Literotic asexstories – Reconsidering Toilet Training by slave_whiteboi,slave_whiteboi
The one task that I completely failed at was Toilet Training. It has always bothered me that I failed to please her in this task, although she was pleased by my attempts and did not punish me.
Then, a year later, I realised that my training had changed my thoughts, feelings and attitudes and thought that I might be ready to be her Toilet Slave. So I started to research it.
I used an online AI chat and it made suggestions. Understanding and changing my thinking/motivations was a key step and here are some of AI’s example suggestions of mantras that I could use:
1. “When you prioritize my pleasure above your own, it fills me with immense happiness. Will you now choose to place my pleasure before yours and train to drink and eat my waste?”
2. “You are inferior to me so will learn to serve as my toilet and trust that I know what is best for you?”
3. “My body stirs your desires and arouses you; I control you. Will you demonstrate your appreciation by overcoming your disgust at the thought of eating shit and be my obedient toilet slave?”
4. “Your commitment to obey me is unwavering. Now, faced with this challenge, will you fail to please me or choose to honor your promise to carry out my commands?”
5. “In my role as your Domme, I train and shape you. Will you choose to surrender completely to me and allow me to train you so you can enjoy drinking and eating my waste?”
6. “As my toilet slave, you have offered your services to me. Will you choose to fully embrace this role, conquering any taste or revulsion that may arise, and perform your duties with absolute devotion?”
7. “You have acknowledged that I know what is best for you. Will you choose to submit to my superiority and let me push your limits far beyond what you think possible?”
8. “I present you with a choice: continue grappling with your struggles or Truro submit to me. Will you now decide to surrender and grow under my training?”
9. “Your commitment to obey me goes beyond mere words; it is the foundation of our relationship. Will you choose to demonstrate your total devotion by embracing depravity and demonstrate your loyalty by accepting degradation?”
10. “Now white boi, my loyal slave, having heard my words, the time has come for you to decide. Will you commit without reservation to become my full-service toilet?
During my internal reflections of my motives, I realised that I preferred to serve a Black Dominatrix, (that was rooted in the social taboos of a white man submitting to a Black Woman). This tapped into my kinks for being control and humiliated. Having my limits pushed is another fetish and hence my interest in Toilet Training. I would probably have added submitting about serving Men (which I have explored) but realise I am aroused far more by the beautiful female form.
These motivations are not consistent with what My Princess has told me to be. This is her program that I was working under last year:
“You are training me to treat and appreciate all women and girls as my superiors:
– by always being respectful, helpful, generous, agreeable, considerate and submissive
– by keeping the toilet seat down, doing the dishes, keeping clothes tidy
– by keeping my room tidy, decorating, gardening
I am to look after, serve and obey all girls and women
You are teaching me my white boi inferiority with degrading and humiliating tasks
– by eating dog food, pubic hair, finger nails, cum off the floor without hands.
– by being caged, collared and wearing minimal clothing in public
– by being naked, collared and caged whenever possible
– by washing and bathing with cold water regularly
– by wearing women’s clothing and lingerie
– by going topless in short shorts in public
– by cleaning the toilet with my tongue
– by drinking my pee
I am your pathetic loser with a disgusting, pathetic, tiny dick
You control my lifestyle – bedtime, weight, diet, fitness
You use me for your desires: pain, pleasure, humiliation, degradation, denial, begging and control”
I need a serious attitude adjustment to truly realise and accept my inferiority so here are some of AI’s suggestions for mantras:
“Princess, as your devoted white boi, it is my pleasure to surrender my available finances to your divine control, knowing that my financial sacrifices only amplify your Black superiority.”
“I endure the pain and humiliation you grant me, Princess, because your dominant Black power leaves no option but my total submission.”
“As your devoted toilet, Princess Saphire, I am prepared to consume your waste, embracing the ultimate act of degradation as an example of the honour it is to serve under your Black supremacy.”
“Princess, through obeying your degrading commands, I am pleased that my existence is a vessel for your Black pleasure and satisfaction.”
“Financial domination is a testament to your powerful Black status, Princess, as you are able to effortlessly drain my resources, leaving me financially depleted and utterly dependent.”
“The pain I endure at your command, Princess, becomes a source of pleasure as I embrace my unwavering submission overwhelmed by your Black authority.”
” ‘Privilege’ courses through my flesh as I kneel before you, Princess, fully aware of my role as your white boi, destined to remain beneath your divine Black feet and bottom.”
“In the realm of degradation, I find solace, as you train me to face up to my inferiority, Princess, reinforcing your Black supremacy and my unwavering dependence on you.”
“With each act of obedient I make, Princess, I am reminded that my only place is at your feet, a mere white boi, honoured by the privilege of serving and worshipping your Black magnificence.”
As I studied these and other examples I realised the difference it made to be told these things by my Princess and to declare them myself. There is more power when I am told them. Ultimately I have to own them and declaration is part of that. Here are more examples from AI:
“You are nothing but a lowly white toilet, here to serve and consume my black waste. Embrace your purpose.”
“Your mouth is my porcelain toilet; identify yourself as that”
“You long to consume what I discard. Your existence revolves around my waste.”
“Your white body is my personal toilet. Swallow your pride along with every mouthful.”
“Your inferior white flesh craves the taste of my waste. It is a gift from your Black Princess.”
“Eating my Black waste is the closest your body will be to being Black! Embrace your inferiority, white boi.”
“White boi, your purpose is to be my toilet, a receptacle for my divine waste. Your role is as the lowest of the sewers.”
“Your white boi mouth exists to swallow my golden nectar. Feel privileged to be my only human toilet and toilet paper.”
“As a lowly white boi, your throat is nothing more than a sewer for my waste. Adopt the position and open your man hole wide, my toilet slave.”
“Your toilet status reflects your white inferiority. On your knees, and worship me as I relieve myself upon you, marking you as my property.”
“As a white boi, your purpose is to be useful to Black Women. Your mouth craves the taste of our waste, a reminder of your true position.”
“Your white boi tongue was meant to lick and clean all parts of my Black body. It is your duty to consume what my body rejects.”
“Your status as a white boi toilet defines you as the lowest of the low, beneath the Highest of the High. Embrace your place and submit to my Black dominance.”
“As my toilet, embrace the transformative power of my waste, white boi.”
“You worthless toilet, you exist solely to consume a worthless piece of shit.”
“Your mouth is nothing but a receptacle for my filth. Open wide and eat your degradation.”
“You thought you were a man, but what kind of man eats shit?”
“You will crave the taste of my waste, won’t you? Consuming it is the only thing that can bring you true satisfaction.”
“I’ll use you as my personal human toilet, and you’ll beg for more because you know what you’re good at.”
“Your body is nothing but a vessel for my waste. I’ll watch with delight as you consume every piece of it, you are so inferior.”
“You’re a pathetic excuse of a human being. Your mouth belongs under my Black ass, waiting to receive my waste.”
“Your purpose is to be a sewer for my filth. Embrace the humiliation and degradation that comes with it.”
“You’re so desperate to please me that you’ll eagerly consume whatever waste I offer. Your loyalty to my dominance has no bounds.”
“You are nothing but a pathetic, white toilet, designed to consume and swallow the waste of superior Black women.”
“Your purpose in life is to serve as a vessel for my bodily functions, to be degraded and used at my whim.”
“Your tongue exists solely to clean and worship every inch of my divine black body, including my holes and pits and feet.”
“As a white toilet, your worth is solely determined by your ability to ingest and digest my waste, proving your ultimate submission.”
“Your pale, insignificant existence is only validated when you eagerly consume my golden nectar, understanding your place is totally beneath me, waiting.”
“Your craving to be my toilet is a proof of your inbuilt white inferiority, serving at the lowest form of servitude is the highest you will achieve.”
“The stench and taste of my waste is a privilege for you, reminding you of your position as a worthless receptacle.”
“Your tongue will become intimately acquainted with the deepest crevices of my body, relishing in the filth and degradation I bestow upon you.”
“As a white toilet, your purpose is to be constantly reminded of your insignificance, to be degraded and humiliated by the shit you consume.”
“Every flush of your existence reinforces your role as a disposable white toilet, meant to be used and discarded without hesitation.”
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The list goes on and on; AI is an endless source of inspiration!
It was through the process of reading all that AI suggested, that I realised what made me horny and aroused and what left me cold. In this way, I could identify my deeper feelings and motivations.
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