Extreme pain exploded through Belle. She grabbed Matt’s shoulders and dug her nails into his flesh. He stopped and mouthed, “I’m sorry” and waited for the pain to subside before moving.
Belle lost all thought of how romantic this should have been and tried not to think of how much it hurt for him to move in and out of her. Her tightness enveloped Matt’s thickness and within a few minutes it was over.
Matt kissed the tears streaming down Belle’s face. He held her tight to him and waited for the tears to stop.
“I had no idea it would hurt you this bad,” he said. “It will get better.”
Belle nodded wondering how anyone would ever want to do that again after that first time. She knew all those authors lied in their books. There were no fireworks. No music playing in the background.
There was only pain and hurt. She waited 20 years for this and didn’t want to ever have any part of it again.
They each dressed and sat on Matt’s bed. After the initial shock wore off of their act, Belle began to relax and couldn’t believe she was no longer a virgin. Her face glowed and she couldn’t stop smiling. She decided she would have to try it at least one more time before swearing off sex forever.
And she did. And sex is still very much a part of Belle’s life. That first time had to happen.
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