Lost In Hazel Eyes Part3 by BlossomJade

A literotic sexstories: Lost In Hazel Eyes Part3 by BlossomJade ,
After Shan and Rhea’s first orgasm together without actually having sex. The cousins desire to explore each others sexuality further takes over. Shan helps Rhea feel loved.
The rest of the night went by normally as if we hadn’t just orgasmed together. Well at least we made it seem that way. Well at least I did, but the thought of what happened never left me. The pleasure Shan had made me feel lingered. I had never orgasmed that way before, I had never orgasmed without having sex. Even orgasms while masturbating did not compare. I couldn’t decide whether it was what Shan did to me or whether it was just knowing it was him doing those things to me, to my body. My cousin had made me orgasm and cum so much I had creamed my panties. My cousin had made me orgasm just by playing with my breasts and rubbing his balls against my pussy. It made me wet again just thinking about his hands on my breasts, on my nipples, on my face, feeling my whole body. I woke up in the middle of the night to find my panties damp and my nipples swollen. I was hot, the covers tangled at my feet. My satin blouse stuck to my sweaty chest, I could feel the heat emanating from my vagina. I got out of bed and walked over to the window opening it up to let in the cool air. The back of my apartment building overlooked a large forested area which encircled a lake. Untouched by the lights of the city the moon lit up the tops of the trees and reflected off the flowing water. A breeze travelled through the forest and in through my apartment window. I unbuttoned my blouse letting my breasts fall open to the cool air. The breeze caressed my breats, licked at my nipples making them stiff and puffy. It felt as if the trees were reaching out their branches to nurse my aching nipples. I sat down on my window seat exposing my breasts to the full moon. My thoughts were a mess, floating around my head as I watched the water flow in the lake.

Why did I allow Shan to do those things to me? He is my cousin, we had spent the first 19 years of our lives together as close as siblings. Was there something wrong with me that I felt more satisfied with him than I had been with my last boyfriend of 5years? This was wrong but something inside me felt as if this was what I needed to get passed this darkness that seemed to always be one step ahead of me, taunting me. A part of me wanted Shan to come into my room right now to calm the fires within me. I glanced over at the clock on my bedside, it was 1:15am. It was a silent night, nothing but the movement of the trees which made me feel like they could hear my heart beating and my heavy breathing. The moon lit up my seat and bed partly, the rest of the room was in complete darkness.

I felt as if I was getting hotter and hotter, I sat up on my knees so the breeze could hit my exposed body directly. I admired the moon as my hand absentmindedly fiddled with the waistband of my satin shorts. It wasn’t long before my right hand crept under my shorts and into my panties. I pulled lighty at my bushy pubic hair covering the top of my vagina before adventuring lower to part the thick lips that protected my now moist pussy. I pulled and massaged my pussy lips. I brought my left hand up to my face caressing my breasts on the way. I brought my fingers to my mouth licking and then sucking 2 fingers into my mouth. Now dripping with my saliva I replaced my right hand slathering my already moist vaginal lips with my spit. My right hand now at my mouth I licked my juices off my fingers and breathing in my scent before pinching on my nipples. The cool breeze made the spit on my fingers feel icy cold against the heat of nipples. My left hand pulling at my pussy lips and pubic hair before finding my clit. I grabbed onto the window sill as I gently caressed my clit then dipped down to collect my juices and then back up to my clit bathing it in my pussy juices. Still on my knees I spread my legs so I could flick at my clit as it dangled between my legs. I played with my clit gently moistening it with my pussy juices. My right hand found my nipples again pinching and pulling as I strummed on my wet clit. My head rolled around as I writhered with pleasure, my long hair gently flying in the breeze caressing my neck and nipples. I shifted sideways so the breeze could catch the sides of nipples not missing a beat on my clit. My back arched as I tried to expose as much of my skin as I could to the cold air. The moon seemed to invigorate my pleasure as I strummed away on my clit gently. Within seconds I was cumming, pinching on my nipples and flicking my clit. Pleasure washed over me like waves as my whole body shook, I threw my head back offering my swollen breasts to the moon. I kept my palm pressed gently against my wet vagina as I calmed down from my orgasm, breathing heavily. I brought my fingers to my mouth licking them slowly savoring the taste of my vaginal juices as I mentally thanked the moon for watching me.

My thoughts and licking was interrupted by a low guttural moan. I let out a gasp before my eyes adjusted to the darkness. Shan was leaning against my bedroom door, the moonlight barely illuminated his silhouette but I could see his thick cock in his hand.

“Rhea I’m sorry I didn’t mean to scare you. I just heard sounds and thought you were crying so I came here to comfort you but you were… so beautiful Rhea. I couldn’t resist, Hana I’m sorry you just really turn me on.” Shan explained himself while he walked in toward me. As he got closer I watched his cock swing between his legs over his boxers. Strands of his cum smeared against his boxers. In the moonlight I could see a single strand still clinging to his mushroom head. When he got close enough I noticed the cum on his hand. He sat down on the seat next to me as he wiped his cum off his hand using his boxers. “Rhea you are beautiful!” Shan whispered to me as he pushed my hair out of my face gently.

In that moment I looked into his eyes and for some reason I couldn’t hold back my tears or my feelings anymore. The floodgates opened and I found myself in Shans arms again crying against his bare chest. “Oh Shan I’m so sorry I cant help myself. There’s so many feelings going through my mind right now I dont even understand how to react. I’ve been depressed and lonely for so long that it physically pains me but you made me feel loved, needed as if I matter and I’m not just this invisible person only here to serve others. I don’t want to scare you away, I don’t expect anything from you. I just, I’m just grateful for how you made me feel. All those years ago I thought I scared you away but that’s just all I wanted to tell you, that I’m grateful for how you made me feel, I didn’t keep in touch because I thought you hated me and didn’t want anything to do with me. So much of pain Shan, these years I’ve been battling with demons I never knew existed. So many nights I’d cry myself to sleep just wanting to feel whole, not a shadow. No one could make me feel whole, not boyfriends, not friends, not family. Please don’t think you are obligated to do something now I just needed you to know that you give me strength to go on. The strength I need to keep my hopes up that maybe one day I’ll find someone else who made me feel that way. I’m sorry if this is too much. I’m sorry I just don’t understand what else to do.” I cried, the pain sticking in my throat trying to claw its way out with my every word. “This is not me, I am stronger than this. What is wrong with me? Shan I’m sorry! All these years I was waiting for a chance to talk to you, I don’t know why I have been waiting for you.” I kept crying whilst Shan held me.

“Rhea, babygirl it’s ok. I’m here for you. I love you Rhea. You are safe. I understand that you just need to be loved, it’s ok. You are not scaring me away. I’m sorry you are in so much of pain. But you are strong! You are right, you will find someone that you will feel safe to be yourself with. Someone who will show you a wonderful future. But you’ll always have me. I care Rhea. You’re going to be ok.” Shan reassured me as he cried with me. “Hana I’m sorry you feel so much pain, it hurts me to hear this. You deserve so much love.” Shan comforted me for what seemed like ages. Just holding me and telling me the future will be ok, just be strong. I felt so ashamed and embarrassed I just wanted to disappear but he held me firmly. After a while when we had both finished crying, Shan lifted me over to the bed laying me down on my pillow gently and then laid down next to me still holding me tight. “Thank you Shan.” I whispered.

“Sshh babygirl it’s ok,” he reassured me again whilst moving my hair away from my face. He kissed my forehead and then made his way to my lips kissing away the tears from my eyes and cheeks. I brought my hand to his face caressing his hair as he kissed me. He licked my lips gently as if asking me politely to open my mouth, when I did his tongue found mine and we kissed passionately. His arms kept pulling me tightly into his embrace as his hand found my breast and squeezed. He was now on top of me, his hands on either side of me holding himself up as we kissed. Slowly his kisses ventured downward to my neck where he licked my salty tears away. His tongue didn’t stop at my breasts, after kissing each nipple and then pulling my breast up by the nipple and letting it fall back, he kept going lower. Kissing my stomach, licking my navel and the kissing my hips. He stopped and looked up at my face smiling at me.

He pulled down my shorts and panties in one quick move leaving them dangling around my right ankle. He placed his hands on my thighs and began spreading my legs apart. The cold air hitting my newly exposed skin brought me back to reality. “Shan, no I -.” I began to make an excuse but he covered my mouth with his hand pushing me back down.

“Don’t worry Rhea you’re beautiful.” He said before blowing slowly on my pussy, his breath cold like the breeze, blew threw the forest of my pubic hair. I felt him breathing in my scent before he kissed my closed pussy lips. His lips opened and I felt him pull on my hair with his lips. “Oohh!” I moaned loudly, it felt amazing. The gentle pulling felt as if he were massaging my lips. After a few moments I felt his lips grab onto one side of my pussy lips, he pulled opening up my pussy to the breeze as well as his breath as he breathed out through his nose. I’d never felt these sensations before, it was different and exciting. He did the same to my other pussy lip, opening me up and breathing in my scent. He ran his tongue over my pussy lips lightly up from the bottom of my pussy till the top of my mound then tygged on my pubic hair before starting again. With each lick his tongue would push deeper into the forest of my pubic hair and folds of my pussy till he finally hit the entrance of my vagina. When he didn’t stop to enter his tongue into the depths of my pussy I moaned loudly and raised my hips presenting myself to him but pushed me down, his hands firmly on my thighs.

“Let me love you babygirl,”Sham whispered after tugging on my pubic hair. He kissed my thighs gently before going back to his long licks. This time he paused briefly letting his tongue rest at my entrance, I felt my juices start to trickle onto his waiting tongue. He scooped my juices with his tongue as he licked back up all the way to my clit. I closed my eyes waiting in anticipation for his tongue to flick my clit but nothing happened. As I opened my eyes to look down Shans face was above mine looking down at me with a look I’d never seen before, his mouth was slightly ajar his tongue curled against his teeth, his smile lit up his whole face in the darkness of my moon lit room. I didn’t have more than a second to admire him, my mouth must have been ajar as well because the next second his tongue was in my mouth swirling around my own. The kiss tasted different, his saliva mixed with my pussy juices tasted sweet. His hand went the side of my face pulling my head closer to him as he rolled to lay next to me pulling me with him.

Laying our sides we kissed passionately, he held me close. I broke the kiss, laying my head on his chest breathing deeply. He gently pulled my chin up so he could see my face. “Rhea, you taste delicious. I’m guessing that’s just the beginning too, based on how wet you were before.” Shan smiled as he saw me blush at his words. “You don’t have to be shy around me.” He reassured me before kissing my forehead and hugging me close, his hand massaging a breast gently. We lay holding each other for a while just listening to our breathing and cuddling.

After a while Shan pulled my face to his and began kissing me passionately, pushing me onto my back again. His kisses traveled down my body once again, stopping to suck each nipple into his warm mouth. When he reached the top of my pussy he buried his nose in my pubic hair and breathed in deeply before looking into my eyes and giving me a smile full of desire I moaned loudly as a warmth spread through my body. His head dipped between my legs where he kissed and licked my inner thighs as he spread my legs apart. He ran his tongue across the skin of my thighs starting a fire inside me. His tongue licked down my thigh and up the crevice between my thigh and pussy then moved to do the same on the other thigh. My pussy lips opened slightly under my bush as he spread my legs. He planted kisses all over my pussy and tugged on my pubic hair. He started playing with my pussy lips, sucking each into his mouth opening up my pussy to the cool air. I felt his fingers spread open my pussy before his tongue dove in exploring every fold and crevice.

My hands joined his on my thighs where I caressed his fingers lightly. My moans were so close together that it sounded like I was humming off tune. I let out loud oohhs each time Shan’s tongue hit a right spot. His tongue was tracing figure 8s around my clit, each time dipping deeper into my tight entrance. Shan lifted his head up and kissed my fingers and sucked them into his mouth briefly, “Play with your nipples Rhea.” He instructed me, his voice deep with desire. I brought my fingers now damp with his saliva to my nipples and pinched them lightly at first. I gasped loudly and pinched hard on my nipples when I felt Shan’s tongue flick my clit. I looked down to catch Shan wide eyed with passion staring at me, his tongue had paused its exploring of my clit.

“Don’t stop ssshhaaan!” I moaned, louder than I expected. My hands went to Shan’s head, grabbing onto his hair gently pushing his face onto my clit. He sucked my clit into his mouth pulling hard then releasing and flicking quickly. Propped up on my elbows I pinched my nipples as I watched Shan eat my pussy. I tried to roll my hips but he had a firm grip on my spread thighs. “Ooh oh oh!” my voice low and drawn as I moaned each time his tongue flicked my clit before sucking on it. Shan slurped away at my pussy now flowing with my juices, “Oh Shan yess ohhh!” I moaned sweetly as his tongue would stiffen and poke into my tight hole then lap up my juices till he reached my clit. His tongue explored every fold of my pussy, sucking and licking and pulling. I couldn’t hold myself up, I lay back and played with my nipples as Shan’s tongue took me to heaven. When my moans got too loud he would slow down ever so slightly letting the building pleasure subside before continuing. I felt like my entire body was connected to his tongue as his each move sent shivers of pleasure through my body.

Shan made small circles with his tongue running up from my slick entrance to my clit. As his tongue got closer to my clit I felt like I was floating higher and higher. He sucked my hard clit into his mouth, slurping my juices as well, he nibbled gently making me scream incoherently. My thighs were shaking, threatening to close around his head, I bucked my hips trying to push my pussy against his tongue. “Uhhh Ssshaaan pleeease ooohhhh let me cum, aaaahhh!” I pleaded between moans. Shan moaned with my clit still in his mouth sending vibrations of pleasure through me. I was so close, my hands went to Shans head trying to guide him to take me over the edge but he resisted. He smiled up at me for a second before diving his tongue back between the folds of my pussy. He dipped his tongue into my tight hole and began sliding his tongue in and out, his nose hitting against my clit. “Uggh yeah don’t stop Shaaa aahhh please I’m going to cum ohhhh!” I screamed out loud as I reached up to cover my face with a pillow. His tongue dived in and out of my pussy faster, I felt him swirl his tongue stretching me open, it felt amazing. Shan was holding onto my thighs as my legs shook at his every dive and swirl. My moans muffled by the pillow now were still so loud, I’d never been so vocal before, “Shan please ohhhwwww aahhh let me ahhhhhh cummmm hmmmmm!” I gasped again as I felt his tongue slip out of my pussy, I sat up to push his head back down but he was already latched onto my clit, I fell back down as he sucked hard.

“Ohh yes Shan don’t stop!” I managed to string a sentence together as I thrashed around while Shan held me down. He sucked in my clit, flicked it with his tongue, driving me crazy. I was floating so high, my eyes rolled back in my head as I felt him dip his tongue back deep into my slick hole and at the same time he managed to pinch my clit between his fingers. I screamed as my orgasm hit hard, my legs shook and I gripped onto the sheets so I wouldn’t dig my nails into Shans shoulders. Waves of pleasure washed over me as Shan kept my clit pinched between his fingers and his tongue on the entrance of my hole drinking up my flowing cream. His tongue dipped into my hole again making me scream loudly as I grabbed a handful of Shans hair but he didn’t stop. His tongue kept probing drawing out my orgasm making me gasp for breath. My mouth was wide open screaming but no sound came out as mu entire body shook. I felt my cum gushing onto Shans waiting tongue as he slowed down. His mouth left my pussy as he brought himself up to lay on top of me, his fingers still lightly held my clit. He laid his face against mine and held me close as I came down from my orgasm breathing heavily. Shane fingers left my clit but stayed cupped against my soaked pussy.

I hugged Shan close as I caught my breath. I shifted my head to kiss him on the cheek, his wet cheek tasted sweet. I tried to shift under Shan so I could roll onto my side. He moved aside propping himself up his elbow to face me. I snuggled myself against his chest for a while before looking up into his. I gasped softly as I realised his face was covered in my cum. My sweet cream was all over his chin and mouth. “I’m so sorry Shan that never happened before!” I apologized feeling so embarrassed as I reached for my blouse to wipe his face. “It’s ok babygirl, as long as you lick it off.” He whispered with a grin on his face. I blushed deeply as he moved closer to plant a kiss on my lips. I kissed back before starting to lick his lips and then chin. I lapped up my cream from his beard and then kissed his lips again, my tongue pushed passed his lips to find his. We kissed passionately, slow and deliberate kisses. I broke our kiss and laid my head against his chest exhausted. Shan kissed my forehead as he reached for my covers, covering us up.

“Sleep babygirl you’re alright with me.” Shan whispered as I drifted off to sleep in his arms.