Desperate by john2102

Hey, my name’s Jess. This is my story, hope you enjoy. I just recently lost my job at the florists due to the Coronavirus, and because I’d only been there a couple weeks I’m not entitled to any furlough pay. fuck! I applied online for benefits from the government but they said it would take a few weeks at least because of all the applicants. I had no luck looking online for jobs either, and with debt payments as well as rent to pay, I was desperate.

I was watching porn online – I guess you could say I’m an addict, I have a fucking high sex drive! – and it was a really hot video of a couple fucking on a cam, I was sat on my deodorant can and rubbing my clit like mad til I came real hard. I noticed at the end of the video a message that they’d made the video on a cam website and made loads of money. Well, I didn’t even stop to take the can out of my dribbling pussy, I made an account, linked my bank and soon I had the camera turned on me and I was rubbing my clit.

I was fucking horny! I would constantly get messages from pervy men about how beautiful I was, or how ugly, or what they were doing to themselves, what they wanted me to do; it was all gross and really turned me on! I was cumming at least 10 times a day and had quickly gained a following, although I wasn’t making as much as I would have liked.

But I soon learnt, instead of starting out like a mad crazed horny rabbit, I would start slow, tease the audience, make them pay more and more even to flash a nipple. It was slower, maybe less exciting, but I made a shit load more cash. On a good day I could earn more in an hour online with the cams than I could in two or three days in the florist. And the orgasms were great, I loved the idea of thousands of men all stroking their hard pricks for me, cumming for me; I felt powerful, a cum queen.

Well, all was going well, til one day I got an email from a strange email address, I normally ignore those things but there was a thumbnail in it that caught my eye…yes fuck! It was a screenshot of me rubbing my clit with two pegs clipped onto my nipples! I’d seen warnings that this could happen, you should always report to the police they said, but this was different, this was from an old school friend. Jack. He lived in the same town as me, knew where I lived, knew where my mom lived, we were connected on all social media. I was fucked.

He said he’d really been enjoying my shows, that he hadn’t told anyone about it, yet, but if I didn’t meet him that night at his place at 8pm he would release all the photos and videos to everyone I knew. Fuck what a creep. I felt too sick and angry to do my show that afternoon, I couldn’t even eat. I took a quick shower at 7.30 then went out to meet him. He lived only a few blocks away.

I didn’t even have to knock, he opened the door with a cocky smirk on his face, “Hey Jess!”

“Hello Jack”

“How you been holding up!”

“Fine, until you got in touch”

“I’d say better than fine Jess, yesterday you had 15,000 people watching you fuck yourself in both holes, live. How much did you earn off that, hey?”

“I don’t know, a few thousand.”

“Better than fine Jess! Sit down.”

I sat down and eyed Jack properly for the first time, I hadn’t seen him in months, we used to go to the same bars, the same parties, but we were never close. He had short cropped hair, a strong jaw line, his shirt was too tight and accentuated his strong build.

“Listen Jess, I love your work.”

“Oh fuck off!”

“No!” He said, laughing “I’m serious. I can’t tell how many times I’ve cum with you on my screen. You’re good at what you do.”

“So what do you want?”

“Jess! All I want to do” he said softly, moving towards me on the couch, “is help you”

“What are you talking about!”

“Okay, listen Jess, I have a proposal, just listen” I froze as he put his hand on my thigh, he wasn’t pressing hard but I could feel his strength. “You’re good at what you do, you had 15,000 yesterday, but you know what, if you want to get proper audiences and make the big bucks, you need a cock.” I couldn’t help laughing, he smiled too, but I stopped as his hand slid further up my thigh and down between my legs, “You had 15,000 Jess, but a couple on your website at the exact same time had 72,000. 72,000! Think of that. Girls and boys. And you know girls give more generous. Now listen, what I propose is this; you make a video with me, just one, and if we don’t get a bigger audience or make more money, then fine, but if we do, then, we give this a shot. What do you say?”

“What would happen if I said no?”

“Well, Jess, I know your mum and I’m not sure how proud she’d be to see what sort of things you’ve been doing online these past couple weeks.”

Fuck, what do I do, what do I do? I was scared of Jack. And excited by him. His hand was still clamped between my legs and I could feel my juices flowing, he squeezed his hand down further and I felt the first drop of cum drip out of my pussy. Fuck.

He stood up and took me by the hand and led me into a dark room, he flipped the switch and revealed a professional set up of cameras and lights, all arranged around a king size bed.

“Jess?”

“Let’s just fucking do it.”

“What?”

“Cmon!”

I started to undress and in just a couple of seconds I was naked and lying on his bed. He was shocked into silence, unsure of himself, then he seemed to snap back to life, he pressed a button behind the camera and a red light appeared. He pulled off his top to reveal his abs and chest, then stepped forward to me, his eyes glued to my already shining pussy.

I grabbed his shoulders and worked my hands around his chest until I worked down to his six pack and finally his belt. I unbuckled it quickly, my heart beating so loud now we could both hear it, my breath uneven and my hands shaking, I roughly pulled down his pants and his cock flew free. He stood before me as I slipped off the bed and knelt down before him.

“Fuck, but it’s huge!” I said. All he did was turn and smile to the camera. Coming out of his dark pubes was at least seven inches of thick veiny cock, his head shiny, half exposed through his foreskin. He wasn’t even fully erect yet. “I can’t”

“Just touch it” he said, his voice quaking now too

I reached out and took hold of his penis, it was slightly bent to the left side. I took his cock in my hand and I could feel it was still soft, he wasn’t yet hard and he must be now 8 inches. My hand couldn’t even fit around it, my thumb and forefinger didn’t touch. It was without doubt the biggest dick I’d ever seen.

“Jack, Jack, I can’t. It’s, it’s too big. I’ve never seen one…like this.”

“It’ll be ok” he managed to grunt. His cock was now fully erect, I felt it grow in my hand and it was now rock hard, his glistening purple head fully on show.

“Jack, it will never fit. I’m tight, you’ve seen the videos.”

“Just lick, suck it, cmon, we’re live here!”

Shit, I’d totally forgotten about the camera, so transfixed was I by his pulsating cock. I stuck out a tongue and slowly licked from the base up to his head, where his precum stuck to my tongue as I started down from the base again. Jack was moaning loudly as I repeated this and beads of precum were rolling down his throbbing cock as I finally opened my mouth as wide as I could and let his cock enter.

It tasted so good! I didn’t wrap my lips around it, but let it go as deep as possible until it hit the back of my throat, maybe 4 or 5 inches, normally enough to be almost at the base but with Jack I wasn’t even halfway. He started to moan and thrust his hips as he felt the back of my throat. I tried to relax as much as possible to accommodate more of him as his thrusts became faster and harder and deeper, but I couldn’t take him all and soon I was choking and suffocating as he continuously thrust in and out of my mouth. The tears were streaming down my face and I was slapping his thighs to try tell him to back off and get away but it only seemed to spur him on. Harder and faster he thrust, my crying eyes tried to find his as he made one final thrust and the whole of his cock slid right down my throat, all 10 inches were lodged down my throat, my nose pressed right up against his pubes, and I heard him moan louder this time, and then I felt his cock start to spasm, I could feel the contraction start from the base of his cock all the way up to the tip where hot jets of liquid burst into my throat. He was screaming now as his cock sent jet after jet straight into my belly, his hands holding me fast, but with my nose pressed up against his pubes I couldn’t draw breath and soon I felt as though my lungs were about to burst. I slapped his thighs and arse as hard as I could as I felt his cock pulsating slower now in my mouth and throat, his hands relaxed their grip and he slowly pulled out from my throat and mouth and I could heave a breath. Fuck!

There was a thick string of his cum and my spit hanging between the tip of his cock and my chin, he looked down at me and smiled, slapping my face slightly as I knelt before him heaving life back into my body. He stepped back and the the string of cum fell from his cock and fell down onto my tits and trickle down to my pussy. I was still dazed and panting as he lifted me clear off the ground and lay me on the bed, my legs dangling off.

He massaged his cum into my tits, and fuck my nipples were rock hard, the sensations were returning to my body as he worked down from my tits to my pussy. He fingered my clit and ran a finger between my pussy lips, drawing a deep dark moan from me. I lifted my head and looked at him, his great chest rising and falling, his cock glistening all over, and beating to the rhythm of his heart. It had shrunk since he came, he was no longer rock hard, but he could still boast around 7 inches, still easily the biggest penis I’d seen. My legs were shaking.