‘But everyone here is watching, we should go somewhere…’
“Where Can we go?” she asked. I was delirious. I racked my brain for a good answer. Anyplace DARK. Wait….we were at Disneyland. They had a haunted house ride or something. That would be perfect for my lecherous advances toward my sister. ‘Let’s walk around.’ I said. We took off at a trot. I stayed beside my sister so I could watch her chest quiver to and fro; as I knew it did when she walked fast. We walked a little, and she kept looking at me strangely. She had a half smile on her face. We got to a fence we could lean against and look over. There, I finally looked at her in full light of what had Just happened. She turned and put her back against the fence and said “What the fuck was That? I can’t believe we just did that” So it Had happened, i thought. I had been unsure. Now i had to talk to her. ‘I’m….Leese…. you’re so…’ I was still stammering. “Fuck MacArthur Calm down. If you Ever tell Anyone that happened, I’ll deny it and kill you.” What? i thought. Shit, i gotta play this cooler. Stop stammering. I can’t let her think this is a big deal or she’ll never do it again. ‘Well….it’s not that big a deal Lisa..’ I spit out, suddenly calm. “Yeah, Bullshiiiiiit” she said chuckling. She wasn’t buying it. She had her usual smirk on her face as she noticed me groping her with my eyes. “Shit, you were just about to propose…Oh Lisa, I Love you…” she mocked. I Hated that tone. ‘Look Lisa why do you Always have to be a…Hey You were the one who started smooching Me!’ “What? oh What the Fuck Ever, you were begging me for it all morning-Oh Leese, please gimme me a Hug…in fact, you’ve been fucking in Love with me for Years…..” I had to calm down. I couldn’t let this escalate to where we’d Always be antagonistic towards each other or I’d never hold her again. I can’t believe i was thinking this rationally, even as a teenager. Then i remembered something dad had told me once. It had to do with quelling arguments with women. Some technique with girls he had learned from his buddies in the army a long time ago. He had told me about it at a campfire once. Let them win. Whatever it was, let them win. In your head, they are wrong. So What? you wanna go out with them again? Let them win. I had stopped talking by now which made Lisa curious as to what the hell i was going to say. It also gave her a chance to calm down. ‘Leese…..’ I looked up at her. ‘You’re right.’ then i flicked my eyes down at the ground. I had to play this perfectly. ‘I’ve had a crush on you for a long….well, for a while. I never wanted you to know about it. I just started noticing how much better looking than all the other girls in school you were. And…..it’s not just better looking, Hell you were more fun, smarter, and had a better body than everyone else i knew. For a long time i was happy just watching you at school and sometimes when we got home and you were dancing around in bodysuits. Like the one you have on now. I guess this morning i couldn’t help myself and just blurted some things out to you…..I really just wanted to hug you. I mean….you’re like a real woman, who lives with me. I couldn’t help but become kind of….infatuated with you. I mean sometimes i wished i wasn’t but then i see you walking around and that goes out the window. And yeah, i didn’t mean to make you mad…and you kissing me takes care of about every fantasy I’ve ever had about Anybody…..’ I trailed off. Shit. I didn’t know where to go from there. I had spilled out Everything i thought she’d want to hear all the while making sure i sounded like a hopeless sap who couldn’t control himself or his libido.
I’d at least get to hug her body once in a while. I had laid it all on Pretty thick and it was pivotal that she not see through it. I went over to the fence. I leaned on it with my hands spread apart in my best Presidential pose and stared intently out into the distance. Presently Lisa was beside me. This is it, I thought. She’ll either say Nice Try dumbshit and I’ll Never get to hug my sisters beautiful body against me again, or…..
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