Literotic asexstories – Desensitisation Experiments by slave_whiteboi,slave_whiteboi
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While waiting for Princess to set a time to discuss my Toilet Training, I am trying out different approaches to help me accept my role as her toilet and overcome my strong aversion against it.
Last night I collected pictures of white subs worshipping their Black Mistresses’ bodies; predominately their feet, bottoms and pussies. I selected:
– a wide range of body shapes and sizes (I normally only choose bodies and faces that instantly attract me)
– black dommes
– white subs
– mainly males
– various type of body worship (including toilet)
I watched a slide show and looked at each photo for 10 secs, thinking of ways to:
– praise each Black Domme
– imagine I was the obedient white sub
– imagine I am eager to worship every black body
– imagine that as a white man, worshipping black is an honour
Normally I would choose women’s bodies that I find beautiful and I have been very particular about what I watch. So I had to find new adjectives to honestly describe each Black Domme and portray her as Superior. Adjectives like, strong, firm, awesome, fantastic, magnificent, overpowering, glorious came to mind.
I did find myself adopting a more positive reaction towards their magnificent Black bodies and was aroused.
The second experiment I did was to find a couple of Black, Domme scat-eating videos and watched the first one naked while gently fondling my cock. I became quite aroused and wanted to cum. (It would have been the second and last permitted orgasms for this week.)
I sat with my legs up and apart like the Domme in the second video as I watch the scat scene. I was quite aroused by the scene but I resolved not to cum unless I had:
– a piece of shit smeared under my nostrils
– chewed a piece of shit in my mouth
– and I had swallowed it
Then I would allow myself the orgasm and eat it (as is my obligation as slave).
I licked my fingers and went hunting between my legs for a piece of shit to play with. It took a while to push some towards my finger and once found, I proceeded to qualify for my orgasm. It was much easier to chew and swallow the shit than I had previously, despite it still being a vile taste. Its amazing just how much motivation a horny cock can provide.
I collected the cum, cleaned up and ate it as I have been ordered to do with all my cum.
As usual, the after affect was revulsion at what I had smelt, tasted and done. I did not want to repeat it again. However, I am sure that the aversion will diminish over time and if eating shit was to become a pre-requisite for an orgasm, I would find myself doing it again.
This is going to be a long hard journey.
Day 2 started as planned with my toilet sniffing and cleaning with time spent watching large black dommes and also white scat slaves.
i did find it a little easier to accept large black bodies but i still can’t say i find them beautiful. However, i found it easier to find positive adjectives.
Day 3 started sitting on the toilet which I always do, denying myself the privilege of standing when I pee. I turned up the Desensitisation pressure by also peeing on my fingers and licking all 4 clean and wiping my bottom with my fingers and sniffing them.
While this was unpleasant, I managed it with ease and limited disgust. I imagined doing this for a black Domme because that is my place beneath her.
I had an unexpected second degradation while eating my breakfast; I could still smell the shit on my fingers. I felt my degraded slave status bang in the vanilla setting with my very vanilla wife.
During the day, I went for the jog that my Mistress requires from time to time to loose belly fat and become fitter. i have never gone jogging until my Mistress chose to add it to my regular regime.
I also spent time looking for photos of Black Dommes to add to my collection. While i did relapse and kept wanting to choose pretty curvy body shapes i tried to select a variety of sizes. The more i look at the photos, the more i am feeling positive towards Black Women. However, did find it much harder to find relevant photos of black Dommes than White ones.
Day 4
I woke up without motivation to continue my Toilet Desensitisation Taining. I confess that I only sniffed my shit once. I think this is because I have not heard from my Princess yet. I am only doing it for her pleasure and I find it hard not knowing.
Day 5
My Princess contacted me and we had a discussion about my slavery and She had decided to be proactive with my toilet training and using different approaches (Wheelsping Tasks, Toilet Degradation Training, Regular contact, Pictures/Videos of Her Toilet content). This excites me and encourages me to being a better slave.
I am waiting for a picture of Her piss for me to look at while I drink my own.
This promises to be the start of a new and challenging phase of my slavery.
I am Princess’ devoted slave
white boi
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