For the final time, I grabbed my lips in to my mouth and pushed hard. For a moment, I felt like I am dying because the pain was unbearable. I could feel that my pussy was expanded and my child was coming out. I yelled in pain and everyone in the room was moved towards my pussy, the birth place of my first child and I could notice that the lady doctor, with help of the nurses, pulled my child out of my body and I felt a lot of pain. I thought that my pussy must be parted off wildly in giving birth to my child.
Soon, I heard crying voice of my child and it was the moment that I forget my pain on hearing crying of my child.
“Congratulations! You got a baby boy” The nurse told me.
I cannot explain my feelings, I cannot write it exactly, but you can understand my feelings, feelings of a mother of her first child.
They took my child to clean him on the corner of the room and he was still crying.
Doctor and nurses was busy with my pussy, in cleaning it and in giving necessary treatment after delivery.
The nurse brought my child near me and let him down on the table near me. I looked at him. Oh! My god! So sweet…., so cute…, my first child…. I will never forget the first sight of my child. He was still crying. The nurse told me to breast feed the child. She helped me in giving my nipple in to my child’s mouth. He immediately started sucking milk from my breast.
What a lovely, unforgettable feelings was it. It was the most important and the happiest moment of my life.
One of the nurses rushed to the door to inform my family members waiting outside about birth of baby boy to me.
It took some time for the doctor and nurse to treat my pussy after delivery. They cleaned it, applied some creams, medicines and put a bunch of cotton before they put a clean, medicated panty on me.
I saw my child was sleeping after drinking some milk from my breast.
I was being taken out of the delivery room after cleaning my body, after putting the hospital gown on my body. I was still feeling some pain and I was feeling tired but I was smiling.
I was taken to my room and I was surrounded by every one of my family. I received a lot of blessings from all of them, from my parents, from my uncle and from my parents in law. Every one put his/her hand on my head as well as on my son’s head in blessing. My father in law told me that my husband is already reached Goa airport and he is on his way to hospital to see his new born son.
I was very happy to know that.
Julee
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