“Noelle, do you trust me?” I asked after a long silence. We had each covered up enough now to at least be decent if anyone came by.

“Of course I do” she said, sitting up slightly to look at me. “What’s up?”

“I…” I started, before pausing to let out a deep breath. “I feel like I need you. Now. I know it’s too soon and seems crazy. But something is telling me that we should just go for it. I feel like this night was meant to be remembered for our entire lives.”

She looked at me uneasily. The idea was obviously shocking to her. She was tentative enough during third base. I imagine she had never gone for home.

“I really like you” she started hesitantly. “I want to. It would be amazing to have my first experience be with you. It’s just…so out of character for me. I’m such a good girl. I’m a goodie two shoes. Everyone knows that. You see me at school. I’ve never taken a risk like this.”

I paused, gave a warm smile in return, and looked down. I shook my head with a small chuckle. She basically just described the entire reason I was in this situation. Too many times playing it safe. Too many opportunities missed. How could I convey that, though, without giving everything away?

“I’m like that too” I began. “I’m not a straight A guy, or anything, but I rarely take risks either. Like right now – I’m out too late. This is the first time I’ve done anything like this since I got in trouble as a little kid. I don’t like taking risks either. But…I guess I’m tired of it. Nothing that exciting has ever happened in my life. Of course, nothing that bad has happened either. That’s the blessing and curse of not taking risks. Sometimes, I just wonder what things would be like if I took a big chance on something. Tonight…this has already been one of the best nights of my life.”

She looked at me for a bit and smiled. Then, without saying anything, she started to kiss me again, with more passion than before. It appears that my words had struck a chord with her. Heck, they had struck something in me, too. I didn’t know what this would do to me, emotionally, but right now, I didn’t want to be anywhere else.

“Race you back to the top” she grinned, and quickly made her way back up the slide. Although we were in public, she obviously wanted to be at least slightly out of sight. People could still see us from the top of the slide, but it would’ve taken a bit more searching.

I immediately followed her up the slide with a big smile on my face. My heart was pounding, though little of it had to do with any physical exertion. When I made it to the top, Noelle was sitting on her jeans, completely naked.

“What you said made a lot of sense” she smiled. “There’s plenty of time to be safe. Let’s just be wild youth tonight.”

I removed my clothing and invited Noelle to climb onto my lap. I steadied myself against a wall of the equipment. She crawled onto my lap, my cock sitting just in front of her pussy, as we started to kiss. Our tongues intertwined with the two of us holding each other for minutes straight. Finally, I tugged on her ass a little, and she moved herself directly on top of my cock. The two of us exchanged a meaningful, mutual look of excitement, before she slowly lowered herself. My unprotected cock pushed its way into her, spreading her as it entered. Luckily, it appeared that she had masturbated enough to not cause any major first time issues for us because she wasn’t pausing much to deal with discomfort. It was a tight fit, but the scene was incredible. Watching myself disappear, inch by inch, into Noelle was so arousing.

When she had taken as much of me as she could manage, she paused. She bent down to kiss me again, and my hands explored her backside, squeezing her ass. She then started to bounce, riding me at a slow pace. As she increased the rhythm, I looked up and watched her breasts bounce. I couldn’t resist taking them into my mouth, flicking my tongue across her nipples. The extra pleasure caused Noelle to pick up the pace again, starting to ride me at a steadier pace. My cock felt incredible, pushing up against every inch of her warm insides, feeling every single ridge and wall.

“Ohhhh” she moaned as she bounced on me quicker. I could tell she was getting close, as her body started to tense. I reached down and started to rub her clit, sending her into a louder series of moans. A few seconds later, she crashed down on my cock, holding still as she contracted and spasmed all over me. When she finally regained her wits, she started to ride me again.

“Let’s change positions” I smiled as I slowed her motions and slid out from under her. I leaned back and invited her to lean against me with her back. We basically assumed the spooning position as I maneuvered my cock back between her legs. One of my arms went under her body and wrapped around, hand holding onto one of her breasts. The other raised her upper leg into the air, as I pushed myself back inside her. From this angle, the large underside vein of my cock could easily rub against her g-spot with each thrust. My left hand continued to squeeze her breasts as I thrusted upwards. I could feel her full breasts jiggling slightly into my hand when I relaxed my grip. This position also gave me control, as I started to pick up the pace faster than before. I used my leg to hold hers high enough in the air to give me access, using my now free right hand to rub her clit. The more intense fucking, combined with my constant pressure on her clit, built her up a lot more quickly this time. It wasn’t long before she was shaking in my arms, her pussy squeezing and releasing my cock rhythmically, as her head dropped against my shoulder in ecstasy. I nudged her face so that she was looking back at me now, and started to kiss her again. My left hand dropped from her breasts to her stomach, holding her in place as I started to really slam into her.

“OHHH MMM” she broke the kiss, unable to breathe fast enough like that. My lower half was slapping against her now, as I used all of my energy to fuck her hard. Soon enough, her body went stiff in my arms, as I felt her contracting around me more powerfully than before. Her mouth opened, but nothing came out, as she came hard on my cock. I was doing all the work now, as her energy had been completely sapped. Her powerful orgasm had started to build me closer, and I could feel myself starting to thicken and stiffen inside her.

“Are you sure?” she looked back at me, a little panicked as I grew inside her.

“Yes, remember, wild youth tonight” I smiled reassuringly at her as I brought her face to mine in another kiss. Our lips remained locked together as I buried myself inside her one more time. The world seemed to freeze in the moment when I went over the edge, waiting for the inevitable explosion. My hands took a firm hold on her breasts, holding me steady as it finally hit. Noelle and I kissed passionately as my cock contracted, moving up and down slightly inside her as I shot my hot seed. I could feel thick rope after thick rope spurt inside her tight, warm pussy. Every time I thought I was ready to slow down, a few more shots emptied into her. Finally, we both collapsed, spent from the incredible night.

“You’re right” Noelle said, trying to catch her breath. “This really has been the best night ever.”

Just then, I heard my phone go off from my shorts. It was clearly my parents. First would come the constant calls, followed by some sort of panic, and probably a search. This was such a difficult moment.

“Aren’t you going to answer that?” she asked me, phone ringing for a second time.

“No” I shook my head. “It’s going to be fine.”

Was this the end of the journey? I wanted to experience more, see how this relationship would’ve played out. But what would the point have been? To deal with all of this trouble in a life that didn’t actually exist. To either prove to myself that things wouldn’t have been all that different, even if I had made a different choice that fateful night online. Or, to show myself that I really had made a big mistake. That things were really good in this alternate life. And that I had to eventually go back knowing that. As much as I wanted to know, I just couldn’t see spending days, months, even years in a world that didn’t actually count.

With tears starting to form in my eyes, I reached into my shorts. This was the only way. I had been granted the chance to re-live some incredible moments. Some moments were extremely satisfying. Others were bittersweet, but worth it. This…this was some combination of incredible and heartbreaking.

Before Noelle could ask me what I was doing, I pressed the button. Nothing happened. I looked around, fright starting to take over, as I remained in the current world. All of a sudden, I realized everything but my body was frozen. Noelle was there, but completely still. The clouds in the night sky were motionless. There was absolutely no noise, save for my ragged breathing.

Then, the device vibrated, causing me to drop it to the floor. It expanded slightly, and started to engrave something into its side. Ten boxes appeared, each one filled by a caricature of every girl I had gone back to see. A light flashed, lighting up the girls, one by one. Then, one more box formed under the ten girls, with an image of my fiancee.

The nuclear warning siren rang again. It was the same as what I had heard previously, but it was much louder and more intense. In red letters, the device lit up a final message to me.

“CHOOSE YOUR FATE”

Then the siren again. And a number.

“10…9…8…”

“What?!” I shouted out loud. The device was counting down. The 10 girls pictures lit up, individually, and then my fiancee’s lit up.

“7…6…5…”

The siren was getting louder. What did it even mean? Was it asking me to choose between all ten girls and my current life? Was it asking me to choose one of the girls? Was it symbolically allowing me a restart on my life?

“4…3…”

What the hell would happen if I didn’t choose in time? Would I be trapped in this frozen world forever? Had I thrown away a great, uncomplicated, albeit somewhat stagnant life, for this crazy device?!