a hard time concentrating on it. He was still pretty down from what Sandy told him this morning.
He got up from his office table and looked over at her house. As he stared at her bedroom window, his mind retraced the previous night, and then again what happened this morning. It was great. He could feel her and how she opened up to him, but then, in an instant, threw up a wall, that he doubts he’d ever take down again.
Pete saw that Annie was over there. “Oh great. Now she’ll know and probably hate him too, for making advancements on her mom.” he thought. “How could I have let this happen. I knew better. Now I have lost the only friend I could ever care about.” His mind was reeling, as he stared out the window.
As he was still staring, he did notice Annie leaving. His thoughts turned to what could have been said. At the same time, Sandy was up in her bedroom looking out her window too, staring over at Pete’s house, wondering how he was.
As she stared, she thought, “Oh fuck. How am I going to fix this. He probably hates me now.”
Sandy stood for another minute, then went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. She brushed her shoulder length blond hair out, then put it in a ponytail. Brushed her teeth and said to herself, “Screw it. If it is meant to be, then he should see me at my worse. If this doesn’t scare him off, then nothing will.” Her eyes were still puffy and red, but nothing she could do about that now.
Sandy found her boots and without putting on a coat, went out the back door, and across the back yard, through a path that Pete had plowed out earlier.
Pete was in his kitchen, getting a glass of juice when there was a knock on his back door. He looked through the window and saw it was Sandy. “Oh great. Wonder what else she is going to say now.” As he was thinking this, he opened the door and let her in.
Pete turned and started walking into the kitchen, as Sandy removed her boots. Sandy then grabbed him by the arm, once she was in the kitchen, and pulled him hard into her, wrapped her arms around his neck. Her lips smashed against his and kissed him hard.
As she kissed, she talked too, along with some crying. “I am.. So sorry… I was.. Scared.. I don’t want us to ever.. Be without each other.. You mean… the world.. To me… Take me.. too.. your bed.. And make.. Love… to me.. If you.. Really.. Want me…”
Pete’s mind was reeling now. Did she really mean this? Was she going to go half cocked again, and then bolt? He didn’t care now. He only knew he was in love with her, and he believed she was with him. It was to early for love, he thought, but was going with it.
Pete picked her up, and cradled her in his arms. When he did that, she let out a little squeal. He took her to his bedroom. A place no other woman has been too, except his ex. But that was years ago and he had since got new furniture.
Pete set her down so she was standing before him. Neither talked. They both had lust in their eyes. He removed her top, and saw she was not wearing a bra. He threw the top to the floor and caressed her breast and kissed both nipples. Then Sandy removed his sweatshirt, and kissed his chest and nipples.
Parent Post: Two Lost Souls – by T.Foxal
- Two Lost Souls - Chapter 2A
- Two Lost Souls - Chapter 2B
- Two Lost Souls - Chapter 3A
- Two Lost Souls - Chapter 3B
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