“Ana…” I said, becoming really irritated now.
“I’m sorry, Paula. Fine, back to me and David, although if I’ve made any case at all for you and James please don’t hold it inside the way I tried to do with my son. Alright, back to David. I had just poured out my soul to him, and was practically in tears as he took me into his arms to console me. I felt the soothing love passing back and forth between us, and I knew it wasn’t just the love of a mother and son, but a man and a woman. I had bared my soul to him, confessed all my sins. The last words I had spoken to him had been lamenting how I wished I could have had the right man to make an honest woman of me.”
“I looked up at David from our embrace, surprised at how his lips were only inches away from mine. He knew I was talking about him, I could see it in his eyes. I wanted him so badly to kiss me, to take me however he pleased. My entire body, mind and soul were ready for him to make that honest woman of me in whatever fashion he desired. I looked into David’s eyes again, doing everything I could to silently convey to him that I was his woman and that I desperately needed him to consummate that bond between us now. But it never happened. I thought about kissing David instead, but instantly recoiled at my sudden lack of confidence. I’d never been this bashful with anyone else before, but this was David, my David, and I couldn’t proceed with anything that would change our relationship so radically unless I was certain that he wanted it too.”
“Just when I felt certain that he’d take the initiative and kiss me he pulled away. I don’t know what caused it – fear, a change of heart… all I knew was that I was devastated. I ended up alone in my bedroom, balling my eyes out as I lamented what could have been. I know it sounds silly, like some teenager crying over being rejected, but the feelings cut much deeper than that. If you’ve ever wished your love for your son could grow into something more the way I have with David then you’d know exactly what I was going through. He was the perfect lover for me, and every part of my mind, body, and soul desperately wanted him.”
“I can’t get over the way you’re talking about all of this, Ana. Its incest… doesn’t that matter at all to you? And then to keep mentioning James and me as well… it’s all so wrong.”
“You’ve been married for what, almost twenty years, Paula? And I was married for twenty-seven. Both of us loved our husbands in our own way, but both of us have also known that something in those relationships was seriously lacking. I dealt with it my way, and you’ve dealt with it with yours, but we both have a lot in common here. That’s why I can understand you not wanting to have an affair, but I also think if the opportunity ever arose of having one with James then you’d be crazy to turn it down.”
“Yeah, letting a stranger get into my pants, terrible idea… letting my son do it, perfectly okay,” I said mockingly back. “I think you’ve finally lost your mind, Ana.”
“Actually, I think it’s terribly romantic. You’ve cock blocked all these other men with ease over the years but if James wanted you badly enough then you’d be unable to resist him. James is not some random guy, he’s the man in this world that you love the most. There’s something really beautiful knowing that your love is so strong that wouldn’t deny him anything, including your bed, if his passions demanded it from you.”
“Ana, please,” I countered, “James is barely eighteen…”
“If you mean he’s too innocent for something like that, then you need a little education on the mind of the eighteen year old male,” Ana laughed back. “Trust me, he’s a little horn dog with sex on his mind 24/7. I talked to him for fifteen minutes with the tiniest bit of flirting and could already tell how much he was dying to fuck me. And if you mean he’s too innocent to be any good in bed, then that’s where you come in. I’m sure you’d be the good mama and teach James everything he needs to know.”
Luckily, Ana went back to talking about her David, as I’d been genuinely off put with the way she’d spoken about the two of us, but deep inside I knew much of it had struck a chord with me, especially with regards to my feelings of emptiness when it came to my relationship with your dad. Everything we had, the money, the houses, and cars… of course I appreciate everything Bryan did to get them, but none of it really matters if you aren’t being fulfilled emotionally.
So yeah, I could have been like these other rich wives and fucked my tennis instructor behind my husband’s back- he was nice and handsome with a more than healthy bulge in his shorts and had already made a few attempts to get inside my pants, but that’s not the life I wanted. So the more I thought of Ana’s crazy solution, the less insane it sounded. And listening Ana talk about David, even sharing her sexual fantasies about him… it was hard not to get caught up in all the passion, the love, the unadulterated lust. It felt weird, and I knew it was wrong, but there was no doubt that it excited me too.
In the days that followed, Ana kept me up to date with what was happening with her and David. It sounded more and more like she was right and that David had gotten cold feet the other day rather than rejected her for other reasons, and she was trying to figure out a way to solve the problem.
“If you’re so sure David feels the same way about you, then why not take the initiative?” I asked. “It’s not like you to hold back like this anyway.”
“You mean I should barge into him room and demand that he fuck me?” Ana chuckled back. “Maybe with someone else I would, but this is my David. He’s sweet, and soft, and sensitive… the perfect lover I need in my life right now. Not that I think he’s above throwing me on the ground and fucking me senseless too, which would be more than fine by me, but I’d rather let him make that call. It’s our first time, Paula. I need to be careful about this, make sure it all feels right and good and natural, for both of us.”
“So, do you have any ideas then?” I asked.
“I’ve been suggesting to David that we do something together, you know, get out of the house, and the other day he asked if I wanted to go this movie I’ve wanted to see for some time now. Maybe that will help set the stage a little, especially if it has a ‘date’ feel to it.”
A few days passed and Ana spent much of it talking about her big “date” with David. Her excitement was real, and she went all out for it, getting her nails and hair done for the event. I helped her pick out an outfit to wear, and even spent an afternoon with her at a lingerie shop helping her choose something to wear for later on in the evening. The coral red bra and panty set she bought featured a remarkably beautiful embroidery pattern and the deep V neck showed off Ana’s amazing boobs perfectly.
As for me, as much as I first tried to deny it my enthusiasm over the big day was also rapidly growing as the date drew nearer. I was still very reluctant to admit that I had similar feelings towards you, but had come to terms that Ana’s relationship with David was something I found both intriguing and exciting even if hadn’t totally accepted it from a moral point of view. On the big day I went to visit Ana one last time.
“Ana,” I said sheepishly. I knew Ana would be the last one to judge me, but I still felt more than a little uncomfortable talking about what I was feeling inside when it came to this topic. “I… well with everything going on with you and David I felt the urge to put some of those feelings to paper and, well…. here, I made these for you.”
I handed Ana a couple of drawings that I’d frantically put together in the last couple of days. “Frantic,” in the sense that there was a gauntlet of emotions I’d experienced while creating them including sexual frustration, arousal, love, and guilt. In terms of quality, however, they were among the best drawings I’ve ever done, with bright colors and startling realism.
“Wow, this is amazing,” Ana cooed over the first drawing.
It was an image of her and David standing side by side, holding hands in a rather basic pose, peaking slightly at one another with loving smiles. The big reveal, of course, was that they were both in the nude. David had such a stout, masculine physique and I made sure to angle them both to highlight that contrast between him and Ana’s busty, ultra-feminine form, adding an element of eroticism to what I felt was a very pleasing sight.
I titled it, “Our Secret Garden,” inspired by the book of similar name, and drew various flowers and other vegetation curled around the edges. There was a sweet innocence and beauty to it that almost brought me to tears, with the erotic elements only shown as undertones one needed to pay close attention before being revealed. It summed up the way Ana had talked about her and David, as well as me and you, a representation of mothers and sons everywhere who not only shared a beautiful love for one another but a secret attraction and lust. As much as I loved the picture with all its subtleties, something inside me knew it needed a follow-up, and so I drew a second one, almost identical to the first, except in this drawing David was sporting a full erection that Ana had circled her fingers around as if she were slowly masturbating him.
“Oh my god, Paula, I love this one so much,” Ana gushed when she saw it. “Despite my suspicions about you and I being alike on this subject I was still so scared to bring it up with you, but now I know that you understand, that you feel the same way I do. Do you have a title for it?”
“No, it’s a basically a part two of the first one,” I replied.
“How about, ‘Passions Unleashed?'” she offered.
“It’s a gift, so you can call it whatever you like. There is one final drawing however…”
The final drawing had given me the most pause to create, but if there was anyone I could show it to it was Ana. In it, she was lying on her back with her legs pointing straight up, with the far, right leg drooped over David’s shoulder and the left leg being firmly held up by him at the ankle. David lay between Ana’s legs, his groin pressed up against the bottom of her thighs and with a wild look of desire in his eyes as rode her.
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