The next day, I called her. I was scared to death for some reason even though we had both seemed to be fine the night before. She seemed to want to talk on the phone too and we chatted for a good hour before I asked if she would still want to be friends. She said yes, and then I asked her if she wanted to go shopping with me. She said YES!
We went Tuesday night and it was like our first time we shopped together, except we already knew one another really well, so it was even less awkward. I had so much fun and I made sure to not give her any sign of how I felt about her. I think she was giving me the “I just want to be friends sign.” I’m pretty sure I picked up on that which was what her brother was incapable of doing. I thought that was ironic.
When I drove her home we talked in the car for a bit and then she brought up the kiss. I apologized again, and told her that I really enjoyed her as a friend and was glad we could still be friends. She seemed to like that. Then out of no where she asked me who I’m rooming with next year at college. I told her I was going to room with Denise, but I didn’t talk about our relationship. She told me she wasn’t sure who her roommate would be, but that she asked to stay in my dorm. I was obviously happy, but I tried not to act too happy. Then our conversation stalled so she got out and said goodbye.
I drove straight home and masturbated. In fact I was touching myself in the car on the way home. I am such a loser. My mom wasn’t home so I strapped a dildo to my bed post and fucked my self senseless. I slammed my pussy against my bed until I was just too tired and then I just lay on the bed and rubbed my clit until I climaxed. I rubbed my cum over my nipples and then licked them off pretending they were Jessica’s. I love touching myself and sucking my breasts. Sometimes my fantasies are so good that being alone is almost as good as being with a girl. Holy shit, I wish I could lick my own pussy. I would so do that all the time.
I fell asleep after that. When I woke up my mom was rubbing my breasts and she was holding the strap-on that I had forgotten to take off the bed. We kissed for a while and then I ended up fucking her. She was on her back and I kissed her most of the time we did it with our breasts pressed together. Then I ate her pussy until she orgasmed. We slept together that night and I didn’t even take off the dildo until I woke up again hours later. I was so tired.
Nothing much exciting happened on Wednesday or Thursday, but then on Friday my mom and I made love again. We had some things to do that morning before I drove to Denise’s house, and my mom took me out to lunch. Before we left we both went into the bathroom and since it was empty my mom grabbed my breasts from behind as I was looking in the mirror. I turned my head back and she kissed me leaning over my shoulder still rubbing my breasts. It was so hot, but I was also scared that someone might walk in on us so we didn’t kiss long. Then in the parking lot, in the car, she took my hand and pulled it to her pussy. I rubbed it over her shorts, but then put my hand down the front of them and rubbed her soaked pussy. I made her cum in the parking lot, and then she drove us home and she returned the favor.
We are so stupid sometimes and I hope we never get caught, but it is very exciting to have sex in public. If she wasn’t my mom I think I’d even be more daring. It doesn’t scare me to get caught with a women as much as it does that it is my mother.
Denise’s house was fun again. Her family is so close. We all sat and talked and then made dinner together. Even her dad helped this time. After dinner we sat around the table talking forever and I loved it. Denise has a great family. Of course she hasn’t opened up to them yet and she’s afraid to, but who knows how they’d react. Then Denise and Lyndsey showed me a bunch of stuff they had as kids and told all sorts of stories and I could tell that the two of them are very close. Makes me wish I had had a sister.
Later that night Lyndsey told me that she was happy Denise had found me at college because she had seemed sort of sad when she went off to school, and that made Lyndsey feel more confident about going. I told her that she would love it there and she told me she was getting more excited every time the two of us talked about it.
A thought crossed my mind that she should room with Jessica, but then I thought better of it. What if Jessica would some how slip and tell Lyndsey that I tried to kiss her and that I’m a lesbian. Then I just thought about Jessica telling anyone. I was getting freaked out so I put it out of my mind as best as I could, but then later in the night when Denise and I were alone I talked to her about when we should come out down out school.
She wondered why we should. I pointed out that it might be easier and how most kids were pretty cool about it that I’ve let know. She said she couldn’t take the chance of Lyndsey finding out and telling her parents. Then I got frustrated and she noticed, but we didn’t argue about it. Then I suggested that maybe she should just tell Lyndsey and get it over with and ask her not to tell her parents. She thought about it, but just said she didn’t know and she’d think about it.
Then Denise and I talked about my mom for a long time and what Denise was looking for in that relationship, our three-way relationship. She at first said she wasn’t sure, but then later told me she really thought she loved my mom, but wasn’t sure she really knew what love was yet. She knew she loved me more, she said, but she felt so happy when she was with my mom. I told her that my mom and I had made love several times the last two weeks, and she seemed to get so turned on by it. She wanted details and she ended up putting her hand down her PJ’s and touching herself while I told the stories. I loved watching her face as she climaxed, and we kissed afterwards, but not very long because the door wasn’t even locked.
I told her I wished we could go to the woods again and make love and she told me I was crazy, but that she wished we could too. I told her I wished we were married and that everyone knew about us and that we lived together and could make love when ever we wanted, and she just reminded me that we’d be living together next year at school. Then she kissed me and grabbed my boob. I started to put my hand up her shirt and she sat up quick and said, “Better not.”
I ended up just going back to my bed (pull-out sofa) and falling asleep. The rest of the weekend sucked because I had Mother Nature come early and so we never had any chance to go to the woods or whatever. Still I had a great time at her house and when I left I told her to think about telling Lyndsey.
Oh almost forgot, I asked her if she had ever done anything with Lyndsey and she told me that she taught Lyndsey how to kiss. When I told her how horny it made me, she said, “Don’t get any ideas.” She was laughing, but I could tell she was kind of serious too. I saw Lyndsey in a bra and HOLY SHIT. She is bigger than Denise. I would love to play with her breasts and feel her hard nipples against my face. It will never happen, but I love to fantasize about it.
I talked to Jessica on the phone Sunday night. It was fun and I know my mom is going to be gone on Monday so I invited her over to go swimming. She said YES. I’m looking very forward to it.
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