All Jonah felt was guilt for saying what he said. He had hurt Alyssa with those words. He blamed himself for all this.
‘This is all my fault. If I had been stronger to resist, we wouldn’t have ended up like this’
Jonah kept trying to talk to her for a while, but she just remained silent. He kept apologizing to her and telling her that it was his fault, but she never said a word. He decided to just wait outside her door, sitting on the floor.
After Alyssa heard Jonah stop talking, she started to ponder on what her next action should be. She never thought about whether this was love or just lust between them. She could only think about what had just happened and it made her not think straight, but then she thought to herself,
‘Why did I react like that?!’
‘Why should I care what he thinks about me?’
‘He’s going to be a priest, he thinks any woman who has sex is a whore, that’s religion poisoning his mind’
‘Can it be?! Am I… having feelings?!!!’
‘No! It’s just sex, that’s all!!!’
Alyssa started to think about something her mother once said,
‘Alyssa, don’t try to find love so quickly. Go out and have fun while you’re still young. Then when you’re older, you can get all lovey dovey with someone’
She gave herself to two previous boyfriends. Her heart, her everything, only to be returned with mistreatment. Jonah would just be the same. It was decided. She’d just have sex with Jonah only. There was no way she could fall in love with him. She then started to feel uneasy by that notion. She began to think to herself,
‘No! I… I… I have feelings for my step-brother!’
‘…I can’t tell him… I just can’t… or anyone else’
‘He wouldn’t understand, no one would understand, I don’t even understand’
‘It’ll just be sex’
Alyssa quickly got up to talk to Jonah, but when she opened her door, she saw that he had passed out on the floor, waiting for her to open the door. She checked the time, it was already midnight. She knew Jonah wasn’t much of a night owl.
“You waited for me…”
She was really touched by his commitment to fix things with her. It was all over an argument that she started because she let her emotions get the best of her. She knew Jonah would never think she was a whore, yet her emotions still got the best of her. Alyssa felt extremely guilty. So he let his emotions take control too, but she kept pushing his buttons. He had every right to. She was being a top notch bitch. Knowing that made her very upset when Jonah had been nothing but sweet to her.
‘Do I want to get serious with him? Or should I just keep it simple with the sex?’
Alyssa turned around and had finally decided…
‘I’m still young, mom’s right. It’s just my emotions getting the best of me’
‘I felt like this with my previous relationships and I gave my heart. Look what that’s gotten me’
‘I’ll just get hurt if I allow myself to fall in love again’
‘Besides, after what I did to him in the confessional… I wouldn’t want to date me either’
Alyssa then returned to her room and went to sleep. The next morning, Jonah was cooking breakfast. Alyssa had woken up and could smell it. She got up to talk to Jonah. He turned his head to look at her and said,
“Hey…”
“Hey, look, about last night…”
“I’m sorry Alyssa, it’s all my fault, I’m completely to blame for this. It’s all my fault for not resisting temptation from you…”
“Just stop! Look, it’s fine, I overreacted. I just wanted to tell you that this is just sex between us. Nothing more, it’s not some kind of romantic thing going on. Don’t get it confused”
“Oh… okay…”
Jonah looked back at the food he was cooking. He felt crushed by those words. Alyssa noticed a bit of pain in Jonah’s eyes the moment she said that. It was obvious that he had feelings too. She coldly brushed it off and remained silent. She shouldn’t be getting serious with anyone. She just has to go out and have fun while she’s young.
“Alyssa, I can’t do this with you”
Alyssa was Jonah’s first and that meant something to him. Being his first made her special to him. She decided it was probably for the best if they stopped this. Continuing the relationship would only serve to further hurt him. Besides, she could have any guy she wanted. She was young and beautiful and she felt she’d be wasting time trying to fix something she felt she really fucked up on. She finally decided to agree to Jonah’s terms of stopping the sex between them. She attempted to take up the role of the tough girl.
“Fine, but don’t come crawling to me because you need a fix”
She may have come off as more of a bitch than a tough girl just then, but there’s no changing it now. She stuck by her attitude. Jonah just replied kindly to her,
“Thank you”
Alyssa turned away and thought to herself,
‘It’s for our own good’
Chapter XII
Angela came prepared for class this time. The second exam was about to commence and she was very happy to see Jonah in the class. Before the exam started she came up to Jonah and said to him,
“Hey Jonah, I need to talk to you after class, could you meet me in my office? It’s a science thing”
“Oh… okay, sure” Jonah said happily.
“Thanks, you’re a doll” Angela said with a smile.
Angela then turned to look at Alyssa, who had a very angry jealous look on her face. Angela just smiled at her saying,
“Good luck Ms. McClain”
Alyssa then thought to herself,
‘I don’t know why, but I wanna fucking punch Dr. Summers for some reason…’
As the exam went on, the same patterns occurred. Some finished early, some finished late, most finished in the middle. Angela was dying of anticipation. She was going to have Jonah. Once the class had finished, she and Jonah walked to her office. She smirked at the obvious look of envy in Alyssa’s face. As they both entered her office, she closed and locked the door behind them. Jonah got a bit nervous.
“Uh… Professor Summers, uh… what’s with the door?”
“This has to remain a secret between us, so I had to close and lock the door”
“Uh… okay… so, what did you want to talk to me about?”
“About a certain a couple who happens to be siblings”
“Uh, what?”
“Don’t ‘uh what’ me, there’s no denying it! I know what you and Alyssa have been up to as of late, no wonder you two know the human anatomy section so well”
“What?! Are you suggesting…”
“I am not suggesting, I am simply speaking the truth”
Angela then pointed to the closed door behind Jonah. He saw a calendar. He was confused. Angela told him,
“Look inside the calendar”
Jonah lifted the calendar off the door. He admired the beautiful artwork, but soon felt his heart race when he opened it. He saw pictures of the time he and Alyssa had sex in the lab. Jonah had so much fear within him as if his life was in danger. Angela smiled, knowing that everything was going as she wanted it. She then continued,
“Wouldn’t it be a shame if everyone found out about you? A man saying he’s becoming a priest, was actually having pre-marital sex and with his own sister. Also, what would that do for your poor little sister? Why, she’d be shunned upon in this whole campus, not to mention the family”
“She’s my step-sister!”
“Here’s what I propose, you pleasure me whenever I call you and I’ll keep your sick relationship under the table”
“What?! That’s blackmail! This… this is wrong! We don’t even have sex anymore, everything’s back on track and I’ve been good!”
“Do you really have a choice? It’s this or the reputation of you and your ‘step’ sister are ruined. Besides, you say ‘we don’t have sex anymore’, but who’d believe that over photos?”
“Please, I actually just lost my virginity. I can’t get it back, but I can fight lust and abstain again”
“You were a virgin… uh, well it makes sense. Someone as hot as you trying to be a priest. It’s plausible”
“So you’ll let me go?”
“Nope”
Jonah already knew where this going. The truth was, he was scared for himself, but being the good person he was, he was worried more so for Alyssa. As much stress that she had caused him, he still loved her and cared for her. As he looked at the pictures, he decided to just get straight to the point,
“So, what now?”
“It’s simple really, I want you to be my little boy toy”
Jonah gave Angela a shocked expression. Angela continued,
“You heard me, you can start by taking off your clothes”
Jonah paused and gave it some thought. He couldn’t find a way out. He had finally gotten back on track with his celibate life and now it was being wrecked again. There was only one thing he could do. He began to strip.
“Mmm, baby, yeah, that’s what I like”
Once Jonah was completely naked, Angela was completely silent. She gasped,
“Oh my God… It’s beautiful”
Angela felt like drooling from the size of Jonah’s cock. It was bigger than she had hoped for. She couldn’t stop smiling at how large his member was. Angela removed her shirt and bra. She cupped her D’s and commanded Jonah,
“Come suck my nipples”
Jonah had never seen a pair of breasts so big. He thought Alyssa’s C’s were huge, but this outdid them for sure. He walked up to Angela and he put her right nipple into his mouth while playing with the other one. He was surprised at how fast he was to follow her orders. Perhaps it was the fact that he had not had sex in a while. Jonah had been blue balling since the incident with the confessional. Since then, he had been going to church, confessing his sins, abstaining from sin. He felt that things were getting better, but Angela was taking that away from him. Just like Alyssa did. However, he wanted Angela’s body because he was blue balling. It overrode all that. That’s what frightened Jonah the most. He REALLY enjoyed sex. He never truly noticed until he and Alyssa had stopped having sex.
Angela began to moan from the sensation. She had not been touched by a man in a long time. She was completely overjoyed to feel this sensation again. And much more that was to follow. She gently stroked his head and moaned in his ear,
“Oh Jonah, you drive me wild! Keep sucking them, you’re so good!”
Jonah continued to suck Angela’s nipples, he alternated between sucking the right and left nipple. Although Angela was blackmailing him, Jonah was really enjoying this. His last sexual encounter with Alyssa was an abusive one. He really liked her stroking his head gently instead of slapping his face. He liked that she wasn’t being too rough. Angela spoke again,
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