Me: as I said b4 it’s ur own house u don’t need my permission. Feel it ur home.
Ayesha: thanks I knew u won’t say no infect u r the only one in the city whom I can trust coz other ppl always try to take advantage of me.
Me: yeah probably they will I mean why not u r good looking and alone you are a easy target for any frustrated bastard.
Ayesha: so I shouldn’t trust on u too coz u r also a bastard.(I know she was just kidding coz that’s what she always use to do)
Me: yap better be aware of me coz I am the desperado can rape u anytime hahahaha.(we both laughed)
Time being pass like always and she start being comfortable at my home as it was her own house i mean she was cooking food in my kitchen if she is hungry, she use to clean house often sometime even she use to get showers at my house if I wasn’t at home. She always use to come at my house at her break and I also never mind it coz she was the one whom I always thought my friend without any expectations. We two also had to go for the shopping for movie etc. and I was quite enjoying uk coz here no one was about to complain to her family about her and she was also enjoying her freedom. She was being little close to me for example in India she hardly use to touch me but here hugs and some other close body contact wasn’t a big deal for her.
One day I was doing something about network on my computer when she came door was open so she came put her hijab off and lay on the sofa. She was now in a long skirt and a white blouse. she was looking so tired so I asked her “are u ok” she said she was ok but tired coz she had more then usual work today but she finished it b4 lunch and coz dr. isn’t gonna be at clinic again for next few days so she got full free week. “wow that’s cool so r u going to india to meet ur parents?” I asked she replied “no not now one week isn’t enough I will go 3 months later for about 15 days”. I asked her why Dr. is off for a week. “he is going to Pakistan for attend a marriage function of his childhood friend’s daughter”
Ayesha: Dr. Khan care about his childhood friend so much. We were also so close to each other na? we never use to hide anything from each other isn’t it?
Me: yeah right and don’t know about u but I still don’t hide anything from you.
Ayesha: I also never hide anything from you but I doubt u tell me everything about u.
Me: I have no idea what u r talking about have u ever found something about me that I didn’t told u.???
Ayesha: yes you didn’t tell me about ur girlfriend yet.
Me: my girlfriend? Who told you I have got a girlfriend. That’s not thru.
Ayesha: now don’t tell me in those years when we weren’t in touch u didn’t found any girl.
Me: really I was so busy about my studies I never noticed any girl you are my first and last girlfriend. (soon I realized what I have said I could see her face in the mirror it was red a littlie I didn’t had any idea it was coz of anger or she was blushing ……to handle the situation soon I added few more words in my line ) yes I mean u r a girl and my friend too so u r my girlfriend we just don’t love each other else we are a couple. (And I winked at her)
Ayesha: how u r so sure I don’t love u. (she winked me back. I was feeling exited inside but my face was saying that I am amazed I didn’t expected these words from her soon she saw my face which was now on her side and next she laughed and said) by see ur face I guess u being serious I hope u know I am just kidding. (Now this was something that I expected from her I was disappointed a little but this was more like real so I turned back my face to my computer and said )
Me: if u will make fun of me again I will call ur father and tell them u being love with a non Muslim so she will call u back.
Ayesha: I will shoot a bullet in ur had if u will do anything like that. (she giggled )
Suddenly she stands from the sofa and came near to me. I was still busy making configure the network server. She came and stand back on my chair. I never felt her this much close b4 I can smell her perfume and it was really good feeling to feel her close her hairs were touching naked skin of my shoulders. When I felt that I stopped messing with computer and started waiting what she gona say or do.
Ayesha: what r u doing btw?
Me: I told u I am a network administrator.
Ayesha: I know that. I mean what r u doing right now?
Me: nothing important just doing some office work why?
Ayesha: I want to ask u something very seriously.
Me: don’t joke Ayesha and serious these two words can never be one in ur case. (And I laughed)
Ayesha: no really will u answer honestly?
Me: ok ok ask what u wana ask.
Ayesha: we know each other from more then 23 years tell me in this long period of time did u think about me as a girl.?
Me: what r u saying I always know u r a girl why will I think u as a boy lol.
Ayesha: nope u didn’t got what I am trying to say I am trying to say have u ever thought about me like a boy think about a girl?
Now this was something that I didn’t expected I will have to hear in my life. I didn’t knew what I should say coz that was truth she was a hot girl and I really fantasized about her ones maybe twice but on other hand whenever I fantasized about her I always felt so much guilt coz I fantasized about a girl who think me as her good friend. I didn’t knew I should say truth or not coz she will only notice that I fantasized about her she will never understand how much guilt I felt after fantasizing about her. I thought when she will know I had naughty thought about her she will get angry and I didn’t wanted to loose a friend like her but I didn’t knew how I can lie to her that she won’t catch me. I stand from chair and turn around to her. she was still looking me with questionable eyes. I start playing with words coz that was the only way to rid of from this topic.
Me: what kind of question is this? U doesn’t trust me?
Ayesha: what about trust? Yes I know u r my friend but u r a boy too and I am a girl we always spent too much time with each other it’s not unusual if u sometime get different kind of thoughts about me.
Me: ayesha what r u saying girl?
Ayesha: I am not saying anything I just asked u a simple question that u didn’t answered yet.
Me: you know you are my best mate it’s really a shame for me if I even dream like that.
Ayesha: this isn’t the answer of my question.
Me: I know there is nothing possible between us so I don’t hope for anything that isn’t possible.
Ayesha: yes I know there is nothing possible between us I am a divorced girl and maybe u like virgins.
Me: bullshit I don’t believe all that virgin thing I said nothing is possible between us coz be both from different religions and I know u have no feeling for me.
Ayesha : so is my religion a problem for u?
Me: no but it can be for ur parents besides why r we discussing our relationship? As u recently said we are just friends?
Ayesha: Hey listen up now I wana tell you something and this time I am not joking…..You and me we are together from long time as friends if there would be some other girl or boy they could be in love in this much big period of time very easily and I am not an exception I also love u vijay.( damn she love me? Wow these words were feeling like life in the deadland I wanted to listen those words again and again but had no time coz she was continue talking and I wanted to listen what she say next) yes I always loved you but I never told you coz you never showed any interest in me and we had several other problems too. But I can’t take it anymore I can’t hide my love for you vijay. Recently I realized life isn’t long as much we think so we should tell ppl whom we love that we love them. So I am telling you I love you most in the world. I know I am divorced and maybe it’s impossible for you to love me.( she had no idea how much I want her ) but still I wana admit I love you and plz don’t worry I don’t expect same from you I know u would like to love a girl who never got married b4. Now when I told u all that I feel for u and I just wanted to know what u feel about me but now I don’t wana know I think I know what u feel. Now when u knows all things it won’t be easy for me to be front of you coz you thought me as a friend and I got different feelings for you. I will always love you. Good bye. (b4 I could understand what’s going on she left my house )
I tried to catch her but she was left already I called her on her cell but It was off now I had no other choice but to go on her place. I drive fast and reached on her apartment. In the way I was hoping her to be on her house. I ringed her doorbell after a min. she opened door.
Now she was in a beautiful night gown. She saw me and I saw her she went in I also moved in to her house and close the door myself. Then I said
Me: why did u left.
Ayesha: I couldn’t stand there anymore.
Me: you didn’t gave me any chance to say anything.
Ayesha: I know what u wana say but try to understand I can’t help it I tried not to love you but I simply can’t help it.
Me: Ayesha listen I know we are good friends and the fact is I also love you a lot. Not from childhood as u do but I also feel so sad when u aren’t around me the day when u went to uk was one of the toughest day of my life. That time I didn’t know why I was so sad but now I know I was in love with u.
She was looking me now there was a glow in her eyes. She suddenly hugged me tight and I also embraced her in my arms. Her had was on my shoulder and my hands were on her back. She said “oh viajy u don’t know since when I wanted to listen those words” we stand in that position for about 2 min. and then break off. She was looking me and I was looking her I wanted to kiss her but I had no idea if she will accept it as love or lust but I couldn’t help it I grabbed her face from both of my hands (as I saw in the movies) I moved forward to her and start moving my lips on her lips. She didn’t oppose… after few a second I put my lips on her. This was the first kiss of my life. I was rubbing my lips on her lips when she opened her mouth and start licking my lips from the tip of her tongue now I knew she was trying to enter her tongue in my mouth so I opened my mouth and just at the next moment she did what she wanted. She moved her tongue in my mouth it felt soooooooooo good so I also put my tongue in her mouth and soon we were kissing crazy in French kiss style.
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