“ How dare you say that about your mother, sister’s, and aunt.” My dad states to me as I stand looking at him with daggers
“ HOW DARE I? HOW DARE I? HOW DARE YOU ALL BETRAY ME. IT WAS BAD ENOUGH YOU NEVER SHOWED ME LOVE LIKE A NORMAL FAMILY, BUT WAIT YOU ALL AREN’T NORMAL AS YOU NEVER INCLUDED ME. SO FUCK YOU. OH WAIT I FORGET I AM NOT WANTED!” I yell as I go to the front door to open it with my left hand
I hear foot steps as I slam the door. I turn to see the door knob move I smirk as I kick it open to hear someone fall backward. I look to see it’s my no good father as they come to check on him. My mother looks at me with hurt, worried, and fearful eyes as I flip her off. I make my way to my car opening the driver door. I throw my bag and the box over in the front passenger seat as I get in. I shut the driver door to see Aunt Sarah standing on the small porch with hurt eyes as I shake my head. I start the car revving the motor up. I get a crazy idea as I wipe the tears from my eyes. I back up to only put it in drive as I pull into the yard. I peel out making the grass fly backward towards my whore of a mothers SUV. I look at the front door to see my mother screaming at me to stop as Sarah starts coming out with tears to me. The passenger side window is down as she steps up to the car in panties and a bra.
“ Matty please stop this. We can talk this out. I never wanted to hurt you baby.” She tells me as I feel my anger take over
“ BULLSHIT! I LOVED YOU AUNT SARAH AND YOU DO THIS TO ME. FUCK YOU AND THOSE BASTARDS AND WHORES!” I yelled as I gunned the car leaving the yard as I looked back to see Sarah on her ass looking towards me shocked as mom goes to her
I didn’t give a shit at that point as they all could go to the pits of hell and stay there. I keep going down the street not caring if they call the police. I made a few turns down different streets finally making my way to my destination. I parked in front of the house getting out as it started to rain. Shit what’s next this just isn’t my night. I roll up the passenger side window as well as the driver side. I lock my car up making my way inside leaving my bag as I just want to get inside. I knock on the door on the nice porch waiting for anyone to open the door. I hear a click as the door opens a few seconds later. On the other side is Adam who looks at me very concerned.
“ Matt what’s.” He doesn’t finish as he looks in my eyes before he continues “ Come on in bro I won’t pry right now.”
I walk in to see Tim and Chelsea still up. They see me as Chelsea gets up coming to me.
“ Oh my Matt you soaked, but why are you crying honey?” She asks as Adam speaks up
“ Mom right now it’s best to not ask. I know when something is up by his eyes. What ever it is he is pissed and just need comforting for now.” He explains as I feel her arms around me
“ Oh I see of course honey. Come on baby boy let momma Chelsea get you a towel. Adam can you go get his clothes he left out of the dryer so he can get out of these wet clothes.” She says as I am led to the down stairs bathroom
“ Sure mom no problem be right back.” My bro says as Chelsea steps in the bathroom with me
I feel numb at that moment as I feel my adrenaline ease off as my tears start coming from my eyes more.
“ Matty please tell me what has my baby boy crying?” Chelsea asks as I shake my head over and over
“ I…I can’t I oh god Momma Chelsea please I need a mother.” I say as she looks at me very concerned as she ignores me being wet and holds me massaging my back
“ Shhh I’m here honey. Momma Chelsea is here baby boy. Look what ever happened just know you have a home here or at Susan’s we love you honey.” She tells me as I nod crying on her shoulder
She let’s me go as I stop crying to help me take of my wet shirt. It’s as I bring my right hand down that she sees the dry blood.
“ Oh god Matty what happened baby boy?” She asks taking my hand to look at it
“ I…I punched a hole into all their bedroom doors.” I say as her eyes go wide
“ Oh Matty I need to doctor it. Please can I as I don’t want it to get infected.” She asks of me as I slowly nod
“ It doesn’t hurt all that much.” I say as she shakes her head
“ Nonetheless it needs doctored. Sit down I will be right back.” She tells me as I sit on the toilet after putting the top seat down
I sat there looking at my hand. I see it swelling a bit, but nothing is broken of jammed. I guess I should be glad the door wasn’t made of hardwood. I see a few splinters embedded in my knuckles as I shake my head. Again I feel numb to remembering what had happened. All of my family and so called friends betrayed me in the most worse way. I hear voices as Chelsea comes back in with a first aide kit followed by Tim. He looks at me concerned as Chelsea sits on the side of the tub in front of me. Taking my hand she has her husband open the kit to help her in which he does. He looks closing leaning over before raising back up to look deeply in my eyes.
“ Matt what happened son?” He asks as I look from him to Chelsea
“ Tim I don’t think right now is a good time as he just needs to know we are here for him, but the way I feel his family are the ones that hurt him in some way.” She says looking at my hand as Tim just nods
“ Ok, but Matt if you need someone to talk to just ask ok. I love you just as much as I do Adam and Nick.” He tells me as I nod watching Chelsea
They both doctor my hand while Chelsea takes the splinters out. I notice she is trying not to hurt me as I tell her I don’t feel any pain. Once my hand is taken care of they leave as Adam brings my clothes so I can change. He shuts the door giving me time to change. I step up to the sink to look at myself. My eyes are red with tear stains on my face. I shake my head as my thoughts go to the days events, and a sadness comes to me as I begin taking my wet clothes off to only change back into the clean, dry ones I have.
I take my wallet and car keys out of the jeans I did wear to place them in the jeans I have on. I pick up my wet clothes to leave the bathroom. Standing on the other side of the door was momma Chelsea. She took my clothes to only tell me to go take a seat on the couch. I do as asked to see a glass of tea on the coffee table. Tim is in his chair sipping on the beer he has in his hand. Adam is in the other with a beer in which I know I can’t have one yet. Chelsea comes back telling me my clothes were in the washing machine. I thank her as she sits on my right with a look of concern. They don’t pry but assure me they will always be here for me.
As the night goes by both Tim and Chelsea go to bed leaving Adam and I alone. He comes over to sit where his mom was just a few minutes ago. We watch some t.v. around 11:30 that night. He gives me encouragement that whatever happened would just make me stronger in life. I take in his words and know he is right as I was stronger then this. I smile as we laugh at the movie that was already one. It’s like old times except Nick isn’t here to enjoy this. About a hour later we go to our rooms to get some sleep, but sleep doesn’t come to me that easy as my mind rushes to what had all happen at my family home. I feel my tears come again and just wish things were like they were when I was little feeling love from those that were my family. I finally close my eyes and fall to sleep with hope that my mother, sister’s, and aunt will be like they were years ago.
As that weekend ended with Nick and Adam cheering me up by making goofs of themselves. As well as the parents showed me what love was from parents. Chelsea, Tim, Susan, and George took it upon themselves to tell me that I was staying with them the rest of the school year, and during summer. Chelsea and Susan give me a hug saying they would like it if I did as they would know I was safe as well as staying out of trouble.
The next few weeks of school was filled with the two fuck wads taunting me when Nick and Adam were not around. They would slam me against the lockers, but afterward I would slam them adding a head butt into their chest. Wayne and Daryl would clinch their chest as I walked off with a smile flipping them off each time. I was surprised their chest wasn’t split apart. As the last day of school was getting closer they attempted again, but this time I held Daryl against my locker only to hit the locker as he moved his head to the side. My fist smashed the locker door making a nice dent. Both looked at me as I smirked telling them it was their face next time. It was at that moment that Adam and Nick showed up as Daryl and Wayne left like two scared kids. God what did my family see in them I would never know. Adam and Nick stayed with me for a few minutes making sure I was ok before we left for our last class that day.
The last day of school was finally here. At lunch Adam and Nick reminded me that both Momma Susan and Chelsea wanted me to get my camping gear and whatever else I needed for the summer. I told them I would go grab it after school. They both nodded to my words as we ate the lunch in front of us. I looked over to see Wayne and Daryl looking over at me which made me smirk as I made my hand into a fist remembering what I told them just a week ago. They looked away as I silently chuckled to myself knowing they were total losers with money. They made the most stupid friends I had ever seen in my life. I thought about the whole situation that I saw on prom night. I thought back to when Jennifer was in school last year. Then it hit me they were hanging around her. The only reason I could come up with was they just hung out with me to say linked to Jennifer. I felt my anger boil feeling played as Nick and Adam caught where I was looking.
“ Bro let them go they are not worth the energy.” Adam tells me as Nick nods in agree
“ Adam is right, and even if they start shit we got the team to ask to torment them.” He says as Adam chuckles
“ Yes your right I will for the moment. So what are we doing tonight?” I state asking to change the subject
“ What else play Mortal Kombat and Call of Duty.” Nick says as I laugh
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