Stefan carefully repeated this meticulous process with each inner lip of my vagina varying the pressure and speed of touch according to my reaction. I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter with each squeeze. I wanted to scream out the names of all the men who had given me pleasure, the men I had longed for and the women who had showed me a purer love not based in sexuality but spirituality. Next, Stefan gently began stroking my clitoris in a circular motion, clockwise then counterclockwise. What happened next was so unexpected my eyes flew open. Stefan used his lips and licked my clitoris in the deepest way I have ever felt. I wanted him in that moment, but it was over as quickly as it had begun. Instead of continuing with his lips he took my clitoris between his thumb and index finger and squeezed in the same circular motion. With gentleness and extreme care, he slowly inserted his middle finger into my Yoni. Stefan gently began exploring and massaging the inside of the Yoni searching out each curve and nook. He was so amazing; I could feel when he would start varying the speed and depth at which his finger penetrated inside of me.
Stefan felt my yoni up, down, and around. Then with his palm pointing upward and finger inside he bent his finger to make contact with my G-spot. When he did this, he told me he was seeking out what is known as the “sacred spot” in Tantra. I was overcome, I had never felt so revered and accepted in my life. 10 minutes later the massage ended. Stefan helped me sit up and handed me a cup of water. After 2 hours I felt like a new person, a transformed being. Stefan gave me a hug filled with kindness and respect and left me to get dressed in private. We chatted briefly as I checked out and I made my way into the early Prague evening. The setting sun cast a startlingly glow on the building facades, capturing and enhancing their splendor and beauty. Pastels of green, blue, yellow, and pink were bathed in the fading light and I was also bathed in a splendid light. I was lighted and enlightened by my experience.
Postscript: it is said that according to Adinatha, tantric massage allows you to experience a loving, healing, and respectful touch without having to give anything back, do something in return or to react in a certain manner. This form of massage works to remove blockages modern folks face, whether they are physical, mental, emotional, sexual, or even psychosomatic. The massage and touch work to awaken your erotic energy and spread it throughout your whole body. All reactions are equally welcome. I experienced everything mentioned and more. Though I didn’t end up sleeping with Stefan, though at certain points I didn’t know how I would resist. I learned that sex is more than penetration and orgasm. It should free you and heal you and that’s what this experience did. I still have a way to go but the blockages that held me back are gone and I have Stefan to thank for that.
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