Literotic asexstories – Utter Love Ch. 02 by tarkatony,tarkatony
Safe from ear shot, Jill stopped and turned to brother, “God, Jake, I want to jump into your arms, I want to hold you and kiss you and touch you. How did you do it?”
When Jake began walking, Jill quickly caught up. “I didn’t, they did. After I told them how important it was for me to go to that university, they understood and did the rest. We will have a year together, Jill, a year to sort things out. If you want to transfer again, what’s to stop you, if you want to move out on your own or with someone else, again, what’s to stop you? You’ll be away from home, you’ll have freedom,.”
“I don’t want my freedom, Jake, I want to be with you.”
“Well, sure, but eventually we’re going to have to move on and I’m thinking it will be a lot easier to move on from there, then from here.”
They walked about a minute in silence, before Jake asked, “What’s wrong?”
“Why do we have to move on?”
This irrational silliness was beginning to annoy him, “Because you’re my fucking sister, Jill, are we to live together for the rest of our lives?”
Again, a silence, then Jake became philosophical. “Look, Jill, I love you, I’ve always loved you and I always will love you. This sex thing, well, it’s just been icing on the cake.” When he saw her almost angry glance, he added, “oh, don’t get coy with me. You know what I mean, don’t be difficult. Brothers and sisters aren’t supposed to be doing what we’re doing. But we’re doing it, we’re each other’s first.”
“Not yet.” She smiled seductively.
Jake laughed and corrected himself, “Well, we will be each other’s first and what we have to do is prepare ourselves for each other’s second.”
Jill turned away, “I don’t want to talk about that.”
Jake shrugged, “OK, but the way I’ve got it figured we can ride out the rest of the school year, hell you’ve only got another few weeks left in college, and I’ll work in that construction camp again this summer. Then we’ll see how things unfold in the fall.”
They turned back toward the school.
“What I’m saying is that next fall we are both going to support each other to find the right person, and the right person isn’t, obviously, each other.”
She didn’t look at him and her voice was hollow, “You’ve got it all figured out, don’t you?”
“If I had it figured out, I wouldn’t be walking across a fucking football field with my fucking sister as the girl of my fucking dreams.”
Jill threw her arms around her brother and kissed him passionately. “I love you, Jake.”
The round trip to drop his parents off at airport was the longest of Jake’s life, or it sure seemed to him to be. When he drove the car into the garage his stiff prick actually hurt and his underwear was wet with pre-cum.
When he entered the kitchen he noticed the sloppy wreckage of a half-prepared dinner, but Jill wasn’t there so he looked into the darkened living room and almost didn’t see her, but she was there, sitting forward in a chair, her shoulders hunched over hands folded in her lap. She looked nervous and tired, even exhausted, “Oh God, Jake, I just want us to be so happy.”
Her words had a haunting sound to them, a hint of desperation and they scared him and he hesitated for a moment before going to her. He stroked her hair, “What’s the matter?”
She took his hand and held it to her face, and said in a timid, girlish voice, “I want everything to be so perfect for us, Jake. I’ve waited so long for this, so long for us to be alone together and now that we are I’m terrified I’ll do something wrong, I’ll wreck it, you’ll hate me.”
Jake fell to his knees and brushed the hair from her face. “Wreck what? Why would I hate you?”
“I just want you to love me, Jake, I want to make you love me.”
“But I do love you, Jill, I’ve always loved you, I always will love you.”
She looked at him for the first time and there were tears in her eyes, “But you said we have to move on, we can’t be together.”
“Next fall, not now, we can be together now.”
“I don’t want to move on, Jake, I never want to move on, I want us always to be together.”
Jake felt a sense of panic growing in his chest, his sister had changed, she appeared frail, almost child-like, she wasn’t making any sense. “But you’ll want a husband, you’ll want kids, that’s all I meant.”
“I don’t want a husband, I don’t want kids, I want you.”
Jake’s eye’s narrowed in confusion, “You mean you want me now, and next year …” he hesitated for a minute unsure of himself, “and in five years? in 10 years?”
“Yes,” she said the words while pressing her mouth into his hand.
“But that’s crazy and you know it.”
Her words were angry, defiant, “I don’t care.”
“Jill, for Christ sakes, make sense.”
She was holding him, clutching him, crying, but he pushed her away and when he did she turned in the chair and brought her knees to her chest and with her shoulders hunched in despair, she began crying.
Jake rushed from the room.
He was relieved to see that the house was dark when he walked through the kitchen, heading for his room. He didn’t know what he was going to say to her, he could think of nothing he could say to her. Why must he convince her of the obvious? But he didn’t have to, “Sorry Jake, I don’t know what got in to me.”
He could barely discern her but when he turned on the lights she was sitting on his bed and he was relieved to see she was smiling.
“God, Jill, you scared the hell out of me tonight. Don’t do that, it’s weird, it’s freaky.”
“Ya, I know, I felt that, too.”
“What happened?”
“I don’t know, my exams, the excitement about next year, the pressure, the waiting, the expectation, the wanting to be with you, I just felt a little lost, I got a little scared.” She shrugged her shoulders, as if by doing so her problems would slip away, “But I’m sorry, Jake, it will never happen again.” She had been talking to the floor but now she looked up at him, “Honest.”
Jake physically sagged in relief and crossed the floor and sat down beside his sister and kissing her softly on the cheek. “We are happy, Jill, and we will be happy — we will help each other be happy, don’t worry.”
Jill turned her head and kissed her brother lightly on the lips, “Thanks, Jake, thanks for understanding.” Then she pulled back, “Do you want me to leave?”
He gave his sister a brotherly one-armed hug, “I want you to be all right.”
She threw her arms around him and hugged him, “I am alright,” and she held him for a moment then slowly released him, “but I know how I can be all righter.”
Her face was glowing with a seductive smile now and to her brother she appeared to be the girl who had come to him each day after school, sexy, loving, fun and adventurous and she excited him and he pulled her down onto the bed. But he felt the need for caution, too, “Promise me you’re OK, Jill, promise me you understand.”
“I’m OK, Jake, honest, and I know we’ll have to …” but she couldn’t use the term ‘move on,’ so she said “find our way,” then she added, kissing him on the nose, “but that’s next fall, tonight is ours,” and when she pulled herself from his grip and straddled him, sitting on his stomach she could feel his penis begin to harden as she slowly undid the buttons on her blouse.
He watched her fingers part her blouse, showing her delicate, almost transparent rose coloured bra, “You’re beautiful, Jill, I’m the luckiest man alive.”
“It’s your favourite, Jake and I bought cotton panties to match.”
When she undid the last button Jake reached up and cupped both of her heavy, excited tits and as he rubbed the nipples with his thumbs through the gossamer thin bra she glowed at the intimacy, as she always did and she slowly undid his shirt.
Jake didn’t know if it was his pent up sexual excitement or his relief that his sister was OK but when she started to pull his shirt away from his shoulders he almost tossed her to the bed and was on his knees, pulling at her pants and when they were off, he jumped from the bed, pulled off his shirt, pants and underwear and kneeled at the end of the bed and roughly pulled his sister’s panties from her and pulled her sex to his face.
But she pushed at him, “Slowly, Jake, we want to remember this.”
He smiled and kissed her on the stomach and laughed, “For the past three weeks I’ve told us to go slowly and look what I do.”
Jill looked at her brother’s head between her legs and physically shuddered with her love for him. “I will remember this night for the rest of my life.”
Jake said nothing and stroked his sister’s thigh.
When she said, “Look at me, Jake,” he looked up and she smiled and shook her head, “no, look at me down there. Look at me, describe me.”
Jake kissed again at his sister’s white, soft thigh and then pulled back a little and pushed at her legs so she would open further, and she did.
Jill was still studying her brother, “What do you see, Jake, tell me what you see.”
“You are just so beautiful, just so pretty and you smell so unbelievably sexy.” He put both his hands on her thighs at her groin and he used his thumbs to part his sister’s lips and when he did he leaned in and kissed her, pushing his lips into her pink, wet interior, and he left them there and licked and when he pulled back he licked at the hair around her pink opening, smelling, tasting.
“What do you see, Jake, please, tell me.”
Jake reluctantly pulled further back and studied his sister’s sex. “Light brown hair … just a little on your stomach and in your crotch and it grows more denser over your mound. Oh, God, Jill, this is just so hot.”
Jill moved a little towards him and opened herself as wide as she could. “Tell me more Jake.”
“When I part your hair I can see you lips, they’re like heavy folds of skin and they’re thick and puffy …”
“… because I’m so aroused …”
“and when I pull your lips open you are bright pink and wet and you have a hood on the top …”
“My clitoris, Jake …”
Jake looked up at his sister, “Does it make you hot when I describe you?”
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