I took a deep breath. Telling them my idea was going to take a lot of courage. “You’re not getting it, are you?”
****
The Blues were gathered at their encampment. A large wooden table was in the center of the camp, and the fifteen men were discussing their plans for the weekend–debating whether they would try to fortify their defensive strategy, take the offensive to the Reds, or come to a diplomatic solution. All of this however, was being done “off-game.” The Blues weren’t talking as the in-universe Blues, but as the real-life people. The game officially started in 10 minutes, at which point they would have to switch into character.
“So I heard that friend of yours is coming,” one of the guys said, addressing Malcolm’s gang. Of the fifteen Blues, seven were of the group of friends of Malcolm that I was also a part of. “The girl,” he added.
Milo, one of my friends, confirmed to everyone that I was indeed coming.
“That’s cool, we’ve never had a girl in the game,” one of them said, and the entire assembly nodded in approval.
“What is she going to play as?” another asked. “It would be cool if we could have a seductress. She could role-play as a kind of geisha, and use seduction methods to thwart the Reds.”
“Come on guys,” Milo said. “It’s not cool to jump to the conclusion that she should use seduction just because she’s a girl. As a matter of fact, she’ll be playing a warrior.”
“Is she gonna be wearing super skimpy armor?” another one of the guys asked, causing a few chuckles across the table. “I don’t wanna sound sexist but like, female warriors in fantasy are always half-naked.”
It was now Henry’s turn to come to my defense–he was also one of my good friends that I hung out with as the only girl in the gang. He said: “Ok, let’s make something clear, guys. Kylie’s more of a nerd and a geek than any of us here. She’s a bookworm library dweller type of girl–showing her ankles is too sexual and daring for her. That’s how she is and you’re all gonna have to respect that. Not only is she going to be a warrior, and fight among us as an equal, she’s gonna be wearing one of the typical armors Malcolm has.”
“I don’t know man,” one of the guys said, obviously disappointed. “We have a girl in the game for once, and she’s gonna be a warrior like the men, act like the men and dress like the men. Wouldn’t it have been cooler if the fact she’s a girl was emphasized more?”
Milo shrugged. “She decides her character, not us. As far as we’re concerned, we’ll treat her like she’s just one of the men. No making her feel separate or unique as the only female, O.K?”
The assembly would have nodded, if it wasn’t for the sudden whispering going across the table. A few were looking over in the distance, in the direction where the wooden cabin was. Everybody looked over in that direction, and began whispering more.
Everyone’s jaws dropped. Especially that of the guys in my gang, like Milo and Henry. They couldn’t believe what they were seeing. Malcolm was approaching along with Ryan and Collin, but there was someone else with them. Someone half of the assembly had never seen. That someone was a girl.
And that girl had metal cuffs on her ankles, held together by a chain, more cuffs on her wrists which were chained together behind her back, with a collar around her neck…
And nothing else. She was wearing nothing else. Only these metal restraints and chains. Otherwise, she was totally naked, bare as the day she was born, her bare feet walking on the grass, her breasts completely exposed, every inch of her body completely vulnerable and totally offered to the fifteen male gazes around the table.
They reached the table. The girl was flushed, breathing hard, and was looking down with an obvious air of extreme shyness, even shame, on her face.
“Please welcome Kylie to the game,” Malcolm said.
***
“Ok…” Malcolm said. This was after I had returned in the wooden cabin and given them my solution to our conundrum. “You claim that you’re actually willing to… to be completely naked for an entire weekend, around 30 guys, 7 of whom are your every day friends, wearing only these restraints. I’ll buy that for a second. But what is the in-universe explanation for you being kept naked while we’re clothed and armored?”
I told them we still had 40 minutes before the game started, so we had time to sit down and brainstorm. So that’s what we did. We sat down, and ideas began being thrown around.
“Maybe you’re a kind of druid,” Ryan said, “and you have to stay naked so you’re more connected to nature. Nudity connects you to Mother Nature, and you draw your power from her.”
I made sure to be polite and not tell him how lame I found the idea. I just shook my head and said: “I’m not into druid or magical characters.”
Collin’s idea was that I’d be nude because it was simply in my character’s religion or culture to consider nudity normal. I just sighed at the idea.
“But that wouldn’t explain the chains and collars,” I said.
“Then don’t wear them. Just be nude if you don’t want to break immersion with your modern clothes.”
“But if I’m just nude, it won’t look or feel specifically medieval. Iron chains and a collar will.” The guys didn’t seem to understand that I didn’t just want to be nude, I wanted to be nude… and chained and collared. I really wanted those.
I made it seem as is if I wanted those for the “medieval, ancient look” factor of the irons and the chains, but the truth was… Well, I wanted them for another reason altogether, but I couldn’t just admit it to them.
I noticed Malcolm’s thinking expression. When I asked him if he had an idea, he was very hesitant to say it. “It’s a really stupid idea, I don’t think you’ll like it…”
“Well say it and I’ll decide if I like it or not.”
He seemed kind of hesitant. “Well I was just thinking… it’s a medieval setting right? Values are different. And we’re all male warriors, a male-only mercenary band. Maybe they just look down on your character because she’s a woman. They don’t take the idea of a female warrior seriously, so they admit her into the war-band on the condition that she has to be kept naked and chained.”
I listened intently. “Like a status symbol?” I asked. “Of me being inferior?”
“Right. Something like that, but it’s a really dumb idea, forget about it.”
The other two agreed. “You came here to be a warrior, to be empowered,” Ryan said. “Your nudity should empower you somehow. The druid idea at least does that.”
“Yeah,” Collin added. “Forget about the chains, Kylie, no one will care.”
“I’m not letting go of the chains,” I declared, almost snapping at them, as I snapped out of my thoughts. I had replayed Malcolm’s idea in my head a few times, and my instincts were all flared up. “Let’s go with Malcolm’s,” I said. “I want that one.”
The guys gave me a dumbfounded look. “Huh? Why?”
“Because it’s… it’s…” I felt my cheeks go red with embarrassment. “I know it’s gonna sound weird but… it’s kind of hot.”
“Hot?” they said, and I instantly covered my face with my hands out of embarrassment.
“Urgh…” I groaned. “Yeah. I don’t know, there’s just something kind of hot about a girl trying to join a male group, and they keep her chained up and naked. Keep her in her place, submissive and everything.”
“Do you have submissive fantasies?” Collin asked.
“Always did. It’s my biggest turn on. I always get aroused at the thought of men subjugating me.” I noticed how they were looking at me like they were staring at an alien. “What?”
“Nothing,” Malcolm said. “It’s just that it’s a bit of a surprise coming from you. We didn’t think you were…”
“What? Capable of sexuality? I know I’m an asexual looking bookworm, but I have a sexual side too, you know? I’m more than just this side of me you always see, I’m more than… than this.” I looked down at my good-girl, model student clothing, and groaned.
So I got up, took off my shoes, my socks, pulled down my pants, and on I went, until I was completely naked in front of my male friends. I had never felt so liberated, and taking all that clothing off was such a relieving feeling that I didn’t even have time to feel embarrassed.
“Chain me up,” I said.
***
“Please welcome Kylie to the gang.”
They did. I returned their greeting, flushed and aroused beyond my mind. It was crazy to have fifteen male gazes ogling your completely naked body, seven of whom were your everyday friends. I even saw one or two of my classmates in the rest of the group.
“So, here’s some heads up for the role-play,” Malcolm said. “Kylie’s character is called Ellewine, she’s an elven warrior who wanted to join the Blues. We accepted her, but we’re a medieval society, right? And all males at that. We figured the most immersive thing would be to be straight up sexist about it, hence…” He looked at me.
Hence keeping the only girl completely naked and chained up, I thought. No need to hide the obvious.
“So, remember,” Ryan said. “In game, we’re keeping her naked and chained as a status symbol to keep her inferior and humiliated. The roleplay is that she wants to be one of the men, but we’re not letting her. Got it?”
Everyone nodded. Well, it was now time to officially start the game. Everyone went into their characters, and they began speaking about the battle plans not as players in a LARP event, but as genuine soldiers in a genuine medieval setting.
Malcolm gestured for me to sit down on one of the chairs, but I refused. It wouldn’t have fit the roleplay we were going for, with me being kept inferior as the warband’s only female. I didn’t want to be one of the men, or even feel like that, I wanted to feel completely kept apart and segregated. Much of it was already working: being kept completely naked while all the men were fully clothed, it gave me such a strong sense of being kept apart and segregated within a power hierarchy where I was the lowest. But I needed more.
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