My Locktober Journal – 2023 by SlaveBoz

Literotic asexstories – My Locktober Journal – 2023 by SlaveBoz,

This is my journal from Locktober 2023. It’s my first entry on this, or any, site and I hope it’s easy to read. I hope my future posts are closer to story-type posts, but this is just a series of entries from what I think was the most fun month of my adult life.

Day 1:

I woke up, trimmed my pubes, showered, then put on the cage.

Today, Princess got her laser treatment done and I sent $80 for half of it. Sending that $80 immediately got me “hard” and I suffered in silence for 10 minutes as my cock strained against the cage.

Princess gave me my rules for the month last night and as part of those rules, I cannot bring up my cage, my cock, my discomfort, or my horniness unless I pay for permission to do so.

The rules are very much a mind fuck because I know I’m caged for her but I’m not allowed to speak of it. It’s as if she wants me to suffer more than just physically. To suffer in silence, knowing that she knows exactly what she’s doing, is messing with my head.

Day 2:

Today was much easier. It’s like my cock is getting used to the cage. She (that’s what Princess says I need to refer to my cock as, because it’s more feminine than masculine now) still strains against the cage when I think horny thoughts. But keeping busy at work today almost made me forget I had it on.

I worked a shift no problem, which is both exciting and scary because I’m slowly running out of reasons to need the cage off. Princess mentioned that I’ll be wearing it to the gym one of these days as a test run. So far, I’ve been allowed to go to the gym cage free.

Day 3:

This morning was rough. I had to wake up very early for work, had very little time to leave the house, and my morning wood made it near impossible to get the cage on.

I did my best to concentrate on nothing and let the erection die down and finally got it on, but in such an uncomfortable way..

My cage is a little too small for me. Princess prefers it this way so I have little to no comfort when wearing it. We’ve discussed buying a bigger ring for it, but the cage size is to remain the same.

Day 4:

Today was another easy day. I woke up for work, slipped the cage on kind of weird and had an uncomfortable drive, but readjusted it once I arrived to the office. Worked my shift and barely noticed the cage, then got home and made a dumb joke to Princess. This earned me the “reward” of “edging” for 10 minutes.. with the cage on.. and standing in the corner. Princess allowed me the choice of over the pants or just directly onto the cage. The way my skin sticks through the cage, I chose no pants because the denim of my jeans rubbing on the sensitive skin is possibly the worst pain the cage can cause.

Also, last night Princess and I discussed buying a new cage and a slightly bigger base ring. The issue with the current ring is that it’s too small, making both peeing and sleeping in it impossible. I have to remove the cage for both and neither Princess nor I think that’s how it should be. If I want to be her caged slave 24/7, and for her to have all but one emergency key to my cage, it’s only right.

Day 5:

Today was an amazing day. I woke up, showered, caged my cock, then picked up breakfast burritos and went to Princess’s house to serve her all morning.

I got to her house, put some beautiful autumn themed flowers in a vase for her and brought them to her room with her burrito. She then gave me my list of tasks for the day. I cleaned her floors, made her bed, folded her laundry, and started sorting her closet for her.

About an hour in, she had to step out for a bit. She had to go walk a friend’s dog for them, while they’re out of town. I was put in her closet, blind folded, and left to stand in the dark corner until she came back. This was the most painful part of the day in terms of caged “erections”. I started seeing shapes in the dark, and all I could think about was my beautiful Princess. The way she laughed as she turned the lights off and closed the door, leaving me for who knows how long.

If I had to guess, I was in there for about an hour. It could have been more though.. Once she got home and put her stuff down, I was let out to continue with my list.

Later in the day, I was allowed to rub her perfect feet. She mentioned that they’re a bit dirty but I’m to rub them anyway and all I could think to myself was “What I wouldn’t do to lick these feet clean right now..” That’s a huge fetish of mine that Princess has never indulged me in. That’s why she’s perfect, because not only does she own me and know she could make me do whatever she wants, but she cares for me and my health. But I don’t care I’d want to be made to lick her feet clean every single day, if it were up to me.

After finishing my list and going out to buy some snacks for us, she had to go walk the dog again and I was sent home. Part of me wished she kept me in the closet again then made me go home when she got back, but that would have ended up being two hours.

It was the perfect day.

Day 6:

Last night at 11:45pm, I was called in to work. I worked until 6 am then drove straight to my next shift at 8am. During the night I was allowed a two hour nap in the car. The reason I don’t sleep in my current cage is because the base ring and morning wood don’t mix well. It basically cuts off all circulation and I wake up with an impossible to handle painful “boner”. So in the middle of the night, while at work, I had to take the cage off and didn’t get a chance to put it back on until after work.

Obviously I told Princess this and she wasn’t very happy about it. My punishment is buying her an extra gift from her Amazon wishlist (I buy her one every Friday) and I also have to be caged for my after-work nap. It feels so wrong not being caged. She’s conditioning me to be the perfect caged slave for her and it’s working because I felt naked and like an awful slave today..

Day 7:

Today was my first day going to the gym caged. In the morning, I asked if I could send for her breakfast. Princess made a change to the cage-free gym rule and said that at least once this month, I need to send her $2 and ask if I may go to the gym caged. I did it today. And to my regret… it wasn’t that bad. Which means she might make me do it again or more often or eventually every time. I’m really digging myself into a deeper hole of servitude and slavery but I love every second.

Day 8:

What an amazing day. I woke up, showered, got caged for the day, then waited for princess to come over so I could take us out for dim sum. After lunch, we went to a nearby target where princess and I picked out my first pairs of panties. We got three for me and three for her, with a matching pair of course. I was so embarrassed and nervous the entire time. She had me start looking at panties on my own and then choose some for me, to her liking of course. She did let me have one pair that was just black and “normal” I’m still new to this panty thing. When I got home, I sent her a front and back photo of each pair, forgetting that one of my rules for the month is to send $2 for each picture of my cage, even if she’s the one who asked for them. My cock has been “hard” in her cage since I tried them on. This is new to me but holy shit does it turn me on. Just knowing she could, at any point in the day, remember that I’m wearing panties just because she told me to and imagining that little smile on her face makes it all worth it. Not to mention the way I feel her grasp on me the entire time I’m wearing them.

As a reward/task I was allowed to “edge” for 15 minutes with the cage and panties on. Princess told me I’m to keep them on and go to sleep with the panties on tonight. Then she told me that she’s going to ignore me for a bit, after I told her how the panties are messing with my head. My cock hasn’t stopped swelling since I edged. This is the longest she’s ever been “hard” in her cage and it won’t stop. She knows that this is the worst possible time she could ignore me, let alone TELL me that she’s doing it.. this is real chastity.

The night ended with a “send your goodnight tribute now, I’ll be busy the rest of the night.” Which I assume means Princess is getting fucked to her heart’s content as I’m stuck in a cage, sex free and completely addicted to her in every way. God I love her.

Day 9:

I woke up this morning wearing my new panties. After a quick shower, I packed my bags and left to the airport for work. I’m being sent out of state for who knows how long during the ONE month I’m so so deeply enthralled my by Goddess… Thankfully, Princess let me fly cage free. I’m not sure I’m even close to ready to face an embarrassment like that, but after the short flight, I got to the hotel and locked her up asap. It was an easy day, nothing too crazy, except when I started texting princess about how some of her rules make me feel inside. When I told her how emasculating it is to call my own cock by feminine pronouns, she sent the most beautiful picture of her grinning the widest smile with the caption “my face when”. This sent me over the edge and if I weren’t locked up and under strict rules to not touch myself without permission, I would have jerked off to completion right there and then. I asked her for a task or to pay for her breakfast or something that morning. So princess had me send $45 for half of her oil change. This put me down to just barely enough money to last me to payday. When I told her this, she told me that she loves the fact that I send without question and have to “figure it out” for the rest of the week. That is one of the hottest things she’s ever said to me… I’ve been thinking about it since.

I can’t wait to wake up and see what tomorrow holds for us.

Day 10:

Today, I put on the cage with a little bit of hesitation. The cage and panty combo really messed me up. The constant “erection” made my dick skin poke out through the bars. It caused some scabbing and all day my dick was on fire. I had a training class at work at 6am and during it, all I could think about was my Princess. Once I got home I let princess know what was going on and she said I could be cage free until Saturday. She’s actually the best. I love how kind she can be when she understands.