“Don’t freak out,” I tried to do my best at damage control.
“Don’t freak out!? You let your brother skull fuck us! Do you realize what I just said. We let your brother dominate and use our mouths like a cheap prom date!” She yelled.
This was such a mistake. I should have never invited her. Oh fuck, what if she tells people, we are so screwed.
“How long have you being… Doing this?” She interrogated.
I almost didn’t know what to say. I was so scared, God knows how Jace is feeling right now. I wish it was just me and him in this world. No one else. No one to hide from, just loving each other endlessly and carelessly.
“Two weeks.” I answered, my voice so shrill it was almost inaudible.
She kept up her stare, letting the information soak through her, processing it the best she could. Her eyes kept darting back and forth between us. Unable to look at either one of us for more than a full second.
“Do you have any idea…” Her voice trailed off.
“We know. We know it’s wrong. But… We haven’t been able to stop. It just feels so right. Please just don’t tell anyone.” I begged.
What would we do if this got out? I couldn’t stop panicking, my heart felt like it was tiptoeing the edge of exploding. Jace is going to get in trouble and it would all be my fault. God what have I done?
“Do you have any idea…” She started again. I looked up from the floor, matching that incriminating gaze of her’s. Then she hit me with it. Fuck i didn’t think it would make me feel like this…
“… Just how… Hot this is?”
“What?” Jace and I spewed.
What?
Mike says
Wow! What a story. I hope this is not the end.