“ Yes Jazzy for so long I wanted to die..to end it all…but after I reached a point I decided to leave after high school. Then I meet Jacman and Heath and my life started getting better. Then add May, you and mom and my life became awesome.” I state telling them with honesty
I notice Jasmine look at Heath who gives her a look that says ‘ Sorry I never spoke of his hurt’ before she looks back at me.
“ Are you still like that?” She asks me getting a shy nod
“ At times but not so much anymore since I have people that love me… your birthday when I told you I loved you and you laughed at me my thoughts slowly went back to that place….” I try to finish but only to feel a slap across the left cheek of my face
I look to see Jasmine standing in front of me in tears.
“ DON’T YOU EVER SAY THAT AGAIN ABS!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH…JACMAN AND HEATH DO TOO…AND WHAT ABOUT MOM! IT WOULD BREAK ALL OF OUR HEARTS IF YOU WEREN’T HERE ABS!” Jasmine yells at me before wrapping her arms around me before continuing “ I love you Abs..you saved my Heath and your my brother sweetie. Please talk to us if you need to that’s what family is for.”
I hold her running my fingers through her hair feeling tears on my chest. She breaks the embrace as I look down in her eyes.
“ You don’t understand Jazzy…when you’ve been there as much as I have its easy to go back….but every time I’ve thought about it since I’ve found you all is what would happen to you. That’s what stops me!! Not me chicken out but how badly would I hurt you if I did something so damn stupid. I NEVER WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY….I LOVE YOU ALL WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING AND NEVER FORGET THAT.” I say as both Jazzy and Faye grab me in their arms
It’s not long that Heath and Jacman join in the group hug. It’s a emotional moment for me as I have the family I always wanted together around me.
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After we comforted Adam returning to our original seats. Faye told Adam when he is home the wrist bands come off for healing reasons. He looked at her for a moment then nodded agreeing with the woman he calls mom. Rest of the second day on Spring Break was filled with talk, laughter, and love. Around 11 that night Jasmine and I went to bed. We made love for the next few hours. Afterward we slept with smiles upon our lips.
Sunday and Monday go by with us all spending it as a family. Faye and Jasmine work on their tans like they need to while the guys and I play some volleyball with some locals. The nights are fun with Jasmine as she gets more into showing her love in new ways. That Tuesday we all went shopping at the mall just browsing at some new clothes.
Faye and Jasmine bought some spring clothing as did Adam and Jack. I just chuckled at their purchases especially Jack picking a shirt saying ‘ Kiss me if your Horny’. Faye and Jasmine just rolled their eyes before Jasmine stepped to me placing a kiss on my lips. Afterward I asked why she did that. Her answer was that she was horny. Adam and Faye laughed as Jack just shook his head in defeat. The rest of Tuesday was spent on the beach relaxing or in the bungalow watching movies.
Wednesday found Jasmine, Faye, and I on the beach relaxing in the sun. I was between the two with Jasmine on my right with Faye on my left. Adam and Jack thought they would go walk down the beach looking for girls. If I knew Jack it would be more like Adam keeping our brother out of trouble. It was about 1 p.m. when Jasmine, Faye, and I got some surprised visitors. Standing in front of us was Diamond and Hannah with smiles on their faces. They both were wearing very little of nothing in very sexy bikini’s.
“ Hey guys how is the vacation going?” Diamond asked as Jasmine and Faye sat up
“ It’s going good Diamond. You off today or something?” Jasmine says answering with a question
“ Yes, Hannah and I are both off today and tomorrow. We thought it would be a good day to relax on the beach.” Diamond responds answering my Jasmine
“ Is it ok if we join you three?” Hannah asks as Jasmine, Faye, and I look at one another
“ Sure hun it’s ok were friends I hope.” Faye answers as the two women nod smiling
Diamond steps over on Jasmine right placing her beach towel down. While Hannah lays on the other side of Faye. We are all talking for awhile relaxing talking about nothing important when about two hours later I hear kissing going on. I turn my head to see Faye in a deep kiss with Hannah. I look back to see Jasmine with a smile as does Diamond. I look back to Faye and Hannah breaking their kiss to see Faye smiling big.
“ Ok I think I missed something Saturday.” I say getting giggles from them all
I see Diamond and Hannah’s eyes grow wide to my reaction as both look at Faye and Jasmine.
“ Jasmine you and Faye didn’t tell him yet.” Diamond asks getting shook heads
“ No I been meaning to, but we would always be in the throes of love, or out somewhere public.” Jasmine says as both ladies shake there head
“ Ok I guess there was a catch to the tattoo’s.” I exclaim standing up getting to my feet
“ Baby where are you going?” Jasmine asks me as I look at the ocean before turning around to see her worried eyes
“ I am going into the bungalow and get dressed.” I say leaning over to get my beach towel
“ Get dressed for what Heath?” Faye asks with deep concern
“ To find Abs and Jacman for a guys evening while what ever you four made a deal to you can without us around.” I say seeing wide eyes of shock
“ Heath it’s not what you think. We just wanted.” Diamond says before I cut her off
“ Sorry I don’t want to hear your excuses. Jasmine and Faye knew I don’t like secrets or cheaters as I been through that shit.” I say as Diamond and Hannah look at Jasmine then Faye
“ Baby please I am not cheating on you. Diamond wanted to.” Jasmine doesn’t get to finish
“ I said I didn’t want to her the excuses. Now have a nice day.” I say walk away to the bungalow hearing them yell for me
Once in the room Jasmine and I shared I got dressed in my jeans, muscle shirt, and shoes. I thought for a moment deciding of what to do about this mess. Again I felt my life sank as I looked over at my duffle bag. I walked over picking it up going to where my clothes were in the dresser. I packed my clothes for later feeling maybe it was best to go back home. Once packed I placed my bag on the bed for my return back home. I walked out to the living room to see Faye, Hannah, Diamond, and Jasmine all sitting on the couch. They all looked at me with great worry as I made my way to the door. Jasmine got up moving quickly placing a hand on my left arm.
“ Baby please don’t leave we can talk this out.” She tells me as I shrug her hand off me
“ A few days little to late for that.” I say as her red eyes go wide
“ Please don’t leave me I love you Heath.” She tells me standing there crying
“ Heath don’t leave let’s talk about this.” Faye says coming over
“ About what how she cheated on me, or how she could never just come out and tell me she wanted to just be with a woman instead.” I say as Faye gets between Jasmine and I
“ Dammit Heath it’s not what you think.” She says as I keep my eye dead locked on hers
“ Then what is it then uh? Then tell me what it’s all about then.” I say with some anger
“ She wants to experience being with another woman with you. Have you thought of the same or did it compute.” Faye says as I look past to see Jasmine nod
I stand there thinking then laugh sarcasticly.
“ Yeah right, tell me another lie.” I say feeling a hand across my face
I see Diamond standing in front of me. I thought to myself damn she is quick. She grabs my collar looking up at me.
“ Listen here motherfucker Jasmine loves you as she asked me if I would sleep with both of you. I told her yes as I find her beautiful and you sexy. I want you both as Hannah does to, but with Faye. They told us you were a good guy, but now I beg to differ. As I see it she can do better then your punk ass.” Diamond says as I feel my heart race
I look to see Jasmine’s eyes go wide to Diamonds words. I shrug the bitches hands off me walking past her to the hallway making my way back to the bedroom. I grab my bag once in the room only to return to see Faye comforting Jasmine who was crying. Faye, Diamond, and Hannah see me just to notice my bag.
“ Heath where are you going son?” Faye asks as Jasmine turns to look at me
“ Going to make this easy. Since you all think your niece can do better I’m leaving.” I say to get gasps from Jasmine and Faye
“ No baby please I don’t want you to go.” Jasmine says getting over to me
“ Heath I don’t agree with what Diamond said. You are good for Jasmine please don’t leave her or me.” Faye says with tears as Jasmine grabs my bag from me
“ Well I think I need to since I see my being here isn’t wanted.” I say as Jasmine shakes her head
“ You are baby I am sorry I never told you please lets talk this out. I can’t lose you my love.” Jasmine tells me getting on her knees pleading
“ Jasmine, how am I needed uh? Diamond made it real clear you can do better.” I say as Jasmine looks at Diamond then up at me
“ I did with you please I am begging you don’t leave me.” Jasmine says with tears streaming down her face
“ Jasmine I.” I don’t get to finish as I feel something hit me behind my head making the lights go out
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