“ I know baby and you will, but I guess now isn’t the time. Look you four are welcome to stay a few days in his room. The bed is big enough and well it would be a start to us being family again.” Aunt Susan says as Mom turns to look at her
“ You sure you don’t mind Susan? I mean we goofed up and want to be a family again.” Mom says while we look at everyone
“ Look Aunt Mary people make mistakes. I don’t know what happened, but Matt said you all didn’t want him around.” Adam says as I cry
“ That was Billy drilling it in our heads. We want Matt more then ever. We…we found a few things he wrote and it made us see what we did. I am so sorry for all we did to make him go away. Please forgive us as we were brainwashed by Billy, Wayne, and Daryl.” Mom says and I break down
“ Shhh Jenny calm down baby girl.” Chelsea says while holding me again
“ I can’t help it Aunt Chelsea. I miss my baby brother. I need him here now.” I say as she holds my head against her shoulder
It’s a evening of rebonding with our other family. Pizza is ordered while Nick and Adam tell us about the game. Nick runs out to only come back with Matt’s diploma and jersey. He places the diploma on the mantle then has Uncle George and Tim stand up.
“ Dad, papa Tim I know in my heart that Matt would want those that were fathers to him to have these. So Adam and I have thought about this and well we want you both to have this.” Nick says handing it to his father
“ Oh Nick I don’t know son. You guys should keep this.” George says as the guys shake their head
“ No papa George we insist.” Adam says while the two fathers look at them then us
“ Ok guys we accept, but if anything happens to us you both get it.” Tim says as they nod
After that moment I smile since the jersey is safe in the right hands. When the pizza arrives we all eat and talk. It’s not long that there is a knock on the front door. Uncle George gets up making his way to answer it. I take a few bites while thinking of everything that has happened this evening, but Holly comes to my mind. The way her expression was showing sadness and the words she mouthed to me. I hope one day she would forgive us and move on since Matt was our man to be. About 10 minutes later Uncle George returns, but something is wrong. He returns to his chair holding what looks like two envelopes. He looks at us all especially Nick and Adam.
“ Boys you know a Holly Lederson?” He asks getting nods and at that moment my heart sinks
“ Sure dad we are friends although this past year she was sort of distant. Why do you ask?” Nick states asking while my heart races as I look over at Kelsey who is staring at Uncle George
He looked at them before looking at Kelsey and I then down to his hands that held the two envelopes.
“ Her mother found her dead. Seems she…she had feelings for Matt. She left a suicide note saying she was threatened away from the one man she loved. Seems what was said at the graduation hit her hard and she slashed her wrist and stabbed her left before stabbing the left side of her chest with a knife into her heart. My friend at the door brought these one for Matt the other is to you girls. Seems she was planning this for awhile.” He says while I feel like throwing up
Uncle George hands a envelope to Kelsey before placing the other on the table in front of him.
“ Oh god the poor girl. Her poor mother who could of kept her away from Matt?” Aunt Susan says asking in return
“ Whoever they are I hope that suffer for sending a pretty girl to the grave. I noticed her on the stage…….she looked so sad.” Aunt Chelsea says while I see my sister staring at the envelope
“ Is there somewhere Jennifer and I can be alone to read this?” Kelsey asks with sadness
“ Sure hun up in Matt’s old room. Nick can you show them sweetie?” Aunt Susan says asking her son
“ Sure just follow me ladies.” He says getting off the floor
Kelsey and I get up to follow him. She takes my hand to squeeze it while we make our way up the stairs. I feel a lose all the sudden not knowing what to think. Once in Matt’s room Nick leaves us as Kelsey leads me to the bed. Once seated she opens the envelope taking the letter out. I take the envelope to see our names upon it. Kelsey begins to read the letter.
“ To the two bitches that hurt me,
If your reading this then I am dead. You both hurt me so much taking away the most important person to me……Matt. I have thought over and over why you would threaten me and beat me. I came up with one thing….your both jealous and sick. Your brother was the most loving man I knew, but you couldn’t let him love anyone. But I do get to win on one thing I was his first kiss as he was mine.
I made sure of that on prom last year. I just wanted to be friends with you both, but you two couldn’t look past the jealousy. Well I hope your both happy as I am no threat anymore, but I hope Matt never comes back to you two skank whores. The one regret I have is never taking him on prom night. If he would have asked I would have rode throughout the night. I will die a virgin, but at least I won’t be sulliued like you two whores.
Holly”
I cried hearing Kelsey read the letter. We were so cruel and I slipt off the bed to my knees. Kelsey tossed the letter on the floor to only comfort me.
“ Shhh sis I know I feel so very bad. We were so wrong, but we’re so messed up as well. Oh god we sent a girl to kill herself.” Kelsey says holding me with my head on her shoulder
“ Oh Holly I am so sorry. Please forgive us for hurting you.” I say through tears
Around 11 p.m. mom and Aunt Sarah came into Matt’s room. They stepped into the room to see Kelsey and I on the floor to only come over. I turn to see my mother to only go into her arms. Aunt Susan came in to see us holding one another. After a few long moments Kelsey and I were calm and helped up on the bed. Aunt Susan spoke up once mom sat on my right.
“ I kept it as he kept it so please do the same.” Susan says as we nod
“ We will sis thank you.” Mom says while Aunt Susan steps over to her
“ Your welcome hun and I have missed you sis. I have a question for you though.” Susan asks my mother
“ Yes of course Susan ask away.” Mom says while Susan nods
“ Do you want help to divorce Billy? I am scared for all four of you. I don’t want to lose you all again and Chelsea doesn’t either.” Susan asks as mom looks at us then back at Susan
“ Yes honey I need help. I need a good divorce lawyer.” Mom says as Susan smiles
“ Good I will help then, now get some sleep since we have the weekend to get reaquinted.” Susan says leaving the bedroom while mom shuts it
“ So how do you all feel about it just being us four until our man comes home one day?” Mom asks as we look at each other
“ Mom I think we are really ok with that. Excuse my french, but I was getting tired of being used and FUCKED OVER by dad, Wayne, and Daryl..” Kelsey says as we all agree
Mom holds me tighter with my head on her shoulder.
“ I am so proud of you baby. You saved your aunts from being raped. How would you like to sleep by me tonight?” Mom asked me as I looked in her eyes
“ I would love to momma, as long as you rub me a little. I am so wet from seeing Matt in a uniform.” I answer as she smiles nodding
“ Oh my I am not the only one. I wanted to finger myself just watching him give that speech.” Sarah says with a smile and blush
“ I think we all are. So lets get in bed and just caress each other as I don’t want us to make a mess in the sheets.” Mom says as we agree
We all strip down to our panties except mom and Sarah who wear Matt’s boxers still. They look so sexy and beautiful. I lay down with mom as Sarah does with Kelsey. Mom and I kiss for a few minutes before saying our love yous to each other and to our other lovers. That night I fall asleep thinking of Matt the man that I have vowed to be fully with for the rest of my life.
As my dreams of Matt come I see something isn’t right and I see someone on top of him. I turn to see Kelsey and Aunt Sarah there also. Both are staring at what I saw. My eyes focused to see Holly naked riding Matt. Her moans are loud yelling his name. I try to move, but my body feels paralyzed. I try to speak, but nothing comes out. I hear her moan again, but look to see her looking at all three of us.
“ Aww what’s….wrong can’t move….can’t talk….oh yess baby fuck me….did you think me….dying was the end….no as he is mine…..” Holly says leaning against Matt as he thrust in and out of her wildly.” “Oh sweet dreams….are made of these….who am I to disagree.”
I feel tears come to my eyes and I can finally extend my right arm yelling.
“ NO DON’T PLEASE DON’T TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME!” I yell seeing them fade away
I open my eyes sitting up quickly in bed. I look around to see Kelsey and Sarah also sitting up with cold sweats and tears. My breathing was heavy while my tears fell. I shook my head putting my head in my hands crying for my nightmare to never happen again.
To Be Continued……
nuxamo says
i somehow feel like worth of this should atleast reach matt. i think he’d be furious at his dad. but he wouldn’t be completely capeble of forgiving. the for girls espesialy after he learns what happened with holly. however seeing there regrets he sould be capeble of cooling down. over time. would be cool if his dad goes mental after the deforce. becomming so bad that blackopps is needed to interfear. i don’t think anyone of the familie should die tho
Max says
Will there be any more to follow this?
Randy says
THIS WAS FUCKED UP. JUST ME BUT I WISHED THING COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT FOR HIM WITH HIS MOTHER, AUNT AND SISTERS. WOW THAT’S FUCKED UP. I COULDN’T IMAGINE IT WITH 4 SISTERS OF MY OWN AND BEING VERY CLOSE! HE SHOULD HAVE TAKEN PICTURES OF THEM TO BREAK IT UP, SOMETHING, lol I CAN’T WAIT TO READ MORE. HURRY UP PLEASE!