Neil and Sean by nowhereman

A few months later, Sean was still enjoying handjobs from Neil whenever Stacey was not around and he started realizing that at the end of the day, he was actually looking forward to getting home. It wasn’t particularly to get dinner over with so he could get a handjob, he was looking forward to being with Neil.

That truth came out of nowhere one day and he realized he was developing feelings for Neil. When the truth slapped him in the face, it hit him hard. How, he wondered, how was this even possible. I’m a straight guy with a beautiful girlfriend. The truth drove him deep into denial.

After dinner that evening, Neil turned to him and asked him if he was ready to go to bed. That was code for ‘are you ready for your handjob?’ Sean told him that he was feeling tired, he was going to call Stacey and go straight to bed. Neil laid in bed wondering what was wrong. He had been acting strange from the moment he got home earlier in the eveing. He dismissed it as him probably dealing with a lot of stress at work and went to sleep.

For the following two weeks, the same scenario played out. Sean would come home and not do a lot talking. He seemed to always be in a pensive mood and he turned down any of Neil’s offers to help him relax. The worst part was when he would leave for the whole weekend to be at Stacey. Neil felt so alone in the apartment with no one to talk to. He felt like he was losing his friend. For Sean, he was afraid to give in to his offers, afraid to admit the truth, even to himself.

After the third week, when Sean came home late on a Sunday night, after having spent the entire weekend with Stacey, Neil decided to confront him. He knew he did not have a right to have any expectations from Sean in regards to any romantic loyalty, but he still felt he deserved answers.

“Sean, do you have a minute? There’s something I wanted to discuss with you.” Neil had walked into Sean’s room and stood at the doorway.

“Hey, sorry. I know I owe you for my half of the groceries. I’ll send you the money in a second.”

“No, it’s not that.”

“Oh. What’s up?”

“Can you sit down?”

“Sure.” Sean sat on the edge of his bed and Neil sat on the floor facing him indian style

“I’m not sure how to start, so I’ll just ask. Did I do something wrong? There was recently a big change in our relationship and then all of a sudden we stopped. I can’t lie, I was obviously enjoying it and I thought you were too. But, then things just stopped. Not only that, there are times that I feel like you just don’t wanna talk to me. We can stop if you want, we obviousl already did, but your friendship is too important to me. I wanna apologize if I did anything to ruin it. I’m sorry.” his last two words were hardly louder than a whisper and Sean felt horrible when he saw his friends eyes getting watery. He felt like such a jerk being the cause of his best friend’s pain.

When he saw him on the verge of crying, he felt he owed him the truth. As hard as it was, it was the least he could do. He explained to Neil that he never meant to mislead him. The first handjob was the greatest he had ever felt, it was better than what any of his past girlfriends could ever have done. As time went on, he explained, he knew it was wrong, but it felt too good to stop. Soon, he started realizing that it felt so special because it was Neil that was doing it. It was no longer just about the handjob.

“Neil, I got scared when I realized I had feelings for you that you were becoming more than just a friend. I’m supposed to be a straight heterosexual man with a girlfriend that I love dearly. I’m not supposed to have desires for anyone else, especially not a man. Yet, here I am. Even right now as we speak I wanna feel your hands on my cock as you make me cum.”

Neil stayed quiet for a moment as he processed the bomb that Sean had just dropped on his lap. It cofirmed the way he was starting to feel for Sean was mutual. It was more than just a handjob. Feelings towards each other had started developing on his nightly visits to Sean bedroom. He loved what Sean had just told him. He was practically telling him that he loved him more than just a friend. He may not have used the word love, but that did not stop him from interpreting it as such.

“Sean, we have been friends for a very long time. Whatever this is between us, we don’t have to label it. I love doing this for you and by your own admission, you were also enjoying yourself. Nobody has to know what we do in the privacy of our own apartment. It’ll be our little secret. I promise never to tell anyone, especialy Stacey. I promise never to get between you two. Do you understand”

Sean keep looking down, ashamed of how he had treated Neil for the past several weeks and yet there he was by his side, being the most understanding friend in world.

“Can we go back to the way things were? Would you like that?”

Finally lifting his head, Sean looked at Neil. “Yeah, I would like that.”

“What exactly would you like?” Neil asked in a low flirtatious tone. His demeanor was changing and Sean was liking it. He could feel his cock getting hard.

“I want your hands on my hard cock. I want you to make me cum.” Something in him just clicked, allowing him to let go of any reservatios he had. Gay, hetero or bi, it didn’t matter. He felt good when he was with Neil and chose just to live in the moment.

“I can do that for you, sweetie.” Neil said as he stood on his knees.in front of Sean and grabbed the hem of his shirt and brought it up over his head to reveal his gorgeous, muscular chest that always got Neil excited. He then reached for Sean’s belt and undid it before helping him step out of his jeans. The bulge in his briefs made it quite clear that his cock was getting hard. He was aware that his cock was also starting to feel quite uncomfortable.

Neil reached out without removing Sean’s briefs and started squeezing his cock, feeling it getting harder and harder in his hands.

“Is this what you want? Does it get you hard when I grab your fat cock?” he asked in a seductively low voice as he looked Sean in the eyes, never breaking eye contact.

“Yeah” Sean answered, barely whispering his words.

Neil continued groping and squeezing his cock, asking him if he liked it and had he missed him for the last few weeks. After several minutes, when it was completely obvious that he was fully erect, Neil pulled down his briefs to reveal the most beautiful cock in the world. He told Sean to move back and lay down, he was going to make him feel good.

While Sean turned around to lay his head on the bed, Neil decided to turn it up a notch. He quickly undressed himself and only left his underwear on, not sure how Sean would react to a naked man next to him in bed. He got on the bed and laid down next to Sean as he reached out for his cock and started stroking him. With a firm grip on his cock, Neil whispered into his ear, “Is this what you wanted, baby? Do you like it? Does it make you feel good?”

Sean could only nod. Having Neil in bed half-naked with him had him very aroused. He felt like if he spoke a word he might explode. Neil took another chance and leaned in closer to Sean. As he continued strokin him, he pressed his lips up against his neck and started kissing him. Sean said nothing, he loved the way it felt. Neil took his time licking, sucking and kissing his neck for awhile. He was slowly testing the waters and Sean was not protesting. Sean was moaning and loving everything too much to stop him.

Very slowly, Neil started making his way down as he kissed Sean’s shoulders before he made his way to his chest. He took his time before finally getting to his nipples. As he moved from one part of his body to the other, he never loosened his grip on Sean’s cock. When he heard him take a deep breath through his teeth, he knew he had him. After spending some time playing with his nipples, he ever so slowly found his head next to Sean’s cock. They were both aware of what was next. Even if Sean wanted to stop him, he wouldn’t have the strength. He just couldn’t. Everything felt too fucking good.

The two roommates looked into each other’s eyes as Neil firmly gripped Sean’s cock as he opened his mouth and wrapped his lips around his cockhead. It drove Sean crazy as he felt the warmth of Neil’s mouth as his cock slid more and more into into his mouth. He was at 8 inches with a thick shaft, but that did not stop Neil until his nose was making contact with his pubes.

This was the first time Sean experienced someone deepthroating him and it felt great! Even Stacey had never been able to. She had tried but always ended up gagging. Sean couldn’t believe what was happening to him. He was totally aroused seeing his cock in and out of his friend’s mouth as he started bobbing his head. Neil was doing what Stacey has not been able to do – he was taking his entire cock down his throat. The whole thing was too much for Sean. It only took five minutes before he was cumming down Neil’s throat.

The relatonship between them had changed and they both knew it.

After swallowing his cum, Neil looked up at Sean with a smile. “You know what this means, don’t you?”

Sean had no answer for him, he just gave him a puzzled look.

“You have to marry me.” he told him with a naughty smile on his face. They both bursted out laughing.

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