“For about four years. I was just a stupid little girl when you did it with Allison for the first time. She was waiting for you once and I overheard her on her cellphone with a friend of hers, describing your first time.
Every other thing was how sweet you were, how kind, how gentle, and how you’d made it so special, and so perfect for her first time. I don’t know if she knew if was your first time, too, but she had a great time, and she got to find out how special you were. I already knew how kind you were, how sweet, and I thought my first guy would be like you. Five times I’ve tried, and all five times the guy was a jerk before we got to it. I don’t want it to be like that, I want it to be sweet and wonderful.”
The tears were pouring out of control now, but he had a tissue and he gently wiped them away.
“There can be other guys who are like me, you know.” He said softly.
“But what if they’re just acting like that to get me in bed? Jenna’s first guy was so sweet, until they did it, and he laughed at her, told her she gave lousy head, and never called her again. I don’t want that for my first time. I want it to be with a man I trust, that will be gentle and accept me for not knowing how to do things right.”
“i can understand that…..Deanna appreciated it, and so did Katie. I wasn’t Holly’s first, but she said I treat her better than any of the other three guys she’s been with.”
I managed a bit of a smile. “She didn’t just tell you that. I found that out from her myself.”
He looked confused. “You talked with Holly about me and her having sex?”
“Girls talk, it’s genetic you know.” I said with a small smirk. “But she was wowed by you, Allison was, Deanna was, and so was Katie. And now I can’t give myself to another guy because I have this weird fixation with you, and because I’m deathly afraid of my first time being horrible.”
“But Darcy, we couldn’t….that’s just wrong. Not exactly a future there, is there? You have to know that.”
“I know there’s no future, but if there could be…..the one time? So my first is as special as I want it to be? So the guy doesn’t treat me like shit if I’m terrible? I know that’s wrong….but I don’t really care.” I was now an official mess. What little makeup I’d had on was a mess, with tears streaking it, and my face was all red. I’d opened up, I’d told him my ugly secret, and now, now, I was probably going to lose my brother’s love as he was surely disgusted.
He looked me in the eyes, partly with pity, partly with understanding. I hadn’t lost his love, but he was wrestling with himself inside.
He finally sighed, and took my hands.
“How, uh, do you, um, want to do this?” he asked quietly.
“For reals?” Was he going to be mine for my first?!?!
“For reals, it’s going to be kind of weird, but I think understand what you mean, you know I’ll be nice about it all.”
“If it helps, go ahead and fantasize about whatever supermodel is currently on your desktop wallpaper.” I said.
He shook his head. “I might fantasize by myself, but when I’m with someone, they get all of my attention. It’s um,…dishonest the other way.”
My god, he was the sweetest guy! Holly had damn well better forgive him, otherwise she’s an idiot.
“Oh…..let’s just…start so slow and go from there?” I had no idea exactly what to do, and I knew he would be be a gentle and loving guide. I didn’t expect him to get up though.
He looked anxious. “Can we do this…in my room? Plus that’s where I have my……” I couldn’t understand his mumblings.
“What did you say?” I asked.
“Um, my condoms…” he was actually blushing. “We REALLY have to be careful, you know?” He extended his hand to me and I took as I got up. He then led me to his room, which, not surprisingly was tidy and well organized. He closed the door and locked it and smiled at me. “Mom and Dad aren’t supposed to be home until Sunday, but you never know.”
He then put out several candles and lit them to dispel the darkness. Just like him to consider the mood.
He reached under his bed and pulled out a small toolbox. He opened it to reveal a top tray of computer tools, which was removed to reveal condoms and a few small bottles. He pulled out a strip of three condoms and placed them on the nightstand, and then he looked over the bottles and carefully selected one that he put next to the condoms and also pulled out a tube of some sort. I gave him a questioning look.
“Several condoms, in case it breaks, a bit of…warming oil, which I think you’ll like and some uh, lube, just in case um, well, you know.”
I smiled sweetly, and acted dumb because he looked so embarrassed. “No, I don’t know, I’m a virgin, remember?” I knew this was kind of uncomfortable for him so I thought a few laughs might help.
“It’s in case you’re uh, really, um, tight.” He was bright red, and it was so cute. Just one more reason to love him. I stood by the bed and waited. I wasn’t sure if I should kiss him, or what. He gave me a soft smile and took both my hands. He pulled me close and for the first time, I felt his lips on mine.
The kiss lasted for a several seconds, and I was really enjoying it, and I dared to open my lips and extend my tongue. I felt his and we gently played a bit as I explored his mouth and then he would explore mine. His arms wrapped around me and he held me by the waist while he kissed me and it felt incredible. I had my hands around his neck, and I caressed his hair as our passion mounted and he gently lifted me into his arms and lay me down on the bed. I looked up at him, and my body was starting to respond as he looked at me with a seductive smile, and then he lay down next to me and took me in his arms again.
For some ten minutes we kissed, and while I’d kissed a lot, it had never felt like this, his lips were soft, sweet and while he was leading the way, I never felt forced, I felt like he was guiding me with so much tenderness that he indeed melted my heart.
He didn’t grab at me, he softly touched me, and his fingers lightly traced over my nipples, and I knew I was getting wet. He kissed me deeply, and then pulled back as his fingers caressed me, and then he reached up and pulled the left strap of my suit down, and then he switched hands and hooked the other one down to reveal my barely c-cup breasts and I heard his breath catch in his throat.
“Oh… you’re so…beautiful sis, so incredibly perfect!” and he gently took my left nipple in his mouth and sucked it lightly as his hand stroked the right one and he carefully tweaked the other nipple. I spasmed a bit as it felt so fucking good! His breath caught again, and I heard him mutter “..soooo sensitive….I like that….” as he switched to my right breast. I ran my fingers through his unruly brown hair, as he showed me what pleasure was all about and he reached out to grab the bottle. He dribbled a few drops on my right nipple and swirled it all around with his tongue, it tingled a bit at first but then I felt it warm up the more attention he paid to it, and it made my aching pussy even wetter!
More warming oil on the left side and I was awash in a pleasant haze of warmth and love, and he took his time, savoring me as he went. The oil was applied liberally and he kissed me all over, and got me to giggle as he blew a raspberry on my belly button, from which he pulled up to kiss me again and apologize for being silly. I forgave him as I was just feeling too good! He then pulled at the edges of my suit and I lifted myself up to pull it off and for the first time, he saw all of me. Unlike some girls, I hadn’t shaved myself, but I trimmed my almost black hair into a small strip so I could wear bikini’s easier. He smiled and gave me an inquiring look as if to tell me we could back out if I wanted to, but I didn’t, and he moved down the bed and began to kiss me all over my belly, and then he slowly worked his way to my pussy. I’d heard stories of guys who wouldn’t and I wasn’t surprised to find out he would, I just had no idea what to expect. He pushed my legs up and part to give himself more room, and he grabbed the bottle of oil and just poured a small line of it leading to the edge of my clit.
He licked and kissed a little more roughly, but as the oil warmed up I got hotter and hotter, and when he got to my clit he sucked down on it as hard as he could and I let out a little yelp as I’d never felt anything like it! I also felt myself let out a bit of wetness that felt pretty good! He didn’t just focus on my clit, he kissed all around it, and would flick his tongue over it every few seconds, but then he would gently part my lips and drive his tongue inside me and lick and suck my pussy. I’d heard about guys who seemed to hate it, but not Stuart, his breathing and little excited noises told me he was possibly enjoying it as much as I was! He would gently take one lip between his lips and lick it, and then suck it into his mouth, and it felt good, so good. I knew I had kind of big lips, but he was intent on enjoying every bit of them, and his hands never stopped either, he would caress my ass, my thighs, or reach up to stroke my nipples, and once he put his fingers within my reach and I took them and sucked them only to hear him let out a loud moan and an “….oh yeaaahhh…..”
I was starting to writhe around as I was getting incredibly hot, and he started to use his fingers with his tongue, tapping my clit while he licked as deeply as he could and I knew I was going to come like I never had, and he eased up a bit, and went back to his lighter touches until I’d cooled down a bit, and then he started up and this time he drove me until I was quivering uncontrollably and then I came with a shriek of pure joy! I felt my pussy letting loose and I thought I’d pissed on him, but he was grunting and licking and he wouldn’t have been yelling ‘…..ooooh FUCK yeah….!” if I’d peed on him! He sucked and licked until I couldn’t take another burst a pleasure and my moans of pleasure subsided and then he pulled back.
“Oh, god, oh god, oh……gooood that was so amazing!”
I looked down to see him with a happy grin. He was also soaking wet.
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