“Shh… Sorry if that hurt you, baby. Didn’t mean to go so fast for the last bit, it just came through quicker than I expected. Just lie still and the worst will go away in a little while.”
He stayed still inside me, fingers again moving lightly over my stomach. Little by little I started feeling and enjoying the fullness created by having him inside me. Felt it all the way from the opening to way past where his fingers had pressed up against me. He tried a few short strokes in and out and I held my breath as he touched parts inside that sent shivers down my spine.
Pulled back a bit longer and moved back in with a little more power than those first tentative strokes. It felt good, but I also felt raw inside with a slight burning still left behind. Saw his eyes close and head move back as he started a steady rhythm, moving with a bit more speed and force.
“Oh God, this feels so good.”
“John…”
“Yes?”
“Sorry, but it’s a bit too painful to go on…”
“Sure. Don’t worry — I’ve already said it — I’ll come eventually one way or another.”
He slowly pulled out and I winced as the edge of his head caught the opening on the way out.
“Next time will be easier, trust me — even if you find another guy like me. This is why I said I wouldn’t have taken you home if had known. I don’t like hurting women… It’s not always a blessing to look like I do.”
The grimace on his face was part sad, part proud.
“Must say you surprised me though. You’re deep even if I didn’t believe so from how it felt at first. I was almost in all of me and that doesn’t happen every time.”
His arms stretched out towards me and I crawled up against him. Head on his arm, back towards his chest, one of his arms around the waist. Searched a bit with one hand and pulled him up between my legs. Still hard, still hot from the blood inside. The warmth itself felt soothing and I felt another surge in my stomach — knew that I would have wanted more than what I got.
“Just want to feel you close, even if I can’t have you inside me.”
His arm pulled me closer to him and I felt his lips on my neck. The tone in his voice was only half-joking.
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