“Hey, what can I say, I can’t pass up an offer to cuddle.”
She laughed and pulled his head down into a kiss that was much longer and way more sensual than the one she had given him earlier that evening.
Her apartment was a small one bedroom with a few paintings on the walls and a dining room that doubled as half of the living room. She had a small entertainment center against one wall and a small kitchen across from the entry way. A couch sat across from the entertainment center and behind it was the table she ate on, although a lap top sat on it as well. Beyond the living room was her bedroom with an attached bathroom. She dragged him straight across the living room to the bedroom.
“I would offer to watch a movie, but I am way too tired. I would just fall asleep right away.” She said.
She turned on a lamp next to her bed and dropped into it in a full backwards swan dive. Then she quickly pulled the covers up over her and peeked out at him from beneath the sheets.
Jacob lifted up the covers and climbed into bed next to her. She immediately rolled over so that she was on her side facing him and put her arm across his chest.
“I really am glad you are here. I hate to sleep alone.”
She looked into his eyes and realized what she had just said.
“Ummm, but I always do. It’s not like I have a bunch of guys sleeping in this bed every night. You really are the first one.”
“Really?” Jacob said sounding a little skeptical.
“Yes really.” She said sounding annoyed. “I shared a room with my sister back when I lived with my parents. I am not used to sleeping by myself.”
“Oh….. well that makes sense.” Jacob said.
He chalked it up to her being nervous, but he really hoped she had only accidentally said the whole ‘hating to sleep alone’ thing. She had tried really hard to cover it up and he really didn’t want to be just another notch in her bedpost.
She looked into his eyes with what he thought was true anger and he immediately wished he had kept his mouth shut. But then her face softened back to the same smile he was used to and she went back to talking.
“Ah I’m just messing with you. I should have worded that first part better. It really did sound like I just invited people over so that I didn’t have to sleep by myself.”
He smiled back and she cuddled closer to him and put her head on his shoulder. He slid his arm underneath her neck so he could hold her close and the two of them lay there in silence for a short while.
“……..so” Jacob said trying to break the silence. “Did you mean to send me that other text?”
“What the one about me being horny?” she said bluntly.
“ye…yeah.” Jacob said weakly.
“Yeah I meant to send it to you. I am horny. I haven’t had sex in 22 years.”
Jacob took a moment to process this. He realized what she was saying and quickly tried to think of something good to answer with.
“I’ve just been thinking. When I was in high school, I had boyfriends but I never did anything because I didn’t want to be thought of as a whore. I was scared to be part of the group of girls that quote, ‘put out’, because word traveled fast around my school. Now I’m in college and things seem to be completely flipped around. I want to explore but I also want to be careful. To be honest, I am not looking to lose my virginity, but I am looking to expand my horizons just a little bit.”
She had been looking into his eyes during most of this but as she got to the end she looked up at the ceiling fan.
“So, what exactly are you saying?” Jacob said turning to look at her. She kept her stare on the ceiling and he found himself looking at the side of her head.
“I’m saying, I am in college. I have never even seen a dick. My girlfriends have all lost their virginity and then some. They make fun of me on a daily basis. But I’m not going to give up everything of my innocence just yet. I want to do this one step at a time and at my own pace.”
Jacob frowned at her and she finally turned to look him in the eyes.
“I think you are cute, and the way you act so shy makes me think you are a sweet guy too. I don’t want to lose my virginity, but I don’t want to be so innocent either. I wouldn’t trust some big douche bag jock to give me what I am looking for so I thought maybe I could trust you.”
“What is it you want from me?” Jacob asked looking back at her.
“Well…..” she said pausing to put the words together. “I just told you I have never even seen a dick. I would like to see yours…. play with it, maybe even touch myself with it. But I want to be completely in control.
She sat up in bed and looked down at him. He was staring back up at her with a concerned look in his eyes. He didn’t know whether he should jump for joy or feel used. She could tell he was mulling it over in his brain and took this as an opportunity to further explain herself.
“I want to do this, but I don’t want to lose control of the situation. Like I said, you look like a nice guy that would not take advantage of the situation. I want to stay a virgin, but I want to touch a penis. The thought of that makes me so wet. But from what I hear, guys can get really turned on and if I’m touching your penis but not letting you put it inside of me, well, you might get frustrated. I only want to go so far.
Can I trust you to let me be in control and not want to take things too far?”
Jacob couldn’t believe what he was hearing. In his mind all he heard was that she wanted to use him. That was all there was to it.
Part of him felt like this should be every man’s dream. The other part felt like he should just do it, because he would do anything for her. And the last part of him just felt like he was a piece of meat. He was flattered that she trusted him and didn’t want to do anything to betray her trust but he was starting to wonder if the reason she had summoned him here tonight had anything to do with a lasting relationship. It sounded more like he was just a sweet guy that would let her play with his dick.
As much as he wanted to isolate and cater to the part of him that was a romantic and a one woman man he couldn’t help but acknowledge that another part of him was also tugging away at his brain. Part of him had come over here simply because of her text message stating she was horny.
He would let this part of him take over for the moment. But part of him still wished that he was here because she genuinely wanted to be with him for something besides a sexual encounter.
“How do you know I am not the kind of guy that would take advantage of this situation?” He asked.
“Because I have been watching you, almost as much as you have been watching me. I am taking a little bit of a risk but I will go ahead and say that I trust you. Besides I don’t plan on taking off my pants until I have tied you down thoroughly.”
“What!?” Jacob blurted out while turning his head to look straight at her. It took Jacob a moment to realize what she had said. Now he felt a little bit alarmed but he went along with it.
“Yeah that would pretty much take most of the riskiness out of your end of the situation.” Jacob said. “You really thought this through.”
“So what do you say? Are you in or out?”
Jacob was on the spot. A gorgeous woman wanted to perform her own sexual experiment and needed to use him as her male guinea pig. Somehow his romantic side was still screaming out to him and he tried one more time to see if there was anything more to this than just touching and playing. “Will I get to see you again after we are done?” He asked.
“I said you were cute right? I wouldn’t mind seeing where this goes afterwards.”
“Alright.” He said, relaxing a little bit. “What do you want me to do?”
“Ok, rule one.” She said getting off of the bed. “My clothes don’t come off until you are tied down and I am satisfied that you cannot escape.
“Fair enough, but I have a rule as well. If you are planning on taking pictures of me or letting a bunch of people burst into the room and laugh at me while I am naked or helpless, you better tell me now or I will forever call you a liar and do my best to expose you to the school as a fraud.”
She just laughed at this worthless threat and continued.
“I am to remain in complete control throughout this whole thing. I am not like other girls. This is just the way I have decided to familiarize myself with the male body. You will lay there and not move. No thrusting, no re positioning, and no trying to escape. I may put myself in a position where my pussy is touching your cock……. This is not an invitation to penetrate me…….understand. I have thought about doing this for a long time and I have a pretty good idea of what I want to do.”
Jacob nodded.
“Are you ready to do this?” she asked looking into his eyes.
He took a deep breath and then sighed. “I guess so.”
He stood up out of bed and slowly took his shirt off. She sat in the middle of the bed and looked at him with an amused smirk on her face. He was very slender and his abs showed giving evidence that he often worked out. He took his pajama pants and boxers off at the same time revealing that his penis and balls were freshly shaven.
He suddenly felt the need to explain himself.
“I uh…. Was on the swim team. It just feels weird if I let it get hairy down there. I will probably keep it shaved till the day I die.” He chuckled awkwardly, then tried to play it off as a cough.
“I like it.” She said looking him up and down.
He was by no means small in the man hood department. He knew this from being in the locker room after swim practice. He also knew just by comparing bulges in the speedos of his team mates with quick glances at swim meets that he was of above average size. The only thing he was embarrassed of was the fact that not a curly hair could be found on his package.
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