The woman of my dreams by nldfa2006

I had been married for 30 years but after both kids left the nest, there was little to hold us together. Patty (my ex) and I had been growing apart for years; to the point where the kids were the only thing left we had in common. Now that they have their own lives, we didn’t get to see them more than once or twice a month. Patty had lost her sexual desire long ago and certainly wasn’t interested in inconveniencing herself in any way to help me with my sexual needs. Therefore, I was left with the choice of jacking off every time I got the chance, having an affair, or calling it quits to find someone more compatible. When I suggested we should go our own way, she appeared to be genuinely relieved. It was what we both wanted; only she couldn’t bring herself to be the one to bring it up.My divorce was finalized about 6 months later. After that I started dating a few women here and there. I was being rather picky in my pursuit of the ideal mate for me to spend the rest of my life with. I vowed that I would not settle for a woman that was not a perfect fit, just because I was lonely and desperate. I resorted to Internet dating sites, with which I did not have overwhelming success.

There is nothing spectacular about me; I am average in most ways. I do work out a few times a week but I suppose I could still stand to lose a few pounds. My erect penis is an average 6” long, unlike most of the sex stories I read, in which the story teller’s dicks are ridiculously enormous. I am fairly well off financially, having worked my way up to the top of the corporate ladder during the last 30 years. I don’t divulge that information to women that I date right away for fear they would start pretending to be what I wanted them to be just to win me over for the financial security. That always backfires after marriage when the woman eventually returns to her normal habits and lifestyle.

I do have a bit of an obsession when it comes to sex. I am very oral. I love kissing every part of a woman’s body; lips, breasts, pussy, and everywhere in between. Like most men, I also love getting my cock sucked. With me, it’s more than a casual thing. I would much rather get a woman off with my tongue rather than my dick, and I would much rather cum in a woman’s mouth than in her pussy. When I jack off, I am fantasizing about oral sex or watching BJ porn. In my opinion, there is not a lot of good cock sucking porn with full swallow available. It seems like 90% of the oral or swallow porn is a guy jacking off into a woman’s mouth, with most of it ending up on her face, nose, or eyes. I prefer videos of women that enthusiastically suck and jack a cock yearning for their reward and when he cums, she eagerly swallows it down. Videos of Heather Brooks, Oral Amber, Oral Andie, Camille Crimson, Fellucia Blow, and Wifey’s World are my favs because they portray women who genuinely appear to love the art of cock sucking and swallowing cum.

The first woman I dated after my divorce was Trish. We both had just got out of recent marriages and stumbled upon each other on-line. She was 10 years younger than me and still had kids in grade school. We were both extremely deprived in the sex department. Needless to say, we were both consumed with sexual activities, trying to make up for years of neglect by our ex’s. Trish truly loved giving head and swallowing cum, which fit perfectly with my oral obsession. It was sort of a hobby with her to see how many different places she could suck me off. We would be in the most unusual places and she would get the gleam in her eye, which I quickly learned that it meant she wanted to blow me. Some of the craziest places she got me off were: Airplanes, trains, buses, taxis, cars (many times while I was driving), rest rooms, stairwells, parking lots, hot tubs, and department store fitting rooms. On many of those occasions, I fingered her or ate her afterwards to get her off as well. That all depended on how private an area we had to work in.

Even though I am not blessed with a particularly large dick, I have come to realize that the volume of semen I ejaculate is much larger than average. I came to that realization from watching porn and seeing what appears to be normal size loads as compared to mine. In most of the porn scenes I see men shooting 3-4 big ropes before the final dribble shots. When I ejaculate, I shoot up to 8 long ropes of cum before it fizzles out to the final dribbles.

 

Looking back, I think that partly why Patty (my ex-wife) wasn’t into sex anymore. Sex became a chore for her as the years went on because of the mess I made. Once she asked if I would start wearing a condom to avoid the mess. Of course I refused, which only resulted in even less sex. I thought a good compromise was to put a Chux under-pad on the bed so the cum wouldn’t soak through and mess the bed. That didn’t help with the mess on her. She hated having to wash her legs, ass, and pussy after lying in a puddle of cum when it flowed out of her pussy.

There is one other quirk that I should mention, and this is a recent discovery. Although I have always been heterosexual, I have accepted eating my cum as a part of my lovemaking activities. This revelation came when Trish confided in me that one of her biggest fantasies was to have her man eat his cum from her pussy. Her ex-husband would never do it so she begged me to fulfill her fantasy. I had never eaten or even tasted cum before so I was not too receptive to the idea at first. I did, however, decide to explore it privately before ever trying it with her. The next few times I jacked off, I shot my wad into a glass and forced myself to drink it. It took some getting used to but it wasn’t bad tasting at all like I had read. Actually, it was very neutral tasting. Maybe that’s because it was my own.

Every time Trish swallowed my load, she made a big deal about how huge it was, so I decided to measure it when I was practicing eating my cum for her. My biggest load (after a couple days rest) was about 4 tablespoons. I did some research on the Internet and was surprised to find that the average load for a man is between a teaspoon and a tablespoon. I’m not sure if I should be proud or disappointed. Trish sure seemed to be happy about my “condition”.

After a few practice rounds of eating my own cum, I decided to give in to Trish’s fantasy. One time while we were fucking, I whispered in her ear that I wanted to eat my cum out of her pussy. That put her over the edge and we both had mind blowing orgasms. Then, true to my word, I went down on her and lapped up my cum. She writhed and screamed like a wild woman through two more orgasms as I slurped my cum out of her out of her love hole and tongued her clit. Needless to say, that activity soon became a regular part of our lovemaking routine.

Once Trish became aware of my new found appetite, she added a variation to her BJ routine, in which she would save my cum in her mouth and then share it with me during a long and passionate cum kiss. Of course, that only got her hotter and ready for more action, so what followed was a long fuck session. One serious flaw that I have always been subconscious about is that I’ve never been good at holding back an orgasm. When I feel it starting, it just happens and I don’t seem to be able to control it. With Trish, that worked very well for both of us. When we were in public places, she could kneel down pull my dick out and get me to cum in less than a minute. For our private lovemaking sessions we always started with a BJ. Once that was out of the way, we would fuck and I could last almost indefinitely before cumming a second time, which of course I would eat from Trish’s sloppy pussy afterwards. Sexually speaking, this relationship was great. I got the cock sucking that I craved, which left me with the stamina I needed to last through a long fuck session to keep Trish satisfied.

In the end, things didn’t work out between Trish and me. Due to other incompatibilities, our relationship only lasted about a year. It was a long distance relationship (over an hour drive one way). She had gotten her house as part of the divorce settlement and because her kids were still in grade school, she was unwilling to relocate. I had roots in my area also, so keeping it going was a strain. One day Trish confessed to me that a local guy was showing interest in her and she wanted to pursue it. I encouraged her to go for it, knowing that our relationship couldn’t last. For a while she dated both of us. This was very interesting because she would confide in me about her sexual exploits with Bill (her other lover). This made for some sweltering foreplay and intense love making sessions. As we made out, she would tell me every detail of what they did, including how his cum tasted, how much he came, how big his cock was, different positions; no detail was spared. Instead of being jealous, it was a huge turn-on for me. She even shared some videos of their sex sessions, which made for some fantastic jack-off material after we broke it off.

 

Once Trish and Bill started getting serious, they (mostly Bill) wanted an exclusive relationship, which left me as the odd man out. They eventually got married. That relationship taught me two things about myself. The first realization was that I suspected that I might have some bisexual tendencies, and not just because I became comfortable eating cum. I also started having fantasies about sucking a man’s cock and feeling his load squirt into my mouth as I swallowed it. I don’t have any desire to fuck a man’s ass or be fucked in the ass by a man. The only real craving I have is for the oral part of it. However, fantasizing about something and acting on it are two different things, so I just pushed that to the back of my mind.