Painful Past! (Femdom smut)

Literotic asexstories – Painful Past! (Femdom smut) by QueenBeeWrites,QueenBeeWrites
F/N’S P.O.V~

“I saw him again, I didn’t even look at his face but knew it was him. I thought it would not affect me that much, but no, I was wrong, it got me beaten. Knowing that he was there around me was soul-wracking.”

He heard me saying all those stuff quietly, I can see he was hurt, that my ex still affects me in a lot of ways, but how can you not feel pain when it’s there, hiding in the deepest corner of your heart and soul?

I cried in front of him, squeezing in his arms, holding onto him tight, I just cried. I felt like dying because the pain was too much to bear, but when I saw tears in his eyes, that was the moment I knew that no matter what.

I have to live for this guy and be happy. I can’t keep being upset about my past, it’s about time.

I move on with my life and live with this amazing person in front of me, who never left my side, even when it was easy just to let go of me but he didn’t.

But instead, he loved me more every time he saw me shattered, he made me feel secure and cared for every time I felt like quitting. Life is tough but it can be a little easy with him.

M/N P.O.V~

It hurts every time I see her cry, I just want to take her pain away. I want to do something for her, make her feel loved, make her believe in me, and don’t ever think about leaving me in doubt that I’d be the same as her ex.

At the moment when she had tears in her eyes, I couldn’t think about anything else but just kissing her. Would that make her forget about him, would that make her pain go away? would that help her even a little?

“You don’t have to think about him anymore, you have me.” I tried to ease her with my words, while she listened, bundled into my arms, on my chest.

“I want to help you, I want to make you happy, I hate when I can’t see a smile on your face. I know it hurts, I know you can’t stop crying, but I want to help, I want to make it better for you.” I softly said into her ears, as I caressed her. Her grasp was tight as if she’d been afraid of me leaving her.

I know this fear will never leave her head, because of that bastard, but I’ll make her believe, I’ll make her doubtless.

“You know I’ll always be here, even if you don’t want me around, I’ll be here. I’ll wait for you to come back home from work, I’ll cook for you, I’ll pamper you.

I’ll be quiet when you don’t want to hear me, I’ll talk when you want to hear me.”

Finally, she lifted her head, looking into my eyes as I pour my heart out. Finally, she’s wiping her tears away and touching me the way I want her to, the way she’d feel better.

“I love you and will always love you and only you. You’re the only one for me, you might not believe me but I’ll try my best to make you believe in me.

You are different, you need to be treated differently and I’ll do that, and most of all, I’ll be a y-your g-good boy.”

Her eyes sparkled as I uttered my last words, “You’re not lying are you?”

“I can never do that, I can’t lie to you.”

“Then can you be my good boy and love me, just love –.”

She urged which made me kiss her before she could say anything else.

F/N’S P.O.V

I felt his soft lips on mine, pulling me close to him, his hands asking for permission to touch which made me pull him on me.

His kisses trailed down my neck, and down more on my body, he nibbled as he moved his lips, gentle yet greedy.

I could feel how much he respects me, how much he loves me. Pulling down our clothes he watched me as my swollen eyes asked for his touch.

Today it’s not about who’s in charge, it’s all about how much he can love me, how much he can compromise for me. How much he’s willing to be my good boy.

Felt his slippery tongue on my thighs, his hands on my waist, as he looked up at me asking for permission again as I nodded.

I felt his jawline near my entrance, soft lips on my clit, moving softly. Playing with the wetness, I could hear the sounds of his lips and mine.

Pleasure made me curl up my toes, stretch my body and throw my head back, as I grabbed onto his hair. I could hear him whimper in between, trying to suck more, shifting his tongue, he dug his nails into my thighs.

The pressure of his tongue was too much for me to handle which made me push his head deeper, giving him no second to breathe.

The moment I felt myself reaching the end, I pulled his face away, bringing him close to my face.

“You’re such a good boy, M/N.”

M/N’S P.O.V~

Her fingers grazed my neck, pecking my lips when she called me a good boy. I get excited every time she calls me that and happy too just like a kid who’s gotten his favorite candy.

I felt her pulling me close to her, kissing me intensely, and running her hands on my hair as she bites me here and there. Her tongue moved on my skin once in a while, her nails digging into my back.

Her skin felt so soft, she shivered a little every time I touched her. Making me suck on her nipples, she made me beg not through my words but by the way I acted.

And the next movement she was on top of me, biting my neck, licking the bruises that she’s given me before.

She moved down, sucking and playing with my skin, I could feel her wetness on my thighs.

A sharp pain welcomed my moans, tensing up my nipples, swollen and marked chest as her territory.

She would ask me to moan her name while she teased me on my hard crotch, touching and jerking it with faintness.

“It’s about time I feel you inside me.” My eyes snapped as she smirked and said that, making me nod like a crazy puppy.

I gently flipped us over, seeing her under me as she smiled at me, she was still a little down, but not sad at least and I’m sure after this she’ll feel great again.

That’s how she is, she just needs something to hold onto and I’m going to give her every reason to be happy.

Her arms held me, putting her arms around my neck as I pushed myself in her, I saw her tensing up and breathing fast which made me moan her name again.

“Are you my good boy?” she asked as I pumped in her, breathing at the same time as her. I whimpered as I nodded, thrusting at a slow speed.

“Words, baby, words.”

“Y-yes, I-I am a y-your good boy, and I-I’ll always be.” I couldn’t talk because of the pleasure which made me gulp down hard every time I would speak.

With a slow and steady pace, I thirsted in as I felt her tight grasp on me. Pulling my head back, she’d kiss me every time I felt like slowing down.

F/N’S P.O.V~

His thrusts hit the deepest part of my vagina, I’d push him closer to me whenever he’d call my name like he was asking for more, I love teasing my boy.

I kept the slow speed for a while to tease him while I sucked his nipples, they were swollen and pink, with slight marks of my teeth on them.

I kissed his chest gently to weaken him, which would make him irritated for more and beg me like a good little puppy.

His puppy eyes shifted from the ceiling onto my eyes, asking for more as his lips escaped those lustful, gasps and whimpers.

“You want it?”

“Y-Yes please, g-give me the permission t-to go faster, I-I can’t take it anymore F/N, please.”

“Hold me tight when you do it.” He started thrusting faster and harder as I said that, hugging me tight, moaning again and again, and the only word that escaped his mouth was my name, which made me feel relieved.

It made me feel like I had someone to wait for me, look out for me, care for me, and beg for me. I had someone who’d do anything I asked him to.

He not only made me feel his lust for me but his admiration, love, and that he can never leave me.

As he thrust like a hungry lustful puppy, I found myself reaching the end, his thrusts were also getting intense and harder like he was trying not to cum.

“Are you about to cum, baby boy?”

“Y-Yes, but I-I can’t I don’t have your p-permission.”

“Then ask for it.” He lifted himself, begging to cum, “I c-can’t control i-it anymore, p-please F/N let m-me cum. I p-promise to be your g-good boy.”

I pulled him close as he begged into my ear and I whispered back, “cum for me good boy.”

We lay comfortably as I held his face close to my chest.

“Can you promise me that you’ll be only mine, you’ll never love anyone else, promise me that you’ll be mine for the rest of your life?”

I asked as he lifted his head to look at me, I thought this was the moment he realized that I love him as much as he does.

He cried, sniffing like a five-year-old, calling himself my good boy. “I love you, I love you so much, I can never leave you, you know that right?

Good boys can’t leave the ones they love so much.” He cried at me like an innocent kid.

“I do, I do know that. I love you too baby boy!”

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