Helpless by Casuallywritten

Ch 1. PreparationAva breathed in a deep breath, the crisp forest air filling her lungs and warming her heart and reminding her of days long past. She had always loved going out to the forest, the sound of birds in the distance and of the wind in the trees. There was something special about being alone in such a quiet and peaceful place. Today was the last day she would get to go out before winter came and it was too cold for her, the last day she would get to try her new gear before spring. She had been planning this day for a while, making excuses to get time off from work, and leaving home early in the morning so she could make the most of this trip.

Approaching a large oak tree she decided this was far enough, about 3 miles from the clearing she had parked her car in. Sighing contentedly, Ava dropped her backpack to the ground and quickly set to taking out her gear. Pulling out a large steel lockbox from her pack she placed it in between the roots of the oak, easy enough to reach but out of immediate sight in case anyone happened to be walking by. She then sorted out the rest of the bags contents, a leather body harness, handcuffs, ball gag, high heeled boots shaped like hoofs, a buttplug with a tail to resemble a deer tail, and to top it off, a vibrator that could be secured to the crotch strap of her body harness. Today Ava was going to attempt her most difficult self bondage session yet.

She had only discovered self bondage a year ago after a tough breakup. But ever since she read about it online, she had been hooked. The feeling of being so helpless and the risk of being caught, set her heart racing and turned her on like nothing else. But despite her best efforts things got boring at home, heck things even got a little boring at work too when she had tried it out. Today she was trying something new, something that would fill that yearning to feel helpless. Ava had chosen to take the next step and combine her love of selfbondage with her love of the outdoors. She chose to go to her favorite forest, a place she had spent much of her free time wandering and exploring growing up. She knew it like the back of her hand, and knew it was unlikely that anyone else was within 100 miles of her at this time of year.

Looking around nervously to make sure she was alone Ava quickly stripped off her clothes. Packing her hiking boots, shorts, tank top, sports bra, and panties in the lockbox by the oak. Already she felt turned on, simply by being so exposed out in the open. The light cool breeze ran over her pale naked skin, causing goosebumps over her perky c-cup breasts. A tingle ran down her spine at the thought about what she was about to do, about how helpless and exposed she would be.

Taking a look at her bondage gear, she decided to start with the body harness. Slipping her legs through the loops on the bottom she worked her way up tightening the straps as she went, securing the harness. The harness crisscrossed around her body, framing her breasts nicely and fitting snugly to her fit form. Picking up her vibrator she adjusted the controls to go off at random times at random intensity settings, for a random duration, before gently inserting it into her already dripping pussy and securing it into a little custom clip in the loose harness crotch strap. Next she reached for the butt plug, a stainless steel plug large enough to require a little effort to get in, but not so large that it immediately caused discomfort, with a faux fur deer tail fashioned to the end. As soon as she had seen it online she knew she had to have it for this trip, that and the boots shaped like hoofs. After all, ‘if you’re going to prance around naked in a forest why not look the part,’ she giddily thought to herself. Taking a moment to spit on the cool steel butt plug for lubrication, she crouched down to insert it into her asshole. Gently easing it back and forth, until she passed the widest point and it slid easily into her hole, sending a shiver up her spine. Reaching behind her she pulled the crotch strap up, threading the end of the tail through an O ring built into the strap right over her asshole to accommodate such things. Securing the strap the the main body of the harness, Ava looked behind her and gave her butt a little wiggle admiring the feeling of being so full, and the swishing of the tail.

Next she stepped into her boots, tying them off up her leg and making sure she kept her balance. The boots forced her heels up more than any high heels she had ever worn before, leaving her toes pressed into the hoof shaped sole of the shoes. Ava had practised wearing these at home before coming out to the forest and though strenuous she knew she could last at least a couple hours in them without too much pain. She suspected that walking through the forest in them might be quite difficult and force her to spend more time bound up and helpless. The thought of which only turned her on more.

Finally Ava reached down for the last 2 pieces, a simple black ball gag and a pair of padded handcuffs. Tying the gag tightly around her head, she dropped the key to the handcuffs into the lock box, along with her folded up backpack which contained her car keys. Shutting the lid the lockbox clicked. Now her clothes, car keys, and cuff keys were locked up in the box. The only way to get them back would be to make it the whole 3 miles back to her car where she had hidden the key to the lockbox, then make it all the way back to this tree to unlock the box and retrieve the handcuff keys and her belongings. All the while bound up, being tormented by the vibrator and probably in some level of pain and discomfort from the buttplug and high heels.

Taking a second to check all her straps and admire her work, Ava felt butterflies in her stomach. A mix of excitement, nervousness and arousal fluttering throughout her body. There was only one more piece, one last thing and she would be truly helpless until she retrieved the key to the lockbox from under her car, and returned to this spot. After a moment of hesitation Ava felt a light buzzing from inside her, the vibrator had started its first cycle. A low level vibration that set her clit tingling with teasing pleasure, it was just the encouragement she needed to make her mind up.

*click* *click*

And with that Ava’s hands were cuffed behind her back. She was completely bound now, her mouth gagged, her cuffed, her body hugged tightly by the crisscrossing leather body harness and her holes full with the low buzzing vibrator and tail plug. She stood uneasily on her hoofed boots, enjoying the feeling of being so exposed, a slight drip of her arousal running over her crotch strap and down her inner thigh as the vibrator buzzed away.

Ch 2. Exploration

The vibrator had stopped buzzing only a minute into her trip, with no particular rush and wanting to stretch this out as long as possible Ava decided to explore a little before making her way back to her car. She headed off in the direction of a nearby stream, roughly in the right direction to her car. It was a place she knew well and looked forward to exploring it in her new bound state. Walking was a little more difficult than she had anticipated, having to choose her steps carefully to avoid tripping on the smallest roots and stones. The boots leaving a trail of hoof marks in the forest floor. With each careful step in her heeled boots, her body shifted, the leather rubbing delightfully against her skin, tugging at her vibrator and pressing against her buttplug, teasing her and exciting her even more.

Even with her difficulty walking and the constant stimulation, exploring the forest like this was almost magical. Seeming to bring back the excitement and wonder that she had first felt walking through these trees the first time. Every step brough fresh breath into her lungs, she felt more aware of the nature that surrounded her, more alert from the risk of being caught. She felt ready to bolt at the slightest sound or hint of discovery, very much like a deer for which she had styled herself after. Adrenaline coursed through her body every time she heard a twig snap under her boots, and goosebumps rose all over her with each caress of the wind. Her nipples stood out hard against her breasts as they bounced between the leather straps, maybe next time she would look into some clamps, ‘adding a little pain might be fun after all’ she thought.

It wasn’t too long before the vibrator kicked in again, a little stronger than before but not enough to bring Ava to orgasm just yet. It did make it more difficult to walk though, making her legs feel weak with every movement, and each step pushing the vibrator and plug around inside her. A few times she had to stop to catch her breath, the exercise not being too strenuous but the stimulation making her pant through her nostrils unable to breath through her gag.

By the time Ava reached the stream she could feel the slickness of her crotch strap as it shifted with her steps. A steady drip of her arousal running down her quivering leg, and her breasts were damp from drool that had dripped down from her gagged mouth. She dropped to her knees next to the stream, already exhausted from her short walk over. It couldn’t have taken her more than 20 minutes but already she had growing doubts about whether a 6 mile walk like this was a good idea. Before she could contemplate her choices too much, the vibrator picked up its intensity, going straight from the moderate teasing she had been experiencing for the last 20 minutes to what might have been the highest setting it had. Ava gasped in shock at the sudden increase in stimulation, a muffled moan escaping her gag. Her body exploded with pleasure, the intensity of the vibrator driving her over the edge that had been building up as she had walked. She toppled over onto her side, her back arching and her body writhing in pleasure, the movement only serving to shift the vibrator deeper inside of her. The sensation of the dirt pressed up against her side, the smell of the fresh forest air, the shifting of the harness and above all the helplessness of how she felt in this situation bringing her orgasm to a peak, she cried out into her gag as her body shook.