“Great! I’ll go let her know that the problem is solved,” she announced, and got up and left.
I was left there to stew in my thoughts about what I’d just agreed to. There was no way in hell I would ever hurt any of my cousins, Jennifer in particular. This, though…this was something different. I’d had my fair share of women, particularly over the past couple years. Europe was full of liberal ideas, and the scores of women who adhered to them was astounding. As complex and demanding as my schedule was, and as little as I was able to get out and explore the sights, my bed was filled more often than not.
Usually it was other university students that I was working with. It’s not like I went out of my way to woo anyone. It just seemed to happen. We’d be working late at my dorm or home one night, and before I knew it, the girl and I would find ourselves in bed together, only to wake up naked the next morning. Other guys that I knew had been jealous of me, but there was really nothing to be jealous about. I just seemed to have a natural knack for getting girls into my bed.
It couldn’t happen that way with Jennifer. My cousin meant more to me than a good time and getting laid. She was my friend, a confidant. She was like a sister without all the living-under-the-same-roof drama. Even though she had deliberately diverted my attention by parading her maturity, I didn’t want to let myself think of her as someone I could simply consume my lust with and then both be on our merry way. The situation would be far more complicated than that afterwards. Our relationship would never be the same.
Still, it wasn’t like I was going to be outright sleeping with Jennifer. I’d be sleeping alongside her. We’d have our own sleeping bags; we’d only be sharing the tent. Nothing could happen; nothing would happen. I repeated this idea to myself over and over, working desperately to convince myself of it. Nothing would happen – nothing!
Jennifer dropped herself into the chair beside me. Her sudden appearance startled me and broke me from my maelstrom of thought. I looked up at her with a smile, trying to hide the conflict within. She had put on a heavy, grey sweater, but I could see she still wore her bikini. Her legs were bare and I could just see the purple bottoms peeking out from beneath the hem of the thick shirt.
“Are you going to turn those?” she asked, pointing to the marshmallows on the roasting stick.
I had been so preoccupied with my thoughts that I had all but forgotten about my responsibilities. Just as she spoke, one marshmallow burst into flame, quickly spreading to the adjacent ones. Within seconds the whole end of the stick was ablaze, and I had nothing to show for my skill but a half-sticky, half-crusty, black charcoal mass of grossness.
“Oh, good job,” Jennifer teased.
I smiled sarcastically at her. “You distracted me.”
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Dave Howlett says
I loved it , brought up memories of my childhood, loved those days