I will not give up ! by voluptous

I could not get this idea out of my head. I tried to resist that desire which was growing up inside me, do I have to tell her what I feel? there was always something stopping me from going so far in way that could ruin our relationship as a son and his mother,my mom was at her 40 but she was still in shape, white skin, light brown hair and that beautiful intensive ass, she was well-endowed woman.!

she used to spend her nights painting or reading in her atelier which is a large room on the second floor of her large house, my room was facing her room and we used to talk about different topics not as a mom and a son but friends that time I was really going through lots after breaking up with my girlfriend because of my mother intervention somehow I had common interests with my mother she was a well-known artist and writer in a conservative community.

one night I sneaked into her room while she was painting, it was hot night and humid therefore she was put on her light blue nightgown but I was still able to see her panties, she answered my hello and turned back to complete her work I sat on a chair there watching her bare feet and her body while it was moving with her hand beats on the large painting paper.

“Wow.”

“Do you like it?” she asked.

“Sure.”

she started explaining to me about her work when what i had meant it was her sexy ass. suddenly she stopped talking and asked me.

“Are you going to stay longer?” she asked.

“Yep,” I answered. “Am I bothering you?”

“No, but you should be in bed.”

“I tried but I couldn’t shut my eyes.” I answered with a little grim.

“Why not?” she asked.

“I love you,” I relied.

“What?”

“I love you,” I repeated.

“I love you too.”

“But my love is different.” I said,

“How is it different?” she asked, puzzled.

“I see you as the most beautiful woman.”

She chuckled. “I know I am beautiful.”

“but I am serious.” I said firmly .

“serious about what mf.?” she asked with a dropped jaw.

“I am serious that I like you indeed.!”

“I like you too you are my handsome boy.”

“Not that, I like you but not as a mother,”

she got blushed while she was staring at me trying to show me an anger face but I could see the woman in her eyes.

Suddenly her voice pitch went up and said,

“you should not say that what did you mean by all this shit.” I said.

“I can not get you out of my mind , I am thinking about you , your body and your smile most the time”

I was foolish, bold at that moment but I could see her eyes they got shone suddenly and her voice started to be a little bit shivering and her cheeks got blushed.

that encouraged me to keep talking about what is she mean for me, I mentioned her special beauty, her body type which is the best for the most of men.

she told me that I had to be ready for the final exams in the school, tried to get back with my e girl after the exams to see if it is still possible to be together again.

during that my hand had reached her right hand and I was going to catch the other, but she pushed my hands away.

Quickly she stood and ordered me to leave her alone or she would act in a different way.

I tried to stay and explain more about what I feel but at the end I had to leave with a broken heart.

Nothing was changed next she kept avoiding me for a while several days later everything got into its normal ways, me either kept myself busy and she took it as Oedipus complex.

after 2 years or 3 I grew up and I could control my forbidden desire at the same time my mom kept praising me and seriously I was not taking it sexually because she was talking as any other moms but one evening she was in her room talking to my little sister and kissing her I entered pretending that I was jealous, she was tired after long busy day.

“Oh are you jealous?” she asked.

“Sure.” I answered.

She opened her arms to hug me and I stepped forward while my little sister was getting between us.

“You both go out I need to lay back and take a nap.”

I went to the bathroom to wash my hands and while I was getting out of it I looked at her through the open door I glanced her and my sister was laying by her, so I approached them and asked my sister to go out.

“No I will not.” She mummed then she went away.

my mother smile after she said. “You act like a kid.”

“But it`s unfair I like to hug you too.” I answered.

“Come little boy.”

I laid by her and we hugged her.

“You can go now.” She demanded.

“Need more time“ I said.

“For what, has it not been enough for you?.”

“Nah I need more.”

I moved my head towards her then put my lips on her left cheek and kissed her softly so did she.

something weird happened I could not help it out, I continued kissing and I felt her body responding to my kisses, it took us seconds before I realized that I become above her, my body was completely topping hers, she was wearing a black thongs and long sleeping shirt , she was laughing as it was a joke but my lips were looking for her lips , I do not know how did I get all this boldness I did not hear any word asking me to stop ! I felt my thing started swelling and pushing against her bladder and the time had stopped, such a tasty saliva, I could hear her voiceless moaning and my chest was rubbing against her full breast while her legs were a slightly separated, gradually I moved mine gently up and down rubbing against her vagina but without removing her panties, suddenly I heard what I was not ready to hear stop.

she said it therefore I had to obey her commands, gently her hands pushed me away of her delicious body afterwards she told me to go out, I walked away and heard the door knob was locked after me.

I will try again.

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