Literotic asexstories – Unspoken Desires Pt. 12 by Midnight87,Midnight87 This part is told by Lily. (Lily is now 18 years old and therefore is no longer a minor and can perform sexual acts and be involved in sexual relationships.)
I sat at the breakfast table alone with my mother, who kept glancing my way. Though she didn’t say a word, I knew exactly what was on her mind.
“I haven’t decided yet,” I said.
“That’s fine, honey. You have all day to choose.”
Today was my eighteenth birthday, and I had decided to lose my virginity to one of my brothers. I just hadn’t decided which brother to chose. While Ty and Sky only screwed each other these days, same with Billy and Millie who fell in love during covid, all my brothers had offered to be my first time and my first steps into incest. Except for one brother; the one I wanted.
Mom looked up and smiled when Andy came in with their children. Three-year-old Sam (Samuel) as cute as a button and a major cuddle bug. And Hannah, a giggly 11-month old baby girl. They were my half-siblings, but also my niece and nephew, and cousins taking into account that my parents were siblings.
A long row of high chairs took up the left side of table. I watched as Mom placed Hannah in one as Sam found his seat at the table. While I wasn’t a huge fan of children, I didn’t mind these two. They were rather quiet and well-behaved.
Unlike…
You could hear him screaming all the way down the stairs. Ty came into the kitchen with Kyler (Kai) trying to escape his grip. The three-year-old screaming, his face red and blotchy. Following them in, Liana and Dylan, now four, found their seats at the table. Sky, who was about to give birth to baby number 6 in a month came in after them, holding her 10-month old twins River and Tripp. Two-year-old Noah trailed behind them.
I shook my head at the little nightmare child. Kyler threw tantrums right and left. Dylan had his moments too but wasn’t as bad. Liana was super bossy with her brothers. Always putting her hands on her hips when she bossed them around. I thought her sass and attitude was funny and cute… her parents did not.
6 kids in four years! Well six together and Ty also had Dylan with Mom. Those two sex-addicts couldn’t keep their hands off each other. Mom and Andy weren’t any better. Part of was me excited to find out why they loved fucking so much, but part of me was also nervous. They were all very experienced, and from what I had heard, were quite rough.
Billy snapped me out of my thoughts when he came into the room carrying Summer, three, who was still half-asleep. Millie, due to give birth to baby number four in August, followed them in with William (Willy) and Maddison (Maddie.)
Summer, who should have been named Winter because she was born in December, not July, was a major girly girl. She loved to dress up in my mother’s clothes and high heels, and loved wearing make-up… not that she knew how to apply it. It made me laugh that she was so concerned about her looks because she looked like a hot mess 90 percent of the time.
William, born eleven months after Summer… yes Irish twins like their parents, was two. He loved to be cuddle, but also loved to run and around and climb. And Maddison was a moody 9-month-old baby who cried over everything. She would turn out to be a drama queen, I was certain of it.
I know that is a lot to follow, so here is an easier list.
Ross and Vanessa had Victoria in 2014; she was now about to turn 10.
Ross and Vanessa had Ethan in 2017; he was 6 but would be 7 in July.
Ty and Mom had Dylan in Feb 2020; he was now 4.
Ty and Sky had Liana in Feb 2020; she was now 4.
Ty and Sky had Kyler in December 2020; he was now currently 3.
Andy and Mom had Sam in December 2020; he was now currently 3.
Billy and Millie had Summer in December 2020; she was now currently 3.
Billy and Millie had William in November 2021; he was now currently 2.
Ty and Sky had Noah in March 2022; he was now 2.
Andy and Mom had Hannah in May 2023; she was how 11 months.
Ty and Sky had their twins River and Tripp in June 2023; making them 10 months.
Billie and Mille had Maddison in July 2023; making her 9 months.
Sky was pregnant with another boy and due to give birth in a month (May 2024)
And finally, Millie was pregnant and due to give birth in August.
My siblings served their kids’ breakfast before sitting down around the table.
“So, Lily, did you make your choice yet?” Ty asked.
“No, not yet,” I replied.
“Are you nervous?” Sky asked.
“No,” I lied.
“I was nervous my first time,” Millie said.
“Really?”
“Yeah, it’s perfectly normally. Especially when you don’t know what to expect or if you’re going to feel comfortable with incest. Thinking about screwing my brother and actually doing it were very different situations.”
“But enjoyable, right?” Billy asked.
“Very.”
I didn’t know what to do. Incest didn’t freak me out; maybe at first because I had never been exposed to it and hadn’t even known it was a thing, but I was very much interested in being part of the sexual activities of my incestuous family. I wanted one brother in particular, but he wasn’t an option. Between my other brothers, I was learning more toward Billy because he was closest in age, but I wasn’t sure yet.
The day went by very fast, until the last hour and time went extremely slow. In one hour, I was going to lose my virginity to one of my brothers, and I still hadn’t decided which one. I paced my room, considering each of my options.
Finally, I decided one on and took the rest of the hour to get ready. I shaved every part of my body, even though my Mom told me no one would care. I stole a pair of my mother’s sexy underwear and the matching bra, but then went against it. I’d only be wearing them for a few minutes anyway so I wore nothing under my nightgown instead.
About twenty-minutes before, my mother called someone on the phone. I couldn’t hear what she was saying or who she was talking to, but she looked disappointed after it. I didn’t ask.
Finally, it was time. The children were fast asleep in their beds upstairs, and I joined my mother and brothers in my mother’s bedroom. They looked at me, waiting to hear who’d be getting the honor.
“Are you ready?” Mom asked. “You can change your mind. This is entirely up to you.”
“I’m ready.”
“Okay. So, who did you choose?”
“And-” I started to say, but I was interrupted.
“I’ll do it.”
I turned around and my heart started to race. I felt a warmth rush to my cheeks. It was Ross. It was… the brother I wanted.
My entire family looked completely shocked.
“Yeah, well, these animals are wild, and I care about you, so I want you to have a good, gentle, intimate first time,” Ross stated, stumbling over his words.
“Okay, I whispered.”
“Right then, let’s leave them alone,” Mom decided.
“I was so close to getting picked,” Andy said as they all left the room.
I stared awkwardly at my oldest brother. I hadn’t realized how badly I wanted him. My heart was still racing and there were knots in my stomach. My body seemed to be burning up, too. I needed him to kiss me, pull me into him. I didn’t really understand what I was feeling. Was this just desire or was it something more? I was scared too. What if I disappointed him? What if I didn’t like it? I didn’t know much about sex; I really didn’t know what to expect.
He walked toward me; his expression a mix of uncertainty and longing? Brushing his lips against my ear, he whispered. “Close your eyes and relax. I’ll teach you what to do.” I closed my eyes and focused my breathing. His finger pulled my lips apart so tenderly. My heart raced faster as my lips anticipated his. And then his lips connected with mine in a slow soft kiss, sending waves of fire coursing through my body.
I think he felt the same way, because when he kissed me again, it was deeper, more passionate. Sky was right, I know knew. Kissing was intoxicating, and it did leave you wanting more.
He pulled my arms around his neck and stepped closer to me, placing his hands on my waist. I shivered at his touch as we continued to kiss. It remained at a slow pace for a while and then sped up. My breathing grew heavy and my body craved more. It was a feeling I had never felt before… sexual desire.
I tightened my arms, pulling him even closer to me. His hands started to move up my back, pulling up my nightgown. There was a moment of panic when the fabric no longer covered my butt and my lady part was on display. I couldn’t focus on it or I’d chicken out. So I focused on the kissing and desire, letting my brother undress me. I moved my arms when it came time and felt my nightgown completely leave my body.
While still moving his lips with mine, he removed his top and tossed it to the floor. Gaining some courage, I ran my hands down his chest and unbuttoned his jeans. But then I got scared, and stepped back. I was completely embarrassed, but Ross was sweet.
“It’s okay,” he said. “We can stop if you want.”
“I don’t want to stop. I just freaked for a second.”
“This is intense. It’s normal to be a little nervous, or feel a little overwhelmed,” he said.
“Really?”
“Yes. There is nothing more vulnerable than having sex. That’s why I wanted you to have your first time in private with someone who’d be gentle and slow.”
I didn’t respond.
“Are you ready?” He asked.
I gave him and nod.
Ross removed the rest of his clothes, revealing his hard. How that was supposed to fit inside me, I had no clue. He sat down on the bed.
“Come sit on my lap,” he said.
With slow steps, I approached the bed and climbed onto my brother’s lap. He lifted me up and whispered, “this might hurt at first. If you want me to stop, just say so.”
I nodded.
He touched me down there first. Sky later told me this was to check if I was wet enough. I’m still not quite sure how wet is wet enough. But I guess I was wet enough. He lowered me until a sharp pain entered my sex. I winced.
“Sorry. It should only hurt this time, since it’s your first time,” Ross said. “Do you want to keep going?”
“Yes.”
With my legs wrapped around him and his cock inside me, our lips connected again in a few slow kisses. Then, he started moving my body up and down slowly. I moaned from the pain, but then an unimaginable pleasure started building up inside my sex. I moaned louder, this time from the pleasure.
Ross stopped and kissed my lips deeply before laying me down and getting on top of me. He started kissing my body, which sent more waves of burning desire through my body. And when he kissed my soaked pussy deeply, using his tongue, my body went into a frenzy. I started to shake, and my moans grew louder. I didn’t realize what was happening; that I was having an organism. Sky later explained it to me.
He stopped before I, as Sky later put it, climaxed. He warned me he was going to enter me again. I said it was okay but I was nervous. I braced myself for the pain, but it didn’t come. Instead, my sex was filled immense pleasure as his cock easily slid into me..
He thrust slowly at first, making me gasp and moan, and then he sped up. At once, my body started to shake again. My breathing became heavier, and I was panting and moaning. I couldn’t take it anymore. My body couldn’t take it anymore and it burst into a release. Now that I had finished, Ross stopped and pulled out of me.
“Thank you,” was as all I could think to say.
“You’re welcome; did you enjoy it?”
“Oh yeah; it was amazing. Did you enjoy it?”
Ross hesitated, as though he didn’t want to admit it. I knew he was issues with incest. I also knew Mom believed he secretly wanted her.
“Yes, I did.”
With that, he stood up and got dressed. He didn’t say another word to me and made a fast exit. As I started to dress myself, my mom came in.
“So, how was it?” Mom asked.
“Well I understand now why you all have so many damn kids,” I said, making them laugh.
“Did you manage to make him admit how much he wants this?” Mom asked.
“I think maybe? He did admit he enjoyed it.”
“Hmm. Maybe you are the key to getting him to accept his desires,” Mom said.
“You think?” I asked, unable to hide a smile. I definitely wanted him again and again and again…
“If you want him Lily; it won’t be easy,” Mom warned.
I nodded.
“Hey, Mom?”
“Yeah?”
“How did you know that it was Ross I wanted all along?”
“I know my children, honey.”
“Thanks for convincing him to do this for me.”
“How did you know he was who I called earlier?”
“Because I’m your daughter.”
“Happy birthday, sweetheart.”
I wanted my brother. I didn’t care that Ross was 37 years old; making him 19 years older than me. I wanted to feel that close to him again, to have him inside me. I wanted to explore sex with him. I still didn’t understand why him in particular, out of all my older brothers; I just knew I wanted him.
But it wouldn’t be easy.
And I needed a plan.
Even though I was now eighteen, I still had a few months of high school left. The day after my birthday, I went to school and lied to all my friends, telling them my family had just taken me to the movies to celebrate my birthday. I understood the importance of keeping my family’s, and now my, incest secret.
When I got home, Ross was there and no one else was. After dropping my bag by the door, I sat down beside him. Trying to work out a plan, my mind drew a blank. Only one thought stuck. I leaned over and kissed him. At first, he started kissing me back, but quickly stopped.
“Lil, last night… was just to make your birthday and your first-time special,” Ross said carefully. I could tell he was trying not to hurt my feelings.
“But why does it have to be just that?” I asked.
“I support you guys and your lifestyle, but I don’t agree with incest.”
“Is that your only reason?” I asked.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, didn’t you enjoy it? Even if you don’t want to admit it?”
“Lil, I accepted your choice to be Incestuous, and you need to accept mine to not be.”
I sighed and said, “You’re right. I just wish you wouldn’t deny yourself what you truly want just because society looks down on it.”
With that, I stood up and went to my room.
I tried to concentrate on history, but there was a tingle in my sex, refusing to be ignored. Knowing Ross was still in the house didn’t help. Why was he here? Mom wasn’t home, none of my siblings were either. And he wasn’t doing any work; he was just sitting on the couch.
A knock on my bedroom door made my heart skip a beat, but to my disappointment, it wasn’t Ross. It was Mom.
“Ross was just here; did you guys fuck again?” She asked with a hopeful tone.
“No. I tried but he stopped me.”
“Sorry, honey.”
“I’m not giving up just yet.”
“How are you feeling?” Mom asked.
“Fine.”
“No, I meant, how are you feeling down there?”
“Oh, there’s this weird tingle. Is that normal.”
Mom started to laugh.
“Its not funny!”
“Sorry honey. It’s perfectly normal; it means you’re horny.”
“Oh.”
“Should I get one of your brothers? Andy’s only gone to the store.”
Ever since covid we had all been living together; except Ross and his kids.
“Actually, can I try it with you?”
“Oh. I didn’t think you would be interested in doing it with girls,” Mom said.
“I’m not sure.”
“Well, let’s find out.”
Before I even had time to process her response, Mom leaned in. My lips instinctively parted and mother’s tongue slipped into my mouth. I instantly pulled away.
“Oh, do you not like… wait… have you never French-kissed?”
I didn’t respond but my face turned red.
“Ross didn’t teach you very much then did he?” Mom said teasingly. “Want to learn more?”
I nodded.
Mom leaned in again and slipped her tongue back into my mouth. I had no idea what to do. I used too much of mine at first, almost choked her, and then too little. She didn’t stop or complain, and she pretended not to notice. She guided me with her tongue, taught mine what to do. It was an odd sensation, but I liked it. And When I figured out what to do, I really enjoyed it.
I moved my tongue around my mother’s mouth until it got in rhyme with hers. She pulled away after a few minutes.
“Did Ross go down on you?” Mom asked.
“I don’t know what that means.”
“Did he lick you down there?”
“Oh, yes. A little, I really liked that.”
Mom grinned. “Like mother, like sister, like daughter. Lie down.”
I lay down and my mother pulled off my shorts and panties, tossing them aside. As she spread my legs open, my heart started to race again. I knew what was coming and damn did I want it.
First, she licked my pussy from bottom to top, and then focused on my clit. God, that felt amazing. I started to moan and started getting wet. My mom liked me whole again, making me tremble. She licked me deeper and faster and sucked my clit. I was in heaven. My body shook fiercely until it couldn’t take anymore, allowing me a release. We finished with another kiss.
“Wow,” I said.
“Use your tongue with Ross; none of my children have ever been able to resist making-out. It might just make him give in and realize how badly he wants you.”
“You think he wants me.”
“He came by the house for no reason today, didn’t even tell me was coming. And I haven’t seen him this happy in a long time.”
“Think you could take his kids tomorrow after school?”
“Sure. Good luck.”
I practice the art of French kissing with Mom a bunch of times throughout the day. The next day, after school, I went to Ross’ house. He looked surprised to see me, and a little suspicious, but he let me in. We sat down together on the couch.
“I know you want me,” I said.
Ross sighed. “Not this again, Lil.”
“You haven’t denied it,” I said. “You change the topic or say your against incest, but you have not directly said you do not want me.”
Ross didn’t respond.
“Tell me you’re not interested in me and I’ll stop.”
I leaned in closer to him, my lips just inches away from his.
“Lily, what are you doing?”
“You know what I’m doing. Question is, are you going to stop me?”
I brushed my lip against his, building up the heat between us.
“Lily…”
“Say you don’t want me and I’ll stop.”
But he didn’t.
His lips parted and he kissed me deeply but immediately pulling away.
“I can’t do this,” he whispered.
“Yes, you can. You just need to let yourself do it.”
I kissed him again and he placed his hand on my cheek, kissing me harder. Once I had my chance, I slipped my tongue into his mouth. He kissed me more intensely, letting me know it was working. But then he pulled away again.
“Lil… I can’t do this. I’m sorry.”
“Why not?”
“I have my kids to think about, for one. This could hurt them.”
“They don’t need to ever know.”
“But if anyone were to find out.. they could get hurt. We all could, including you. Why do you think I tried to protect you so badly?”
I didn’t respond.
“I can’t let anything happen to you because of my actions. I’m older, I know better. You are the youngest, surrounded by incest influence.”
“I made my choice; I don’t need protecting. My actions are my own, I chose to have sex with you. I wanted you to be my first time because you are the brother I am closest to. I feel safe with you, to the point I can be vulnerable in this way. And I’m in-love with you.”
My mouth fell open as I realized what I had said. I hadn’t even realized I was in love with Ross, but now that I said it, it made so much sense. And now, thinking over everything, I was convinced he was in love with me. Ross hadn’t had sex with any of our sisters on their birthdays, he wasn’t Millie’s first time.
Aside from Vanessa, I was the only one he’d ever had sex with (I’d learn this later). And mom believed he only slept with Vanessa to 1, cover up his craving for incest, and 2, to start a family of his own.
“I need to pick up my children from school,” Ross said getting up.
“You’re really not going to be honest with me?” I asked.
“Lily, regardless of how I may or may not feel about you, I cannot and will not be in an Incestuous relationship. You need to stop.”
I felt my heart sink.
“Okay,” I said softly.
A few weeks later, I wasn’t feeling well. I had stomach cramps and felt like throwing up. But it was the worst timing. It was my brother and sister’s wedding.
Ty and Sky had debated their wedding date for the LONGEST time. Finally, they decided they loved the idea of their children walking down the aisle and so they set the date for when their kids would be old enough to carry out their roles. Of course, they hadn’t counted on having so many kids.
I tried to put everything with Ross out of my mind, but it was hard because… well because I was pretty sure I was pregnant. And since Ross was the only one of my brothers I had sex with… yeah this was a mess. But I didn’t know for sure yet.
I didn’t want to steal the spotlight, so I kept it to myself. The wedding had to be small, private, and fake. We were basically having a “party” where Mom would act as the officiant, Ty and Sky would say their vows and exchange rings, and then, for the sentiment, Mom had printed a fake marriage certificate for them to sign.
I had a beautiful flowy baby blue dress with matching shoes, and Mom lent me some of her finer jewelry; a pearl necklace and beautiful hoop earrings. Millie helped me with my make up.
The ceremony started, the traditional song playing on YouTube. Dylan and Liana walked across our backyard, arms looped together. Liana using her free hand to the toss the flowers from her basket. I had to admit it was adorable. Kyler followed behind holding the rings.
And then Millie walked down, we were both bridesmaids. I followed after her and glanced at Ross standing next to Ty with our other brothers. He was looking at me, but when he noticed me looking at him, he looked away. Ignored it even though it hurt.
I couldn’t focus on the wedding. I kept glancing at Ross, noticing each time that he was already looking at me. But every time I looked at him, he looked away. If I was pregnant, how would he react? Would he finally admit his his feelings or would he turn me and our child away?
After the wedding I couldn’t keep it to myself anymore. I pulled Ross into the house where we could talk in private.
“I need to tell you something,” I said. “It’s important.”
“Lily, I have tried being nice about this but you are not listening,” Ross stated.
“I’m pregnant.”
Ross’s face fell.
“Well, I think I’m pregnant.”
“You just think? You don’t know for sure?” Ross asked, his voice slightly panicked.
“I haven’t taken the test yet, and I’ve only had a few signs. I’m not late yet either.”
“We need to get you a pregnancy test right now,” he said. “Tell Mom I went to get some cupcakes or something.”
With that, he left. I paced around the bathroom until he came in holding a shopping bag. He took out the pregnancy test and handed it to me.
“Look, if I did get you pregnant, I am so so sorry, Lily. I should have been responsible and used a god damn condom. What was I thinking!”
“Hey, I wasn’t thinking about birth control either,” I said.
“If you are pregnant, I will support you, of course. I will step up and raise this child but I don’t want you getting your hopes up that it will mean we will be together.”
I had hoped. I still hoped.
I nodded and he left the bathroom. I took the test and called him back in to await the results. I didn’t know what to think. Did I want to be pregnant? No, not really. But it could be the only way to make Ross accept himself, his true self. It could be my only chance at being with him.
“I love you too,” he said, breaking the silence.
“You mean…”
“Yes. I’m sorry I rejected you so coldly.”
“It’s okay.”
“No, it wasn’t. I wanted to protect you, and instead, I hurt you.”
“Yes, but I really just wanted you to be honest with yourself.”
“I just don’t know if that is a part of me I want to accept.”
I looked away before I could tear up.
“You look beautiful, by the way.”
I looked back at him and smiled. “Thanks.”
Seeing you walk down the aisle, or rather the back yard…I’ll say it to you because you deserve to know. I never meant to fall in love with you. It was always Mom that I wanted, never any of my sisters or brothers or father. Until you grew up.”
I leaned over and kissed his lips softly.
“Promise that stays between us?” he asked.
“I Promise.”
He leaned in and kissed me.
“Maybe if we took it slow, like very slow. I don’t want to make any promises that can end with you getting hurt,” he said.
“If time is what you need, you have it. I’m not interested in dating outside our family. Ty and Sky are literally married now. Billy and Millie are engaged, and Andy bangs our mother like every night.”
“I didn’t need to know that,” Ross said.
“My point was, they’re all paired up. And even if they weren’t, you are the one that I want, the only one I want.”
We both leaned in this and kissed deeply.
That’s why my phone’s timer went off.
We looked at the results. It was negative.
“Oh,” I said.
“Sorry, Lil.”
“No, it’s okay. It’s a relief actually, I really wasn’t ready.”
“Maybe one day,” he said.
“Yeah, and besides, this house is full enough already.”
(Don’t worry the wedding will be in much more detail next chapter once we’re back in Sky’s perspective. I debated getting Lily pregnant right away but with so many kids in the house already thought it would be too much. I didn’t realize how many kids I had added until I tried to write them all at the table. I had about 7 drafts of that part, trying to find the best least confusing least wordy way to introduce them all. I really liked this chapter, and Lily’s story. What did you guys think? Do you want me to continue switching between Sky and Lily to continue Lily and Ross’ story? Or maybe it should be it’s own spin off series. Let me know. I really do listen to you guys to decide how to continue.)
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