I make my way over to Tiffany with tears. I lean over to kiss her forehead for the last time.
“ I hope you live in hell bitch.” I tell the past out Tiffany as I make my way out of the room
I stop by Chris and Selena who look up at me scared and frightened. I think for a moment and kick Chris on the right side of his ribs. He lets out a scream of pain. I look at Selena trying to cover her fucking boyfriend. I look at her and then spit in her face as she cries more.
I leave making my way to my clothes. I get dressed with a sense of face, but decide to harden my heart to make it cold as ice. After I am dressed I look down at the box on the floor and shake my head as I leave it walking to the door and out. I know I have a lot to do and decide to do them. Making my way back to my dorm room is not long as I jog to make good time. Once in the room I go to my computer and hook up my external hard drive up. I take the CHTS bull crap off to transfer. While it all downloads to the external I pack my clothes taking what I actually need. I look at the Bracers and take them off, then the necklaces around my neck. I look to see the files are off my laptop. I grab my phone and get the numbers and pictures off that I want to keep. Once off I reset the phone. I wait for a minute and then put a message on it, as that is done I put in a hint: Heart Breaker then password: Family. I think if they can’t figure that out then they are stupid. I go to grab the jacket I was given and decide against it. I grab my laptop only to place it in my bag. I zip it up and pick it up. I look over at the notebook and decide to give my ultimate speech to a more deserving person. I go to the door and look around. There is nothing I want as my world has gone to shit now. I leave making my way to a friend that I had made the past few months. I get to the girls dorm making my way to my destination. I stand in front of the door and knock. She lives on the first floor which makes it easy for me. The door opens as on the other side is Jasmine.
“ Heath what, why are you doing here hun.” She asks as I hand her the notebook as she continues “ What’s this Heath? What is going on?’
I don’t say anything as she takes it from me. I take a step forward placing a kiss on her forehead. It’s a kiss that says ‘ Thank you for being a true friend’. She doesn’t say anything as I turn to leave. I make my way down the hall leaving with a single tear in my eye
Jasmine’s POV:
As I stand watching the man I love, but never have told him walk away. I place the notebook against my chest wishing what was going on. As he walks out the front door of the dorm building I turn to shut my door behind me. I place my back against the door and speak softly.
“ Your welcome as I love you so very much.” I say with tears going down my cheeks
I make my way to my room to be alone. As I get in I shut the door only to step over to my bed. I sit on the edge and look down at the red notebook. It seems to be familiar as I have seen it before. My mind starts to think and then it hits me. I open it up and there it is the speech Heath was working on. I shake my head with tears as I look at the inside cover. He wrote me a note with his beautiful hand writing. I trace the letters with my fingers and read the words.
“ Dear Jasmine,
You deserve this more then I do. I know the words in the following pages will sound better coming from a more beautiful voice then mine. Hugs your friend Heath.”
I read the words again as my tears fell. I looked at the speech with the title Family and Friends. As I started to read it my heart just started falling for the man who wrote these beautiful words. I had to stop as my tears were making my vision blurred. I placed the notebook to the side to dry my eyes. All these years I have watched him from afar to know he was the man I wanted to be with the rest of my life.
Tiffany’s POV: Later that night
I woke up feeling sore between my legs. I opened my eyes to see the room was dark. I slowly moved getting on my back. I looked up at the ceiling smiling feeling satisfied from the fucking Chris gave me. I knew this was the last time being the second. I sat up getting to the edge of Selena’s bed. I stood on weak legs making my way out of her room to find her and Chris. I walked down the hallway to our living room to hear crying. I was naked that I know as I got to the room to see Selena dressed in her pajamas with her feet on the couch and legs together. Her arms were around them with her head lowered. I made my way over thinking she and Chris had a fight. I sat by her placing my right arm around her. She raised her head to see it was me. At that moment she placed her arms around me with her head on my shoulder.
“ Selena honey what is wrong? Did you and Chris have a fight?” I asked getting a no as I continued “ Then what is wrong please talk to me?”
“ Oh Tiffany I can’t.” She tells me as I feel her shake
“ Selena what is wrong how can I help if you don’t talk to me?” I ask as she looks up in my eyes
“ Tiffany it’s…it’s Heath. He…He.” She tried to say but stopped
“ He what Selena, what about Heath?” I ask as she cries hard
Selena stared in my eyes with sadness and worry as she let it out.
“ Tiffany he caught us. He caught you, Chris, and I.” She tells me as my eyes went wide
“ What do you mean? As it was Chris that was fucking me right?” I ask getting a shaking head
“ No it was Heath at the end. He had Chris move out of the way quietly. It was Heath that was fucking you rough.” She tells me as my eyes moist up
“ How…how could it be Heath when he didn’t say anything?” I asked as her tears were going down my right arm
“ He stayed quiet the whole time with you. Tiffany there was no love in his eyes. His eyes only showed sadness, anger, and pain. He was crying the whole time.” Selena tells me as my tears fall
“ No…no love he…he was sad?” I asked getting a nod
“ No love Tiffany none at all. After he got done with you he beat Chris up. He racked him in the balls.” Selena tells me as I go stunned with shock to what I am hearing
“ What…what did he do after?” I ask regretting my question
“ I tried to stop him from beating Chris up more. I told him I would do anything. So he stopped and turned to me. His eyes were numb with no remorse as I was scared.” She tells me shaking more
“ Selena what happened please tell me?” I ask as she looks in my eyes with regret and fear
“ Heath took me as trade for Chris taking your virginity.” Those words hit me as I see fear and worry in her eyes
My tears come finally as I feel so numb. My heart feels heavy as the man I love is no more as I have hurt him truly beyond any words. I know I have to fix this some how, or die trying.
“ Where….where is he Selena? Where is my baby at please tell me?” I ask as she cries with no end
“ I…I don’t know as he…he left.” She tells me as I feel my heart sink
“ Left what do you mean left? Where could he have gone?’ I ask as she shakes her head
She cries as I sit there worried of where he could be. Why was this happening to us? Why of all days we had to do something stupid. It hits me as I turn to look in her eyes.
“ Did Heath cum in you?” I ask getting a no
“ He…he pulled out to only drag me to Chris. He jerked off on us both as a way to humiliate us. Before he fucked me like he did you he scared me so much I peed on the floor. Tiffany I lost my brother over all this.” She tells me exclaiming as my eyes grow wider
“ Oh god no Selena he wouldn’t leave us. He loves us all honey.” I say trying to reassure her
“ No Tiffany he said that Chris and I lost the privilege of calling him our brother. He said for us not look for him or call him. He said if we did he would take my ass while Chris watched.” She tells me as I go shocked with more tears
“ No you must be talking of a different Heath. No this isn’t my Heath.” I say with sadness and denial
“ It was Heath sis he didn’t care what he was doing. He had no love in his eyes.” Selena tells me as we hold each other
After a few minutes of silence Selena hands me something.
“ What’s this Sis?” I ask as I take the warped box
“ I…I found it on the floor. Heath must of been mad and squashed it.” Selena tells me as I open it to only cry feeling my heart fall into nothing
I pull the chain to find two hearts at the end.
“ Oh Tiffany it’s so beautiful.” Selena tells me as she sobs
“ Yes it is please put it on me.” I say as I hand it to her
“ You sure what if he wants it back?” She asks as I nod
“ Yes I am sure as I will never take it off. And if he want’s it back he has to take me with it.” I tell Selena as she takes it from my hand
Once on I get up to run for the bathroom. Once in I look in the mirror to see the hearts shine in the bathroom light. One is silver as the other is gold. I cry seeing he loved me, but now I know it’s over. I feel like hell knowing I lost the best thing in my life. I vow to one day no matter what to get him back on my necklace. I leave the bathroom to my room. I get dressed making my way back to the living room. Selena sees me as I go to the door.
“ Where…where are you going?” She asks me as I stop and look in her eyes
“ To Chris and Heath’s to see if he is there. I am not going to give up, and besides I want to check on Chris.” I say as she nods
“ He can’t have sex anytime soon.” She tells me as I look at her wide eyed
“ Selena I don’t want sex from him. As of right now I am not going to have sex with any man except Heath. I don’t care how long it takes.” I say going out the door
I make my way down the hallway to my baby’s dorm room with hope he is there.
It’s graduation day as I hide under the bandstands that has the families of the students. I am dressed in jeans, a muscle shirt, and shades. I stand here listening to Jasmine speak with a beautiful voice that I will miss hearing.
“ Friendship is earned, respected, and cherished as it is the back bone of Family. Family is those around you that have your back and never leave you. They never betray or leave you for any reason. So as I say these words you all are a family of classmates that should cherish those around you.” Jasmine says with great passion
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