Sarah's Awakening Ch. 01

The noise of the alarm clock filled the small dorm room Sarah called home while studying at the University of Miami. As the college freshman reached out one tanned arm and perfectly manicured nails to turn off the alarm clock, the disturbing events of the prior night slowly returned and left the curvaceous blond sitting on her bed with her head in her hands, feeling just as confused as she had been when she first hung up the phone with Justin, her boyfriend back home.

The two of them had been high school sweethearts and had even lost their virginity to each other the previous summer, but since Sarah had decided to move away to college the two of them were leading a long distance relationship. Things thus far had been going relatively smoothly and therefore it struck Sarah even harder when Justin told her he was leaving her for another woman.

The breakup itself had not bothered Sarah too much; she knew their relationship wasn’t likely to withstand the tests of time and distance but the words Justin had used to describe their sexual life together came as a shock.

“Sarah, I wish I knew a nicer way to tell you this…but you suck in bed,” he told her. “There are certain needs a man has and you just don’t fulfill them. You are still Daddy’s perfect little girl”.

Sarah had never thought about it that way before; but now that she kept hearing Justin’s words reverberating in her head, she knew he was right. While she had always enjoyed sex in the past, she felt uncomfortable expressing her true desires out of feelings of shame and regret. She attributed it to her strict upbringing and her constant need to please her father.

Sarah grew up in a small town in Georgia where everyone always knew everybody else’s business. Her father was an extremely well known business man and was liked by just about everyone in the town. Because of that, Allison was rather reserved and straight-laced. She also knew that if she got in trouble at a party or anything like that, her father would know what she’d been doing long before she got the chance to tell him herself. She couldn’t even go to the grocery store or the gas station without at least 5 people greeting her and asking about her father. It didn’t help her situation any that she was an only child since her mother and older sister had died 5 years ago in a terrible car accident.

Many times, Justin had asked Sarah to try new things sexually or even to just talk to him about her fantasies and desires. But Sarah just wasn’t comfortable talking to him about these things. Even coming up with answers to the questions was a struggle for her.

“Justin, you know who my father is. I can’t behave like a hussy. He would be so disappointed and angry at me,” she told him any time he would ask her to do something sexual that she deemed too risqué. It wasn’t that she didn’t enjoy sex; she was just too busy keeping her proper façade to give in to carnal pleasures.

Groggily she sat up to look at the palm trees outside her window. “I can’t believe it” she muttered, her face showing her emotional strain. “Have I been wasting my life by constantly striving for the image of perfection?” she wondered out loud.

After her classes finished for the day she couldn’t help feeling a bit lost and confused about herself and her feelings as she decided to head to the Starbucks across the street from the campus to drown her worries in a Caramel Macchiato and the latest James Patterson novel. As she sat on the patio in front of the shop, she felt the heat of the sun beating down upon her skin. She hadn’t realized how warm it was when she left her dorm room but she was glad to have a tank top on under her shirt now. The girl laid down her book and grabbed the bottom of her t-shirt, then began to pull it over her head. As she pulled off the shirt, several heads turned her way. Two guys were sitting a few tables over and they had already noticed this hot little blonde sitting just a few yards away. They had seen her around campus but never had to pleasure to run into her out partying. Since Sarah had never even been to her first college party no one had really taken note over her too much anyways, but now as she finally stripped off her shirt and let them get a much better glimpse of her cleavage in her little white tank top, they couldn’t help but smile to themselves. What a great city to live in, they mused, thoroughly pleased that they had decided to go to a college only 15 minutes from the beach where beautiful women flourished.

But still, Sarah was totally oblivious to these two guys and anyone else who may have been glancing her way. She usually wasn’t aware of her own beauty or sexuality and it had only begun to sink in that her size 5 waist and full 36C breasts were “something special.” She was almost ashamed to go in places like Victoria Secret. Interacting with a saleswoman in there was a painful process for her and she always felt kind of like a child. Somehow, she admitted to herself, I am going to change my whole outlook on sex, sexual freedoms and I’m just going to try to start enjoying life overall.

After finishing her coffee, Sarah began to feel a slight chill in the air as the sun began to set. She decided she would burn off some of her frustrations in the gym while she further contemplated her new outlook on life. As she gathered up her things, she didn’t notice the two guys who had been staring at her and talking about her for the past two hours. Unfortunately, one of them had to be on his way to work. But the second guy, Brad, decided to follow this girl who had managed to pique his interest for a little while in hopes that he’d find a better moment to ask her out.

Sarah had been going full steam for the last thirty minutes on the treadmill. She felt like her lungs were going to explode and her legs were going to fall off at the same moment. She turned the treadmill speed down so she could get off the machine and wipe sweat from her forehead. She grabbed her water bottle and started to take a big swig when she saw him.

He was standing across the gym, doing curls and watching himself and her in the mirror. He had staked out this vantage point for a while now and almost started to blush when he realized she had caught him.

Sarah, not expecting anyone to find her attractive while sweat poured out of her body, glanced over her shoulder a bit to be sure this gorgeous guy was actually looking at her. And when she realized there was only a blank wall behind her, she knew she was indeed his target. She began to check out this tall, muscular guy. She started with his full black hair which fell just about at eye level and he had to toss his head back from time to time to keep it out of his face. Then her focus moved on to his steel blue eyes which she could feel drawing her in from across the room. His chest rippled with muscles and Sarah realized she was hoping he would wrap his strong muscular arms around her and hold her tightly to him. His entire body was like a Greek god’s and she started to blush as she suddenly felt a longing deep inside her. She wasn’t totally familiar with this type of desire but she knew immediately that this was something which had been missing in her life and she looked forward to feeling more and more things like this.

Brad, feeling like he could go on eye-fucking this delectable blonde all evening, put down his weights and turned in her direction. As she quickly looked away from him, he smiled at her with his best seduction eyes. When he saw her start to blush again, he knew this would be his easiest score yet.

“Hi there,” Brad started. “I couldn’t help but notice you working out. I’ve actually seen you around a few times before but somehow we never really seemed to bump into each other long enough for me to ask you out. So I was just wondering if you have any plans for tonight?”

Sarah couldn’t believe what she was hearing his directness caught her off guard, but she immediately liked that about him. This guy actually found her sexy even though she felt she was looking her worst and he was unbelievably hot which was a major plus.

“Well, I…” she started to reply, “I guess you just might be in luck. I don’t have any plans…”

“Great. So how about I pick you up at 8:30? We can grab a bite to eat and get to know each other a bit. Perhaps go to the Grove or the beach afterwards if the mood strikes us…sound good to you?”

“Yeah, that sounds like fun.” They exchanged phone numbers and Sarah gave him her address. Of course he already knew what building she lived in since he’d been following her around all afternoon, after first laying eyes on her at starbucks, but she definitely didn’t need to know that now.

Description of Sarah during shower scene

Returning to her dorm room after her work-out, Sarah felt a tingle of excitement as she thought ahead to her date with Brad. She stood in front of the mirror in her bathroom, watching herself as she pulled off her sweat soaked sports bra. Her nipples stiffened in the sudden rush of cold air from the air conditioning. Her perky 36C breasts suddenly felt heavy to her and she reached up and took one in each hand. What will it feel like when Brad starts to touch them? Will his hands be soft and gentle or rough and strong? What am I doing thinking thoughts like this?!

She finished undressing and climbed into the warm, steamy shower stall. As the hot water pelted down upon her skin, it felt like a thousand fingers massaging into her tired muscles. She exhaled deeply and started to feel her muscles loosening up.

Sarah began shampooing her hair as the fluffy white suds cascaded down her slender neck past her shoulders and across her still erect nipples. Never in her life had Sarah felt the foam moving across her body as she did today. It flowed across her skin, soft and sensuous like a feather, and sent a chill up her spine. She inhaled deeply as her nipples became so firm, they almost ached for her touch.