The Chance of a Lifetime

God it felt so good. Tasting her skin, from her lips down her jaw and slowly traveling the length of her neck and pausing there, finally traveling to her breasts. As she sat with her legs straddling my lap, she slowly grinded her crotch into my lap, exciting my already hard dick. My fingers pinched and pulled her nipples, then slowly rolled them between my fingers, my lips changed coarse back up her snow like skin back to her lips. As I stared into her blue eyes, I loosened her jeans and took them off, rolling her over onto the bed. One last embarrassed look into her warm inviting eyes, and I sucked up the chilly, fleeting feeling in my stomach and chest. I tugged at the sides of her panties, as she finally lifted her hips and helped herself out of them. As her shaved pink pussy came into view my heart skipped a beat, I swear it’s the nicest poon I have ever seen. My head slowly bent to get too its lucky task of getting close enough too lick the pussy laying in front of me.

Riiingggg, My alarm clock rang loudly, waking me from my dream. Damn it, I could never get too the best parts of my dreams. Either my alarm clock rang or someone woke me up, but I could never get too the best parts. Maybe that wasn’t the worst of my problems, the worst would be that I was 19 and still a virgin. I had only kissed one girl, yet done much more with quite a few, which had never made sense to me or anyone else. I was very lonely, tired of going after girls and not receiving anything that could even remotely be considered interest in me. Sure I had lots of friends, a lot of them are girls, oh they all liked me. I was a nice guy, some even said perfect, maybe not in looks, but I always cared. Always listened. But for some reason either girls were always taken, had kids (a lot of times both) or they just wouldn’t let themselves even try any kind of relationship. My loneliness only grew as thanksgiving passed and Christmas was on its way. It was cold. And any time a girl flirtingly cuddled into me (however innocent any of it was) it only made me realize how much more I wanted a girlfriend and to finally lose my virginity. I desperately tired to find girls for me, like I said I was friends with many, but all of them failed. Finally I had too make up my mind.

I had one friend, we had been best friends for 7 years, that I had liked the entire time. I had never told her any of my feelings let alone that I felt totally in love with her. Even more than the fact I was tired of being a virgin I was tired of her picking such assholes as boyfriends. It was one thing when she had lived a few miles away from me when she liked me too protect her from her boyfriends. But now that she had joined the army and left her home state it was quite different. Now she would just call up bawling, and however much I didn’t mind, it hurt me knowing I couldn’t help her at all. I could only listen.

Mellissa had come home quite a few times now, and even though it became more and more evident too me that we might just share the same feelings, I still had negative thoughts running through my head, for years I had been too afraid to tell her because I thought she wouldn’t want too even talk too me any more. Then I just thought well she tells all of her friends we are only friends, so what’s the point. But she sent so many mixed signals. And I just wasn’t sure. Her and I were close. Very close we hid nothing from each other. There are things about her that no one else knows. Not family not boyfriends. Nobody. In my mind I felt we had a serious relationship, just without the sex. Everything was the same, that was the only difference.

The last thing that stopped me was that she always had a boyfriend. It didn’t bother me too go after girls with kids or husbands or boyfriends, but if I did that and then asked her for the kind of relationship I wanted, it wouldn’t work. It would be a double standard. Then I found my chance Mellissa and her boyfriend weren’t getting along, her leg was hurt bad enough the army wanted to discharge her, and that would only leave her one choice, too come home, back to her family, and me. I called Mellissa everyday too see if the army had sent her home yet, it was December fifth and she wasn’t home yet, I was beginning to get a little worried, maybe this wouldn’t work, maybe this was a sign it wasn’t supposed to happen between us. I still persisted in telling her how much I cared about her every single day. Then came the call, I was starting too give up hope, and it was only 5 days before Christmas.

“Ben, I’m comin’ home,” She said, sounding half excited and half on the verge of tears, I now felt bad I had ever wanted her too be discharged, but I was also happy.

“When?” Was all I could squeak out.

“Looks like the day after Christmas.” Mellissa replied, suddenly sounding quite sad.

“Well that’s shit, but I am glad your finally coming home though.” I couldn’t really tell her that I didn’t want her too come home, it was obvious I wanted her home.

“Do you miss me?” Was her normal question whenever I talked to her about anything remotely serious.

“Yes, I always miss you, especially right now during Christmas.” She knew what I told her was true, we used too always do special things together around this time, probably our most favorite was shopping, me getting to see her the skimpiest clothes I could get her too try on , and she liked too watch my reaction and ask for my opinions on things.

I was a little depressed for the rest of the week leading up too Christmas, but made myself as happy as possible, after all she was coming home finally. Christmas was just not the same though, with your best friend gone, everything seemed wrong. Finally on Christmas Eve My family left for our Tradition of going to church for the 11 o’clock service. For some reason I just did not feel like going this year, the first time ever that I didn’t go on Christmas eve. So instead I laid down on the couch, put some Christmas music on, and started a fire. AS I layed their, restlessly I floated into thinking about Mellissa coming home.

The next thing I knew I could feel Mellissa bucking her hips while riding me on top, as I slowly massaged her nipples and bucked up into her. It felt incredible, I couldn’t even talk or say anything. I was just in a semi conscious state.

“Beennn,” she moaned lightly, then a little louder. It finally changed into, “Hey, Ben.”

As I woke up groggily, trying too squint to stop the pain in my eyes from the sudden exposure to lights, I realized it was Mellissa.

“You did it again, just showed up early and let me worry about you.” I teased her.

“I just wanted to surprise you, my family doesn’t know I am back yet.” She told me in a mischievous tone. I let that go for the moment and just talked with her for a while. She sat next to me, starting out closely as we were, and we were soon close together holding each other. I moved my arm around her, and just stared, dumbfounded, into her bright blue eyes.

“Mellissa… I Have liked you from the moment I met you, nothing has ever happened that could break us apart and nothing ever will, I already know that. But I need to tell you, its grown from liking you… I don’t know what else too say, I love you, and I want you. You know how many girls I have gone after, and now I can truly say I am glad nothing happened with any of them, cus now it’s not worth it, but you are.” I was shocked at how honest I had been, but my nervousness showed through, I shivered next to her uncontrollably.

“Well, I love you too.” She said slowly, then paused.

“What?” I managed to say as I choked from her reply.

“This long of a wait Ben, and now you wont believe me? DO you want me too prove it?” She replied, as she cracked a wide grin.

“I don’t really know what to do now.” I told her honestly, as I continued my shaking.

Surprisingly she didn’t have a smart ass comment for me, instead she looked me in the eyes, and kissed me softly on the lips. She paused for a second, and I took that as a sign to continue what she had started, so I took the bottom of her chin in my hand and kissed her softly. Kissing Mellissa was different, than with any other girl, I didn’t have to worry about doing it right, or if I was doing this or that wrong. We just matched. WE kissed, alternating bottom lip and then top lip, then back to bottom.

We working up to a frenzy, our tongues whipping about in each others mouths, then we would slow down. Stopping every once in a while, All I was able to do was stare, my heart trying not to explode in my chest. She would stroke my jaw, starting from my ear and dragging her soft finger too my chin, sending shivers down my spine. She went6 back to kissing me, slowly pecking at my lips this time, while I started tugging at the bottom of her shirt. Mellissa took her shirt and pulled it back down, I looked up at her, both impatient and confused. I opened my mouth to question her and she just smiled and laid her index finger on my lips. Apparently teasing me for the last 6 years wasn’t enough for her, she was going to tease me a few more minutes as she stripped in front of me.

First she slowly removed her pants, kicking them at me once they had fallen to her feet. She turned and grabbed her ankles, sticking her sexy little bubble butt just out of arms reach from me. She had always known her ass was my favorite thing on her. I couldn’t even try to reach out and grad her, I just stared from her strong little cheeks, down the part, to her soft little lips protruding through the clothe, one line straight down her blue Paul frank panties that had been soaked. My dick twitched in my pants, starting to hurt against the stiff fabric of my jeans. She twisted her shoulders and back around to smile at me then slowly remove her top and through it at me backwards. No I could look at her soft strong back, but wanting to see her B cup breasts. Before she turned around, My horniness got the best of me and I pulled my dick out, and started slowly jacking off. As she turned she just laughed. I stood up, suddenly ready to go through with this, and laid her on the floor next to the fire. I gave her one little peck on her lips, then gave pecks on the way down her jaw and her neck, pausing to suck the nape of her neck for a few seconds, causing her to let out a soft moan.