“I do love you, Laurie.” Cindy was so quiet I could barely hear her and I was sitting right next to her. From the look on Laura’s face, you would have thought Cindy had grown another head. “That’s why it hurt like it did. I thought you hated me for being with Stevie.”
Cindy let go of my arm, stood up and walked over to where Laura was standing. She put her arms around her sister and hugged her tight. “I wasn’t sure you felt the way I did and I didn’t want to ruin what we already had. People aren’t supposed to have those feelings like that.”
Cindy tilted Laura’s head back by the chin, leaned in and kissed her on the lips, in a most unsisterly way. Laura let out a sob and wrapped her arms tightly around her sister and buried her face in Cindy’s shoulder. They stood there and cried for a couple of minutes, rubbing each other’s back soothingly, before Cindy led her sister over the couch and sat down beside me, Cindy positioned between us.
For one of the few times in my life, I kept my mouth shut. I knew their relationship before getting kicked out had not been the run of the mill sibling relationship. It was true, about our father not allowing us to have our own friends. Our “friendships” were really for the benefit of his church, getting money out of people by letting them think they had access to power. He was a manipulative fucker, that’s for sure. Cindy and Laura, I couldn’t bring myself to again call her Laurie yet, had been part sister and part best friend to each other, but it was actually more than the sum of those parts. But it explained a lot, now about why it had been so hard that last summer to get any alone time with Cindy.
But I still had a problem with Laura. The revelation that she was in love with me was totally surprising. I remembered my first summer home from college, before Cindy joined me at school. The three of us spent all of our free time together. That had been when I started falling for Cindy, actually, even if I hadn’t realized it at the time. I didn’t mind spending time with Laura then, because it made Cindy happy having the three of us together. I never thought of Laura like I did Cindy. They had both liked hugs and holding hands, things like that, so I never thought anything of it.
When I looked at the clock, it was now almost nine. I was working the closing shift this week, so I could stay up late, although I would usually help Cindy get the girls ready in the morning if I needed to take them to daycare so I could get things done during the day before going to work.
Cindy apparently was able to read my mind. “I’m going to call out this week. My plans are already in the system so the substitutes shouldn’t have any problems. We need to get Laurie some clothes and things. She needs to call her lawyer to see what’s going on.”
I told Laura, “You need to have your lawyer let our father know we’re sending back his car. Hopefully, he hasn’t reported it stolen. I’ll call one of the auto transport companies in the morning and get it out of here as soon as possible. If he wants to report it stolen, I got something for his ass, in the form of pictures of your back. I’m sure his flock would love to see those. Make sure your lawyer knows about that, too.”
I stood up. “I’m going to bed, the little monsters get up early by themselves. G’night, Laura.” I kissed the top of Cindy’s head and squeezed her shoulder. I suspected they would probably stay up to talk some things out between them. My absence would hopefully make that easier.
I stopped by the girls’ bedroom before heading into our own. They were both sleeping soundly. I was more worried about Bobbie overhearing things than Ronnie. Bobbie would be way more likely to mention things out of context. The girls liked having Laura around. I only hoped it wasn’t a mistake.
Cindy didn’t stay up as late as I had anticipated. I had stripped down to my boxers for bed and was resetting my alarm when she came in and closed the door behind her. As she stripped off her t-shirt that she had been wearing, I could see her nipples protruding, they were definitely out there and proud. When she bent over to finish removing her panties, I could see she was fairly wet. I automatically get an erection any time I see Cindy naked, and coupled with the fact that we hadn’t had sex in almost four days, I had an 8/10 hard on.
She put on the extra large t-shirt she likes to sleep in, went into the master bathroom to finish getting ready for bed, and climbed in next to me. She scooted over until she was laying against me, with her hand on my chest, rubbing in little circles.
“Are you sure you’re okay, babe? You got kind of worked up out there,” her voice was concerned as she looked at my face.
“No, not really. I knew that bastard would throw us out if he caught us. I didn’t expect her to snitch us out. You were so hurt and there wasn’t anything I could do to make you feel better, which just made me feel even worse. Now she wants to waltz in here with ‘I’m sorry. I love you’ and pretend it makes everything all better? That shit might work for kids, it don’t work for me.”
“You being there was enough, Stevie. Really.” She paused for a bit, still rubbing my chest in little circles. “Can I ask you a question?” Meaning, can she ask me a question without me losing my shit.
“Of course, baby.”
“Me and Laura?”
“I’m not sure what you mean, babe.” I guess we were going to have this conversation now. Might as well get it over with then.
“How we felt — maybe still feel for each other?” She asked hesitantly.
“I don’t know. I mean, I knew you were close but I never guessed it was that close. I’m concerned for you. I’m also concerned for me. It’s crossed my mind that I just might be the consolation prize here –” It actually had, just then. Knowing the person I loved was also in love with somebody else at the same time? Yeah, I was second guessing things.
Cindy stiffened. “You are not the ‘consolation prize’, Steven. You got me through the hardest years of my life. We have two daughters who love you just as much as I do. And I absolutely love you, no question. There’s no fucking way I could do to our girls what was done to us.
“I don’t think she’s lying. But that’s because I know her better than you do. She loves you, she loves the way you take care of me, she loves the way you are with Bobbi and Ronnie. She was a scared immature 18 year old watching the two people she loved most in the world leave her behind. I never stopped loving her, even after what she did. Maybe that’s dumb, the Laurie I fell in love with wasn’t a bad person. She’s older, she’s changed a little, but I can’t see any bad change from who I fell in love with, she’s just a little smarter and wiser now. I can’t explain exactly how I feel but as much as I love her, there’s a big part of me that’s only for you.”
“She’s our sister, I love her as family, but after what she did, I don’t know if I can love her that way. I don’t know. I’m sorry but that’s the best — only answer I can honestly give you. I don’t know.” I wasn’t really sure I loved her as family, either. I helped her because she needed help and Cindy wanted to help her. The news that there was unrequited love in the mix made figuring that out more difficult.
My erection had dissipated during our little discussion but, with her hand starting to make circles lower and lower on my abdomen, it was starting to make a comeback. Her hand made its way down to my pubic hair, and she started running her fingers through it, lightly brushing the head and shaft of my cock every so often.
She stretched her neck and I lowered my head to kiss her, letting our tongues get reacquainted after four days. I slid my hand over and found one of her breasts, nipple hardening as I toyed with it through her t-shirt. By the time I had found her other nipple, I was fully erect and she was running her fingers up and down the shaft from tip to balls, occasionally massaging my balls. I could sense she was rubbing her legs together next to mine, occasionally rubbing the inside of her thigh over mine.
She sat up so I could help her get her t-shirt off. She poked me in the ass cheek with her fingers to get me to lift up so she could get my boxers off. Stretching over to kiss me one last time, she started kissing down my midline, detouring briefly to lick each one of my nipples, which made my cock twitch. She rubbed a little bit of my precum around the head of my dick while she continued kissing down my midline, until she reached the head. Skipping over it, she kissed down the length of my shaft, fondling my balls, and then kissing her way back up to the underside of the tip.
When Cindy started to lift up my cock to kiss and suck on the head, I started to pull her ass over so she could straddle my face. She initially fought me, but finally gave in when I started sliding my middle finger down the crack of her ass and into the area of her labia, lightly toying with her lips and entrance. This was the best part of oral sex with Cindy. I treated it like a game, actually. The goal was to see how many times I could make her cum before she made me cum. If I could beat her to it the first time, I could easily get two or three good orgasms from her before I came.
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