Part 5
A few weeks after the incident, my bruises where nearly all gone and my ribs didn’t ache anymore. So I knew that I will be able to go and work and the Minx club. I missed dancing, and I missed all the girls. I walked into the kitchen and I realized that I still needed to get the guys to stop being my body guards. I hated how they followed me everywhere, The wouldn’t even let me rid Lectra, unless they where following behind me in a car, or On the bike with me. I was going crazy.
As I sat down and poured myself a bowl of cereal, Paul grabbed a spoon and helped himself to some of my breakfast. “Dude really, my food isn’t poisoned its a new box of cereal.” i say taking my breakfast back off him. Nate walked into the living room, shirtless, and soaking wet. Looking at him like this was getting me all hot and bothered. I really want to fuck him again. But since the night after I bailed Nate out from jail, he has really been distant towards me. He never says anything to me unless he has to.
I left the room feeling the icy tension. I sat in my room for a moment before I began to get myself ready for my shift at the studio, when my phone started to ring. “Hello Roxie speaking.”
“Roxie baby, Its me Devon.” a posh voice says down the phone.
“Devon, oh my god, how are you, hows Kyle and the baby.” I asked. My funny cousin Devon is currently living in Paris with his husband and son, and has been a few years since we last had a heart to heart. “So when do I get too see my beloved Devon.” I said mocking his accent.
“Well I don’t mean to surprise you, but I am here in Plymouth. So how about to night.?” He says
“Oh, I’m working tonight. At the Minx club.” I said, my voice filled with guilt.
“Well I shall meet you there my Darling.” he said and hung up. I finished getting myself ready for work and walked into the living area I never seem to turn heads with these guys. My shift at the studio was short as everyone was making sure that I wasn’t pushing myself too hard, and they were taking everything in baby steps which I was getting sick of. when I had locked up the studio, I made my way over to the minx club.
As I walked into the clubs side door, I was met with hugs and kisses off all the girls, until Lottie had pulled me away from the crowd, and started to help me get ready. “you ready for tonight then hun?” she asked as I pulled up my stockings,something shiny had caught my eye on her wrist and I looked at confused. “It’s from Paul, Isn’t beautiful. He is an amazing man.” she says I nodded not wanting to know anything else about Paul.
“the sex is amazing, and he is big.” she says winking at me.
“No more i just ate” I teased, curiosity got the best of me though, “How big is big?” I asked in a hushed voice
“ten.” she said and I looked at her with surprise.
“Damn, the boy is packing.” I said laughing, she lightly shoved me and we continued to giggle for awhile.
“what about nate?” she asks
“what about him?”
“well, what is happening between you guys, one moment your hot for each other, the next your cold.” i sighed.
“I don’t know, I really dont. all I can say is that I really wanna fuck him again..” we continued our little gossip and soon it was time for me to hit the stage. What i didnt realize, that it was a full house as everyone couldnt wait to see me again. As the music started I felt at home. I smiled kissed his cheek and looked up to see Nate walking out the club. What was his problem.
I left the guys at the bar while in the changing room I was with Devon and Lottie, talking about the last few months. about my drama Lottie’s sex life and Devon’s life in Paris. we went to the bar and while the other two had beers, i stuck to coke. I had no idea where the other guys went until Paul had Lottie in her arms and was kissing her passionately. Kevin was beside him rolling his eyes.
“where is Nate?” i asked wondering where he was i really needed to talk to him. Kevin shrugged and i introduced everyone to Devon and we all made our way back home laughing and talking. When we got home Paul and Lottie went to bed, Kevin watched tv and i was showing Devon around,we came up to my room and on opening the door we saw Nate and a random girl fucking like rabbits in my bed. i screamed at the sight and everyone came running and saw the now interrupted couple in action.
I slammed the door shut and stormed into the living room seething with rage, Paul and Lottie went and hid in his room, while Kevin and Devon went to the kitchen to and made themselves a drink. The girl Nate was just fucking walked out the room, mumbled some apology and quickly left. Nate followed looking pissed off at me. “What the fuck were you doing in my bed, with her?” I asked him trying unsuccessfully to keep my calm.
“Your angry at me for moving on, when your openly flirting with that posho over there” pointing to Devon.
“Moved on what the hell are you on about. I haven’t moved on. That posho as you call him, is my cousin Devon, who is visiting from paris. and i was not flirting with him, because he is a gay man, with a loving husband and kid. and if you bothered to stay around this evening you would have known that.” I said looking at Nates dumb struck face. Devon was by my side and simply hugged me and left, while Kevin sat on the sofa and watch Nate and me argue even more.
“Sorry.” He mumbled.
“You should be sorry, and sleeping with another woman in my bed. how could you.” I say fighting back the tears of rage.
“you say it like i was cheating on you, we fucked once. and there was that thing in the bathroom, but that was it.”
“Well it might of not been a hole lot but it meant something.” i say staring at him.
“I cant do this, I cant be your hero.” he says
“I didnt ask you to be my hero, I just warned a friend. I never asked for any of this and now your making me feel like this was all a miss understanding, a mistake.”
“It was a mistake Roxie, we should of never of done what we did.”
“well Im sorry Nate,. My dad dies and i use that as a way to fuck you, I get raped and use my money to bail you out because you got the guy who did it, im sorry that all this stuff has inconvenienced you, and made you feel something.” I say tears falling down my face. I stepped forward and looked at him. “I cant do this.” and walked to my room, slamming my doors, and in my solitude i began to cry, for the first time in months I cried.
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