“ Heath are you ok bro?” Chris asks as I just turn walking fast away before he continues “ HEATH! HEATH!’
I don’t answer as tears fill my eyes as I hurt the one person I never wanted to. I hold my chest trying to get my heart to stop hurting. I feel so angry with myself. I don’t know where I am going as I walk down the sidewalks and cross streets. My mind is in a uproar as my emotions are running in every which way. I have to sit as I feel my body trying to fail me. I find a bench and take a seat. The area isn’t all that lit up, but I don’t care as I try to catch my breath to calm down. I decide to lay down on the bench as to relax. I look up at the sky to see it’s clouding up. At that moment I don’t care. As I close my eyes I see Adam laying on the ground as I feel the first rain drop hit my face as my own tears come from my eyes.
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Faye’s POV:
It’s been three hours since Chris and Jack brought Travis and Adam back to the hotel. Maggie and I helped doctor Travis seeing bruises on his face and back. Kaye is crying as is Michelle as Adam has a big bruise on his left ribs. But my thoughts are on Heath as no one knows where he is at. We are all in the penthouse with the girls and kids as they are crying.
“ Where is Heath? Where is our man at? Why did he do this?” Tiffany asks as Chris tries to comfort her
“ Sis he…he thought Travis wanted to take everything he had. He stated that Travis took the moms away from him. As to where he is Jack and I don’t know.” Chris says as the mothers and I gasp
“ He thinks Travis took our love away from him?” Maggie asks with tears sitting by me
“ Yes momma Maggie, Heath thinks Travis wants the family all to himself and that he will be left alone again. I think Heath’s thoughts are that Travis is trying to get us all against Heath.” Adam says with some sadness
“ Well he is fucking wrong. I love my son and would never betray him what so ever.” Maggie says feeling hurt that her son would think that
“ Mom it’s because you all hung around me and not showing Heath any kind of love. When you got married to Tyrone and we moved. We left a dvd of the marriage and a letter. It basically said that you were moving on and Heath was just a accident.” Travis says as Maggie looks at him
“ You didn’t…” Maggie tries to say before cut off
“ Yes mom when Heath would return home that would be his thoughts…THAT he was truly unwanted as we never gave a forwarding address.” Travis says as I hear Ellie, Verna, and Kiko crying
As I see Tiffany go to hug Selena and Chris. I speak not knowing anything.
“ So Ellie….You took him in?” I say as Ellie looks at me
“ Heath and Travis are my godsons and as much mine as Maggie’s. When she left and before that when she wasn’t there that summer I took Heath in as he needed a mother and by god he had one in me. Verna and Kiko felt the same way.” Ellie explains as I turn to see them nod
“ Mom I’m sorry it’s all because I listened to Tyrone that Heath is like this. I wish I could show him that you love him more then life itself as do Michelle and I….but somethings can’t be fixed.” Travis says before we all watch Maggie slap her oldest son
“ They will be fixed and we will fix them as a family. Heath needs us….everyone so when we find him we let him know.” Maggie says as I look around to see everyone nod their head as the kids start to fall asleep
“ Well someone needs to just straighten this fucking mess out as it’s raining and my baby is out there in the rain. Fuck I thought this was suppose to be a loving family.” Diamond says with tears standing up
“ We will baby girl just relax. Look Mike, Nate, and Ricky are out there looking I am sure they will find him.” Ellie says as she goes to Diamond to comfort our daughter
“ I hope so as we can’t go on without him. The kids need their father so very much.” Diamond says as the door opens making everyone turn to see who it was
It was Mike, Nate, and Ricky they all came in with rain coats on. They went to their wives as Mike hugged Ellie and Diamond.
“ Did you find him papa Mike?” Diamond asks as he looked at us all
“ No we looked down all the streets Chris and Jack suggested. There was no sign of him. I hope he is inside as it’s a monsoon out there.” Mike says while Maggie holds on to me tighter
“ Oh god please help my son. Bring him safely to us all as we love him and need him.” My fiancee says while I hold her tight as does Jacqueline
To Be Continued………A stormy night on a bench
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