Becoming Heather, Pt. 01

Literotic asexstories – Becoming Heather, Pt. 01 by ytownohm,ytownohm
As I step out of the shower to begin my transformation, I grab the large white towel off of the rack and start to pat dry the very wet parts of my body, legs and arms. After getting moderately dry as I begin to wrap the towel around my body. I flip the towel over my head, covering my back, and ass. I grab another towel and gently pat my hair to soak up some of the water. I do have the luxury of being able to have long thick hair, though not as thick as it was in my 20s and 30s. I wrap my hair and stand up straight. If you are going to act the part you have to play the part.

I reach for the razor and shaving gel and sit down at the edge of the tub. I was careful not to dry my legs too much since wetter skin makes the razor glide easier. I apply shaving gel to my legs, lathering my legs one at a time. I grab the fresh razor and start down by my feet, one stroke at a time. First one leg then the other. Lathering up and touching up the area around my cock, I tend to keep that up so it never takes too much time. I remove the towel around my body and start lathering up my chest, the least favorite part of shaving. My favorite being the legs. Who doesn’t like to rub their hands over smooth legs? No matter what it seems my chest and stomach grow back twice as fast as everywhere else. I begin to think how far I came, how it started, and where I am going.

When did I become bi? Was it being in a sexless relationship? In your early 20s damn near every guy is horny as fuck. Its so much easier getting a horny guy regardless if they are bi or not. Guys tease each other all the time about sucking their dick, pulling it out and showing other guys to ‘scare’ them. Maybe even while watching a porno together the cocks come out and they masturbate. “Just don’t look!”. But everybody does. We always used to play with each others cocks. Wasn’t that normal? Was that it?

But as I sit I look back to the first real encounter… Yahoo chat rooms. Had a girlfriend at the time, if you want to call it that. We had a kid together. Refused to work. Was probably doing every guy in the building, at least the neighbor right above us. I do know that for a fact. The only real job she ever had while together was with him. He owned a restaurant, so she waitressed. But later found out that was just an excuse to get together. But I digress. At night when she was work I would check out some chat rooms on Yahoo. Usually “Ohio babes for sex”, “Hot Ohio Women, Couples 4U”. This particular night they were dead, but one in particular “Youngstown Bi Married Men”. 145 people??? I am bored. I need to chat with somebody anyway. So I hit ‘Enter Chat’, but a whole lot of nothing going on. For 145 guys there is no talking, but then it starts…. IM after IM after IM…. 12 of them in 5 seconds. All of them saying the same…

“Want to suck my dick?”

“Fuck me in the ass?”

Dick pic after dick pic. Never actually thought of doing anything like that before. Even though me and my friend Curt would play with each other, it was never sexual. No handjobs, or masturbating. Never cumming even. Hell I don’t even remember being hard, even though i am sure i was.

Getting all kinds of sexy messages, some nice looking cocks, I did notice I was nice and hard myself. Pretty difficult not to with all the sex talk about getting it sucked. So I take my pants down, pull out my cock and start stroking it lazily. Reading about how this guy was going to blow me the lines started to blur between genders. It wasn’t a man on the other end. It was just a mouth and tongue that wanted to do things to me that I have never had done to me before. Sure my “girlfriend” sucked my cock about as good as she thought you were supposed to do. She tried sucking my cock like she would a thick milkshake.

It wasn’t long until I felt the buildup in my balls, that familiar tightening. I started to feverishly jerk on my cock until I came all over myself. A rushing guilt and embarrassment came over me and I quickly shut the chat window without saying a word and shut down the computer. As I laid in bed that night ashamed at what I felt, I realized that I was stroking my hard cock again. I quickly came again, cleaned up and fell asleep before my girlfriend got home from ‘work’.

I stayed out of the chat rooms for a few weeks, mainly out of embarrassment, but had jerked off a few times going over that guys words in my head. How he would run his tongue up my shaft. Lick the pre cum from the head. Play with my balls until I came in his mouth. But sitting one night feeling lonely in need, I fired up the chat rooms again. “Ohio MILFS” empty. “Ohio Sluts” empty. But one in particular was hopping… “Ohio Noob Bisexuals”

I entered to more of the same. Multiple dick pics to my instant messages, all from married guys still in the closet, or just horny guys needing to get off. More messages wanting to see my dick, wanting me to suck on them. Then a familiar user…

“hey! Hru? I thought I scared you away”

Oh my God that was the same guy as a few weeks ago.

“No. Just something I never did before. Got embarrassed” I replied back.

So this conversation went more relaxed. Asking me where I was from, what I did, etc. He was a 39 year old recently divorced male. Damn near twice my age. His wife found out he was bi and quickly filed for a divorce since he “disgusted” her. Kinda harsh I felt, but whatever. So I tell him I am from Youngstown.

He says “No way! I am from Niles!”

Oh no, that’s only 10 miles away.

“So, would you like to meet?”

My heart sank. Never I thought.

So I tell him “I don’t know about that. I am pretty shy” and especially from someone I just had cyber sex with.

Of the same sex as well. But as the night wore on and after a few hours of just talking we both became a little horny, and I don’t know if it was weakness or the urge to cum badly I agreed to have him come over. Oh no, what did I just do? I just gave a stranger my home address. To come over and suck my cock.

Well, no turning back now I suppose. I get up off of the computer and take a quick shower, and I wait. And wait. It seemed like forever and then I notice a car pull in to the parking lot. My heart sank. Beating through my chest. A pit in my stomach as he knocked on the door. I peeked thru the peephole. Not a bad looking guy. Same height as me. Heavier set. Kind of starting to bald.

But I couldn’t open the door. Something was preventing my arm to rise up to open the door. I was frozen. He knocks again. I stood, petrified. What do I do here? He eventually just leaves and sits in his car for a few minutes. Started the car and left.

About 15 minutes later a ding on the computer. It was him.

“Dude. WTF?”

I didn’t respond. I just shut down the chat and went to bed. I really did feel horrible.

The next night I went into a different chat not wanting to see him. But lo and behold here he was.

“Hey man, what happened? Cold feet? I understand”

I responded “Sorry about that I really just froze and scared.”

“That’s OK I get it. Maybe another time. So let me ask you… Have you ever wanted to suck a dick?”

WOW. I cant lie and say it never crossed my mind when Curt and I had our playtime, but nothing was sexual about it. “Ummm, not really.” I lied.

“Well I would never force anyone to do something they didn’t want to do.”

I was so horny. I really need to get off. Should I just do some more cybersex, cum, and totally forget all this? Curiosity got the best of me and he convinced me to try.

“You’re not going to bail on me again, are you?”

“No.” I replied and shut the computer down.

It seemed like even before I realized it he was knocking at the door. What the Hell? Was he sitting at the corner this whole time? So I looked thru the peephole again, just to make sure it was him. This time it was easier to open the door and I slowly reached for the handle and opened it.

“Hello.”

“Hi, come on in.” I closed the door behind him.

I told him that if he wanted this to happen, that the less talk the better. So he agreed. I sat down on the middle of the couch and he sat to the left of me. We sat in silence for a few minutes until he said…

“Well, can I see it?”

I was so nervous I didn’t even know if I can get hard. But as I went to unbutton my pants I was about as hard as I ever had been to this point in my life. I unbuttoned them and started to pull them down. I stood up to remove my pants. I was careful not to wear underwear. Less hassle that way. I kicked off my jeans. Here I was. Naked from the waist down. In front of a complete stranger.

I was always embarrassed to be naked in front of people. On gym days in school I always would wait, or just hide and get changed in front of everyone. Didn’t play high school sports because I was scared to be naked in the shower with others.

But now I am standing there, my 7 inch cock, hard. He reached up and started rubbing it.

“Mmmm. Very nice”

I sat down next to him and he continued to rub it. I felt like I was going to explode. He leaned down and kissed the tip, my pre cum oozing out a little. Using the end of his finger he scooped up a little and tasted it.

“Mmm that’s good.”

I couldn’t say anything. I was leaned back staring at the ceiling. He leaned over again and put my cock in his mouth. Up and down ever so gently, but firm at the same time. Wow did this feel good. This is what a blowjob is supposed to feel like I thought.

He reached down cupping my balls. Stroking the shaft a little. He must’ve sensed that I was about to cum so he stopped and stood up.

He started to unzip his pants. He pulled his pants down and for the first time since I was in the bathtub I laid eyes on the first cock that didn’t belong to me. It wasn’t as long as mine. Maybe 5 inches, but thicker than me. He started to stroke himself a little bit.

He inched closer. Here was a hard cock, inches from my face. I couldn’t take my eyes away from it. I wanted to touch it but I couldn’t. I wanted to put it in my mouth, but I couldn’t. He leaned over a bit and started to rub me again. I looked at his cock again. So hard. The head so engorged with blood that it turned purple.

Then I don’t know what came over me, but I reached up and felt his cock. So hard, but soft at the same time. Warm. Was my dick that warm? I started stroking him. Slowly at first. Then a little faster, mimicking what he was doing to me. My balls started tightening as I neared orgasm.

He stopped and put his mouth over my cock, up and down a few times until it was all wet. I felt that he wanted me to do the same. I was sitting on the couch as he was standing there, hard cock in one hand, my cock in his other. Gently stroking. I leaned forward just a bit.

His cock so close to my face I can smell his scent. But I just couldn’t muster up the courage to go thru with it. My own orgasm was approaching rapidly. He reached lower to my balls and confirmed that I was close.

I started to really jerk him off now, almost trying to cum through him. I leaned back on the couch as my cock was ready to cum, taking my hand off of his dick. He started to jerk me harder and harder as his other hand was on his own.

Faster and faster he went as my cock started to cum. Spurt after spurt. It seemed like it went on forever.

All I heard was “Wow. Oh My God.”

I opened my eyes and looked down and my whole cock was covered in my own cum, his hand was coated with my sperm. I dont think I had ever cum so much in my life.

He scooped up some of it in his palm and started to jerk himself off. Faster now his cock was glistening with my cum. He started moaning and breathing heavier. And before I knew it he started cumming. Not nearly as much as me but it was hard to tell as it was still covered in my own, but his just oozed out and down on to the floor.

I reached for my pants and I put them on, unable to look at him. I got up and got him some paper towels for his hand. He cleaned up and put his pants on, walked over to the door. Nothing was said between us and he left.

After that I never seen him again, neither in person or in the chat room. I always wondered what happened to him. I didn’t even get his name. He obviously enjoyed it. I think. But he just disappeared. Maybe he changed his user name….

…I finished up shaving my chest and grab the lotion. Every gurl knows you need to apply lotion to moisturize. It soothes and nourishes your skin and avoids irritation. Nothing is worse than irritation on freshly shaven skin, especially legs while wanting to show them off. As I rub the lotion over my legs I am still thinking of him. I doubt we ever would have been a thing. I didn’t want that anyway, and maybe he feels the same. Maybe that’s the way he was. One and done. Not wanting a relationship. Will never know. After finishing with the lotion I grab my box of nail polish and leave the bathroom, shutting out the light.